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Tails

:: 2006 25 February :: 7.24am

i hate the casino...they suck they are loud boring and make you lose 20 bucks LOL>!

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Tails

:: 2006 23 February :: 12.53am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Silence and the sound the computer fan makes.

not to much man
so, i have more hours at the catoring company again but i still totally need a full time job so that i can MOVE OUT...i mean i kinda sorta gave up cause i spent so much time bitching about it by the time i do move out it wont seem cool anymore and everyone will be like "matt your just a little bitch like always, cept now your a little bitch with an apartment, bitch!" and ill smile and laughing and then kill myself with more cancer. which i need to stop doing. but anyway. so yeah i guess life is at an odd odd standstill. things arent bad. things arent good.

I'm getting 80.92 cents for income tax from arbys...

Megan...not sure how to start addressing the issue.

Do you bring up past problems to fix them if your just now finding out all the really imporant details?

I should ask for some more W2's from the catoring company...cause i have gotten 3 of them...and just keep forgetting to fill them out...then i lose them and bad stuff happens to me when the IRS dosent understand how im getting such large monetary assests without having and form of a job...

But when my free time's gone will you promise me this? That you will please bury me with it?

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2006 22 February :: 10.11pm

Life's been good to me so far.

what about u?

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tails

:: 2006 12 February :: 4.25pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Panic! At the Disco - Prolouge

FUCKING GOD!
i hate sundays so much. nothing to do but be alone and stuck in this house. everyone is always busy on sunday with god or something so they never want to hang so i end up dieing in this house. GAH. anyway so yeah someones a liar...wonder who it is.

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2006 12 January :: 10.52pm

i miss my critters. I miss my k-t. I love it down here but i love it up there too. dang. how is everyone else's personal torment and struggle?

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 21 November :: 11.19am

everything is arbitrary.

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.04am

http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=24777096

i hope this isn't a scam

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 8 November :: 11.03am

Get a free I pod. Hopefully this isn't a scam folks.



http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=24777096

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Tails

:: 2005 18 October :: 1.12am

Dresden Dolls concert is tonight...i want to go but i dont know if anyone will be going WITH me...so i dont think im going to go and its prolly the only time they will come to grand rapids in my lifetime.

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 16 October :: 10.50pm

Franz Ferdinand
damn hot

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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2005 16 October :: 2.33am

SO, here is a synapses of my life in nouns:

Hooka
Saw
Organic Chem :(
OSU/MSU ;(
hermit crab/shoe
Rocky Horor Picture Show
Cows/Louisville
Friends
God
Spagetteos

get the picture?

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Tails

:: 2005 15 October :: 1.24am
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Death Cab For Cutie - Steadier Footing

it was then
I miss alot of things about my highschool life...i most of all miss the summer before junior year...and the summer after junior year...when life wasnt so fucking hard and things were kinda fun...i miss the way i was and the way i used to think about life and its hardships and its mysterious things...i miss the darkness and a way too early cerfew being enough to stay alive....god damn i miss my heart. and i miss my old true friends...the ones i dont talk to anymore because im always so tired or in class or working and i make up these lame excses when i know even if i cant move my muscles i should still call them to hang cause thats why friends do...but im afraid of how they might have changed without me. Do they still want me around at all? am i welcome near their new lives? a half a semester has passed without me in it....im sure alot of thigns and people and faces have changed...stuff cant stay the same forever. im scared

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Tails

:: 2005 12 October :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: Scared
:: Music: creepy sounds from the attic

best time of the year
Anyone know of any truly scary shit going down around our side of michigan this halloween season? dont say the haunt cause everyone knows that i just want to know if there is anything else thats supposed to be scary as shit? if you know of anything please tell me...also anyone having any kicking halloween partys?

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tails

:: 2005 11 October :: 4.14am

falling apart and hating being alone...i spent the night on liz's kitchen floor because my heart hurts and im really starting to scare myself on the inside...do i really need help?

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Tails

:: 2005 5 October :: 9.09pm

Im sorry for anyone of you who is my friend. I'm such a roller coaster of emotions it must suck for those of you who think im cool enough to still hang around. I found a way to get the money but now im so broke i cant get gas to get to school tommrow...(gah im lame) so anyway. I'm really glad i dont mean the shit i say or id have been dead years ago lol. Well i love all of you cept mish cause she wont get off my ass for quitting arbys even though it was the best thing i could have ever done. i have a new job at 9 bucks an hour so at the end of october life should be sweet again. with this new job ill have enough money to start saving up and get a cushion underneath me for occasion like a 100 dollar book. or something else that is stupid and makes me hate life. money makes me really really really sick to my stomach. i threw up yesterday cause i was thinking about it so much. but then i read my favorite book and life seemed in order again. so yeah i guess im back to another pocket of contentment with my stupid silly stupid fucked up life. *gasp* for fun i did that. ok bye bye kids.

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