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2004 20 November :: 10.13am
:: Music: Alexisonfire-Side Walk When She Walks
"Dressed to kill, you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight
Your wounds are opening wide
And they might be just my size
Now I'm afraid of open water
But I often bathe in sin
Let's be honest, you know you shouldn't bother
'Cuz with me, it's impossible to win"
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Eh. I wish I could explain how terrible they make me feel sometimes. I don't really know why. I kind of had the urge to just run my car off the road into a tree. Yeah...These guys were good live. MMhmm. I just need a break.
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2004 18 November :: 12.34pm
Bst sucks and pig lungs are cool.
Current Issues keeps me sane and helps me open up to if that makes any sense. I guess talking about things that I relate to in animated ways makes me feel open about shareing my opinions in a class. And Mr. London is fricken awesome.
I'm gonna miss this class.
Everyone should work at McDonalds. I don't want to be the fry girl forever.
I need new service people tp take over so they can stop laughing at me. Awww...
BLEEDING HEARTS OF THE WORLD UNITE!!!
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2004 18 November :: 8.03am
:: Music: dashboard confessional
my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me, so wont you kill me? so i die happy.
I got a cell phone!!!!!!!!!!!!yay!!!!!!!!i think i really like jeff. problem thats peaking its fricken head around the corner>:he leaves for florida on dec. 1. this is really going to suck. everytime we hang out i like him more and more.
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2004 17 November :: 10.27pm
Woah. Talk about mood swings. Sorry guys. I hfate it when that happens. I'm all better now I think.
I just needed to do just that. Think it out.
Anyways, I am excited about this whole All day Band orgie with Just invitation only participants. Ummm... I think you should all know... there was only 3 invitations sent out . I think Mr Robuck got one too though. Well, hopefully he received it. Anyways, I am likeing the whole 1 1/2 hr drive. Maybe another raising of the dead presidents? Who knows.
Bowling too next Tues. Wow. Soo busy.
I want Friday to come so I can go shopping and spend all my hard earned money- cause what else is there to do?
Save it? Hell no. I better change my ways soon.
I am tired
I'm gonna sleep
Night
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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2004 16 November :: 9.33pm
Svelte!
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2004 16 November :: 1.13pm
I haven't been in this kind of a mood ever since about a month and a half ago. Cause?
It's not like it's PMS. I hate being a girl. There is one excuse for everything that goes wrong in life. The Menstrual Cycle.
Shit.
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GAHHHHHH!
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2004 16 November :: 12.45pm
yeah. day is definitely almost done. I am tired. And it hurts to breath through my nose. People actually eat in the school bathroom... ...
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2004 16 November :: 12.22pm
I hate not knowing how to feel or how to express myself. I like him so much and I just fluster him more than myself. What the hell?
Why can't I think straight? I don't know what the hell to do.
I want to cry. This isn't suppose to be this difficult. But so is everything else.
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2004 16 November :: 11.25am
so darn bored.
i can't wait until next semester when i have norkus 2nd hour.
oh that will be SO GOOD!
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2004 15 November :: 5.15pm
i used to dream crazy whackjob shit that made no sense at all. now my dreams are very real.
i dreamed that i broke my ankle.
i dreamed that i stopped people from robbing me and my friend.
those were alright i guess, and fun to talk about in the morning..
but i dreamed about josh, and how i killed him one day because he pissed me off.
and i dreamed about molly....and we were almost there.
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2004 15 November :: 2.15pm
razzle dazzle. oh wow. Calc test in T-minus 19 minutes. CRAPPPP. I did study just a few minutes ago though. Hopefully it goes...alright. I love the poem we read in English today. A Valediction Forbidding Mourning by John Donne. It's beautiful. T-minus 17 minutes. America (the book) is pretty spectacular. So is food. Pretty darn spectacular. Did you know there is a store at the mall that only sells calendars? When do you wake up and go "Hmm...It's always been a dream of mine to sell all different kinds of calendars" ?
Eh. I'm so bored. T-Minus 15 minutes.
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2004 15 November :: 12.38pm
Oh man oh man oh man. Day 1 of the week is almost done. My back hurts so bad. gotta go. test time.
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2004 15 November :: 8.59am
well i dont know....i think jeff and i could actually have something. This past weekend was fun. i hung out with my friends robin, jeff and josh. it was fun. we hung out like the whole weekend. yesterday, after hanging out with them, i went to ten bells, and saw my friends band play, that was fun they did really well. their band is APD after prior day, and you should all find out when they are playing. weston came up and gave me a hug and told me thanks for com ing, he was drunk already but that didnt matter to me. i dont think i should have gone because i was finally starting to get over him, and then i saw him on stage and it all came back to me. the scary thing is...id do anything for him, or anything to be with him. i hate this. i thought i was done with this. why do i always fall for the jerks? im screwed again. all that i thought i didnt feel anymore....came back tenfold. next weekend i need to get work off so i can go to ferris and hang out with some friends.
thats not only the crap part of my weekend either. my mom talked to me about sex. she told me that she knew i was sexually active, and that i should start going to a doctor, she also told me she knew that i was cause i dont talk to her anymore. i dont even know how to approache her now wityhout my tail between my legs.
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2004 15 November :: 8.44am
huh?
my mom was yelling this morning.
i never help.
i never clean.
i'm never home.
blah
blah
blah
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2004 14 November :: 8.40am
:: Music: Inspection 12- Red Letter Day
Sometimes I worry about the life you lead...Sometimes I listen to the way you breath...Sometimes I long for you to see yourself, and realize that you need help.
I never noticed how empty this house could get with people in it.
But right now they're gone again.
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2004 13 November :: 3.00pm
I love this book! (America- The Book)
Alexander Hamilton:
"Founded New York Post in 1801; dubbed young Andrew Jackson 'Wacko Jacko'."
YES!!!! HAHAHA
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stinko
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2004 11 November :: 11.31am
what the hell?
really?
how does this kind of thing happen?
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crazygirl
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2004 10 November :: 8.13pm
a turkey testicle festival..
beer, turkey testes, illinois.
sounds tasty?
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2004 10 November :: 2.00pm
hanging out with people i havent seen in a while tonight, hope its worth my while! lol this should be fun!
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2004 10 November :: 12.51pm
how bad are you??
X the ones you have done:
(X) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
( ) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
( ) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
(X) I have been fired
(X) I have cut myself on purpose
(X) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
(X) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. (yes...in THAT way)
( ) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
(X) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
(X) I have purposely set myself on fire
( ) I have eaten sushi
( ) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
(X) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
(x) I went to a dance with someone of the same sex
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
(X) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
( ) I've shot a real gun
(X) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
(X) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
(x) I've milked a cow
( ) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
(x) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
(X) Lied to a friend you see everyday
( ) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
(X) Have eaten cat food
( ) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
(x) Own a kitty
( ) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
(X) Likes to be dominated
( ) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
( ) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else
I guess I'm okay. Not too bad right?
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2004 10 November :: 8.39am
so what if my dad and i blast neil diamond?
so what if i saw yet another animated movie with my family and laughed harder than my nine year old sister did?
so what if i watched lord of the rings so many times that i have them all memorized?
so what if im the most popular girl in band?
i swear im cool.
or maybe not.
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2004 9 November :: 9.39am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: taking back sunday
poetry night
so yeah i went, and read, infact i was the first name they called. i dont think i will do it again for a while.
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stinko
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2004 9 November :: 8.44am
i'm too young to sit around and wait to be older.
i will live now.
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2004 8 November :: 5.03pm
:: Music: Diesel Boy - Lime Green
she's hot... yeah, if you like clowns...
I gave in and stopped studying to watch Freaks & Geeks. "Noshing and Moshing" is a great episode, with the music of Black Flag, X, and a special appearance by Diesel Boy. So what if Diesel Boy wasn't around in 1980-81? It serves its purpose.
Cor got me The Portable Dorothy Parker so I'm a very happy little girl.
It's so darn cold, and I'm so very alone. Well, that's what a day of studying is for, so I should probably get back to that...
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2004 8 November :: 8.43am
i feel sick.
i hate this.
i hate boys.
i hate waiting.
i hate thinking that no matter what i do i could be throwing something away.
i hate second guessing.
but seriously, how long can i wait?
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