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brandnew26

:: 2004 1 May :: 8.14am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: alkaline trio - sadie

you know what sucks? its cold and raining outside and i have to go run in it, i'll be there like all day.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 30 April :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: matchbook romance - promise

so my saturday just got killed. i have to run in an invitational for track. 200 dash and 400 relay. its at sterling heights high school, i have to be there around 9, who knows when it will be done. bringing my cameras, should get some good pictures. one of which i must get is eric high jumping, i told him i would and i plan on it. so yea, i guess call me if you are going to come and see me and i'll talk to you there.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 30 April :: 7.11am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: brand new - sic transit gloria...glory fades

track is getting to the point where the practices are starting to hurt becuase you are still sore from yesterday and the muscle fatigue is setting in. i stayed after practice yesterday to watch eric high-jump for a few minutes then he gave me a ride back to school like usual. doctor says i need to rest my knee, which will happen over the weekend. ugh...yesterday in health romero takes my notebook and trys to read/sing some of the songs i wrote (bad bad bad, i don't like people to read stuff unless i have it posted somewhere) but it was bad, he tried singing them like rap songs, so then i sang them to him how they are in my head and he's like, "thats not music".....to each his own i guess motherfucker.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 28 April :: 8.02pm

only one
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

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brandnew26

:: 2004 27 April :: 10.05pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: yellowcard - only one

so yea, if you've read jack's journal then you have most likely heard about our little bet. i am about 95% sure that jack will win the bet. jack is a great guy and any girl who would go out with him is very very lucky.



i guess i've kinda accepted the fact that girls just don't like me and i pretty much have a zero chance of having a relationship. yea, i'm think its kinda bad when you yourself realize that. the thing that puzzles me though, is that if you compare me to some other guys, i'm guess i'm kinda close to them, but they all have girlfriends and here i am single. i'm creative, i'm decently talented at music, i think i have good taste in music and style of other things. from what some people have told me, i'm caring, sweet, nice, sensitive, and what is sad but true, i am willing to do anything for others, even if i don't like that person too much. then i thought of my flaws and problems and that outweighs my good things. i'm short, i'm not very attractive at all, i'm really weird and odd, i tend to complain about a lot of things, i hate myself most of the time and basicly i'm just me and no one really likes that.


one bad thing i found, i'm happier when i'm slightly depressed, if that makes any sense. i figure that things can only get worse from here and i accept that. when i'm happy, i tend to wait for things to go bad because they always do...



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one



i wish...

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brandnew26

:: 2004 27 April :: 7.58pm

and every time you fed the line "you mean so much to me" i'm without you...

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brandnew26

:: 2004 27 April :: 7.23am

and if you ever said you missed me then don't say you've never lied...

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childofthelost

:: 2004 26 April :: 9.57pm

i've been reading my old entries...i'm lucky to be where i am at and have what i have...

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brandnew26

:: 2004 25 April :: 2.31pm

and die young and save yourself....

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brandnew26

:: 2004 24 April :: 3.35pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: yellowcard - ocean avenue

There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight
That you're here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I remember the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
We'll be together for one more night
Somewhere, somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away




the retreat was really great, and thats all i can say about it.



going 65 in a 45-50 mph zone while weaving around cars is really fun while listening to ocean avenue.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 22 April :: 7.13am

i've gone to find myself, i'll be back in a day or two.

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childofthelost

:: 2004 19 April :: 6.26pm

today wasn't good...it wasn't bad either...just weird...i have too much on my mind...


that damn exacto is whispering my name again...

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brandnew26

:: 2004 18 April :: 9.31pm

InotGuitarded: DUDE!
InotGuitarded: dude dude dude!
InotGuitarded: i met a chick
InotGuitarded: on my birthday
InotGuitarded: and she was hot
InotGuitarded: yea
InotGuitarded: lol
InotGuitarded: and shes the friend of my friend derek
InotGuitarded: and like she lives by me
InotGuitarded: and has a bf
InotGuitarded: but hes gay
InotGuitarded: so
InotGuitarded: im keepin my eye on her
InotGuitarded: lol
InotGuitarded: stalker!
thescreamoamigo: lol
thescreamoamigo: every breathe you take, and every move you make, i'll be watching you
InotGuitarded: yep
InotGuitarded: lol
InotGuitarded: Police
thescreamoamigo: oh can't you see? you belong to me!!


lmao, good times jack

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childofthelost

:: 2004 18 April :: 5.10pm
:: Mood: unsure

She paints me blue // something corporate

Tonight I watched the lights go out in your house
Wondering how I could get so deep
And you could still get sleep
In vain I blame my trembling on the cold air
But I can't hide that I've relied on you
Like yellow does on blue

And you're my
Good feeling
I'm kneeling
Inside a room she paints me blue
And you are
My reason
For breathing
Inside a room she paints me blue, again

Atlanta started raining on me
And teenage love was underground
Tonight I'll break the surface
Atlanta started raining on me
And no young girl was claiming me
Or naming me and destiny gets nervous

And you're my
Good feeling
I'm kneeling
Inside a room she paints me blue
And you are
My reason
For breathing
Inside a room she paints me blue, again

And you're my
Good feeling
I'm kneeling
Inside a room she paints me blue
And you are
My reason
For breathing
Inside a room she paints me blue, again

Atlanta started raining on me
On me
Atlanta started raining on me
On me

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childofthelost

:: 2004 18 April :: 5.08pm

I love you...


you're my reason for breathing

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childofthelost

:: 2004 18 April :: 12.44am

eric don't be sad

katy lurves you...



that is all for tonight

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brandnew26

:: 2004 18 April :: 12.15am
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: michelle branch - leap of faith

leap of faith
One less call to answer,
feeling full of despair
don't think I can get through it,
just one last prayer.

And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, oh,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.

Searching for the answer,
nobody seems to care,
Oh how I wish that you were here,
beside me,
to wipe away my tears.

And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, oh,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there,
right there.

Waiting for the answer,
remembering times we would share,
somehow I feel you here beside me,
even though your not there.

And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, oh,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there?


Right there
And I'll be waiting by the window for your smile to come through,
and I'll be waiting in the darkness when I call out to you,
and I'll remember when you told me,
I could trust in you

And it's a leap of faith,
when you believe there's someone out there,
it's a leap of faith when you believe that someone cares, oh,
and when I call out to you,
will you be right there
It's a leap of faith,
and I believe that you are out there,
it's a leap of faith and I believe you truly care, oh,
and when I call out to you,
I know you'll be right there,
right there,
and it's a leap of faith.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 17 April :: 8.33pm

Whats with you?
Your name:::eric michielutti flores
Name you wish you had:::i don't know
Age:::16
Age you wish you were:::17 or 18
Number of sibling:::1
Number of siblings you'd like:::i'm fine with one
Your Opinions
Is there anyone you're better than:::no
What kind of person do you consider yourself:::pessimist, artistic, creative
What do you enjoy doing most during a regular day:::reading, writing, painting, drawing
Who do you find most beautiful:::certain people
On a scale of 1 to 10, how sane are you, 1 being most sane:::9
How do you view the rest of the world:::not very good
How does the rest of the world view you:::don't ask
what controversal topic do you feel most strong about:::communism
What is heaven to you:::a place
This or That
Life or death:death
Pain or ecstasy:pain
Tears or laughter:tears
Solitude or Company:solitude
Night or Day:night
Storm or Sunshine:storm
Cuts or Bruises:cuts
Cloths or nudity:cloths
Honesty or secrets:honesty
Humility or Criticism:humility
Dark or light:dark
Frail or strong:frail
Gentle or rough:gentle
Eccentric or normal:eccentric
Dreamer or realist:dreamer
Why not the random things
Where is your happy place:::the sea
who makes you happiest:::a few people
Who makes you depressed:::people
Worst moment in your life:::don't ask
Best moment in your life:::can't remember
Most farfetched life goal:::a quiet life with a family of my own, emphsis on family
What do you try hardest to do:::live
What bad habit do you catch yourself doing most often:::nail biting
What irritates you most:::people
do you believe in true love?:i used to

Just to get you thinking... brought to you by BZOINK!

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brandnew26

:: 2004 17 April :: 7.59pm

ska on the beach: i havent painted in 4 days, im starting to feel very ineffectual
thescreamoamigo: i painted 3 days ago
ska on the beach: what did you paint
thescreamoamigo: something with the moon and the stars over farm-like horizon
ska on the beach: awesome
thescreamoamigo: i got bored
ska on the beach: good, you should get bored more often then
thescreamoamigo: lol
thescreamoamigo: i feel like doing something that some people would find very odd right now
ska on the beach: and what is that
thescreamoamigo: i want to like go out on a quick picnic type thing, watch the sun go down and fall asleep under the stars and moon with somone
thescreamoamigo: *someone
thescreamoamigo: but i have no one, so thats not going to happen
ska on the beach: i dont think thats odd
ska on the beach: it sounds nice
thescreamoamigo: well, thats good
ska on the beach: i wish i had someone to do that with too, actually
thescreamoamigo: yeah



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brandnew26

:: 2004 17 April :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: michelle branch - everywhere (acoustic)

pat and i went and saw the punisher last night. it was good. then i went and slept over at pat's house. we stayed up the whole night, now today i am like dead tired.


so i'm taking this quiz and one of the questions made me think. the question and possible answers were:


Your perfect guy/girl would most likely be:
1. Someone who accepts you
2. Someone who agrees with you
3. Someone who thinks outside the box
4. Someone who likes the same stuff you do. Involved with the same stuff you are
5. Someone with the same aspirations and dreams as you. High ambition!
6. Someone who respects you


so i picked numbers 1, 4 and 6 although number 4 is not as important as the others.
then i started thinking of what i look for in a girl and it brought me to a conversation jack and i had a while back.

thescreamoamigo: ok, i want a hot, emo girl around my height
thescreamoamigo: and a messanger bag
thescreamoamigo: and listens to most of the music i listen to
thescreamoamigo: its that too much to ask for?
InotGuitarded: yes
InotGuitarded: thats like u
InotGuitarded: but female
thescreamoamigo: lol


thats partly what i would like.


one thing i have found out is that people don't really know that much about me, and that kinda bothers me, so people, ask me questions, it kills boredom anyway.



i don't know what you would call this, but i came up with it back in january. i think it sucks but oh well, you be the judge.






beach, sand, water, air, salt, wind, blowing, sunset, warmth, holding, comfort, feeling, blue, orange, red, greys, spraying, clear, stars, moon, holding, "love", "forever", stencil, wash over, dreams, cold, alone, forgotten, insomnia, alone ,black, grey, cold, wet, washed over, beaten down.

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brandnew26

:: 2004 15 April :: 11.19pm

andy is...:awesome
you're...:a waste
i like monkies:ok?
band is...:good
can sex wait:sure
most horrible word...:?
'love' is used too often:yes
speaking in rhyme is...:annoying
woohu is...:yay!
football is...:fun
is cheerleading a sport?:no
blondes are...:blonde
midgets are...:short
you hate...:people in general
bananas are...:yellow
sunsets are...:my favorite
tattoos...:pointless
school is...:fucking horrible
my favorite thing is...:music
music...:favorite thing
favorite feature in the opposite sex is...:eyes
instant messaging is...:good
favorite flower is...:roses?
pictures are...:my line of work
milk is...:good
this survey...:fun
shoes...:size 8 1/2
favorite season is...:fall
re-makes of old movies are...:good once in a while

random randomocity of life brought to you by BZOINK!





Which person comes to mind
best-friend:jack or corey
enemy:too many people
love interest:none
person you talk to when you're down:keri, katy, lindsay
person you try to avoid:people in general
person you haven't spoken to in a long time:matt
person that makes you made:made? do you me mean mad? a lot of people
someone you think is stupid:kendall....lmao nick
a celebrity you wish u could meet:john cusack
person that cheers u up:keri, katy, lindsay, coby
person who hates u:try people that don't hate me
teacher that pisses u off:herta, constantyne
person that pisses u off the most:see above
person u wish u could spend more time with:a few people

People brought to you by BZOINK!




::15 Random Favorites::
1:music
2:sunsets
3:movies
4:games
5:girls
6:guitars
7:piano
8:classical music
9:singing
10:screamo
11:emo
12:running
13:photography
14:coffee
15:pictures
::14 Favorite Foods::
1:pizza
2:lasagna
3:philly steak and cheese
4:tacos
5:corned beef and cabbage
6:bacon cheeseburgers
7:pancakes
8:waffles
9:milkshakes
10:cereal
11:steak
12:shrimp
13:baked potato
14:apple pie
::13 Most Watched Shows::
1:MXC
2:mail call
3:history's mysterys
4:modern marvels
5:VH1 countdown
6:drew carey show
7:whose line is it anyway?
8:CSPAN
9:Meet The Press
10:ESPN
11:N/A
12:N/A
13:N/A
::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
1:Brand New
2:A Static Lullaby
3:Thursday
4:Fall Out Boy
5:Straylight Run
6:Anatomy Of A Ghost
7:Avenged Sevenfold
8:Atreyu
9:Poison The Well
10:Death Cab For Cutie
11:Further Seems Forever
12:From Autumn To Ashes
::11 Memories::
1:Shooting neighbor with paintball gun
2:jack coming back smelling like a drunk after communion
3:two dimes falling out of jack's pants...lmao
4:me and pat ice fishing and getting frostbite
5:me and pat beating halo in one night
6:meeting brand new
7:hanging with john nolan after the tbs concert
8:seeing death cab for cutie
9:running through the graveyard by nick's house at midnight and falling over a tombstone
10:me and ray getting lost on the way back from blockbuster
11:me and matt getting kicked out of the theater for me fighting
::10 Close Friends::
1:jack
2:keri
3:ralph
4:corey
5:lindsay
6:dave
7:katy
8:joel
9:matt
10:nick
::09 Things you're looking forward to::
1:license
2:summer
3:end of school
4:concerts in the summer
5:new laptop
6:new car
7:new chances for likes/loves
8:end of track season
9:fall
::08 Things you wear daily::
1:contacts
2:boxers
3:shoes
4:pants
5:socks
6:hoodie
7:shirt
8:another coat sometimes
::07 Things That Annoy You::
1:people
2:rap
3:neighbors
4:parents
5:brother
6:school
7:teachers
::06 Things You Touch Everyday::
1:guitars
2:piano keys
3:sheet music
4:computer
5:car keys
6:myself?
::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
1:say anything
2:high-fidelity
3:better off dead
4:its a wonderful life
5:the thin red line
::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
1:any sort of weapon
2:pianos
3:cardboard boxes
4:sticks
::03 People You Have Kissed::
1:claire kosanke.....
2:n/a
3:n/a
::02 Of Your Favorite Songs::
1:brand new - jude law and a semester abroad
2:a static lullaby - a song for a broken heart
::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With::
1:n/a...don't have anyone and i'm pretty sure no one wants to spend the rest of their life with me

Countdown brought to you by BZOINK!


that took a long time

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brandnew26

:: 2004 15 April :: 8.12pm

What is your favorite..
gum:something
restaurant:too many
drink:coffee!!
season:fall
type of weather:mild and raining or a crisp fall day
emotion:the way i usually am?
thing to do on a half day:i don't get half days
late-night activity:drinking coffee, write music, play instruments
sport:paintball
city:i have a few
store:music stores
When was the last time you..
cried:2 weeks...
played a sport:today, football with the track team
laughed:today, watching MXC with nick
hugged someone:keri on tuesday
kissed someone:claire...2 months ago... :-(
felt depressed:few hours ago, reminiscing...
felt elated:not recently
felt overworked:today
faked sick:thursday....after running ten miles
lied:today, telling my mom everything is ok
What was the last..
word you said:goddammit
thing you ate:i'm eating a taco right now
song you listened to:billy joel - and so it goes
thing you drank:water
place you went to:starbucks
movie you saw:band of brothers...last night
movie you rented:duplex
concert you attended:death cab for cutie
Who was the last person you..
hugged:keri
cried over:claire...
kissed:claire...
danced with:myself? or claire
shared a secret with:nick
had a sleepover with:nick
called:katy called me, does that count?
went to a movie with:pat...we saw the passion of the christ way back
saw:nick
were angry with:my mom
couldn't take your eyes off of:no one
obsessed over:no one
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yes
kissed someone:yes
done drugs:kinda
drank alcohol:yes
slept around:nope
partied 'til the sun came up:in a way
had a movie marathon:yeah, john cusack
gone too far on a dare:yea
spun until you were immensely dizzy:lol, yea
taken a survey quite like this before:i think so

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!




Would you rather be an African elephant or an Asian elephant? Why?:neither
Would you rather freeze to death or burn alive? Why?:freeze to death, i like the cold anyway
Name three movies you like:say anything, high-fidelity, better off dead
Name three books you like:catcher in the rye, the communist manifesto, one flew over the cuckoo's nest
Have you ever fallen in love with a fictional character? Which one(s)? Why?:nope
Republican, Democrat or other? Why?:kinda a mix between republican and independant
Attendance percentage at high school dances?:i get forced to go
What television shows do you watch regularly?:mxc, stuff on the history channel
Abortion is...:evil
The death penalty is...:fine for real sick/bad people
How do you take your coffee?:cream and sugar
How do you take your tea?:plain
Who's your favorite teacher/professor?:either coach julien or coach brosnan
How do you feel about your parents?:i don't like them
What sort of music do you listen to?:screamo, indie, hardcore, emo, some older stuff
List five or ten bands you listen to.:brand new, converge, taking back sunday, thursday, atreyu, fall out boy, a static lullaby, the police, the rocket summer
Do you use public transportation?:no
Ever told someone you love him/her?:yes
Morning person, night person or both?:both
Siblings?:1 brother, sean...age 13
What are your friends like?:fine
Amusement parks are?:ok
Cafeterias are?:blah
Dogs are?:cool
Any phobias, traumas or other weirdnesses?:spiders, clowns, hospitals, dying alone, losing someone i care about, shipwrecks. i've been blown up, shot at and stuff like that. i've stiched myself.

The Personality Resume brought to you by BZOINK!




Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?:free cds for life
School or work?:work
Christmas or birthday?:christmas
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?:peanut
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?:chocolate
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?:julia roberts
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?:tom cruise
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?:vanilla coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?:neither
Driving or flying?:either, because i can do both
Roller skating or ice skating?:ice skating
Apples or oranges?:apples
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?:paris
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?:no
Jay Leno or David Letterman?:leno
New York or LA?:new york
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?:both
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?:brad and jen
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?:neither
leaf raking or snow shoveling?:leaf raking by far
black pen or blue pen?:black
WalMart or Target?:target
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?:picnic under stars
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?:chocolate chip cookies
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?:shaq
basketball, baseball, or football?:football
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?:lindsey logan
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?:french fries
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?:matt damon
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?:rachel

Chose between... brought to you by BZOINK!




i got really really bored.

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childofthelost

:: 2004 15 April :: 5.43pm

grand theft autumn // fall out boy
where is your boy tonite? i hope he is a gentleman.
and maybe he wont find out what i know: you were the last good thing about this
part of town.

when i wake up, im willing to take my chances on the hope you hate him
more than you notice i wrote this for you.

you need him. i should be him... i could be an accident but im still trying.
thats more than i can say for him.

where is your boy tonite? i hope he is a gentleman.
and maybe he wont find out what i know: you were the last good thing about this
part of town.

someday ill appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you.. but for the
meantime ill sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at
4 in the afternoon

you need him. i should be him... i could be an accident but im still trying.
thats more than i can say for him.

where is your boy tonite? i hope he is a gentleman.
and maybe he wont find out what i know: you were the last good thing about this
part of town. (repeat)



yeah this song is rad, eric had me watch the video last night...i heart it lol

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brandnew26

:: 2004 14 April :: 11.55am

Resounding
If I could take one thing back I would write
The perfect song for you
You would have never left
And if the chords progress
The way I mapped them out
They will wipe your tears away
And all your doubts

Cause it's always been for you
Every mountain scaled for you

And every single day I'm falling down
I never want to say you're mine right now
A tear rolls down your cheek
And hits the ground
I'm falling down (Lets go)

You sit alone inside your room and rust
You give your trust to those who don't deserve your trust
You put yourself through hell
As you sweat pound for pound
But as the drama fades
Tell me what will resound

Its always been for you
I sing every song for you

And every single day I'm falling down
I never want to say you're mine right now
A tear rolls down your cheek
And hits the ground
I'm falling down....
I'm falling down

Could you stay forever and a day
Together come what may
If only I could say what I'm thinking baby

And every single day I'm falling down
I never want to say you're mine right now
A tear rolls down your cheek
And hits the ground
I'm falling down

And every single day I'm falling down
I never want to say you're mine right now
If only I could finally face the truth
I have always loved you
loved you...
Loved you

failed the crash test


brandnew26

:: 2004 14 April :: 9.53am

Color Blind
Here comes the sadness that I miss so much
That lonely aching comes from every touch
I’ve grown accustomed to the grays and blacks
Because they’re always coming back
Sit down for supper, won’t you dine with me
Or can’t you handle seeing all I see
I’ve grown to colorblind to cease my bitching
And I’ve grown to love the pain
And I move too slow and I think too fast and the first rainbow I see will be the last.
Here comes a view I’ve seen a million times
Here comes a boring song with thoughtless rhymes
I know you’re sick of me so tell me here
Because you could have be the one
To make it all disappear.

failed the crash test

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