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2007 26 February :: 6.29pm
i am the one who wants so much to laugh with you right now.
on a completely different note,
my dad should not go to this court hearing alone, jesus.
i feel so bad for him :(
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aerii
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2007 15 February :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: at the bottom of everything - bright eyes
AHAHAHAHA
I LOVE NICOLE@!!!;sdjflksjdfoiwe
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aerii
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2007 15 February :: 6.26pm
:: Music: portugal the man
SO MUCH EXCITEMENT
slkdfjslkdjflksdjflksdjf
i think i might explode
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2007 14 February :: 10.56pm
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
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aerii
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2007 14 February :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: tear - red hot chili peppers
today was weird.
but good.
but sad.
i unno.
<3
i got butterflies.
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poisonedheart
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2007 12 February :: 9.31pm
I found a letter that said:
"I'm sorry that you were asleep when I wrote these words down,"
You'd think I'd ought to be used to that by now.
Save for a few of those late night episodes,
Missed opportunities, and "I Don't Cares,"
There's not a lot that I feel obliged to share or talk about.
I'll have my brother stop by this Saturday to pick up my things,
Just make sure you're not there.
This may sound bad, and don't take it the wrong way..
I love you, however,
You hold me down [x4]
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
How will I break the news to you? [x2]
Cancel our dinner with Max and Coraline,
feed Jacky's gerbil and try to stay clean.
We'll talk it over after I've had some time alone to sort it out.
You hold me down [x4]
You're the echoes of my everything,
You're the emptiness the whole world sings at night.
You're the laziness of afternoon,
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment,
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call love..
How will I break the news to you? [x5]
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aerii
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2007 12 February :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: shout out louds
today was totally not a bad day, im going to miss hanging out with all those people at the falls :(
they're wonderful.
beau was being an ass today.
but eli was really nice, so we hung out and watched Diego in the food court.
pshha.
AND I FUCKING PASSED PORTFOLIO. beat that bitches.
with a tough reader, and i got a mofo'in compliment. sheesh.
i rock.
mmmm, and i dropped logic today.
and i miss morgan
and oli
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2007 12 February :: 2.10pm
ahhhhh im home sick. errr. but ppl might come over to help me catch up on my homework...
v-day should be cool.
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aerii
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2007 12 February :: 6.19am
i didn't know that...
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aerii
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2007 12 February :: 3.43am
:: Mood: anxious
today feels so messed up.
i keep thinking that today is wednesday but its not, lsdkjflskdjfs.
and im all anxious to talk to my english teacher
im all anxious to drop my classes
i feel like im screwing everything up slkdfjs lkblehhh
idk lsdjfsldkfj
and i couldnt sleep
today is going to be a bad day.
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aerii
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2007 10 February :: 8.20am
:: Mood: disappointed
i
really
wanted
to
go
see
the thermals
with
loren
but no
i had to go and screw things up.
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aerii
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2007 8 February :: 6.44pm
:: Mood: scared
just tie the rope
and kick the chair
just leave me hanging there, gasping for air
yeah dont mind me three feet from the ceiling
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2007 8 February :: 5.16pm
heh i feel better now. i watched some tv and cried some more so im fine for a while.
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2007 8 February :: 3.14pm
i take things way over the top. and right now im doing that. it sux. its been like 5 days since ive been feeling this way. but it seems like my life is falling apart for some stupid reason. the ppl who i thought were my friends dont seem as good friends. and i dont know why. i know im just over reacting right now but i cant help it. i always do the wrong thing then regret it. i swear ill never get what i want. i think this might be apart of why i am depressed. its because i take things too far. i always have. it also seems that i cant have a life unless its perfect. which sux for me because then ill have no life at all. man i hope i dont get to be the way i used to be. it was horrible. fuck you death and your stupid reacurrance in my mind. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i was gone out of this stupid world. and i have come to realize that only a few ppl would care. like sure ppl might be sad but i wasnt a big part in their lives so it wouldnt matter. i know devon would care alot. robert would too. hes almost always been there for me. hmmmmmmmmmmm thats all. maybe mandie but she hasnt known me for so long so who am i to know. i doubt my family would care. i always just seem to get in their ways anyways............
-im lost with and without you.
-you make me feel great and like shit.
-you make me want you and make me want to stay away from you.
-i want to love life and hate life because of you.
-i want to tell you how i feel and yet i dont.
-you would care but i really dont think you would.
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2007 8 February :: 2.48pm
here i am again where i started. and it sux. i though i had made up my mind but clearly i havent. and er i dont know what to do. this time though i think im not going to really tell anyone. so i dont have to ruin anything between other ppl. cuz then i would feel so selfish. i mean come on katie dont be a dumb fool and just let others be happy besdies yourself for once. errrrrrrrrrrrg.
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