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xJayk

:: 2005 26 April :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Zeromancer Send me an Angel

Hey thanks again Sirus for the layout. If I were to try to do that on my own it would have turned out looking like a toothbrush with toilet paper wings.

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xjayk

:: 2005 26 April :: 8.01pm

NEW MANAGEMENT
This was once Jayk's woohu.
Now it is Leesh's.

Layout design by Strióc Prionsa

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fearthainn

:: 2005 19 April :: 2.52pm
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: Dead Alone - In Flames

Just thought I'd let you all know that I have to babysit tonight until.. around 6:30.
Buut I will be on after that to update with a better post.

EDIT- - - 9:24pm

Well, I just typed out a long entry.. and uh, it somehow got erased. So, I suppose tomorrow I will post a better one, for I don't feel like typing it all out again.


fearthainn

:: 2005 18 April :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: calm

Sye's Birthday!
Happy Birthday, Sye!
I love you!


fearthainn

:: 2005 13 April :: 11.40pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Chevelle - The Clincher

I stayed home today.
Well, I got up late.. and my mom said I could just stay home. It's nice 'cause I've got another headache.
Alicia is freaking out about me not going to the doctor, she thinks that I have a brain tumor. I don't know, well I would if my mom would actually take me.. but I am starting to give up on asking her over and over.
So everyone, if I die.. blame her for not taking me.






fearthainn

:: 2005 12 April :: 11.16am
:: Music: Godsmack - Awake

It is Alicia's birthday today.. I say you all wish her a happy birthday. :)

I don't feel like doing any more homework tonight, so I won't.
I've also come to a conclusion.. I hate gym class. Well, specifically when we have to run. The reason I bring this up is 'cause I got sick yesterday during it..probably because I had a throbbing headache, and running didn't help.
Moving from that subject..
I believe I am having a sleep over with Carl and Toby this weekend. It's gonna' be awesome.
Welll, I think I am off for the night. I need some sleep, and some aspirin that works.


fearthainn

:: 2005 12 April :: 10.08am

Happy Birthday Alicia!
:)


fearthainn

:: 2005 8 April :: 12.43pm
:: Mood: Headache/Tired
:: Music: Dream Theater - Endless Sacrifice

I had a lot of fun today.
Carl, Toby, and I hung out most of the day.
First off we went to the movie theater, where we were intending to go see Sin City, buut the people there are bastards, and wouldn't let us in. So, we were losers and ate our popcorn, and drank our pops outside the theater. We then went to Fazoli's and then to Schuler's. After all of that we went back to Carl's, watched a movie, and she burned me two new CD's, her newly purchased one, Iced Earth, and one that I have been wanting, Dream Theater. Thank you for those, Carl.
I think I'm off for now, I'm not feeling well again.. I believe I am going to the doctor soon for these damned headaches, but until then all I have is this Tylenol, which only works for a freaking hour, then wears off! *glares at bottle of Tylenol* Goddamn it.

I'll update with a more detailed post later.


fearthainn

:: 2005 7 April :: 7.52pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Burn - The Cure

Well, I hope this being-sick thing doesn't last long. Everyone seems to be sick. I hate being sick. I've lost my appetite, my stomach is turning, and I have a massive headache. I hope tomorrow I feel better, I've got plans with Carl and Toby.

I had fun yesterday. Alicia, Rusty, and myself all went downtown Holland. I like that place. We walked around and what not. Then, we went for pizza. I didn't eat much, which is not like me.. I wasn't feeling 100% last night either.

I believe I am off to lie down.
I am in need of some soup, and a hug.


fearthainn

:: 2005 6 April :: 12.34am
:: Mood: Terrible headache.
:: Music: Dr.Online - Zeromancer

Woah.
Headaches and stomach aches suck, I hope that I am not getting sick.. :/

I am off to Alicia's for the night.. but I'll be on later to update.


fearthainn

:: 2005 4 April :: 6.07am
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: Endless Sacrifice - Dream Theater

"I'm so far away, and so alone, I need to see your face to keep me sane, to make me whole."
I figured I'd update.

I went to the butterfly exhibit today, at Frederik Meijer Gardens. It was awesome, I got some great pictures. If you'd like to see them, ask. Oh and, I'm going to Alicia's house for her birthday on Wednesday, then on Friday I'll be going to see a movie with Carl. Other than that, I've been enjoying my spring break. Not having to wake at a certain time in the morning is great.
Annd that's about it for now.


fearthainn

:: 2005 27 March :: 7.11pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: System of a Down - B.Y.O.B.

Finally I am updating. Yeah, I know I never update.

Well, I had friday off of school.. so on thursday I went over to Carl's and spent the night. We watched movies.. by the way Finding Neverland is a great movie, you all should watch it! then we stayed up 'til midnight coloring pictures for Sye. :)
At around 11 Carl woke me up. We watched Family Guy.. then I attempted to eat an artichoke. hah! wow, that was something I just could not get the hang of. So, Carl demonstrated.. she said that I most likely did better than Toby would. heh. After that we headed off to Pop-Tart's. We (we as in Carl, Rachel, Pop-Tart, and myself) went to Subway, and to Meijer, although we were only there for a matter of about 10 minutes, not even. So we left.. and went over to Carl's grandma and grandpa's house, where I met her sister.. and the cutest baby I have ever seen, Eliseo. :D
Then I got dropped off.
On Saturday I headed to Alicia's for the night. We went to a flea market.. it was pretty neat. Her dad bought a basset puppy.. and Alicia named it after me. hah. Then we went back to her house.. ate pizza, and watched movies. Woke up, got ready and all that, went out for coffee, and now I am sitting here updating. I must go and check on the cake I am baking for German class, so that's all for tonight.


fearthainn

:: 2005 20 March :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Imagine - A Perfect Circle

Well, another weekend draws to a close. They go by way to goddamn fast. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow.. at all. I don't know why, just don't. I am in a pretty bad mood right now, and I feel like talking to someone. *ponders* anyway, Friday was a good day. I ate tons of pastries in this 'activity day' we had at school. And then Carl, Toby, Caroline, Megan, and I were all talking over hot chocolate.. we felt so sophisticated. :)
Then after school I went and picked up Alicia. Her, my mom and I all went to a Griffins game.. it basically sucked. No fights, Annnd they lost.

gah. I don't feel like typing anymore so, that's all you get for tonight.


fearthainn

:: 2005 17 March :: 2.58pm
:: Music: A Perfect Circle - Passive

"Dead as dead can be," my doctor tells me
But I just can't believe him, ever the optimistic one
I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don't play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, "You disappoint me,"
Maybe you're better off this way.
---
I had a sport's physical today.. yeah, no fun. Then they found that I hadn't had my tetanus, nor my hepatitis B shots.. in about.. well, a while. So they decided to give them to me there. Well you see, I've never had a problem with needles, and all of a sudden when she brought that huge needle out, I freaked. So, she tried to do it right away, and I quick moved and said "what are you doing!?" so she just backed away.. after about 5 minutes of me sitting there staring at that needle, I could see she was a bit irratated, and she then tried to do it again.. which was a failure. So she finally said after about 10-15 minutes " If you don't let me do this, I'm going to get some people in here to hold you down." So, yeah finally I got both done. It was odd though, I can't believe I was that creeped out by it, 'cause I'm usually okay with needles. Then she asked me if I would keep some sort of diary of when I have headaches, so I'm supposed to do that.. then go back next month some time for that and another shot. *shudder*

Carl and Toby- Sorry I couldn't do anything today, we're doing something next thursday for sure. Maybe even a sleepover on friday? :)

Today I was thinking, and whoever invented fettucini alfredo is god! seriously. I really don't know why I was thinking about it, yet I was. I was also thinking about how I want to have a tea party.. yeah, I think that would be awesome. Anyone up for it? I sure am.

End of post.


chromegoblin

:: 2005 16 March :: 7.47pm
:: Music: Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby

Its been a long day.

Just finished registering for the SAT online, my overalls fell into the toilet, had to go to school in a business suit 'cause I had no other choice, got harassed, my math tutor told me he liked me, my cat threw up on my squishy chair, almost steped/triped/ and fell on dog shit, my HSPA/Algebra 2 teacher was being an extra bitch, forgot my coat, and the lunch I ACTUALLY bought tasted really REALLY bad.

On the other hand William gave me iced tea, Mr. McMullen gave me cake, and I got loads of stuff from Sophie and Vince so I guess it wasn't all that bad.

Mr. Ryan is coming as a leperchaun and giving candy to whomever's wearing green tomorrow and since I usually don't really eat then you can all guess who I'm going to be stalking for food.

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