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moana

:: 2004 1 August :: 6.59pm


Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

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nerdalert

:: 2004 31 July :: 12.27am

two words danielle.....

HONK HONK

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moana

:: 2004 30 July :: 8.00am
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: smashing pumpkins - soothe

andy: i've made you a pumpkin! bibbidy bobbidy boo!
this is my song. from the very first line, it's just my favourite word over n over n over again. wheee!


Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again
When will it start to sway
When will it start to almost break you
Hungry, hungry again
Hungry, hungry again

I'll miss you
And I wish you luck
Well, I forgive you
And I don't wish you away, away, away
It'll almost break you
Almost take you
Almost break you
Almost break you up

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moana

:: 2004 29 July :: 4.10pm
:: Music: interpol - obstacle 2

hey remember that time we had offspring downstairs?
me: i'm gonna go blog about the offspring episode downstairs.

andy: the offspring episode?

me: yeah, just now.

andy: we never had offspring together downstairs...


anyway...

you know that song, offspring - the kids aren't alright?

we butchered it.

i wish i could post the mutilated lyrics here, but we didn't mutilate the lyrics. we just sang them a little... differently.

picture this. snapping your fingers, doing the snake, a huge goofy grin on your face. now picture us both doing that. singing, "jay committed suicide; brandon ODed and died!" also, andy would supply the "whoa!"s between each line. at one point, i snap my fingers, big goofy grin on face, and shoot my neck out as far to the right as i can reach. i wait for the "woah!" but it doesn't COME. there's a split second of silence as i stay in that position, then finally pull my neck back in and carry on with my little dance. during the chorus, we performed snake-like dances with our arms. nagama got a kick out of that... we're sitting/standing there, doing our dances, laughing insanely. i pose, arms up in the air, hip thrust out and holler, "i am not a stalker!"

poor danielle, the first words i say to her: "i am not a stalker." first impressions. gotta love em.

after we stopped laughing long enough to take a deep breath, i go, "you just totally killed all the syrianness of the song."

i'd meant to say "seriousness". wow. we laughed too much. *shakes head*

and that's the story of how andy n i made offspring downstairs.

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moana

:: 2004 29 July :: 4.08pm
:: Music: smashing pumpkins - mayonnaise

jess's gone. i'm such a dork, i was the first one to start crying. i'll miss her. i wonder if i'll ever see her again...

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moana

:: 2004 29 July :: 2.38pm
:: Music: smashing pumpkins - whir

Andy has cold feet. Literally.

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moana

:: 2004 28 July :: 8.43pm
:: Music: apocalyptica - mastar of puppits!

it needs work...
Read more..

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WhitePony

:: 2004 27 July :: 8.32pm

Everytime I'm driving or I'm at work or whatever, I sit and think of volumes of things to write in my journal, but as soon as I sit here, I never want to persue anything. So instead I produce cheap ass entries like this one. Blah.

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moana

:: 2004 27 July :: 2.05pm

lunch with mary.
the end.
no more.
i hate france.

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moana

:: 2004 26 July :: 6.56pm

ways of the world
i think i can safely say: there are good guys and there are bad guys. i'm not talking about books or movies either. i think this is the real world. there are good guys. they're more common than one would expect. there's a lot of them in my life. barney, fara7, andy, laurence, ozy... good guys. the bad guys are a different story.

it's not that someone is instantly evil just because they're a bad guy. bad guys, people like me, just have a difference in the most basic of tendencies. i'm willing to look someone down and be brutal with them if i don't like them. a good guy would just plaster a phony grin on his/her face and deal with it. the most basic of differences.

it's about the will to hurt someone. some people would never hurt anyone at any cost. some people are willing to make sacrifices for selfish gains. maybe that's the most fundamental difference between good guys and bad guys. but it's still not all of it.

sometimes, the ones with the bad tendencies, the selfish people, sometimes they don't carry them out. sometimes they've hurt a lot of people without a second thought. sometimes they've made the sacrifices, willingly, completely aware of waht they're doing. i think that's what makes them the bad guys, what seals the deal, what makes it final. once you've made the sacrifice, you can't go abck to being a "good guy". you're bad for life.

sure, bad guys may want to make ammends. sure, bad guys may feel remorse and guilt. sure, bad guys may want to go back with all their cold little hearts and bad little souls. but it's too late. bad for life.

bad guys and good guys can mix. they can be friends, good friends, especially the "reformed" bad guys, the ones that wanna be good again. but they're fundamentaly different, and one day that ugly past is gonna catch up and they'll lose their heads and the big bad end is gonna show its head. and things are gonna fall apart. that's why good guys and bad guys will always stay different. that's why they shouldn't get involved. that's why i sholdn't get involved.

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moana

:: 2004 26 July :: 5.40pm
:: Music: frasier

fingerboard!
ozy gave me a fingerboard! then we had a poking war and a tickle war and a thumb war. fara7 kept making inappropriate comments. her favourite, i think, was "get a room!" *shakes head* i had fun, and it wasn't that kinda fun either, we were just having childish and immature fun.

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moana

:: 2004 26 July :: 10.27am
:: Music: milkshake

AC kuwaitified it with some help from me
my mashya brings all the boys to fanar
they're like
it's better than yours
ayshay!
it's better than yours
i could neech you
but i have to charge

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moana

:: 2004 25 July :: 6.26pm
:: Music: interpol - PDA

props to laurence for making the pimpsista black n white
SPNirvana67: do i get props?
laurence is sex: sure?
SPNirvana67: "thanks to laurence for being a hot rockstar. oh, and for making my avatar."
laurence is sex: "fee wa7ed isma laurence.... 5oosh rayal!"

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moana

:: 2004 25 July :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: stand up and respect the original kookee
:: Music: interpol - obstacle 1

pow wow, pow wow, pow wow...
to my sister, and my best friend, and a big part of my world.

fara7 a7mad bshara, this is for you!


for all the times we spent crying our eyes out over d*cks, for all the hours, well, not wasted, just badly spent, driving around the country in search of someone who wasn't even worth it in the end. all those lonely ramadan nights. all those laughs over everybody! i still have trouble comprehending how YOU broke up with karal for me! how many times did i talk to zach as you? and how many days did i spend at your house up on your bed? probably more days than i spent on my own bed at home. good times, every last minute of it. this is for you, because i know you have to go, and it's for the best. i'm just gonna miss you so damn much. and i'll see you again soon! you'll see, you'll have the time of your life. think of me in new york, babe!

i lurve you, kookee, my sexy bolivian friend.

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moana

:: 2004 24 July :: 6.11pm
:: Music: franz ferdinand - van tango

mhmm
i am pimpsista jasmine

there's a little boner in all of us (and AC's n mine are exactly the same!)

everyone wants the pimpsista jasmine love

i eat a lot (AC discovered this tonight)

"we're the same."
"but we're different."
"but deep down, we're the same."
"deep down."
"deep deep deep down."
"and it's small."
"it's really deep down and it's small."
"like a goldfish boner."
"yes. deep deep down my small goldfish boner is just like yours."

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