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2004 3 June :: 8.12am
| F | Fashionable | | A | Arty | | Y | Yucky | | Y | Yucky | | E | Excellent | | R | Refined |
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nerdalert
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2004 2 June :: 10.46pm
so i recently found out that mel's mom reads this....and i have a feeling shes getting the wrong idea....
1. im not a drunk who goes out and drinks all the time...i rarely ever drink, its just fun sometimes.
2. i really dont do bad things...the worst thing ive ever done was find a receipt outside of perry drugs and get the item on it and return it....and that was in 4th grade.
3. im sorry mel was with me when she was supposed to be home. i actually made her call you when we were at putt putt.
thats all i've got, i hope you dont think im a terrible person.
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moana
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2004 31 May :: 1.43pm
:: Music: deftones - lotion
simple delightful darla dimple!
don't ask about the subject, it's just that line from that cartoon that i can't stop thinking about. *shoots self* i've recruited ozy as a double boner! woohu! and i've disclosed to him my obsession/fetish with confetti. don't feel bad for me, i'm not sad! *sniff*
the point is, SHAIMAH'S COMING! WOOOOOHU! june 8th, i can't wait. june 7th i'm officially a senior. *cough* yes, i rock, bow down to me. *dances*
i'm updating because it's been a while. i'm sure yall missed me insanely. it's ok, my little ones, i'm here now. rest your anxious souls. *pets*
ok i'm done. wish me luck! exams... *scary music*
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moana
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2004 30 May :: 11.13am
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moana
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2004 30 May :: 2.29am
my father's a right bastard. i can't believe he's doing this to me. first he forbids me from studying abroad, then he tells me flatly he's not paying for my tuition. he says i'll be just fine in government school. "in fact," he says " forget the last year of high school, stay home, get married like a good kuwaiti girl." insane bastard. i can't believe he'd just ruin my entire future like this. it's bad enough he spent all my life savings and all my brother's life savings paying for the last three years of my tuition, not paying ANYTHING out of his own damn full pocket, but now that i have no money in my savings and he wants it so that i have no high school education and no education afterwards, he wants me to be a prisoner of my marriage. just ike my mother was. i thank God everyday she had a good education and a well-paying job, otherwise i'd be playing housemaid to my "husband" right now. he knows if she hadn't had that job or that education she wouldn't have left him, and he's getting revenge through me. unbelievable. just unbelievable. it's been nice going to school here, i'm sure i'm gonna enjoy horny lesbian land when i'm stuck in friggin government school next year.
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moana
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2004 30 May :: 2.09am
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.
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WhitePony
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2004 26 May :: 6.35pm
If I were to go out right now and punch someone in the face, I'd get arrested for assault and people would call me angry or psychotic or barbaric. But if I take a rifle or grenade or some other hellish device and kill a whole population of people in Iraq, I would be praised as a hero... I don't get it.
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nerdalert
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2004 26 May :: 1.04am
i also learned that i can say
"can i have a blow job and sex on the beach " with a straight face.....unlike baranski
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2004 26 May :: 12.57am
so a lot has happened since the last time i updated. i dont really feel like updating though. so a few highlights...
been hanging out with ryan, adam, craig, janet and mel a lot.
still dont ahve a job
need a job
went to canada for my b-day, found out i like to dance, even though i suck at it. killer kool aid is awesome.
i got the guitar white pages today and can now play "you give love a bad name" by bon jovi, and can also play "under the bridge" by the chili peppers (but not the whole thing) but thats not in the book.
thats all for now
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WhitePony
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2004 25 May :: 12.07pm
Bear with me.... moving
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moana
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2004 24 May :: 1.37pm
:: Mood: in pain
:: Music: modest mouse - dramamine
got my braces put on this morning. yay. shoot me.
so i got to school at around 8 30. computer class. the usual. the bell rings and i make my way to klatt's room and receive an envelope telling me about the results of my interview for MUN officer. i go to history class next. bored out of my wits. i open the envelope. i didn't make it. concubine did! i'm so happy for her. bummed for me. oh well. ayah's president. amirah's social. catherine's human rights. nadeeka's environment. concubine is disarmament. dzaner and zed didn't get anything. yeah. neither did i. oh well.
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moana
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2004 22 May :: 12.01pm
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: deftones
Are you male or female: rx queen
Describe yourself: teenager
How do some people feel about you: when girls telephone boys
How do you feel about yourself: can't even breathe
Describe your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend: good morning beautiful
Describe where you want to be: korea
Describe what you want to be: elite
Describe how you live: change (in the house of flies)
Describe how you love: nosebleed
Share a few words of wisdom: be quiet and drive (far away)
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moana
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2004 22 May :: 11.35am
:: Music: mercenary - clutch my shoulders
yeah, that...
i had the interview afterschool today for MUN officers and presidents. i don't think i got it. i thought i did pretty well, but i just don't see it happening. i don't stand a chance against ayah, dzaner, amirah, concubine. who'm i kidding? i sat there during the interview, answering real things, giving real answers, and now i think back and all i wanna do is go back in time and do it all over again only differently. i must have been the fool, sitting there with my shoes untied and my pants too baggy and my hair too short and my jewelery too black. walking in after the guy in the dress pants and the guy who wore a belt (A BELT! TO SCHOOL!) and the girl with the 4.2 GPA, and there i was, sitting, defending my 3.2 GPA, trying to make four teachers believe i deserved this. i just really wanted this, it's my last chance. i wanted to experience it once. and now it's too late, i had my chance and fucked up. does it matter anymore? not really. lesson learned too late. all that's left now is regret, remorse, rejection, hurt, all over something as silly as being MUN oficer. i don't know why i'm making a big deal out of it. i guess i just wanted it, to prove to myself i could have. i'll probably not get that kind of chance again. oh well.
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2004 20 May :: 8.06am
:: Mood: buzzed
:: Music: banana OH! banana OH! banana OH!...
wednesday
school, blah blah blah, yeah yeah yeah RIGHT THEN! afterschool! we're hanging around, waiting for barney's driver to pick us up, we're laughing at naser as he tried to pummel an 11 year old with a lecross stick. is that how you spell it? doesn't matter, right, so saleem is there he takes barney n i STRAIGHT to the messilah beach hotel. YES! BEACH! FINALLY! barney takes a walk into the beach, i tan and read king lear for about the fifth or sixth time, and blag calls, he's here. the guy at the gate gives us a hard time, "guests aren't allowed to bring guests" i turn on the charm and viola! he is in! we spent a good hour or two (didn't keep track of the time) just on the beach, talking, laughing, tanning and smoking. barney regulated our intake, not letting us have more than two at a time. that and we made fun, blag couldn't light with matches, and when a friendly gentlemen near buy chucked him a lighter, he threw it back "like a little girl". *sigh* what you gonna do. so we went to the pool, they swam, we joked about my white europenis, then sat at the café. barney had a tuna salad. i had a large pepsi and two more fags. at around this time, of all people, two showed up at messilah, both of which i managed to successfully avoid. (coughZACHcough, asswipe). we went down to the sauna for a while (barney i'm so sorry!) and spent the rest of the day on the beach. the beach is deserted except for us, but then these two guys kep walking by, and finally, they sit, side by side, and watch. it was the most unusual occurence i've seen in a while. they just say there, staring at us. we made jokes, laughed about it, gave them something to watch, it was hilarious. i had my back turned to them but at one point barney goes "they're holding one another!" at a little past 8, saleem came to pick us up, and we wnet to barney's house. hung out with nada, had dinner, and went home. it was one hell of a good day. i'm really really glad i went to messilah. maybe i'll get to go again sometime soon.
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WhitePony
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2004 18 May :: 5.17pm
Bear with me.... finals
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