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WhitePony

:: 2004 16 April :: 9.15pm

!TRES PREGUNTAS! No mas, no menos

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moana

:: 2004 15 April :: 4.49pm
:: Music: drain sth - the bubble song

i never tried to stay insane
i just finished watching naruto with my brother, and after the episode was done we spent an hour talking about who would win i na fight between gaara and neji. please, gaara would DESTROY neeji. pssh. anyhow, this episode hokage (the third) died and it hit me. after you see soemthing like that, like you see a sad death in a movie or show (or anime) or you read it in a book or you hear a sad song and all you want to do is write about the death of great people. isn't that wierd? it's like people don't matter or become legacies until they're gone. i can sit here right now and for hours onwards talk about the death of a great person who did not even exist. it's not about not knowing what you have until you lose it, nothing of that sort, it's just that death makes people amplified. not just tragedy, tragedy isn't enough, but DEATH makes people immortal. to die is to become a hero. it's so strange the way we function. i don't know what i'm going on about, just thought it'd make sense if i tried writing it down. don't think it does. hmm.

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moana

:: 2004 14 April :: 4.53pm
:: Music: a perfect circle - the noose

that curiosity boredom thing AC's got going on
right so the deal is, you ask three questions, and i answer truthfully. anonnymous is ok, but if i get three anonymous questions i'll assume it's the same person and won't asnwer anymore. i forfeit the right to refuse a question unless you ask more than three. and THEN hop to it! enjoy! go wild!

and yes AC, i also remember the nudity, the naked dancing and the dirty talk/flashing einstein. (ELEPHANTS!)

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nerdalert

:: 2004 13 April :: 9.25pm

today we played bowling green. we lost 8-7 i scored a goal and made an assist. it was a sweet assist too, it was like a one timer, the girl i passed it to just kinda smashed it out of the air into the net.

im getting sick, it sucks :-(

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nerdalert

:: 2004 13 April :: 12.29pm

hell yeah bitches!
GUTS
You are GUTS. You love to be "xtreme"
and you love peril. You probably enjoy a good
sip of Gatorade now and then, too.


Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
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i woudl have kicked ass at that show. i would have had a piece of that damn crag!

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nerdalert

:: 2004 12 April :: 4.09pm

the weekend
well i suppose over all the weekend was good.

my grandma had surgery friday and they got all of the cancer, so shes doing better, still in the big H recovering though. she should be home some time this week though.

thursday night adam and mel and janet came over. we played some euchre, then mel left, then me and adam and janet went to monty's. that plac is so gross, but me and adam pissed off the waitress i think. first adam exploded a creamer all over my hand, and then poured water on it to clean it off, and the table was so slanted that the water all ran off onto the ground. then we wanted to make a coke float, adam had a vanilla shake and i had a coke, so he poured some shake into my coke, and i lifted up the straw to mix it up and it was like a volcano, the coke was all over the table, we made such a mess. so we left the waitress a 120% tip. then in the parking lot, janet was like "you put the coke in the shake" and were like "well thanks for telling us now"

friday night me, mel, janet and adam and janets brother tony played basketball at janets house. tony kicked all our asses, he could have done it by himself. then all of us minus tony went to this go kart place. it was pretty fun, but only me and adam raced (janet and mel suck....they didnt race) it would have be a lot more fun if there were more than 2 of us racing. then we went to this fair. me and janet smashed mel on the musik express, and then we all went on the tilt a whirl and spun the whole frickin time! then me and mel went on this one called "freak out" which was like a giant swing at first. but it was fun, we waved at janet every time we went past. haha. then we went to bakers square, and no one really felt good, i felt ok untill i ate. then janet went home and mel went home, and me and adam went to my house. but then we decided we wanted to go mess with janet and mel. so we went to janets and stood in a bush outside her window and it smelled like cat piss. but anyway, we scratched on her screen to freak her out. finely she opens the window and basicaly said "you guys are dumbasses, i smell the big red" so we got this giant flash light (2000 candle power) from her and drove around shining it in peoples windows.

saturday night janet, mel, adam, laura, danielle, megan and craig came over and we played euchre, then went to bakers square, then to dennys, then me adam and megan took the light, some cones and a "pine knob rd" sign and out a cone on mels car, a cone on janets car, and a cone and the sign outside of bruces house. and we shined the light in all their windows....i got a text message from janet saying "stop shining the damn light in my window"

then it was easter, and we went to church, saw grandma, ate and i went to janets and had this awesome dessert thing. it was soooo good, compliments to her mom for that one! then as i was leaving, janet tried to give me money bc me and adam paid her back saturday night. but currently IM STILL WINNING bc she has the money still!

it took 2.5 hours to get back to school, i hate construction!!!!!!!!!!!!

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moana

:: 2004 12 April :: 11.58am
:: Music: tori amos - only women bleed

YOU'LL WANNA READ THIS!
young is a jackass. he was all kidding with me today and being all nice, told me i was brilliant at one point. he was all "you're so small, i could throw you in a pack and sling you over my shoulder and no one would notice," and all funny (he tried) in his twisted sick way. it was pleasing to no end, to see him all but begging forgiveness for trashing me before break. his mother...

that's out of the way *slides aside* cathy and i had the best talk today. we were walking around school picking up everything we could get our hands on if it even remotely resembled sheherazade or arabian nights thing. we went to the auditorium and she was all "have you ever made out here" so i laugh, being the school slut that i am, and start showing her all the places i've made out. it was hilarious. then she asked me, out of the blue, "so are you and blag going out yet?" YET she asks, YET, as if it were totally expected. little does she know about what's going on. (little do i know about what's going on really if you wanna do that.) well when we were at the drama class, guess who we found strolling teh halls, wasting time? tammam ofcourse! *coughGOLDFISHcough* who? and THEN! well he's trying to waste time nad he starts stealing my sword and running away with it, then running back and stabbing my ass with it. i was gonna be sick at his display of childish horniness. cathy was talking to conway in teh classroom this whole time and i was outside with him, wishing i was elsewhere. so i tell him to come to our play (don't judge me, we need the money!) and he's all "what's in it for me?" and then he WINKS AT ME! i force a smile on my face and go, "it's a good show," and he laughs, pushes the matter, asks, "do i get a special show afterwards?" i wanted to hurl all over him but instead i go "just buy a ticket and go, you'll enjoy it, trust me. i'll be wearing a DRESS!" so he mock-gasps and i'm all "don't make fun, some people last year went to sheherazade JUST to see me in a dress," and he goes "fine i'll think about it." UGH yall better be grateful as FUCK! i had to let him hit on me to get him to buy a ticket! APPRECIATE! so cathy comes out of the class around this time, i take my sword back (after turning down his offer to walk me back to my class and "give me a hand with my sword and i'll give you a hand with yours") and out of earshot, cathy looks at me and goes "dont trust him, i hate him" i was "why?" and she's "because he always talks about people! i invited him to my party and when he went people were making out all over the place and the next day it was all over school. ino he talks about EVERYBODY behind their backs." so we talked a little baout him and she tells me "he thinks all the girls like him and all the guys are jealous of him" and i started LAUGHING and told her about how he was hitting on me. it was funny. then we got to class and stopped trashing people behind their backs. and THEN, she started telling me about THIMUN, told me some secrets, and i am so psyched. i really wanna go next year, like BADLY, i think i may cry in public *gasp* if i don't get to go. i'm kinda hoping my dad will come around and i'll be able to use my summer job money for THIMUN instead of tuition. *crosses fingers* let's pray people...

what else did i do today? drama class in the morning. faisal's got his braces on and he told me it hurts. *cries* may is coming (COMING!) fast and i can foresee the pain they've all prophesized! ahhhhhh! it's for the best i guess. *sigh* i'll live. which remidns me, i better pull out some clothes from the closet to show people (director and costume designer) morrow about ouiser. damn lema's gona out of her way to make me look the ugly fool. should be fun! woohu! i wonder if i have anything "bizzare" i can take with me? hmmm...

i can't believe we're back in school. it's bloody gay is what it is. *mutters in japanese* i'm so not in the mood for this "let's work everyone's fingers to the bones together, ESPECIALLY the IB students!". it's like gang rape on us IB students! even the certificates! ESPECIALLY the certificates. the IB teachers are all IB on our asses and the regular teachers are thinking "these people aren't taking IB, let's rape them with homework!" it's fucking disgusting. which reminds me, i should be doing homework right now... *scratches chin* yeah maybe later.

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moana

:: 2004 11 April :: 8.46am

gah! people living in the US have pity on the little ones! i can't send 2$ by mail, are you nuts? "yeah mom, i'm gonna send a letter all the way to the states containing 2$ for my journal." i can already hear the laughter...

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WhitePony

:: 2004 8 April :: 8.53pm
:: Music: Deftones - Digital Bath

Here's a deep journal entry
I got a personalized lisence plate

DGTL BTH

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nerdalert

:: 2004 6 April :: 3.32pm

nope, i take back that last part about thursday....after basketball class im going home, so it will be
2-3 basketball class
3-430 driving home
5 dinner
7 church
801 dead in bed

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nerdalert

:: 2004 5 April :: 8.24pm

dead tired
well today i had soccer for the first time, my knees took a hard core beating! and it feels like i broke my 5th metacarpal...its probably just a bruise though, i smashed it on a rock diving for a ball. and its starting to get puffy, so im sure its just a bruise..but it does hurt when i push the door open....and i dont use the back of my hand to do that. whateva!

now i have a shit load of reading to do, like 200 pages for tomorrow

at least the only things i have tomorrow are class from 9-11 and lacrosse from 5-630.

thursday is going to blow though....
7-830 soccer
9-11 brit lit
11-1130 lunch
2-3 basketball class
5-630 lacrosse
631- dead in bed!

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buttercup954

:: 2004 5 April :: 4.16pm

i'm bored!
Movie character that best describes you::hmmm dunno
Song that best describes you::still haven't found that one
Favorite board game::splat
Luke or Owen Wilson?:luke
Favorite Muppet (including Sesame St.)::pepe!
Grocery store you shop at most::albertson's
Favorite video game as a kid::tetris
Jim Carrey at his best, funny or serious?:middle
Concert that changed your life::hmm you'd think i'd say smashing pumpkins but i think moby/bush. it wasn't just the concert it was that whole weekend
How many pairs of socks do you own?:a lot..
Favorite philosopher or composer, take your pick::mozart
Biggest fear::dying
Do you know how to roll your tongue?:you mean while speaking another language? no
Hidden talent::i don't have a hidden talent :o(

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Random questions for a random soul...
When you open a forwarded e-mail do you ever:
Check all the addresses to see if you can figure out who else got it?:um i might glance but i don't find it interesting.
Ok, new stuff...
What jewelry are you wearing as you take this quiz (describe!)?:um you remember those i.d. bracelets form when you were a kid? yea one of those. and pink, black and red rubber bracelets.
How many past romances do you still hang on to or think about?:well anyone who i am/was close to is in my mind at random times.
What song are you listening to right now?:no doubt - don't let me down
Your favorite flower?:tulip
Favorite bug?:rollie pollies
After you've been slacking, do you ever feel guilty?:yes. but i still do it all the time.
Guitar: acoustic or electric?:acoustic has more soul to it :o)
Do your parents give a shit if you cuss?:probably not by now. but i still don't do it.
Your opinions on eyeshadow (fav color)?:lol um, it's cool, i wear it... i like bronzes and goldish tints.... what a random question.
Wackiest color you've ever claimed was your favorite?:lime green. but it wasn't a claim, and not really that wacky either.
Are you practicing your determined religion?:i wouldn't say i have a "determined religion".
The last time you hallucinated, why did it happen?:lol, i never have.
Was it fun?!:
Have you ever taken one of those personality quizzes?:yes.
If so, did you actually believe it would tell you a damn thing about you?:only if they're right ;o)
Masturbation: how often?:n/a
Is poetry lame or has it ever touched you in a way?:neither of those fit.
Do you keep your shoeboxes (after buying shoes)?:not habitually.
What do you keep IN them?:junk.
Do you lean to the dark side or the bright side?:the grey side.
Do you have a lazy eye (like, even the slightest bit)?:no...
Favorite animal and what it symbolizes to you.:penguin. i've just always liked them. maybe cause i'm cold and bitter. haha.
In your opinion (well, obviously), what's the most sensual fruit?:strawberries.
How many nights a week are you out late?:hmmmmmmm well what is late?
Do you do that to appease your friends or to help spice up your life?:what?
The spiciest thing you've ever eaten?:i'm afraid to eat spicy things, i'm very sensitive to them.

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When the aliens came,
Were you alive?:no
Where were you?:it was 30 years before my time
Random
Is it really always colder on the other side of the pillow?:yes
Do you like ducks?:hehe yea, they waddle
Why?:cause they waddle!
When do you think you'll be married?:when i find that person and want to (wow, how logical!)
Do you think you will ever be in an orgy?:no
Do you have any animals?:yes
If yes, how many, and what kind?:i have my kitty, d'arcy. the others don't count :oP
Are you in love?
With whom?:the things that make me happy
Do you think you'll ever find love?:yes
Would you ever try beastality?:wtf, no. and why would someone admit that in a survey?
You must be bored.
Have you ever gotten caught masturbating in the closet?:nope, can't say that i have
If no, Isn't it a good hiding spot?:no
Do you sleep naked?:when it's really hot in the summer
How about pajamas?:those too
T-shirt and undies?:yes
Just boxers then?:sometimes
Have you ever ran from the police?:no
Why?:
What are you're top five favorite bands?:
5:ben kweller
4:interpol
3:the strokes
2:white stripes
1:smashing pumpkins
Do you like this quiz?:it's ok
What do you dip french fries in?:ketchup
What is the grossest thing you have ever eaten?:soggy noodles ::gag:: it's really gross
What is your favorite thing?:music
Who is your favorite person?:my dad
What do you want to be when you grow up?:happy
Do you think you'll ever have to be a bum for awhile?:i'm not that much of a slacker
Do most people like you?:i guess...
Do you play well with others? I do.:uhh no
If i said, i'll have a scotch on the rocks....what would you say?:sorry, no scotch in the house
Hopefully not "Would you like ice with that?":no. i know what "on the rocks" means thanks
Cuz that would be dumb, right?:yes
Since "on the rocks" means, with ice. Right?:yes
Do you like my quiz?:you lost points there
What was better, this one, or the last one you took?:this one

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Funniest person you know:the question makes me think i should have some super hilarious friend that's way funnier than the others. well, i don't.
Smartest person you know:my dad.
Prettiest girl you know:all my chic friends are hotties, that's just the way it is.
Most good looking guy you know:::cough:: justin ::cough:: ah, so the truth comes out.
Food
Favorite food:top ramen.
Least favortie food:anything with chicken.
Ugliest food:chicken!
Smelliest food:chicken! and vince's spaghetti sauce.
Last 4 questions
Do you like dogs or cats:cats.
ducks or hippos:ducks, haha.
Kitty or Rock:?
Did you think this quiz was...odd:i've seen worse.

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buttercup954

:: 2004 4 April :: 5.54pm

ok so this movie coming out 13 going on 30, may sound cute and fun and oh yay! your typical happy lovey story. but think about it. the girl is 13 and wakes up 30 right? then she falls in love with her old boyfriend? that's digusting. she has the mind of a 13 year old. the only difference from the guy dating an actual 13 year old girl and her is that she's in a woman's body. i hope to goodness they she like changes back or something in the movie. or else that's just ew.

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nerdalert

:: 2004 4 April :: 10.37pm

the week from hell
this week sucked hard core.

monday my grandma had a test done and she has to have surgry, and shes all freaking out saying "im dying" and its scary, but we've known that shes bleeding internally since the fall....but she wouldnt do anything about it, now its gone so far and she has to have an operation. she goes to see the surgeon tomorrow to find out when its going to happen.

tuesday, well actually monday night uncle marty had a massive stroke and has been in the hospital since. i went home tuesday night and talked to him, but by wednesday morning he couldnt really talk, he lost the ability right in front of my eyes. then he had to have a piece of his skull removed bc his brain was swelling and in order to save the other part of his brain they had to make room for it to expand. so i was at the hospital all week.

now i have a shit load of homework to catch up on because after i talked to my mom i just ran out the door, didnt really grab anything i woudl need.

hmm what else....oh yeah, now im sick, i had a fever earlier today, but i think i slept it off because i feel fine now.

thats all im putting in here, if you want to know more, call me

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moana

:: 2004 4 April :: 1.22pm
:: Music: fountains of wayne - stacey's mom

Ac's mom
(AC's mom, is dyin to get it on)

AC wants to come over, after school (after school)
says her mom's at home, doing things in the pool (she's in the pool)
told me she was touched places she didn't know were there (know were there)
so little girls, and little boys, beware (children beware)
you know she loves the little boys that we used to be
and has a thing for orphans which is really scary

AC's mom is dyuin to get it on!
it's all that she wants, and she's waited for so long
AC can't you see, she's makign a pass at me
there's something really wrong, being molested by AC's mom

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