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2004 27 February :: 12.21am
this saturday im meeting this guy Darin, he lives in eastpointe, and im meeting him at the "cup-a-cino" in the village where he is opening for some band (he plays guitar) at 8! yay
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buttercup954
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2004 26 February :: 1.24pm
this is for mr. bush, from tamara
People, dying, for no reason at all,
Age is no difference or if you're large or small
Families, been torn apart,
Doesn't have to be this way,
Some people, just have no heart,
It's happening every day,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre...
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre...
Machine guns pumping,
Hearts thumping,
Death is all around, yeah,
People crying for freedom,
No one hears the sound, ohhh,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre...
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre...alright,
There's people crying,
There's people dying,
But someone's taken it all, yeah,
Machine guns pumping,
Hearts thumping,
Death is all around,
People crying for freedom,
No one hears the sound,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre,
Pure massacre,
It's gonna be,
A pure massacre,
Yeah
- silverchair -
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buttercup954
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2004 26 February :: 1.19pm
:: Music: howie day
::sigh:: this rainy weather is beautiful huh? well, as long as you're not driving in it. we know how much i hate cali drivers, so you can imagine how rain pisses me off even more.
i can't wait till spring break....
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2004 25 February :: 1.39pm
:: Music: The song Kaa sings to Mowgli is for some reason in my head
"Trust In Meeeee"
It's been raining a lot in California lately. I was down in Rancho Cucamonga for Kevin's 21st last weekend and it hailed and rained and the streets flooded and here the combination of wind and rain has been insane. Although being in it (especially when you're trying to get gas) can be pretty annoying, but just witnessing it is truely amazing to me. Laura and I were talking about this earlier and its like nature is saying "what up now suckas" We as humans think we're a badass dominating species yet on days like this we are put in our place, and I think its wonderful. I was driving to school and I watched as the traffic lights swayed in the wind and I just thought, just a little more and that thing is going down. We are weak and I love it.
I feel like watching Winnie the Pooh now. "And the rain rain rain falls down down down"
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nerdalert
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2004 25 February :: 1.13pm
:: Music: rascal flatts
uh
well snowboarding was a great time. and like usual my right leg is killing me right now!
tonight i have to go and see 12th night for my theatre class.
last night i had another weird dream.....
chucky (the doll that kills people) was after me, and i was in this giant hotel, and i kept getting in the elevator but i was always getting off at level 5....but it would go like way up or way down, but it would always be level 5. it was weird. and i woke up and cnn was on my tv.....i was watching sports center when i went to bed...channel 7...i woke up wiht channel 17 on???? okray
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moana
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2004 25 February :: 9.00am
You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very
creative but never show your work to anyone.
You may smile a little but sadness or
loneliness surround you and other can feel it
when they're near you. You have a dark or
unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and
you probably have a lot of secrets that you've
never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging
and unorthidox but the real thing that makes
you special is your eyes. Something in them
makes them like "Diamonds in the
Rough."
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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in my eyes you have lost someone you love or wish
you loved. i think youll find the right person
one day. good luck. (rate?)
in my eyes you are...(pics and different outcomes)
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nugenta3
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2004 24 February :: 11.39pm
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: incubus
Shakespeare...i wish i could write half as eloquently...
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
Admit impediments. Love is not love,
Which alters when it alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove.
Oh, no! it is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests.. and is never shaken.
It is the star to every wandering bark
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Love is not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come.
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out.. even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved.
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nerdalert
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2004 24 February :: 3.45pm
IM GOING SNOWBOARDING TONIGHT!
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buttercup954
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2004 22 February :: 8.44am
happy 21st to one of my most fab friends, ms. sarah vivian.
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moana
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2004 22 February :: 10.32am
Sex
Take my hand before you go
I want to feel your skin once more
Remember nights of heat and steam
Remembering I thought it a dream
There was sweat, there was magic
It was paradise, we were tragic
You curled your lips because all was well
And we were happy, I could tell
It was dark, but we were awake
I started to breathe then I started to shake
I remember your hot breath so cold to me
And crying out in ecstasy
We gave one another all we had
Then laughed and cried and nearly went mad
And swore to one another on that night
That what we were doing was right
So we tangled in bed, the covers a mess
I tremble at the memory of your caress
Your lips and mine in gentle press
Our bodies were all that we possessed
The thrill of your body sticky against mine
The tickle and chill up and down my spine
Though I sweat my body went cold
And so did yours in my hold
But we grabbed on as if in fear
That it was all a dream and we weren’t really here
And when your tongue lapped on my lazy shore
I couldn’t help but ask for more
No matter if push came to shove
I swore to you I was in love
In or out of the mood I was in
I made love to you far deeper than skin
And loved one another in our fornication
I made sounds of delight you made sounds of exclamation
The ocean and its motion stormed the sea
Left us high in our ecstasy
To dream to be what we wanted to be
I was with you, and you with me
The night’s still young so don’t stop now
I will make you happy if you show me how
And whisper secrets our bodies can share
Then seal a contract more scared than a swear
If and when the sun leaves the sea
It will be day again eventually
It’s more than life, out bodies are at stake
And when it’s finally over, we’re the only ones awake
And the world is hazy in an untimely mist
Your lips still wet from the last time we kissed
Yet even with the brightening dawn
Last night and its life linger on
I to this day don’t believe it was fate
Only that one night was worth the wait
And that if I were to do it again
I would never be as happy as I was back then
The sun is out now, day is here
Time has passed, just over half a year
I remember it still, to this very day
The emotional lust, the physical way
So take my hand before you go
I just want to feel your skin once more
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moana
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2004 22 February :: 6.00am
:: Music: jack off jill - when i am queen
lyrica
When I am queen I will insist with perfect scars upon my wrists
that everything you once held dear is taken away from you
When I am queen sweet girlscout's face and not a one will fall from grace
If all their hearts I could replace, but until then I'll have to...
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
When I am queen on royal throne made out of parts of broken bones
of all the devils I have known that suck the angels dry
When I am queen I'll have my way I'll make it drowning dollie day
and all the tears that we have cried will suck back in our eyes
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby go to sleep
Hush baby hush baby
Hush baby I'll make it be
When I am queen I will not wait my body type will still be great
I will not leave it up to fate because I hate you too
When I am queen they all will see the patron saint of self-injury
the glitter sores will heal themselves I'll play the part of someone else
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown drown drown myself
Drown
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moana
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2004 21 February :: 11.10am
:: Music: APC - three libras
lyrica definita
Threw you the obvious (i showed you the obvious side of me)
And you flew with it on your back (you accepted it as reality without question)
A name in your recollection (i'm only a name, you don't know anything else about me)
Down among a million, say: (lots of people are the same as me)
Difficult enough to feel a little bit
Disappointed, passed over. (i feel like i'm being ignored)
When I've looked right through,
To see you naked and oblivious (even though i tried to know everything about you)
And you don't see me (you don't know anything about me)
Well I threw you the obvious, (i gave you my superficial information)
Just to see if there's more behind the (to make sure weather or not)
Eyes of a fallen angel, (there was more to you than sadness)
Eyes of a tragedy. (there was more to you than tragedy)
Here I am expecting just a little bit
Too much from the wounded (i expect too much from the emotionally hurt)
But I see, (learn)
See through it all, (go past the exterior)
See through,
And see you. (and learn about you)
So I threw you the obvious
Do you see what occurs behind the (do you know that there's more to me)
Eyes of a fallen angel (than sadness)
Eyes of a tragedy (than tragedy)
Well, oh well...
Apparently nothing.
Apparently nothing at all. (apparently there is nothing more to me than sadness and tragedy)
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me
You don't
You don't
You don't see me at all (you don't know me at all)
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moana
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2004 21 February :: 6.53am
I’m sorry. I’m just so sorry. I wish I could be dependable, reliable, someone who’ll be there when you’re old to babysit your kids and tell them horror stories about their moms, you guys. I wanna be the funky aunt who gives em chocolate when you say no and buys them their first condoms. but i'm not going to. because i won't be able to.
as a friend, the basis of a friendship should be support. simply being there for one another. i've failed the most basic of test already, and yet i've paraded as your friends, all of you guys, without shame or dignity. but i'm not going to be there for you. one day you'll want me by your side as a friend, or you'll need my support, and i jsut won't be there. i can't be there. i'm so sorry for that.
i feel it's fair for you to know. don't count on me to be there, don't depend on me to help you, because i can't. i'm so sorry, you can only imagine how sorry i am...
i love you all. i wish i could change myself but i can't, it's too late. i want to be there as long as i can, but i only have so much time. your friendships have meant the world to me, but i don't deserve the world. and you all deserve more reliable friends.
so in case i don't see ya, bye you guys..
all my love
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moana
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2004 20 February :: 3.21pm
marry me
i'll try to wait for another day
possibly maybe just a mile away
i'll walk the short distance to find
the energy to let go, unwind
i'm in no rush, so take your time
to make the offer, one sublime
two to tango and make this run
three, the wishes to find THE ONE
four happy parents to laugh and cry
five ring fingers, but only one is mine
six months to the occasion, time to plan
seven lucky numbers on the inside of my hands
eight members in our lively band
nine months for a baby, let's start to understand
ten years later, we're right where we were
only instead of with me you're now with her
i don't want the question if you're going to choke
don't propose to me with a ring of smoke
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2004 19 February :: 11.04pm
well what can i say, im a spoiled bizotch, the tickets might be being changed to tuesday!
i got my first lax injury today, i have a slash on my right pointer finger, its about an inch long and wont stop bleeding, its been bleeding for like an hour about.
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