Nothingggggg
Hey last night i went to the movies with linsey and we saw Charlies Angels it was cute. At like 10:30 when we were startign to walk to Starbucks we saw Cameron and Jack and all their little friends. I trhink cameron is seriously fucked up for beign such a dick to linsey and everyhting, oh well hes just immature. anway today everyones gone and no ones home at my house so im just not gonna do a whole lot today :). i feel kinda lonely for some reason i dont know why, i just wish that....*sigh* i dont know. PEACE

Mall, movies
YAY 16 more days till my birthday! you people must all by me presents or i will never speak to you again, seriously ha. Anyways i just got back a while ago from the mall with Linsey we got there at 10:30 and it was almost completely empty haha. We got lots of great stuff. We both got these neat candles that are black and are called Midsummers Night which is nifty. Tonight im going to the movies with Linsey and i think were gonna see Pirates of the Caribean. i think i got out of cheerleading tommorow yay! i know i should really go becuase i havent been there in 3 weeks but...oh well. Oh yeah paxtons friends eddie called ashley last night and asked her if i liked paxton!!! i dont know paxtons awesome but....hes just a buddy. oh well i mean its no biggie. my mother finally got me the stupid drivers handbook to study from for my permit test and theres far too much shit to cram into my head, eh ill try even though its summer and i shouldnt have to study anything. hahha well im gonna go feed myslef now PEACE

New sn
Hey people that read this my new sn is Stormygurl732, peace

HYPER
woooo LOUD MUSIC ! haha didn't do a whoel lot of anythign yesterday but cleaning, so fun i know. today i am spending the whole day in the sun becuase i am too pale for someone who lives in Flroida. tommorow i go to the mall with linsey yay! the wednsday i pack and have cheerleading and then i leave to go to some hotel about 2 hours away! i am planning to do nothing but hang by the pool wathcing all the hottt guys. hopefully some of them will be watching me winkwink. i didnt go to bed until like 4 last night, damn aol it far to addictive. i was talking to brian and it was fun convesation.....hehehe anyway i need to go now b4 the sun get tempermental and goes behind the clouds! PEACE

happy happy
Last night was so much fun! Loren, Ash, Jesse, Andrew ane me all went ice skating. Well im not hte greatest ice skater but i didnt fall the whole time we were there!!! well technically I DIDNT but andrew pushed me down like 6 times and my ass was so cold and wet that it was numb. it was great fun though and ashely told me she thought andrew was flirting with me but....i dont really think so oh well ash and him just broke up so...anyway haha ashley likes jesse which is nifty. hes got the hottest body in the entire world haha but i think they should go out and DO IT. ha I love loren shes so sweet and nice! i cant believe her and brandon have been goign out for almost a whole year! my longest reltionship was a week and a half, sad i know i know. well i think becuase its kinda sunny...oh damn there goes the sun..wait its back...phew okay well im gonna go tan my pale self and swim....PEACE oh yeah i finally got my hot choclate that i wanted, it kinda tasted like shit but...its okay!

GAH
hola ppl last night was aweosem! me and ash were supposed to go to the movies but it was sold out so we foudn morgan and jesse and all them pplz. ashely broked up with andrew but theyre still friends so its all good! :0) but anywho there were a shitload of ppl and we all kinda just talked and walked aroudn bell tower. Paxton was there and he was all punky it was great! i told him he would look hot with a mowhawk and an eyebrow ring haha...he would though......anyways! well tonight some of us are going to ice skating! fun stuff i can't wait to see ash fall on her ass.....haha jk ashley!


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FUCKING JOURNAL
This journal, so far, has done nothing but gotten me into a shitload of trouble with people. For example i had to be stupid and put my fucking away message on with the link to my journal and guess who IMs me????NICK dandy just fucking dandy!!!!!!!!! i suppose subconsciously or some shit like that i wanted him to read it but, i got so many fuck yous last night that i think if i hear another one ill bite their head off. i mean honestly its just a journal where i put what i felt at the moment i wrote in here....its not necessarily true that i STILL FEEL THAT WAY. oh well i suppose it was all for the best HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah right....going to the movies with ash tonight and sleeping over. tommorow ice skating with loren and maybe dani and linsey. woohu so FUCKING GLAD TO BE BACK! peace

WOOHOOOOO
HEY! alright i have decided to stop feeling sorry for myself and use the most of the time i have left this summer! FUCK GUYS! they all suck anyway, whats the point? well anywho its thundering out and for once in a long time im not scared. I need to stop being all protected and just live. I can't wait to go back to school though, i want to see everyone and i want my classes back where i can just goof off! Well thats all for now, i luv ya guys! PEACE

Home sweet home
Hey ...okay normal people are sleeping right now but not me! no of course not i just got home at 2 am....anyways im so fucking glad to be back in florida, except for the fact the minute i stepped outside my hair poofed out again...oh well! I've decided all guys are dicks and that i just need to chill w/o them for a while....now dont get me wrong if you wanan have a flign with me....okay! well im gonna go try to sleep which i know i wont but hey it doesnt hurt to try!!!! PEACE

Stupid
I trust ppl way to easily and it only ends up by me getting hurt. I really like Nick and i thought he liked me ( stupid i know who could actually like me?). I dont know....i guess it just kinda clicked when sara told me about how he uses girls all the time, i mean why would i be any different? Then i asked Chris and he said the same thing....i dunno. I talked to nick last night and he told me he loved me and that he wasnt using me, but i mean ....he wouldnt say that he was!!!! Then somehow it all fucked up and he got mad at ME. I dunno so now im the one apologizing and saying i was wrong. I dont know....i just......i never think anything good can happen to me so maybe im just being pessimistic. And then theres brian, who is so sweet and i just cant love him. I sat there telling him everythign about nick and he was just told me hed still love me no matter what id done with nick.....how perfect is he? I just can't like him i've tried so hard but...its just not there. I guess im just not doing anything right anymore...... And i hate the feeling of knowing that you like someone more then they like you. I hate myself for being like this, its not fair. I just want to be all closed off again everythigns so much easier like that you dont get hurt. Its so much harder to care.....why should i even bother when all i get in return is a broke heart?

YAWN
So yesterday was 4th 'o July and i sat at home watchign the fireowrks for about 5 minutes before running back insdie afraid that i might get hit by one. And those stupid fucks lighting fireworks before it was even dark annyoed the bajeebes outta me. I didn't do a whole lot besides sit at home, oh i read, what a shocker. Okay well thats all for now, i know i have such an interesting life! PEACE

Happy emily
Yay! Today i went uptown and sawed Nick. He is so....nick. haha i really am going to hate leaving, i'm going to miss everyone so much. Why whenever my life gets good i always have to leave? Why can't i just be happy for a while in the place i want to be. I love all my freinds in florida, i hope all you guys know that but i just miss chciago so bad. I miss nick, and i miss walking to starbucks, i miss getting kicked out of pickwick and getting yelled at by the cops, i miss the cold, i even miss the planes that constantly fly over. I just want this week never to end....theres to much i want here. This is the first time in my life that i have what i want and i have to leave it in 7 days. I just hate it all....PEACE