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2004 2 April :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: the wind
'the outline that i trace around the on that i call mine..'
okay, so it seems i am doing nothing tonight. thats fine i guess, everything happens for a reason..
...i hate seeing people crushed and hurt by those who should always be there. no one deserves the pain that they get, above all you. theres so much that people go through that if everyone understood a little bit more wouldn't happen. life is too amazing to spend being ignorant of peoples problems and feelings.
all i want is to see you smile.
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2004 2 April :: 11.57am
:: Mood: amused
lookat what i can do
Tell...
[Your Most Overused Phrase on AOL] lol
[Your Thoughts First Waking Up] winnie the pooh theme song...gotta get up gotta get going..lala
[Your Best Physical Feature] boobs, so im told
[Your Bedtime] haha like 9
[Curfew] nope
[Your Greatest Accomplishment] being happy
[Your Most Missed Memory] kissing a special person
[Your Most Embarrassing Moment] everyday of my life with cle
[Favorite Movie] walk to remeber :)
[Favorite Song] death cab for cutie-license and registration
[Type of Music] hardcore emo
[Guys or Girls] guys
[Coke or Pepsi] normal coke,diet pepsi
[McDonald's or Burger King] BK biatch
[Single or Group Dates] single
[Adidas or Nike] ahhh
[Chocolate or Vanilla] choc.
[Cappuccino or Coffee] Cappuccino
[Beach or Pool] i am a pale fucker
[Tall or Short] boy tall, me short
[Shoes or Slippers] converse[Staying Home or Going Out] home
[Night or Day] night
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2004 1 April :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: aroused
:: Music: eve 6, its stuck in my head
dani danced in leaves!
its windy out and it makes me smile really, really big.
me dani rj melody and then the rest of the class had a discussion on being bicurious haha it was amazing. then rj me and melody threw leaves in the wind and danison danced in them!
oh, bear and lil ashlie and others came to the libary, it was fantastic. i kiss you all.
after school lennile and i went to noble and barnes to get her a book and coffee yay. we saw the pretty...o0o my i must say *orgasms*. yes, and here i am.
'want to put my tender heart in a blender watch spin in to a beautiful oblivion.'
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2004 1 April :: 10.49am
:: Mood: good.
:: Music: library noises, or lack there of.
love is what makes the world go 'round.
grandparents are here. yay. i happy. :)
i had to help my grandma with her cell phone last night. shes a little behind the times. it was so adorable.
so, this weekend im going to be doing all florida tourism junk. ugh, that ain't right.
there was bunches of kids at the beach last night. it was kind of odd. who does that on a wednesday night?...besides me.
everything is finally good with my boy. :)
i think i'll be at school tomorrow. the chemistry test was supposed to be today. thats why i was going to come today and not be here tomorrow. but because its tomorrow...i be here with my peoples.
well, it should be lunch so i can go play with all my loves. soon...
all my love.
xoxo.
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2004 1 April :: 8.32am
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: sounds of drama
haha im sitting on mr. smiths computer now..yup this class is truly amazing. muahah.
last night was so nifty!!! i love the chatroom nonsense, bear was there and lenny and lil ahslie one and louie and even fro. oh my it was entertaining.
The OC was intense last night...sheesh.
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2004 31 March :: 11.57am
:: Mood: fake
stuck
last night was teribble, so much is wrong that there aren't enough words to explain it. i'm sorry to whoever i burdened with my problems. i do thank you for listening though, it meant a lot to me.
i get the impression that i can't say or do anything right. if i talk to one person im ignoring another, if im friends with one im not with the other...i dont want to have to choose between anything that i love equally as much.
everyone i know is having problems. if i could take all of them away, feel them for myself id be happy. i just don't want my friends to hurt, none of them deserve the pain they get.
....you have no idea how much you hurt me everyday. i cant stand being near you because so much has changed. i wish id never met you,no ...i wish youd never met me. i wouldnt hurt you anymore then...and i wouldnt hurt either
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2004 30 March :: 10.34pm
:: Mood: relieved.
:: Music: the mighty mighty bosstones.
dum dee dum.
i finally got my paper done. whoo hoo. its only a day late....i missed that class this morning so i could turn it in tomorrow. i "had a flat tire." im such a bad kid.
grandparents are flying in tomorrow. its exciting. i love those people.
no school for me on friday. thats even more exciting.
im grounded for two weekends after my grandparents leave. thats so lame. in my moms words: "youre fucking grounded because you wait until the last minute for everything." its true. i really dont think grounding me will change it though. lol.
it seems like alot of people are down right now. remember that i love you all. turn that frown upside down, okay?
all my love.
xoxo
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2004 30 March :: 12.39pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: talking
goodness i just have so much to do and it makes me crazy, i hate having all this homework. it makes me stressed as a crack whore.
i have so mch due tommorow its crazy.
lunch was funny today, aylssa was looking at peoples nipples with arielle...good times. lol good scientific study. ...mohawk boy is attractive beyond believe i want to rape him all over...you heard.
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2004 29 March :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: some movie
so i didn't go to school today. i didn't feel like dealing with you all.
i'm so fucking sick of me screwing everything up. why can't i do ONE thing right? its so fucking annoying. nothing i do or say, or try to do or say is enough. i don't want to know you anymore, i just hurt you....everyone i hurt everyone.
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2004 29 March :: 11.54am
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: lenny voice.
raspberry tea.
well, i have a secret!
no, im just kidding.
ok, well so cleaned all day yesterday. how lame. but i managed to give away three bags of stuffed animals. it made me really happy. i gave away more clothes too.
saturday night i went and saw the pony movie w/ lenny and fletch. it was a good movie...but not really my taste. my love, lenny, cried. such a silly girl.
after the movie it got kind of scary. adam had left a message on my phone of not a very nice song and i got pretty scared. on top of that i hadnt talked to him all week. it was like he was avoiding me. so, of course i listen to the message and freak out and cry like a little girl. i called him and he said everything was okay but im not so sure he was sober at the time. he called me again yesterday and apologized for seeming like he was avoiding me when he really wasnt and that he still really wants to be together. i hope it works out for the better. i love him. but im scared.
he just moved out of house. his parents are pretty crazy. i feel really bad for him.
i think thats the most open ive been in my journal. woah. i guess i needed to get it off my chest.
lenny is the naples bicycle. can i get a ride?
haha. :)
i miss you, ernie. :)
could someone please tell me: how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop?
all my love.
Carrie.
xoxo.
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2004 28 March :: 9.42pm
interesting.....
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2004 28 March :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: akward/tired/glittery
alright, so whoevers idea it was to braid 150 cheerleaders hair in one night can go screw themselves...anyway
competition this weekend, stupid fucking deduction because of FRANKIE thats right the lil carebear boy. oh well we places 6th the frist day and i didn't stay for awards today...we might have won but oh well ill find out later.
im sure so many people missed me...or, not.
p.s. i just found out we placed 6th...that makes me so fucking mad, i hate my fliyer right now. she is a whore.
p.s.s. this girl on my squad dislocated her knee cap at practice 10 minutes before we went on, her knee was on the side of her leg. kayla ruffner got a concussion today right before we went on. all around HORIBBLE weekend
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2004 27 March :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: worried.
:: Music: a perfect cirlce.
nothing lasts forever.
i had fun at the show last night. it was good times. music was good and the people were cool.
im unbelievably tired right now. i partied w/ lenny last night. we had so much fun. then, i had to get up at nine this morning when my mother came to get me.
i cleaned today. why does my mom have to be a clean freak?
but shes being cool right now. i get to go out again tonight. its a new thing. usually im only allowed one night a weekend. :)
boys are mean and stupid.
i hope ernie's competition is going well.
everyone have a great weekend.
all my love.
xoxo.
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2004 26 March :: 5.40am
:: Mood: dread
:: Music: dashboard
close lips another goodnight kiss is robbed of all its passion
i leave for Tampa today, gone all weekend again. stupid nonsense.
last night was pretty good, i played music trivian on the phone haha good times.
i'm attempting to do my bio homework which...isn't goin to well.
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2004 25 March :: 6.20pm
'i never said i'd take this lying down'
never shall i forget that nocturnal silence which deprived me, for all eternity, of the desire to live. Never shall i forget those moments which murdered my God and my soul and turned my dreams to dust. Never shall i forget these things, even if i am condemned to live as long as God Himself. Never.
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