*~Sacred Obsessions~*

:: 2004 13 February :: 10.12am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: happenings of the library.

its friday the 13th. beware.
today is hopefully a good day. i would like it to be one of those.

wow. just remembered i didnt check in w/ drivers ed. im such a fucking retard.

three periods in the library today. neatt w/ two t's.

yesterday was fun. went to the mall and bought a teddy bear. its cool.

i baked adam cookies! i havent had to cook anything in the longest time. it was mucho fun.

cant wait until school is over. only...4 hours and 48 minutes... not that im counting or anything...

happy friday the 13th. this day makes me so happy. i love how tomorrow is valentines day. kind of ironic but its cool.

yay.

xoxo.

:: 2004 13 February :: 6.03am

harharhar

when was your first...
kiss...: last summer
with tongue?: last summer
handjob/fingerbang [received]?: er sometime this year
handjob/fingerbang [given]?: last summer
fuck?: neva!!!!!
oral experience [received]?: ..........
oral experience [given]?: hahaha everyone knows my issue
anal experience?: JESUS
do you like...
coital sex?: haha
oral sex?: not so much
anal sex?: fuck no
making out?: yes
handjobs/fingerbangs [receiving]?: eh
handjobs/fingerbangs [giving]?: eh
being submissive?: eh
being dominate?: ergh you ppl silly
this or that
lube or spit?: lube
condoms or rhythm?: condoms
missionary or cowgirl?: missionary
doggy or standing?: hmmm standing
food or ice?: ice
thick or long?: both
basic
age:: 15
sex:: female
sexuality:: straight
number of partners:: none baybay

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:: 2004 13 February :: 5.52am
:: Mood: nervous

eh i have my biology test today and my english vocab quiz today ehhhhhhh. im studying right now for bio, i actually studied last night to...eh. i have an 89 in geometry which makes me happy cuz its almost an A.

nothing else new

:: 2004 12 February :: 11.34am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: cheese.

oh boy oh boy oh boy.
yesterday was cool.

i got inducted into the german honor society. woot. go me.

then i went to the bank w lenny. after a few wrong turns and ending way down mcgregor, we finally made it to the bank at college and us41. it was so funny getting there. good times.
PSSSST. dont do that.

today in second period was hilarious. penises were called feathers according to zack, byron, and andre. good kids. and we talked about porn nonsense and gangs. it was so funny. the highlight of my day so far.

then i went driving. i love it. coach was saying he had a black mom and a hatian dad and he has a pigment disorder. im going to be a good driver. you know i wont be crashing into parked cars and junk, ahem.

havent done my homework for next class. dont care. :)

mall it today, woot.

ernie is croaking it like a froggy today. its great. i miss her yesterday.

thats all.
peace kids.

:: 2004 12 February :: 11.29am
:: Mood: sicky
:: Music: mrs.ball talking to her class

i am in the library right now, yeah shocker anyway.

cheese had our lunch and is now siting conspicuously close to me...as in 15 feet away. makes me wiggle with cheesy pleasure.

im in a very non touchy feely mood and i want to smack anyone that touches me right now so BACK OFF ppls

:: 2004 12 February :: 5.56am
:: Mood: scratchy
:: Music: MTV

no school yesterday, i cannot talk i sound like a fucking frog...which then makes me think of lenny, which makes me think of CLE which makes me think of other things...haha anywhoo

thats all

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:: 2004 11 February :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Thursday....cross out the eyes

cant wait till this weekend
.....hmmm school today, nothing out of the ordinary, i got mi iflurtz thing back, it sadi that i was most compatable with jon economy ewwww!!!!!,

Yah and me ash and kaitlin still ahbvent made plans for this weekend yet, all we know is thta we are gonna spend the night somewhere together and stuff...yep i came home and i was really really sleepy so i went to sleep and was awoken by phil calling me at like 4:45, but thats good cause i didnt want to sleep all night...i think im gonna be "artistic" later ad draw and stuff, i love drawing and i dont do it enough.

I was talking to my 11 year old cusin on the computer earlier, she imed me, she lives in kansas it was interesting!!!

im talkin to like 6 ppl right now, its crazy i get on and like everyone imes me....its alittle anoying but its ok

i hope this weekend is good, cause for the first time in a long time im auctually happy and not really sad about anything, and im goood with everyone, ther isnt really any person who im enimies with, and thats good well besides stacey, but i dont really care avbout that, shes dumb!!

ahh my hair, im gonna get it colored,, what shouldi get it done like????
im probaly gonna die it all like a brownish red coor and get alot of blond highlights so i still have alot of blond in my hair....

or........................

im gonna get it colored blond agaion with like platinum highlights so ill be really blond, bu ti think ilike the first idea better,, ilook soo weird tho like not all blond, i havent seen it like that since 6th grade...its gonna be weird

i hope nothing happens this weekend that will make me sad..

ashlie needs to come online!!

i was acting all weird today for some reason i was really abnoxiuos! oh well

ok well thats all for my fun exciting life for now
>:~the stage is set to rip the wings from a butterfly~:<

<3 stef

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:: 2004 10 February :: 5.46pm
:: Mood: fine.
:: Music: early november.

here. have a bowl of soup.
i think i did pretty good on the florida writes today. i had the persuation topic, about an 11 o'clock curfew. really easy.
ian had " whats the worst job?" and he said proctologist. thats all he wrote about. funny kid.

went to interview for yearbook and had to wait for a meeting to end. it never did. so, i did nothing but waste time. but my lenny stayed w/ me. i guess shes just cool like that.
then, we got something to drink. and i went back to the front of school so my mom could pick me up.

then it was off to the library. guess what i got?....yep, books. how did you guess? i saw my dear kaytee friend there. yay.

you know...i really hate it being called stupid when im not. if youre going to call me stupid wait for me to actually be stupid. im sure youll find something so just wait until then. it makes sense.

happy birthday to mo mou! i want to be the first one to wish her a happy birthday. so lou, at 12:01 im going to be saying "happy birthday" to you in my sleep. got it? :)

i cant wait 'til friday. neatt, w/ two t's.

xoxo.

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:: 2004 10 February :: 11.32am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Hillary Duff (in my head ew)

fro is hot
nothing new. decided that a certain relationship i have with someone is a.) not worth having b.) not what i thought it was or c.) screwing me over

besides that lovely piece of information...my computer will be gone for 3 weeks, eh not like anyone talks to me online that i dont talk to at school...and nicholas is gay so fuck him.

cheese was in my FCAT writes today, made my day a little cheesier
on my iflurtz: stalker boy
jeremy fried
collin
a bunch of mexicans

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:: 2004 9 February :: 4.51pm
:: Music: Dashboard confessional

...hmm just another day, it was fun tho, me and ash told everyone of our exciting weekend, lol,

..Tyler likes ashlie, that cant be good!! hahaha..., but me and phil are ok now, well at least for now until somthing happens again, or somthing,,,i dunno, i hope we can be friends.

next weekend i have to go to a wedding on valentines day. very gay. very, weddings are boring and i could be doing much better things like hanging out with my boyfriend ashlie, haha. but ill probaly spend the night there friday so her mom can get rid of that "mother instinct", whatever that is??? i guess ill find out later in life, ...maybe....i think zack is mad at me caus i called him emo boy...ehhh..shit

im being hurt by someone who dosent even know they are hurting me.....it sux

whatever,,,,

well i guess that is all...

<3 stef

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:: 2004 9 February :: 11.42am
:: Mood: funny.
:: Music: lenny laughing like a horse.

nope.
twerp week. sneaky plans. hehe.

today is pretty cool.

lenny told me this morning..."at least i dont have a fat booooooty" when i told her she had a fat head. it was so funny. i know i have a huge ass...its all good.

schedule junk today. so much stress. already worrying about next year when this year isnt even over yet. ill be taking 3 AP classes, including chemistry (AH!) and 2 languages. damn. ill be one smart mother freaker....well, ill try. its all good in this hood though.

um...weekend was fairly uneventful after i went home from ernile's nest. i think i slept the whole time.

have a good week, peoples.

peace out.
xoxo

:: 2004 9 February :: 11.30am
:: Mood: angry

so im good, i suppose....eh

perhaps we will sex PB this weekend, if he says know we will steal him away from tar (inside he likes us much more) and rape him, thats right rape him.

life sucks
OOO i have 3 AP classes next year, kill me now

:: 2004 8 February :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Blink 182- shut up

shut the fuck up she says.....
woah what a weekend, it wasa very eventfull on eindeed, friday me, danny, scarecrow, and teddy bear went to ahlies recital then afterwards we ran around the school but hten realized that all the gates were locked so we had to jump fences and stuff, then we went on an adventure to dairy queen and we got some ice cream and saw this realy werid physo guy,and he was cussijng at the ppl cause they said the place was closed and they wouldent let him get anyhting,,,it waqs funny, then ashlie spent the night and the next day we went to teddys then walked to andys and hung out for a while, it was fun, i was gont through all his stuff, and i got to skatteboard which i havent done in a while, then ashlie had to go to her recital again and later i went to a party and during intermisson ash left and came to the party witht me, we were there till like 1:30 in the morning it was a crazy party and there was alot of ppl there, like alot, alot!!!!, ash apent the night again we got to bed at like 3:00,

woke up this morning at like 10:45 made brownies, did other fun stuff,,,got ready, and went to go hang out with everyone at erics house, it was weird cause phil was being nice to me and he was the one who wanted us to come over,,it was col tho, we brought some browinies and everyone ate them.

I havent talked to zack all weekend!!:(

it was cool at the party casue i got to hang out with alot of mi old friends like kirkwood, baily, and lauren and i havent hung out with them in like forever,:(

this weekend was really fun, ashlie was here like all weekend, she just left at like 6:00 so im gonna sit around fro a little while then go write in mi real journal, then maybe watch malcom in the middle and get a good nights sleep cause im dreding waking up tomorrow, i really dont want to!!! oh well,

we need to make plans for next weekend, i think were gonna go to the movies on friday then shes probaly gonan spend the weekend here agian, well probaly hang out with phil a little......i dunno yet

ok well thats all for now im gonna go and do other stuff........... bi
<3 stef

p.s valentines day is gay

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:: 2004 8 February :: 6.38pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Blink 182- shut up