*~Sacred Obsessions~*

:: 2004 8 April :: 10.41am
:: Mood: hungry :/

wooo hoo goin to that concert on friday with my ashlie cakes and ray and corey are gonan go to, its gonan be lots of fun i just went to ticket master and they still ahve tickets!! yay!! there all general admission i dont know if that is a good thing or not?? i lokked at the seating chart and there was no general admission listed on it so maybe u sit where ever yoiu want. that would be good....ah shit the bell is gonna rign...i g2g......ill update later...maybe...i dunno..

someone comment no one gives me love ne more accpt ashlie :)!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~stef

3 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 7 April :: 7.09pm

coke head got a new computer......oh shit

pimp juice?

:: 2004 7 April :: 3.21pm
:: Mood: sleepy :(
:: Music: TBS-CUTE witout the

your lipstick, his colar, dont bother angel, i know exactly what goes on.
Im bored as hell, im just sitting here, i think im gonna sleepsoon...maybe, today was ashlies birthday, i got her balloons in 5th period and i brought em out to lunch and one of em flew away!!:(, oh well she still had like 6 more so its ok...

sexy mohawk boy does that snuf, chewing tobacco stuff...eww.eww.eww i saw him spitting it out at lunch, there was this huge spit pile, then he showed me it in his mouth, i almost threw up :(, icky icky, ne ways, umm i think me and ashlie might go to the hoobastank concert this friday at the college, i dunno yet, if we don't were gonna go to the movies and hang out and walk to target and maybe barnes and Noble....maybe...

I have to hang out with julian more, he is my buddy, we are starting to be really good friends wich makes me very happy cause he is really cool, even though he is kinda dumb sometimes, we might get in too much trouble together though, ashlie will keep me in line though ;).....

yeha thats all im gonna go sleep and clean my room some more then talk to my lover Ray!~<3~

~~peace nigg-ass

*fuck me running rapidly, backwards through a cornfield*

TEE-Hee hEE

i have to kill a few people then everything will be ok :-D

~~~~~~~~~~~~STEF~~~~~~~~~~~~~

P.S: i have a obsession with touching my boobs. oh well

:: 2004 7 April :: 2.53pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: dashboard

'your taste still lingers on my lips like i just placed them upon yours and i starve for you'
yeah, not a very eventful day. my bear came into liberry and stayed for a long time. it made me smile mucho lot, like this :0). oh boy it was lil ashlie bday today CLE got her flowers yay. we should adopt her as our lil buddy....hmmm something to think about.

on a different note. i feel all, lusty. sometimes not have a boyfriend is amazing because you get to crush anyone without feeling guilty...well, almost anyone :/.

'out of the corner of your eye
wont be the only way your looking
at me then'

3 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 7 April :: 10.35am
:: Music: none...in science:(

<3~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLIE!!!!!!!!!!!<3

....surprises will come later!!! heheh ;)

I love u!!

~~STef's A MAJOR Pimp!!~~~

:: 2004 6 April :: 4.15pm
:: Mood: alone
:: Music: she will be loved-maroon 5

dani i love you because of my amazing cd that as of right now, ive listened to twice already.

....if honesty is the best policy, why do i continue to keep secrets?

i kiss bear and lenny and charlie and lil ashlie

6 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 6 April :: 9.16am
:: Mood: unimportant

damn emo mood
i can't seem to do anything right and i know ive said this millions of times before, but it still rings true. im sorry for not keeping my mouth shut and knowing when to just let things be...

it hurts me to know that i will never mean as much as i want to to someone. the only thing to do is to stay apathatic, every things okay...simply because it has to be.

some of my friends are truly amazing. bear and lenny ecspecially. i love you two more then anything in the whole wide world of me, kisses. and charlie i kiss you as well.

*i didnt know it could mean that much to me*

4 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 5 April :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: TBS-cute without the e

because its your moon, and because its your song, and because im falling....thats why i can't seem to stop thinking about you.

10 mug of juices | pimp juice?

runningaway

:: 2004 5 April :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: worried.
:: Music: nirvana-nevermind.

Erniphobia was here.
i love lenny for coming to get me this morning and ernie for coming along for the ride. it was an early morning adventure.

today was pretty uneventful. i slept alot so thats cool.

im so taking my grandma to see mr. cypress. its so great.

i cant wait until this weekend. im pretty sure my mom forgot me being grounded. woot.

...its not quite something, but yet not quite nothing. do i leave it as not even something or let it become nothing?...

all my love.
xoxo.

:: 2004 5 April :: 3.02pm
:: Mood: emo
:: Music: taking back sunday

'everything i learned about breaking hearts i learned from you..'
today was happy day i suppose.

bear came to visit us in the liberry, it made me smile.

somethings seem that they will never be the same, the just can't get back to how they were. people change and move on but that doesnt mean it hurts any less...

'september never stays this cold where i come from and you know im not one for compalining but i love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart'

runningaway

:: 2004 4 April :: 12.26pm
:: Mood: okay.
:: Music: phantom of the opera.

ta da.
so, i couldnt go to the show on friday. that was a lil bit frustrating but its okay too. i dont get to see my family very often.

yesterday was exciting let me tell you. i drove two hours to see alligators. i got to ride a boat though and that was neat. this town was so small that their post office was the size of a very small tool shed. im not even kidding. haha.
my grandma had the best time. she counted every alligator we saw. i think it was around 25....i dont know. i was kind of reading during some of it. shhhh...dont tell.

im baking a cake right now. its for my grandma's birthday. we have a party.

i hope to see all of you loverlies tomorrow. i miss you.

all my love.
xoxo.

7 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 3 April :: 5.27pm
:: Mood: SOUTHERN BAPTIST
:: Music: oh happy day- southern baptist edition(by lenny)

so what if we order both chinese and pizza? PLAYA WHAT
yay, my dearest lenny is over right now...sitting on my floor doing homework...loser. HEYYYY

so yeah...this morning was relaxing i went to the library and finished my book. i then walked all along the beach and just thought about things...i dont know if i resolved anything i was confused about but i think my priorities are a lot more...stable.

'i let myself fall into a lie
i let my wall come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i tryi dont know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands
tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain'

kind of new update:
so i just got home, 9:47, from the bell tower. i hung out with bear, rachel, and seamus...and lennile, of course.
ran into andrew as well, such a great time.

my day was fantastic. thank you all.

4 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 3 April :: 9.35am

whatever.........bitch

5 mug of juices | pimp juice?

:: 2004 2 April :: 10.37pm
:: Mood: dreamy
:: Music: dashboard

so forget my last entry, i did hang out with nick tonight.

he called me around 6 and said he could hang out so i met him at barnes and noble around 8. we hung out and talked, and the essential part..coffee. its neat, i love that kid :)

i hope everyone had a spamtastic night.

sweeet dreams
-emily_