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charlessumnerthatsickfuck

:: 2007 5 November :: 5.54am
:: Music: nipples

zzzzzzzzzombies
So, as those reading this journal are people i consider friends, i pose this question. Do you have an emergency plan for zombie epidemics?



I do.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 26 October :: 6.31pm

Rueben and I just saw Across the Universe. It was a great movie.

I don't know what more to say.

It presented realities.

I've always had a problem with reality. Not reality in the sense of knowing what's going on in the 'real' world, but my alternate realities. The ones in my head. The reality of what could happen. What might happen, what seemed to happen, what didn't happen, but seemed like it did.

I've had this problem since I was a small child.

I feel like I have so much to say, but I can't possibly scratch the surface here. I want _____ . I need _____ .

I'm good at playing by the rules, but that doesn't mean I like it.

I think I'm Marxist leftist...whatever that means nowadays.

I'm writing a speech on Mike Gravel and one of the articles I found while researching was called: "Mike Gravel, more Leftist than Marx"

How can I rely on words to explain myself when they simply can't? That's one of the things I've learned these past few years. I envy those who can use words to their advantage. I just fumble with them. I don't get them.

I got music and I turned my back on that. What do I have left? Two years of college, and three more to go so I can teach kids of average ability how to read the sentence: The cat sat on the mat.

Let's face it, without some time of national initiative on the part of the people, this country will never be more than substandard in anything but blowing things up.

Oh the things I could have done, you could have done, we could have done, if only we were given the chance. The opportunity. Limited opportunity isn't enough to make humanity what it should be.

Everything should be unlimited. Free healthcare, free education.

I don't care if we need to be like China and weed people out at sixth grade. Look who's on top. China.

Why would you let children who will never get it hinder the children who could change the country? Why do you bring down the best to make everyone average ? What good does that do?

It kills everything. It killed me.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 26 October :: 6.26am

This day has possibility.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 24 October :: 9.19am

I know what they're doing is wrong, but that doesn't keep me from being scared shitless.

I guess we'll wait for Legal Aid to call us back so we can set up an appointment with the lawyer.

So this is what it's like to be an adult...

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m&ms487

:: 2007 19 October :: 8.50pm

The Jessa and Andy Show?

You changed the saying.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 18 October :: 12.37pm

My professor for my Latin American Literature class took us to Java City, the on campus coffee house, for class.

...and it was awesome.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 17 October :: 9.49pm

Midterms. So tired...

My brother got married and it was good. I have pictures on facebook for viewing pleasure.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 15 October :: 7.28pm

Woohu.


IS.

BACK...


I thought I was going to die.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 12 October :: 11.38am

It's a slow day on my friends page....I'm a bit disappointed, guys. I don't get to watch soaps because I'm in class.....I need entertainment somehow!!!


Anyway.

I'm heading home in about an hour for Charlie's wedding. It's going to be grand. I just cleaned the apartment and my room, and I just have to wash the rest of the dirty dishes and clean Patrick's bowl.

I don't know. It's just been so busy, and there is stuff in my head, but I haven't had time to think about it....

[edit] I have a craving for sushi. Yes.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 10 October :: 6.00am

I have a class soon, and a book I need to read to write a paper that was due yesterday.

Last night, when I was walking back from university band, I stepped on a leaf and it crunched, and I very much enjoyed it.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 9 October :: 1.08pm

Today is nice and calm and blue and a little cloudy, and not at all evil and sticky and gross like the past few days.

I have a feeling, somewhere in me, that I can't put a finger on, but I know it's there. I hate that, not being able to identify what I feel.

I signed my major today. I am officially an English major going for a Bachelor of Science in Education, Secondary Certification degree...thing. I'm going to sign my minor in a few days, I think. I need to get this stuff done, especially since the new bill came out for Higher Education that has some stuff in it about tuition assistance for to-be teachers. I need that! ME! Right here!!

I feel _____ .

What is that blank? I feel....straight line? I feel, underscore? I feel.....blank? White? Spacey? Wiped out?

No. Not really. Sometimes I hate that I only have seventyish years on this planet, and I've already used up about one third of them. What have I done in my one third of a life time? Prepared for the second third, I guess. Is that a waste? I'm not sure. What if the second third ends up being about preparing for the third third...and what if the third third is preparing for death...then am I just living my whole life to die? Always preparing for a moment that will never come. What am I trying to achieve? What is the goal? Yes, to have a job, a car, a house, a family maybe....but...why? To have a stable life for the future? What future? I'm afraid that I will have lived my life constantly trying to over achieve in a world that doesn't notice me.

I have poured my emotions into this text box so many times...

just an observation.

I don't understand how I function. I don't believe that there is an afterlife in the Christian sense of the word. I don't believe in a heaven or a hell...maybe a little waiting room with Cosmo and National Geographic magazines from 1988.

What keeps me from being totally depressed about living a whole life, and then just dying, like i was never here in the first place? How do i not be upset when I waste days doing things that I hate, because I know that I will never get those days back?

I know what the meaning of life is: ______________ .

I am feeling rushed.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 5 October :: 12.24am

I have a communication theory exam tomorrow morning that I'm not prepared for. I have a speech to give on monday that I'm not prepared for. I need to start doing some preparation!

Oh man.

So...I got the brother of the month award, which is pretty awesome, but not so awesome because it doesn't mean anything to anybody but me.

whatever.

I need to go study: relational dialectics! proxemics! symbolic interactionism! oh the horror...

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m&ms487

:: 2007 3 October :: 1.54pm

"Everything will exist, move, separate in a river of change which in that instant will dissolve it, age, and corrupt everything without a single voice to sound the alarm...The sun is burning itself alive, iron is crumbling into dust, aimless energy is dissipating in space, masses are wearing out in radiation, the earth is cooling into death...And you will wait for a mulatto and an animal, to cross the mountain and begin to live, to fill time, execute the steps and gestures of a macabre game in which life will advance as life dies; a dance of madness in which time will devour time and no one alive can halt, the irreversible course of death...The boy, the earth, the universe: in those three, someday there will be no light, no heat, no life...There will be only total, forgotten oneness, nameless, without a man to give it a name: space and time, matter and energy all fused into one....And all things will have the same name...None"

From The Death of Artemio Cruz
by Carlos Fuentes

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 October :: 10.52am

So, I woke up extra early to read the rest of my novel and write my paper. I read for an hour, all grumpy that I'm up, and I finally decide I'm going to skip my first class so i can go to the library to write my paper. I get to the library, check my email, and the class that I had to write the paper for was canceled.

I had a feeling.

Oh, and I was walking back from class, and there were these two people standing at one of the main intersection side walks with big signs about signing a petition for a ballet initiative for medical marijuana, so i signed it.

This has been a good morning.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 1 October :: 2.25pm

They are demolishing the building next door. It's the twin of the apartment building that we live in. They took a crane and started scraping and raking at it, and it came down, foot by foot, in a cloud of dust.

It makes me upset by the destructive nature of our culture. I honestly don't think there was anything wrong with that building, other than it was forty years old. They just want to put up something new that they can charge three times as much for.

Thus, the downfall of our capitalist society, we destroy things that are perfectly fine in search of the almighty dollar.

Except that dollar is quickly losing value.

I don't know what my point is. I get so depressed when I think about money.

That reminds me, the new Meijer contract is out. I should go read it and find out how much more they're screwing me over. Honestly.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 1 October :: 11.25am

I hate the girl that sits next to me in communication theory. She always comes in, much more loud than she should, sits down, sprawls out, and reeks of cigarette smoke. That's when she is feeling well enough to show up.

It's a lecture hall and the seats are really small and close together, and she insists on sitting sidesway in the chair, so not only does she take up all of her space, but half of mine as well. I hate that I have to sit there for fifty minutes with her leg touching mine, knowing that she is looking at my notes and always saying the wrong answer when she gets called on.

I would move, but I'm not giving up my first row seat. Never.

It just irks me.

My public speaking class was canceled today, but I still have to stick around campus to meet with my acting partner so we can practice. Boo.

Tonight, fundraising meeting, and I have to put together my new folder that I bought. It's pink. I finally decided that I'm going to make this position my own, and I'm not going to use the previous Chair's folder anymore. It's a step toward empowering myself and building up the fundraising committee in the fraternity. It's a step, no matter if it's just a symbolic one.

It was raining and cold when I woke up this morning, and the government wasn't shut down. I was enthused by the first, disappointed by the second.

Looks like it's going to rain all day.

Michelle

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m&ms487

:: 2007 30 September :: 11.01am
:: Mood: complacent

I just wanted you to know that I'm wearing the necklace and earrings you gave me two Christmas's ago for the first time. I thought they looked quite beautiful, and I just wanted you to know.

I love you, and I'll see you tonight.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 29 September :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: blah

Rueben has left to go to a party. I'm watching fourty eight hours and cruising the internet, and going to sleep very soon.

Supposedly a woman drugged her husband, shot him, cut him up with a circular saw, stuffed him in a couple suit cases, and threw him in the Chesapeake Bay.

That's what I call tough love.

I laid in bed all morning after I got home from my homecoming responsibilities. It was wonderful to snuggle up in my fuzzy bathrobe while Rueben made me whole wheat pancakes with real maple syrup.

There are drunk people in the hall of my apartment. I'm use to it by now. It's a million times better than the dorm.

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lil_bill06

:: 2007 27 September :: 2.23pm

Name:Katie Ann Albrecht
Birthdate:January 16, 1988
Birthplace:Grand Rapids, MI
Current Location:Cedar Springs, MI
Eye Color:Gray-Blue
Hair Color:Dirty Blonde
Height:5'5"
Weight:
Piercings:Alot, 22
Tatoos:9, soon to be 10
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:no
Overused Phraze:Whatever
FAVORITES
Food:Lasagna
Candy:Tootsie Rolls
Number:11
Color:Silver
Animal:Monkey
Drink:Grape Juice
Alcohol Drink:Margarita
Bagel:Blueberry
Letter:K
Body Part on Opposite sex:Eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:Neither
McDonalds or BurgerKing:BurgerKing
Strawberry or Watermelon:Strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:Hot Tea
Chocolate or VanillaVanilla
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:Hot Chocolate
Kiss or Hug:Kiss
Dog or Cat:Cat
Rap or Punk:Punk
Summer or Winter:Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:Scary
Love or Money:Love
YOUR...
Bedtime:When ever I fall asleep
Most Missed Memory:HS Band
Best phyiscal feature:Eyes
First Thought Waking Up:I don't wanna
Goal for this year:Play more music
Best Friends:Erin Miller
Weakness:Guys
Fears:Spiders
Heritage:German
Longest relationship:2 1/2 Years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:Yes
Ever Smoked:Yes
Pot:NO
Ever been Drunk:Yes
Ever been beaten up:No
Ever beaten someone up:Yes
Ever Shoplifted:NO
Ever Skinny Dipped:Yes
Ever Kissed Opposite sex:Yes
Been Dumped Lately:No
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:Blue
Favorite Hair Color:Brown
Short or Long:Short
Height:6'
Style:Laid Back
Looks or Personality:Personality
Hot or CuteCute
Drugs and Alcohol:Alcohol
Muscular or Really Skinny:Muscular
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:Alot
What country do you want to Visit:Germany
How do you want to Die:Painless
Been to the Mall Lately:No
Do you like Thunderstorms:Yes
Get along with your Parents:Yes
Health Freak:No
Do you think your Attractive:Kinda
Believe in Yourself:Alittle
Want to go to College:Already There
Do you Smoke:No
Do you Drink:Yes
Shower Daily:Yes
Been in Love:Yes
Do you Sing:Yes
Want to get Married:Yes
Do you want Children:Yes, 2
Have your future kids names planned out:Ethan, Xavier
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:Already gone
Hate anyone:Yes, bitch Dawn

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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m&ms487

:: 2007 27 September :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: amused

The settling has finally come. I'm settled into this semester: my classes, work, schedule, just settled.

It's a big relief. I can handle it all. I am handling it all. I've been very productive in the past few days getting out cook books that the frat is doing for a fundraiser. It's a big fiasco. They were suppose to be here in February; they arrived the end of August. We also have no mailing information for the people that ordered them. So, it's my job, with just a name and the amount they paid, to track them down. I had four left. Now I only have one.

If anyone wants to buy a Chippewa Marching Band cook book, let me know. It's twelve dollars. It has lots of good recipes in it, including drinks.

We still have to sell 180. Oh god.

But I'm going to the Alumni 'tent' on the morning of Homecoming at seven in the morning to set up a table in hopes that some alumni will want to buy them. We need to sell a lot to break even.

Classes are going well. I got my exam back in my public speaking class and, with extra credit, I got a 100, which was a huge relief. I have a high B or low A in just about all my classes. Some classes haven't really had any assignments, so I'm not sure yet.

Work is going better. I know people now. I know who to ask for what, and the rules and everything. I basically know what I'm doing. And, I'm giving away a lot of my hours, or asking for at least one day off a week (which they give me!), so I'm not working the ungodly 32 hours a week that I could.

Oh, and we're coming home for red flannel.

Michelle

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