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2004 16 May :: 1.02am
well this weekend was pretty good. pretty darn good.
friday i went and saw van helsing with jon.. and that was fun. and then saturday morning i had work project, then brandi and i went tanning, then we got ready for her senior high banquet at her church. we got to get all dressed up in fancy dresses and fuss over our hair and make up and such. so we get to the church no knowing where we're going.. and then we pile in the church van and pull into BURGER KING! we were all freaking out cuz we were all dressed up and expecting something wonderfull.. but you know that huge room that the play thing used to be in? well we walked in there and they had it all decorated. the windows were all covered, lights were hung up and dangling down from the ceiling along with that sheer white stuff. and there was purple sheer stuff and just cool decorations randomly placed everywhere. plus they had some lady playing the violin in the corner. it was sooooo pretty. and we had the whole room to ourselves, it didnt seem like we were at burger king, it was so cool! so then we went and changed at first baptist right there on the corner... why.. im not sure. just a place to change i guess. and then we went to ajs. that was cool. self explanatory.. everyone knows what you do at ajs. *recap- go carts, mini golf, the whole sha-bang*
after that whole thing, we got back to the church around 10:30, then me, brandi, and richele went to petes bonfire... got home around midnight... and now here i am. updating my journal... because i thats just the cool thing to do now a days.
seniors are gone.. thats sad.
i cried the other day.. why, im not sure. but it had been awhile.... damn feelings. and damn me. and damn my feelings. yep.. that about sums it up.
well, at least im gonna be 16 soon. less then a month. i'll be legal to have sex, not that i will. but still. te he he he.
gah.. i dont know what im supposed to do. a part of me is like, woot woot, this is great, and another part is like... noooooooooo.. bad idea. so i dont know. GAH.. I HATE NOT KNOWING.......... maybe its not even what i think it is. or maybe it is.. i dont know. i wish i was a mind reader. and that i had xray vision. that'd be cool too.
off to bed.
church tomorrow.
LOTS of homework.
3 more weeks.. thank god.
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2004 11 May :: 1.52pm
tomorrow is my moms birthday, AND my best friends birthday. crazy.... *shakes head.
the sad thing is i cant afford to get my mom anything.... which makes me feel awful. i just told her that when i go to alaska i'll get her something then. still though..... grrrr.. i hate being poor, and not having a job, and having nothing in the bank.....
oh yeah, and YAY!!!! so my friends and i have talked about this, and even though prom might suck next year... AT LEAST we can still party with our reps!!!! that makes us feel SO much better. i mean.... comon... thats who i'd want running my class! ha ha.. our class is gonna suck next year.....
this saturday.... im going to a banquet with brandi at her church.. well actually we're going to eat somewheres, but they wont tell us where. the element of suprise, te he. and then i guess we're gonna change and then go to ajs. so that SHALL be fun. Friday i think im doing something with jon. and sunday theres church, which i missed last sunday. My mom wasnt to happy with me... so i guess i should probably go this time.
this band wants to meet me.. non-chalant... or something like that. because their bass player quit. so i think me and Alyssa are goin over there sometime soon. that should be cool too. they're already well known.. so that would be "neat".... te he.. what a fun word neat.
BUT... my first and foremost project will mine and beckys band thing. because we want it all acoustic, so we figure if we work our tails off and learn... we can have some sort of mellow band. and seems how becky is my best friend, we'd never ditch eachother. *tear, i love you man!*
"The only gossip I'm interested in is
things from the Weekly World News -
'Woman's bra bursts, 11 injured'.
That kind of thing."
"Fear... Fear... Utter fear. Clowns!
Clowns scare me."
"I pretty much try to stay in a constant
state of confusion just because of the
expression it leaves on my face."
"Trips to the dentist-- I like to postpone that kind of thing"
"If someone were to harm my family or a friend or somebody I love, I would eat them. I might end up in jail for 500 years, but I would eat them."
"This is a rumor-filled society and if people want to sit around and talk about whom I've dated, then I'd say they have a lot of spare time and should consider other topics... or masturbation"
"America is dumb, it's like a dumb puppy that has big teeth that can bite and hurt you, aggressive. My daughter is four, my boy is one. I'd like them to see America as a toy, a broken toy. Investigate it a little, check it out, get this feeling and then get out."
“I have a funny relationship with my body...Ah, it sounds so stupid, but for me there shouldn't be any half way."
"Oh yeah. I play Barbies all the time... "
-John Christopher Depp III
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2004 10 May :: 11.58am
i conned my mom into watching pirates last night. yep.
so i swear.... there was a tornado yesterday. lol. it sounded like a train and got all windy and stuff... scary stuff...... te he.
"i ate cheese cake yesterday"
"whatever"
"mean people, aha, mean people annoy me"
*dorky laugh* "nice people."
*laughs
"Well thats cool"
"write down this.. blahhhahahiel, good luck"
"heh he heh.. good luck"
"are you gonna write that i said this"
"soo bored"
"no ones gonna care about that, their gonna be like, oh gah"
"so stupid"
*laughs
"oh yes baby, wooh hu"
"hmm hmm ha.. a real kick in the knickers"
ok, enough quoting becky... it was starting to creep her out... this is what happens when your life ceases to exist.
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2004 8 May :: 4.34pm
woot woot... so me and becky are losers.
we went to that movie place in town thats going out of buisness.... and we were probably there for about an hour looking through all their posters for johnny posters... but was there any???? NOOOO.... crazy. out of AT LEAST 300 posters, not one was johnny. *tears.
but... we both got chocolat.. and that makes us happy. and if any of you think thats candy... *whispers...* you're stupid
we just completed the rest of our algebra homework that has been periodically due throughout last week.... at least its done.
we made the best smoothies... EVER.
kiwi, rasberries, strawberry yogurt, a bananna, whip cream, lemonade, and ice.
yum. kiwi.. what a fun ingrediant. its like, yeah.. i had kiwi. im better then you. kiwi. its just fun.. and erm.. sophisticated... or something. its something an anerexic, well rounded person would eat. we're not either... ah well. te he. kiwi. he he.
we're going to see mean girls tonight. yep.. sure are.
i think im out of things to say....
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2004 7 May :: 2.14pm
*tear.
friends is all over, but.... they named their baby after me. yes, thats right. after me... because they said to themselves..... "erika childs, that girl is so cool..." yeah, i got nothin.
elections today..... *crossing fingers.
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2004 6 May :: 1.56pm
no, it cant be over. *cries
tonight is the last episode EVER of friends. i think i just might bawl. im so sad. its been my favorite show since i can remember. and its ENDING.
*breaks down.
i talked to my friend tyler yesterday... that was awesome. havent talked to him in months.
will someone PLEASE help me with algebra. i think im gonna cry im so far behind. and while you're at that, help becky too. because we're screwed, and sad, and failing. *tears.
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2004 4 May :: 2.13pm
im at 575...... thats so cool. *smiles
te he.. no one knows what im talking about.
go stacy, go driving...... yayyyy.
should i be a cheerleader next year? i just dont know... hmmmmmmmmm.
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2004 3 May :: 1.46pm
another weekend... came and gone.
it was an alright weekend.
i went to my friend joanns house, we watched the wedding planner, which i think is a bitter cross between my best friends wedding and how to lose a guy in 10 days. it was an ok movie. sunday we had a dinner at church..... foods always an exciting thing.
hmm.. friday i went to the mall with my mom and shan and sara. saras my friend, shans my moms, but they're mom and daughter too, it was fun. i got some capris. yay.
saturday i went to my aunt pats house and did some work around there to earn money for my missions trip. it was grusome work. but i got through it.. even though it was raining. i even sawed down a pine tree... oooh yeah. i conquered that tree. yep.
im sick of gloomy days. they're not fun... they're...... erm.. gloomy.
the senate went to arnies for lunch today. that was fun. well not fun.. but food, and once again... food is always a good thing.
i've decided that i love becky. i cant believe we actually thought we were never gonna be friends again. she really completes me. lol. as does brandi. my other halves. wait.. wouldnt that make us thirds... i dont know. math isnt fun. fun fun fun fun fun.... how about i say fun a few more times. akl;jva;lskcjas;ldkjfal;skjf
im not in a bad mood, or a sad mood, but im not happy. i dont know why.
algebra is depressing me. someone help me...... *cries
Becky... next time you come over, you need to refrain from wiggling your vagina on my floor... and oh yeah. i will not be catching your serbia croatia... no, i will not. thats right every one.. becky has an std... serbia croatia...... its sad. it really is. we made noodles... ha ha. noodle. ha.
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2004 30 April :: 10.32am
random journaling.. no, more like stalking cedar peoples journals (which all of you guys do, admit it) just makes me giggle.
*ahem* "my life is over" "this isnt happening" "im gonna kill myself" "oh my freaking gosh, no way"
and then you've got the wiggers.. whose language is far from my own. i dont know.. andy should shun these pathetic journals.. and make them no more.
in other news.
tonight i am the loser who has no prom date. but its all good. because nobody in cedar is worthy.. anybody thats an upperclassmen anyways. it takes a special guy to win me over to prom... or just a pat on the head and a "you're kinda cute" but hey.. ya know it.... its all good. im kidding. i went last week, thats good enough.
im going shopping tonight with shan and sara and my mom. that should be fun.
brandi and i are going tanning after school. cant wait.... its so relaxing... why have i never discovered this before?
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2004 29 April :: 1.47pm
ok, so aparantly im some awful person who only thinks about herself and casts away her friends who have "been there for her" through lots of things. and aparantly i can only credit some of the greatest achievements in my life to this one person, because without this one person i couldnt have done it. riiiiiiiight.
in other news..........
i finally made up my mind to go onto the executive board. im satisfied, and confident, sad that i will no longer be class president, but happy because im movin up. *thinks of that stupid theme song*
today almost was an ok day, except for that, and then there was that other thing, and yeah, that other thing pretty much sucked too.....
youth group tonight, i really wanna go, but i really wanna do my math.
end school end... end right now. *does a wiggly dance*
i started learning the guitar yesterday thanks to the teaching talents of dylan. :) im so excited, im finally learning, or trying to learn. or something of the sort.... nooo, im doing ok. i hope, lol. i can make noise on it though, and thats kick ass. *giggles.
becky lee.... you little whore. i love you. *tear. im here, and i would be more then willing to do the told ya so dance. just ask, i'll do it, i will. lol... im just kidding. i do love you though.
and brandi.... *you are sooo beautiful tooo oo oo meeeeeeee.* and by the way.. i am SOOOO gonna marry elton john first. you just watch me.
i think that sums it up.
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2004 27 April :: 2.52pm
im going to chuck e cheeze tonight with brandi. how fun.
decision. made. tomorrow.
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2004 26 April :: 1.55pm
prom was so much fun. this whole weekend was so much fun. i'd advise you to skip past this entry if you dont really care about my weekend, because thats all this is going to be about.
friday: alyssa and jen picked me up and we went shopping for fabric and the last of our prom outfits, sadly, i didnt get any satin gloves... too expensive for my liking. and we ended up going to alpine, eating Wendy's behind a med center...... te he, dont ask, and then going to woodland. then we went back to alyssas house, tried on everything all together, took showers, watched a movie, and went to bed. pretty basic.. so much fun.
saturday: we had to decorate the place where prom was because alyssas on prom committee, it was at the wave room above the celebration cinemas. it was really cool because the theme was hollywood, so it worked out perfectly. and GASP.. GUESS WHAT I GOT!!!!! *freaks out* this girl had probably about 100 movie posters that we could use to decorate with, donated from the movie place in cedar, and i was looking through them and i found the movie poster for... are you ready? *looks around* PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN!!!!! eeeeeeek. so i took it, of course... lol. i got another once upon a time in mexico too. now i have two of those. so yes, that was exciting.. back to errrm.. prom. yes. prom. so when we were done decorating we went back to alyssas friends house to pick up her car, and then we went tanning, which, i had never been tanning before. sooo relaxing, i think i might be addicted, it was wonderful. then we went BACK to her house, got ready, her friend julie did my hair, then alyssa tweaked it, and then we went to christinas house for dinner, because we're all poor. but thats ok, because there was about 8 of us girls all eating steaks with towels shoved down the fronts of our dresses. lol. i met so many new girls, and made so many new friends. it was so fun. so we wanted to be fashionably late, but we ended up being 45 minutes late because the cinema was so far away. it was all good though. when we got there i thought i was gonna be all shy, but i wasnt, which made it even better. i met even more people there, and we just all danced all night, which yeah, i guess that makes sence seems how its a dance..... te he. i saw jake and his date there, and awwwww. they're so cute. *Jake, you found a cutie!* I'm happy for him, he deserves it. i even got to dance with somebody, we'll just keep it on the DL who it was, but it was nice. we didnt get back to alyssas house until about 1:30. and 10 girls came back to her house with us. that was fun too, except there was WAY to much food, and not enough self control.
sunday: we didnt go to church because we were too tired, but we did end up getting there about 10 minutes before everybody got out because we had to help with the fundraisng dinner for our missions trip. then my mom picked me up from the church, we went and looked at houses, and then she dropped me back off at alyssa and jennifers house. we wanted to play paint ball, but the burns couldnt so we ended up scrubbing it up and going out into there woods. go me, i climbed a tree... not very high, but it was over a swamp, and i COULD have seen a snake. te he. we found a bunch of weird stuff out there. lets go down the list shall we...
a rotatiller
deer carcus
timer camera, that took a picture of alyssa before we knew it was there, it was weird
a tent
an arrow.
let me mind you that all these were in the very middle of it. the camera was the wierdest thing. it was just on this pipe that was comming out of the ground, and alyssa walked in front of it and it clicked, and she's like oh my gosh its a camera! we ended up getting lost out there, and had to go to the nearest field, walk up to the road, and then down to her house. we were REALLY lost, because we had to walk a long ways to get back. yep, so then i went home.
very busy weekend. one night im in high heels, the next night we trecking around muddy woods. ah well.. it was the most fun i've had in a long time.
alyssa and gordy are so cute together.. i dont think he knows it yet. *giggles. awwww
alright, well... now that i've bored all of you (which i dont care by the way) i guess i'll go.
*im glad we got to talk, i never intended for us to hate eachother, but like i said, at times we need our space. and it was nice talking to you. i do care about you, i always will. dont forget that k. *
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2004 23 April :: 1.54pm
ive decided to go on to the executive board.
im buying white satin gloves tonight, how fun is that.
i cant wait for prom tomorrow. *freaks out.
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2004 21 April :: 1.57pm
*smiles
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2004 21 April :: 8.22am
migrane. ouch.
i've got some sort of work project today, but i dont know when, and i dont know where. so i might wanna find that out i suppose.
im pondering whether or not i should join the church's softball team. *shrugs
brandi and i had quite the adventure yesterday......
anthony dropped us off at my house and as he drove away i realized that we were locked out... me never having my key, came to the conclusion that we were indeed screwed. so i walked around the house seeing if any windows were open, which they werent, and if any other door was unlocked, which they werent, which brought us back to wondering what we should do. then i look over and see that our basement window was open a little bit, so i went over to it to see if it would open more, and not only would it open, but i could completely pull it away from the house, it wasnt even connected, (i guess thats not exactly a good thing) and then brandi climbed down into it, and i was waiting for her to unlock the door until i realized that she couldnt get the basement door open from that side. te he.so she climbed back out. then we both climbed back in, and with a pair of scissors i got the door open.
it was funny... te he
lack of time causes me to go.
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2004 20 April :: 9.58pm
yes. i am a "witch".
i thought that it was so predictable that i would say that, but then you turn around and say the same exact thing. hmmm... i guess you're more like me then you'd like to admit. forget it, lets not get into that again.
i cant wait for alaska.
i cant wait for this weekend.
this weekend will be so much fun. and no im not talking about our prom, im talking about kent citys prom. *some* people got a little confused. and no im not going with a date, im going with like 13 other people. not that it matters, but if im going "tick" people off then it had better be for a ligitimate reason. and if any of you say that i spelled that wrong... well... i dont know. just dont...... or else. yeah. thats it. or else. what a scary phrase. yep.
*Jess, Becky, Brandi, Taryn, Lindsay* (i think thats all the people on woohu) senate meeting thursday.. nobody forget
im at brandi's, i love her..... *HUGS*
you are my cat skinner and i shall call you crazy and you shall be mine. come here crazy!
between slicing my elbow with a scapel, spraying me with cat juice, and "breaking my heart" i'd say brandi could have let me DIE today. *mishu mishu? rawrrrraaawwr (crazy animal noises)*
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2004 19 April :: 1.23pm
thats great. just great.
tonight i have boot camp, and im going to watch ryans baseball game. i dont really feel like doing anything tonight though.... ah well.. it'll probably change.
im going to prom this weekend with some of my friends. i cant wait till this week is over, this year really. *screams
what do you do when you're so _____ (adjective here) you dont even know how to manage it? pray.. thats all i can do right?
*im more depressed then mad. you're supposed to be my best friend.
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2004 18 April :: 3.37am
screw it.
consider yourself an aquantance...
i cant stand you anymore.
tonight was fun. that concert thing was ok. forever december kicked arm. i thought the highlight of tonight was laying on the tramp till 3 in the morning.. to scared of stacys mom to go inside. stacy, dustin, dylan, and kate...... it was quite the fun. erm.. yes.
i raked for 4 and half hours today.. just thought i'd whine.
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2004 15 April :: 11.26am
i stayed home yesterday.
and i made my first turkey. i was so proud. i even cut up little pieces of celery to put on top of while it cooked. i made develed eggs too. and when my mom got home we made stuffing and mashed potatoes and corn.
*mmmmmmm
so yes, i am proud. my first turkey didnt burn, it was done on time, and it was juicy.
i loved yesterday. *grins.
im so excited, im not really to say why... but im so excited!!!!! *eeek. woot woot.
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2004 13 April :: 7.19pm
te he he he he he he he he.
so, i find it funny that it is so widely known how small he is. ahahahahahahaha.
*note to you* if its not something to be lets say... "proud" of, you might not wanna show it to everyone.
*giggles to self.
fun day after school. yes, it was.
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2004 13 April :: 1.25pm
so, my mom and i fell in love with some land yesterday. i think we're gonna try and buy it. its gorgeous. when we drove up over the hill to get to it there were 5 deer standing in the middle of the road staring at us. i was like, its a sign! te he. then we went back to it with my aunt susie and there was a bunny rabbit hopping through it... and if you knew how much my mom loved bunnies... lol. it was like the heavens opened up and started singing. i really like the area... but i dont want to get my hopes up. i think though, we just might be able to do it. *smiles
so in 4th hour my dad was brought up. and it really suprised me. because now i know that there IS a possibility, and for some reason that makes me happy, even though it shouldnt. i want to ask her more about it, but she probably wouldnt know anything else anyways. i guess thats another thing i shouldnt get my hopes up on.
my hair said to me this morning.... hey, im not going to be homosexual today. and i was like, thank you.
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2004 12 April :: 11.49am
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so my break was pretty.... ok.
saturday kicked lots of arm. i went to the switchfoot concert at the orbit room with Alyssa and we met around 8 people there. BUT, one of the girls we were with knew the bouncer so we got in for free.. surpassed the hour and half line... very cool. so me and alysa pushed our way up and ended up being one person away from the stage. i touched the lead singer. te he. major strokage of the armage..... or... erm, something of the sort.
the first band that played (Colepland... sp*) was really awesome. after the show i got the lead singer's autograph after telling him how he was... he smiled, brushed the hair out of his eyes and said thank you. he actually talked to me, AND thanked me for comming out. *faints
so yes, it was a good night.
over spring break, i spent a total of 3 nights alone. thursday, saturday, and sunday. busy.
this weekend however.. not so fun. friday my aunt pats picking me up after school to do yard work to earn money for the missions trip, saturday i have to meet at the church and the whole youth group is going over to some church family to do yard work for the missions trip (we're making 300 though, so i guess its worth it) and sunday my cousin sylvia wants me to come over after church to do some yardwork. Oh.. im sooo bustin out the rake AND the heavy duty garden gloves. mm hmmmm
so in this rush to find a house my mom and i drove over to wiersma yesterday, sat in the driveway of this house, and discussed all the possible things we could do to it. i guess she's gonna call jon and see if he'll show us the inside, or give us the key box code. its cute, and its got a really nice yard.... but eeeeewwwww i dont know if i could be THAT close to stacy. i mean....... same road, i dont know if i could handle it. *shudders. te he. i dont know.........
ok, well out of time, stupid algebra, stupid school.... uuughgghhhhgh... i'd yell my curses at it if swearing werent all sinful and BAD. no swearing in my journal.. new rule. i'll try my best, but YOU, you all are "forbode". mwah ha ha ha ha.
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2004 8 April :: 1.26pm
we are now awesome. we are now nasty, tired, disgusting awesome people. *i love you becky*
we just dominated that block. we started at beckys dads house, walked up to simmons, then turned around, walked down to algoma, to wiersma, to simmons, to 19 mile, to dads house. te he he he. we reckon it was about 3 and a half miles. go us.... skinny ass, here we come.
revolting stick of celery...... *reluctantly..... here we come as well.
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2004 8 April :: 10.56am
so yesterday.... yep.
becky spent the night, we fumed, and yelled, and watched johnny.
a little blown away, very angry, and also very meha;jklvadsirvclakjel;kja. yep, that almsot sums it up. except that IT DOESNT.
*controls anger......*
in other news, becky and i watched johnny and it was wonderful.
so far i havent spent the night alone. he he.. sounds dirty....
friday and saturday i was at the burns, sunday i was at brandi's, monday brandi was at my house, tuesday sara was at my house, and last night becky was. its been an ok break. could have been better........ growls.
sara is obsessed with johnny too.... and that rocks my socks. we watched dirty dancing and footloose when she was over. she is SO my friend.
well.. becky and i are going to eat swiss cake rolls and then proceed to run it off. mm hmmm....... where could we be right now?
*still angry. both of us. yep.
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2004 5 April :: 6.44pm
please, read about my day.. it was exhilerating.
woke up: 11:00
ate breakfast: rice crispys with bananas
listened to dashboard: always fun.
ok enough of that format. so anyways. brandi and i got in our "excersize gear" aka: tanktops and swishy pants..... and walked around the block. oh yes, around that block we walked.... BUT.... it took us 45 minutes, because its quite long of a block. we almost got attacked by these rotweilers. we were on whipple and they came running at us barking and growling and they were right at our heels snapping at us. it was scary! we were for sure they were going to attack us. so i just started yelling at the top of my lungs.... "your dogs are outside, come get your dogs.." sadly, nobody came! there were no sticks to pick up and hit them with though. so yes, that was our "near death" experience. so then we got back after that "exhilerating walk" and did 20 push ups. oh yeah, go us. THEN... we made a healthy lunch. i even made fruit salad. it consisted of bananas and apples, but it was cute! cut up into tiny little squares. ah yes, cute it was. so anyways. the health "binge" didnt stop there. we also had ham sandwitches, carrots and half a container of yogurt...... ALL while eating on her picnic table outside and listening to dashboard. paints a picture of perfection dont it. *giggles.
so after that we went for a bike ride.. oh yes my friends, i said a bike ride. and OH MY GOSH... we could have died!!!!! if i would have jumped out in front of that huge truck that passed us, it could have ran me over, and i could have died. its sad isnt it. but that doesnt compare to when we were eating dinner tonight. if i would have choked on my spaghetti, fallen on the floor, and brandis dad could have not knowing i was dying... moved his chair back and squashed me. *gasp....... i could have died.
*brandi and i have randomly been comming up with near death scenarios all day. the reason behind why is what makes it funny..........
so yes, we shalt go off to my house where we will walk at the track and laugh incessantly at all our fatness as it whithers away to nothing.
permanant size 3 here i come.
oww.. my legs hurt, i want some ice cream.
but NO, i wont, becase what am i? healthy. yes thats right. I erika, and you brandi..... are healthy... and retarted. yes... healthy and stupid. no no.. stupend.
"you stupend movie."
we have also developed a new found love for mongooses. i love them. i shall marry them and call them chris after dashboard.
*swoons
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2004 4 April :: 9.50pm
stupid computer. stupid stupid computer. i just typed long stupid entry and then all of a sudden the screen goes white and its all gone. gah.
this is the 3rd night i havent been at home. friday and saturday night i was at the becky and ryans house. now im at brandis. but, it beats being at home. by far. its funny...... i feel like i’ve just gained 2 best friends. like i’ve skipped the “friends” stage and gone straight to “best friends”. its nice. hopefully ya’ll can meet them soon.
it seems that becky (visser) has fallen off the face of this planet. i am unable to get ahold of her. *wonders why, rolls eyes* there is now noone to swoon over johnny with.
i watched somethings gotta give with the becky and ryan... man thats a long movie. good, but long.
im a little sad about the missions trip. the burns AND the odrens arent going now. long story, really sucks though.
to clear up some confusion. this “mystery guy” i speak of.. i just think he’s hott. thats it. as brandi said, its sad when thats the depth of his personality. but wow is he ever pretty to look at. at least he’s not over dramatic and stuck in the past. *clears throat* moving on.
ok, so i might have one crush. brandi seems to think that i do. well as long as she thinks so. but i dont know...... i giggle alot, and i smile constantly when i think about him. i just dont know. im having to much fun being his friend.
oh, yeah... and apparantly im screwing my life up. *its nice to find that out* because (heres the good part) every other guy that i get involved with is just using me. thats great... OH and because he is the ONLY guy that is right for me. well i consider myself screwed then, because im feeling pretty great about my life right now. its good to know that you think differently. heres an idea... leave me alone!
brandi and i just made ice cream sundays. we probably have about 2 spoon fulls of ice cream under hotfudge, whip cream, bananas and cherrys. lol. we had fun making them. for some odd reason... we got quite a kick out of getting the cherrys out of the jar..... giggles. its late. we’re stupid. what can i say.
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2004 3 April :: 10.21am
im at becky and ryans house. i love them. *hugs* last night we were running around outside.. *they live WAY out in the country* and it was so fun! their neibors have peacocks!!! and that just struck me as amazing.. te he. (and no brandi, they are NOT blue turkeys!) so yeah, we played a bunch of childhood games last night.. aka: hide and seek in the dark, red rover red rover. ha ha.. it was great. then we watched how to deal. its nice to be with people that you can just relax and be yourself with. life is getting better. it really it is.
*score* we're going to see the easter bunny today.... my little sister, i swear.
well i spose i should get going... we're gonna head back to my house in a few minutes here.
stacy- i had this dream last night... *remembers....smiles... giggles* it was great... te he he he. call me sometime in the next days or so...
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2004 1 April :: 8.24am
so its been a couple days.... im suffereing from lack of woohu.
the other day i was talking to my mom.. and my sister comes in saying "the kitty got a mouse" and we looked at her to tell her to be quiet and right there IN her hands, was none other then *gasps* a mouse. it was all half dead and twitching... *shudders* it was scary.
i got my report card. 3.945
oh yesh..... go me.
spring back will consist of nothing.. and its going to be "AWESOME" meh heh.... sometimes you just cant refrain from making fun of people.
oh yeah.. i had lunch yesterday. yup.
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2004 30 March :: 2.07pm
*laughs*
its just so darn pathetic. i find it funny when people who have meteoker lives try and make it dramatic just to call attention to themselves.
*eeeeks* so hott, so so so so hott.
its nice to feel that way again. to actually see someone and have that feeling in your stomach jump, or try and tell your friends that "oh my gosh" he looked at me.. but you cant stop smiling and giggling, or when you can feel your face turn red when he walks by. i havent had that for awhile.. and even though i know it would never happen, im ok with that. because im content with just being in the giddy stage................
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2004 29 March :: 3.41pm
now im all confused. i think im going to prom, i think he thinks im going with him, but i dont know for sure. and now im confused as to how i could be going with someone and not even know myself that im going. hmmm.. i dont know.
i love otis....... he is my wonderfull little man.. and i shall love him forever. *admires
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