briggs17
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2004 3 March :: 11.47pm
:: Music: dido
im in love and always will be<3<3
me w/out you is like a broken pencil-- completely pointless <3forever
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goobs827
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2004 3 March :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: your sex was whack!!! haha i dont know the name
Hello~
So basically probably the most serious problem of my at-home life, which has been going on for 3 years...is seeming to work its way out, and thank God for that.
But of course the other problem's are always arriving just on schedule!
sometimes i really hate being an only child.
sometimes i really love it. Lately, I hate it.
a lot of the time i feel like i dont belong in my own self. i feel like i should fast forward through highschool and college and just be doing what i love and have my life figured out. sometimes i wish i could skip these "best years of my life"...yeah they havent been so freaking great
and i wish that people would start caring about someone else but themselves. i absolutely just love it when someone you wouldnt expect, is nice.
and i wish i werent so misunderstood. yeah, thats the biggest wish...i wish i could re-establish myself in everyones minds of who i really am, because i honestly dont think anyone knows me, and i hate that.
im not sad or mad or depressed or anything, just pondering these things.
on a lighter note omg 1 tree hill omg
and i cant wait for the weekend.
and omg march SUCKS (danielle, i mean thats TOTALLY excluding the 8th!)
this was kind of a random journal entry~well at least someones updating lol
besitos
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christini
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2004 2 March :: 7.51pm
el f-gato can go.. suck a fuck.
that test blows. i learned about tomatoes. and trees. and diving for golf balls. good stuff man. the rest of the day was pretty much wasted. math- kdfaksdhf. im FAILING the test if the stuff he did in class today will be on there. there goes my A . left to do tonight: chem and french and spanish. i re-read my paper and made corrections and whatnot. and it is. d.o.n.e. the hardest part of this 9 weeks is over. 2 more weeks, and i'm off in colorado with emy. i. cant. freaking. wait. i wish it were tomorrow. but no. fcat. eh. 16 more days <3
new one tree hill tonight.... eh???
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christini
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2004 1 March :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
I AM DOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE.
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goobs827
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2004 1 March :: 12.08am
:: Mood: pissed off
fucking shit lord of the rings!!!!!!!
i hate the lord of the rings!!!!!!!!
go die you little freak hobitts!!!!!
and you fat piece of lard peter jacskon!!!!
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!
but yayyayay charlize!!!!!!
and renee!!!!
and yay johnny depp looks so hot!!
i hope he wins!!!
must go find that out!!!!!!
AHH LOTR NEEDS TO DIE
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christini
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2004 29 February :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: something corporate- me and the moon
the reasons like seasons they constantly change and the seasons of last year like reasons are floating away.
hmpf.
mixed feelings.
last night was a perfect night out with the chicas. rachel sam liz and natalia made my night. <3. i love going out to eat with them. its so, sex and the sam. heh.
homework-blah as usual. still not getting far on my paper. im bringing it to school tomorroow hoping that in my boredom some fantastic ideas will come to me. hey. you never know.
i feel fat. i dont fit into half my pants anymore. i need to go shopping. or go running. lzdkfjgf.
mae is tonight. i wish it was them with something corporate. i would be there in a everytime things get hard, i close my eyes and put myself in the crowd that night listening, and watching them play konstantine. its so, calming. it gives me the chills. <3
emy coming over tonight.
happy sunday
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goobs827
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2004 29 February :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Maroon 5~This Love
!!!
Yay i'm so happy right now!
ITS OSCAR DAY!!!
AHHH!!!!
THIS IS LIKE MY FAVORITE NIGHT EVERRRRR! even though the nominees suck this year i absoulutely love the oscars! gonna go print out ballots right now and choose the winners...
omg and me staz and elise also got our "mrs." shirts ahhh no johnny or george though :(
and i got my a-rod jersey!
and its getting WARM outside!
and i LOVE this song so much!
and that US weekly commerical where theyre like "im gonna get christina on him...no take it to the next level go shannen"
omg that is soooo me! hahaha.
anddd ahh idk i love these moods so much!!!!
happy oscars everybody (go johnny!)
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lizzy
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2004 29 February :: 9.11am
:: Mood: still sleepy
:: Music: Hot Hot Heat "Bandages"
Hey, so yesterday was a good day. Eagle-ette practice in the morning wasn't too bad. Our dollies got their dresses lol. If my camera had any batteries i would post a pic of that.
Afternoon consisted of watching TV. Then at night, natalia, christini, rach, sam and I went out to Fridays. Fridays was fun, its really nice spending time with everyone outside of school in a relaxed atmosphere. Christine had a hair in her food, but they didn't give us free icecream :( lol. Sex and the Sam. After we went to coldstones, and then just hung out at a table outside of "panarhea" bread (rhymes with gonorhea, our poor sammy can't pronounce panera :) lol. TobAcco. After we went back to natalia's and watched a sex + the city episode. Then the night ended for me, i was sleepy! lol. thanks for a nice night girls- luv u :)
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christini
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2004 28 February :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: something corporate- babies of the 80's
bozo the clown.
random song lyric.
im so, worn out. yesterday was alright, economics test, i suppose went as usual. theres no point in even trying to improcve. i spent the afternoon glued to the tv. i took nyquil and was asleep by 8:30. i was so beat. woke up at 10ish today. dilly dallied. played with my woohu. it was really cool, but you couldnt read it, so now its just. cool. today: maybe some hw. girls night out a possibility i hear? idk. tomorrow will be more hw. dads birthday dinner thing at 5-ish. emys coming. so it'll be okay.
have a nice weekend. <3
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briggs17
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2004 28 February :: 12.53pm
:: Mood: thinkin bout alot..
:: Music: i miss u
~Frost Valley 2004~
yes, just like every1 else im going to make one whole journal totally devoted to talking about my "9th grade outdoor experience" aka..9th grade camp
The first day we got there, and did all of the activites and settled in i thought that it was going to be a fun trip..i didnt really enjoy my activites the first day-- than again they were like project adventure which was really boring and not that nature related as I had expected...but n e ways-- the nite made everyything worth while, i was having such an amazing time competeing and just watching all the teams compete..and oh yah..i was the captain of the green team..holler ya'll..GgggGGgg UNIT!..i lovedd my team!!
wed. nite was crazziii funn there was bonding between so many different people and the teachers were having fun and everything turned out great...i LOVED snow shoeing w. mrs. a..we had nice discussions..amazing hike..beautiful..im still a little sore..hehe..and cross country skiing w. hoover..haha priceless moments..lmao..2 funny to talk about-- and not to mention how hott Tim was!! pplz gotta stop makin fun of him he was hott hott hott... (:
thursdays activited rocked..i mentioned them above..thursday nite talent show..HILARIOUS..everrything..i was dying omg they made fun of the teachers and impersonated some sooooo well..haha mr smith dich and hoova..lol poor guys!! lol me gersh and mish participated in a wonderful little dance-- time after time-- lol..we invented post its..!!!....the dance was soo much fun too..every1 was up and having an amazing time i loved just chillen wit my gurliez..LOL watching the teachers dance was wat made my nite complete..not mentioning any times..but some ppl gata get outta the 80's...::cough:: dich...
brief overview:
more food for me cuz im like the only one who ate..holler..obsessing over SOME teachers a little bit..wiping out in the snow in various activites..crossing that wire bridge..hell yah!..uncontrolable laughter the first nite makin every1 in the bunk wanna murder me..havin 3 men hiding in our shower..watching ian become de flowered by gersh..performing in show..watching egg break in justines hand..g unit poster..holler it was the shizznick..pondering those oh so inspirational quotes...uhh go to the ocean..and umm forget about shore..got 2 thro marshmellows at ppls faces..getin sandwiched by senior guys..stayin up w/ a full cabin till 4..wakin up 3 hrs later..spinning w. dorina..being DQd in events..getting ice-acles (cant spell!)..omg soooooooooooo many moreeee!!!!!!!!!!!
altho im really sad that its over...i had the most amazing time with the most amazing people and now we have so many memories together--<3<3 wouldnt change anything for the world...one big happy family
-until next time-
<3briggs<--
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goobs827
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2004 27 February :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: taping of the O.C.
F.V. '04
omg 9th grade camp was AWESOME!
I seriously think that our grade bonded so much together...i know im repeating a lot of what other people said in their woohus but i feel like we truly became a family on that thursday nite. and throughout the whole trip too. Even if on Monday we get into fights again and we bicker and are stupid--we had those 2 days and they were amazing.
I felt like i was so open. I talked to everyone and I can't really say i made any new friends but i certainly think i really tightened things up, and i was sooo happy about that. Everyone was so cool and it was like for once everyone could get along with anyone. I don't think there was one person i didnt try to talk to or make small talk to...and i think it was the same way on the other side and that was sooo awesome. I don't think were gonna have that again til Senior Forum.
Oh ya and the seniors were all really cool..liam's mr. smith omg!
i was so happy to have so many different groups throughout the day...bunk, table, group, color war...and omg i cannot stress how important that was. HU-13 (the window, thurs. nite the guys in the shower, even the arguments...nobody new in my life but u guys are the best holler) table 1 helped me cope through that nasty ass food lol, group 1...even activities werent so bad w/ u. (but generally the activities sucked..esp. snow shoeing ugh.)
but color war was so much fun (yeah BLUE...1st place!!!! 1990+2004!!!)
and the talent show was awesome
and everything was awesome
and i love our grade so much even if i dont feel that way for long...i <3 u guys.. ALL of you.
wow im so tired and delirious i cant even organize my thoughts.
but 9th grade camp WAS INCREDIBLE! so much better than i thought it would be.
and more than anything else, the best part of it was you guys...wish it could stay like this forever. this is going to be one of those experiences we look back on and are like "wow that fucking rocked"...and it certainly did. and as cheesy as we all may think it was when we look back...we'll also be smiling in the back of our heads because we knew we loved every minute of it.
I LOVE U CLASS OF '07!!!
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christini
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2004 26 February :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: something corporate- cheshire cat
deep sigh.
6 hours of wasted day. i give up. i'll read the rest of government, and b/s the notes. and do my precalculus homework. but after that, i am so done. i ask myself, why cant i just be a complete failure, skip classes, get drunk off my ass every weekend, and be stupid as hell. but no, i have to be a goody good. and do all my work. and study for all my tests. and have morals. and a brain. (makes fist.)
i think i have come to terms with my schedule for next year.
AP English III
AP Spanish IV
AP Calculus AB
AP American History
AP Biology
Chem II
TOK/Health
and possibly chem research over summer. only cause its at olympic, and so darn close. i'd get to experience what its like to wake up past 5:45 to go to school.
we all seem to have this massive burden on our backs. because these class selection sheets have come upon us during a time of the year when we've all been swamped with work. and its extremely discouraging. at least to me. im worried that i wont make it. but i have to. i think ive changed my mind about classes about 20 times in the past 3 days, as have many others. but i think thats the way it will be. for now. oh. and i think i want to go into medicine. like specialize in something. not sure what though. something high paying. to satisfy my need for shopping. and i want to be haitian too. there has to be a way.
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lizzy
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2004 25 February :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "She bangs" ...lol
Wasted by the way she moves..she moves.
Today was much better. I feel like i can manage everything now. I figured out all my next year's classes so I'm all good. Chem II, pre cal, psych, and health w/ TOK. It'll be hard, but i'm not overloading myself.
The senior prank was really dumb...hmmm, if they want to have their senior acitvities suspended, go ahead, for a really crap prank that made the school smell. Otherwise than that tho, good day. I dressed in my cute skirt and i got lots of compliments- thanks :) In first hour, i've been walking the track just listening to a walkman. I dunt really have friends in that class, but its all good becuz i enjoy starting off my day with a relaxing walk with music. Wish i was still in yrbook..but watcha gonna do. 3rd hour was pretty funny. danielle, heather, and i were passing around a note...pig porn anyone? LOL. then i was imitating danielle's role as a hick...then mr.epstein yelled at me. it was muy comico! English was okay, then in dance we learned more of the jazz dance. I don't really like the song, or the dance that much. Now i have to sell candy for dance. I'm gonna try to get rid of it ASAP! The bus was fun...just interesting convos. Now i gotta go read econ...<3
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christini
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2004 24 February :: 6.50pm
dreading junior year.
every day it scares me more and more.
chemistry test was an utter failure. maybe i got a 50 or so. maybe not. : / oh well.
24 more days till i will be in a perfect place with the perfect person to be there with. <3
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lizzy
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2004 23 February :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: yucky
:: Music: stupid jc chasez song
grrr
yea. let's count what i have...
i have a cold.
i have a research paper to do.
i have an econ chapter to read
let's count what i don't have:
i don't have enough sleep time. or relaxation time.
i don't have first hour with my buddies :(
i don't have patience right now.
i'm in a poop mood.
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