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2003 6 December :: 11.55pm
:: Mood: energetic
what an eventful night.
last night andrea slept over & we pigged out on our own pizza and had our sex and the city night. theres no other way to spend a friday night besides watching 2 hours of it with her <3. its like, our new found tradition. lol
then she left this mornin.. hung out.. worked a little more on xmas presents.. they are SO cute. then adam wanted to do something tonight and he wanted to play putt putt and joey wanted to a while back so we called up him n kat and we all went over to boomers.. adams mom is so funny. lol. i had all my tickts and stuff from when i was little and kat brought her report card so we had 10 rolls of tokens nad like 8 attraction tickets so we did go carts and putt putt and me and joey went fishing for clubs in the freezing water lol.. and kat didnt know which was the accelerator :-P .. played around inside.. won a shitload of tickets... we saw natalia !! and i saw nikki from church. and we got cool straws .. and thennnn at around 10:45 the high point of the night arrived. we were walking around the back rooms and we passed by the kiddy playground and no one was there so me n joey n kat went in adn were playinga round.. and then adam came in.. and then this guy that worked there was like "excuse me.. do you have tickets?" and we were like.. um no.. there was no one there. and hes like ok please go and sit on the benches.. and he called his little associates on his walkie talkie and joey starts laughing lol, and hes like oh so you think this is funny, go read the sign outside. and joeys reading it and hes like yelling at us how its "shopllifting" and he called over the cop and they made us leave. lol. it was sooo funny. they wouldnt even let us sit on the bench they made us go to the curb and they waited till our rides came. it was great.
my mom just came in. and i was telling her how i saw natalia at boomers and "nikki from youth group" . and shes like, thats not your youth group. im like ummm yeaaah. it is. and shes like no its not. im calling the greek orthodox church and finding you a youth group there. adn i was like ehm i dont wanna go to that one i like this one. shes like thats not your religion. you were born an orthodox and youll die an orthodox. and i was like ummm not if i dont believe in it. and shes like well youre not going to that church anymore. i was like alright fine but you cant get me to believe in orthodox just by doing that. and shes like, THERES ONLY ONE GOD. im like yeah who said there was more than one, and shes like youre not turning baptist, and ehm, hello, this isnt baptist. so she was bitching at me i was like all they do is read from the bible. shes like, not the real bible, its some warped bible you have. and ehm its just different cause its for teens. but it has all the same scriptures. and shes being a real bitch. she cant make me believe what she does. and i told her i dont believe in what they do and i think their customs and saint days are stupid and that shes being stupid about this and she went all off on me and my dad called her in and she kept coming in and telling me im not going to victory anymore, iwa slike yeah i heard you the FIRST time, yet she still felt the need to emphasize it over and over. she can make me stop going to that youth group, but she cant make me stop believing what i do. she makes it seem like theyre trying to brainwash me or soemthing. and that theyre "forcing me" into their beliefs. but doesnt she see thats what she's trying to do?
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goobs827
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2003 6 December :: 9.32pm
:: Mood: restless
the snow was beautiful...but i realized that i hate playing in snow and this year am not going to play in it ever but just watch it.
i feel a lot better moodwise, im not like sad or angry, but im in a really weird mod...u know when ure somwhere but then u start to zone out and u feel like ure not there and ure just dreaming about being there and u feel like lightheaded and just weird? thats what my lifes been for the past 36 hours...weirdness, but still not bad.. but 10 days is just far to much to ask
sigh...
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Lizzy
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2003 6 December :: 2.59pm
:: Mood: refreshed
I shaved my legs...hehe. the things i do for eaglettes. they better <3 my legs, dependin' on what skirt i'm wearing :)
bakesale :(
veggie party is rescheduled for another day....lol rachie.
i love my bryan!
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christini
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2003 6 December :: 11.18am
i wish i was at bake sale :[
i need a dosage of andrew and his piano.
<3
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christini
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2003 4 December :: 7.42pm
today was good.
probly cause there were finally , no tests. its been a loong time since i had one of those days. the senator coming in was a nice break, and it was okay, funny at times. he seems nice. then i got to have lunch with kat and adam and andrea and them <3 havent had that since.. last year.. english pissed me off. and kind of set me in a bad mood for the rest of the day. i dont understand how he doesnt get bothered by everyone taking advantage of him. i was mad for him. lol. math was okay i guess. then i came home and went out to walmart & walgreens.. i got some real cool stuff at walmart :) im making one of those cool bulletin board things with ribbon that hold up pictures its gonna be so cute, i got pink polka dotted fabric and pink ribbons <3. and i started painting some stuff tonight, and little old lucky comes into my room and steps ALL over them with his cute little paws.. and traces green paint all over. so then me and my mom had to hold him down to clean it off and arrghh he is one loud meow-er. other than that its been a good day though. peaceful. kind of. tomorrow = veggie party :] i got carrots and blue cheese dressing !
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Lizzy
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2003 4 December :: 6.50pm
:: Mood: disorientated
:: Music: Mariah Carey "All I want for Xmas"
Ah!
My whole mojo got mixed around. i was innocently watching buffy when i couldn't focus one sec longer and closed my eyes. Now i'm still all tired and not really in a working mode!
the IB community is so like a family. There's those people, like your fav. relative (if you have one) that you always love to see. There's those that you see every now and then, like at some kind of holiday- those are your IB acquaintences. There's those people who are just plain annoying, weird, or freakish looking, and you don't really want much to do with them. Then there's those people...the people that really make family time difficult. Enemies of the heir, beware (says Tom Riddle). No j/k. But seriously, the people on "liz's no like" list has probly reached like 10 or mas! I don't want any more additions, and, i'd love to make amends. We shall see what the events of the next few years bring, friendship-wise. I hope by graduation we can all put the past behind us, because soon after those high school grudges really won't matter anymore.
Well i went really off-topic, but that is my wish. I've kinda woken up now. Today's senator meeting was a nice break from classes, then lunch and morone were chaotic. I got a bread roll- w/out salad- for free! the little things that make me happy...An event happened in morone, obv, that's gonna blow up thanks to pretam's exaggerations! Sameen, i appreciate you standing up for me when i couldn't- thank you so much! The bus was so funny with everyone! mwah mwah...thanks everyone for supporting me. I hate the low moments, and when people rush to make me feel better, it really does help. I appreciate everyone, and if i can ever return the favor i will. bryan- thank you for your support as well.
damn. i write so much these days! well <3
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2003 3 December :: 9.34pm
YOU'RE AN UPPER WEST SIDER.
You're fun, but not pretentious; down-to-earth, but not boring; overly educated, but only mildly irritating...and you've got the world's best bagels AND spreads within spitting distance of your apartment. Congratulations! You have chosen...wisely.
What kind of New Yorker are you? brought to you by Quizilla
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Lizzy
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2003 3 December :: 8.13pm
these days i just come home + feel like crap. i hate being depressed. i miss my people...i know i really have nothing to complain about, and during school i'm generally happy. but at the end of the day i just feel blue :/ leave me love. if you care.
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christini
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2003 3 December :: 4.21pm
:: Mood: eh
i have a feeling the holidays are gonna b-l-o-w this year for me. can you please tell me who else is forced to go to their ex's house for christmas dinner. no one other than christiiine.. and new years at his cousins. im not sure if theres anything i can do about christmas... but does anyone wanna salvage me from new years at least <33333 .. its at the radu's and "im allowed to bring friends" . the +, there is always alcohol, and theres the easy getaway to the beach. the bad part, its a house full of romanians. any takers or take-me-away-ers ?
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goobs827
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2003 3 December :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: have yourself a merry little christmas
I just wrote a really really long private post...i got out a lot...the only thing from it that i really can share with the public is that
I MISS MIAMI SO MUCH i miss every aspect of it...i am so happy there..i love the atmosphere and that *feeling* i have when im there..and 17 days is just way too long.
im gonna go postal soon
and why cant i be more like elise??? she shrugs things off so easily i wish i could be more like that..i used to be more like that..what am i saying..i have no idea who i am...i dont know what i like i dont know anything about myself..im having an identity chrisis
..again im gonna go postal soon
and it doesnt feel like christmas season but it should...that makes me so mad...maybe this friday when my next tradition occurs it will be better.
and i feel like i have no one to share these things with but my woohu--u know how everyone says u tell ure pals anything and everything? well i love and adore my friends but i dont feel like i can tell them or that theyd truly LISTEN to me or understand me, i cant even tell my mom some of these things and she understands me best out of everyone...im so used to listening to everyone else i think my friends forget, i get sad too. but i really dont blame them--im a very private person..i dont wear my heart on my sleeve..i keep things in.
And im so MAD at myself for being in a bad mood i really am so mad. its christmas...what the fuck am i doing being sad? and i really have no reason to me upset..i just--am. i need to stop thinking.
i need some mindless games or television to get me to stop thinking...
haha maybe i can just watch Paris Hilton tonight on the Simple Life....that'd def. be enough
haha ok i feel a little better
wow this turhed out to be longer than my private post!
*CiAo*
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Lizzy
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2003 2 December :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: depressed
blah.
aren't the holidays supposed to be a time for joy? i guess since it isn't the holidays yet, we have to suffer now to really enjoy that feeling afterward. damn, those teachers are crammin on the friken work/tests/projects be4 we let out for a joyous winter break. i am stressed. garrrrrr. News of mine- i got a good stats grade (94- woot), i'm gonna be sad if/when i'm takin out of "all i want 4 christmas," i tutored after school today for NHS, and i can NOT wait for winter break.
i dunt know what it is, but my woohu has been really slowwwww lately! is this so for any1 else?
if you are one of these people you are my shining stars. you keep me sane <3 bryan* rachie* christini* sammy* amy* i love the rest of you, but special shoutz to them :)
i'm a piranha from the amazon. thank you j.net
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christini
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2003 1 December :: 10.31pm
it just hurts to know i was so easily replaced.
its life, i know. but it hurts. :-/
what kind of train of thought i would have entered if adam didnt call i have no idea. thank God for friends <3... and hot pink shoes.
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lizzy
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2003 30 November :: 9.15pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Stacey Orrico "There's gotta be more to life"
Sigh
Grr...back to school tmrw :/ Well watcha gonna do! I had a very nice break overall. I loved the hanging out with people and the not procrastinating. (woot!) lol. Saturday night was quite fun with the gurls. We didn't make it to the movies, but sam, rach, christini and i can always amuse ourselves anyway. Hawafena, tickling, dancing, rachie's bag, the movies...fun fun with the gurls :) I'm not stressed now becuz I have everything i know i have due for the next two weeks done..score! So i'll be glad to see all of u tmrw :0
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christini
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2003 29 November :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: something corporate- punk rock princess
hhhhhhaaaaaaawafeena !
last night was a nice little stay home friday night. i love those. <3 = sex and the city. but andrea could not join me. so we chit chatted a little on the phone. then i continued my 2 hours of that engaging show. today was a lazy bum/cleaning/hw day. then we were SUPPOSED to go out but between liz not liking the movie ratings and sam not being home we ended up all just hanging out at liz's house. we played a little hide andseek from sam, watched a walk to remember, got our share of herbal essense , tickle-ness, and then sam left.. and we watched drumline. nice nice. i wanna be on it so i can go whooo on the field. ::does motion:: haha liz . oh well. all for todee. tomorrow= eh.
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2003 29 November :: 5.43pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable
I just saw my grandmother. I wanted to just cry. She makes me and other people who I care about so miserable. It makes me so sad because she used to be so great. I just want to slap her and tell her to wake up and realize what a selfish person she is. I know it's terrible of me to say this, and God forgive me, but I hope I never have to see her ever again.
My Grandpa (grandma's ex) is just getting worse...and the reality that I have to face just gets more real.
and we're doing something to help underprivelaged kids in the boroughs this christmas..it makes me so happy and excited. i love helping people..and reading these letters makes me feel even more and more grateful and a little guilty for being so fortunate..but still, i feel like i AM making a difference because not only is my family helping but i am using MY money for this, and not like 20 bucks, it's a very signifigant amount..and trust me its a wonderful feeling knowing you can give back.
and there's a couple things i HAVE to stop doing...
because
Santa's watching ;)
And Christmas is sooo near its so beautiful!
And so are 4 day weekends!
xoxo
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