christini
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2003 26 September :: 10.58pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: johnny rzeznik- im still here
::sigh::
funny day-> bad day-> ok day-> good day -> annoyed-ish day -> good luck day-> awesome day -> bad day -> depressive day.
yes. that all occured today.
im sick of everything.
im sick of being pushed around.
im sick of being bullshitted.
im sick of being treated like crap.
im sick of trying and getting nothing out of it
im sick of trying to be the better person
im sick of trying to be nice
im sick of trying to get what i want and then being disappointed
im sick of having too much faith in people
im sick of being annoyed and pissed off by everything
im sick of all the homework
im sick of all the stress
im sick of all the fucking rrrrrr people
im sick of people making fun of me and me taking it personally
im sick of wanting waht i cant have
im sick of being lonely
im sick of being weak
im sick of being bitter
im sick of holding it all in
im sick of EVERYTHING.
i just want out.
but is there a way out ??? of course not. its just an endless cycle of shit.
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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lizzy
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2003 25 September :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Michelle Branch "Love me like that"
Well you stole my heart, but I'll get it back
Eh the michelle branch cd is kinda good. yet kinda annoying...sry christini!
I got my pics back...funnyness...a lotta good...and some BAD! Jeanette- you suck at taking pictures hun. I will show you tmrw. I want a scanner...but every1 saw the pics today anywayz....i l0ve the katherine bondage one...and many others as well...
Today = not bad. We had the lovely Lester as our bus driver. "Thank you for using the palm beach transportation system." I told him "I enjoyed using the palm beach transportation system very much" christini says "you're a big dork :) We got IDs, with our pretty pink "press staff" on em. My pic was cute..then i used my fanny wrap to carry other's IDS.
Economics...sunil was depressed :( and we couldnt do anything and we all felt bad...that period really isnt that bad tho. Lunch...will the freshman PLEASE get away from our table? C'mon! English we talked for like an hour...the "flab/flem" sammy thing was a *hehehehe* Mason and his "back boobs" is also amusing. I like mr. mo but i dunt kno...i have no problem talking the majority of the period..but its just not typical for an ib class! After school i had the demerit workoff which wasnt bad, we just cleaned. It was pretty fun, for dusting and stuff. Then i took the Young republicans pic and went home w. allison and bryan..always provides for fun car rides :P
I am one lucky ducky :) mucho amor
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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Lizzy
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2003 24 September :: 10.08pm
haha...my new format is just biding its time till the halloween format. :) if the icon seriously annoys anyone, just leave me a comment.
isn't it funny that all the pop-ups i get, are for how annoying pop-ups are, so you should go to these end-popup sites. how ironic is that?!
anonymous: i didn't learn what masturbation was until a year after i started doing it.
70's song of the day...
Party hard...dancing 2 remember....
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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Lizzy
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2003 24 September :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Michelle Branch "Hotel Paper"
Maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean...
(lol random line from song)
Anyway yesterday was a great day (as usual)..i shall copy out of my profile all the great moments to share with you craazy kids
Act 1. Scene outside. cafeteria tables
hannah: u gotta talk to sam about dating younger guys
christini: sam, i'm not good enough for you?!
sam: no u are!
chrisini (raising volume): i'm not good enough for you!!
sam (screams): CHRISTINI I'M NOT CHEATING ON YOU!
::everyone at tables around us looks over bewildered, our table is dying of laughter::
Act 2: Scene. Mr. Mo's class.
Sameen: Can i go to the bathroom?
Mr. Mo.: Not here....
Mr. mo rox my sox! Unlike my today teachers...i always feel so blah + poo on span/chem days..if it werent for andrea christini and heather in chem...oo boi..i'd go even more crazy than i usually go w.out em...
i love BRYAN!!!!!!!
and my friends!!!!!!!
want to change my format! this format and icon is boring..greta...donde estas
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 24 September :: 7.15pm
mommy took me driving . :-P it was funnnyyyy
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 24 September :: 5.44pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: sugarcult- shes saying goodbye
ughhhh bad long day. french was boring as usual. felt neverending. spanish same pretty much. chem. god i hate that class. i want it to just end. i always think i get it, and then i get back a test/quiz and its pretty obvious i dont . but i told mom that i need a tutor or something cause i have a c and she was like ok we'll get you some help.. didnt go off onme at all. so thats good. and swim was bad too. usually i just like glide through the water and im fine.. but today i felt like i had 100 pounds more of me. so since mr im a dick coach wasnt there.. walton let me sit out and hang with him. hes so niiice. and he brought his son today !! hes so sweet. i wish he'd adopt me. lol. k... gonna go sleep and such. thank god i have no hw tonight.
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 23 September :: 6.10pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: sr71- right now
lalala
daddy let me driiiiiive yesterday . i did not crash. or hit anyone. so it is all good and skippy. today was alrigth to.. couldnt go to the meet tonight cause of hw and delayed dentistA appt. lol natalia.
i realized finally.. that.. im gonna be okay :) cause i have my friends and with them i can get past anything.. cause there the bestest .. i love u guys ! (thank you for having my best interests at heart. i needed it. even though i didnt wanna hear it. )
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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Lizzy
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2003 21 September :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: happy but tired
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional "Easy as lovers go"
I'm silly!
I am LOVING the above song ^^^ This is easy as lovers go...so don't complicate it by hesitating...this is wonderful as loving goes..this is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting...'I said I've got to be honest, i've been waiting for you all my life'....
I also love dashboard "carry this picture" And color this coast with your smile...it's the most genuine thing i've ever seen...i was so lost, but now i believe
ahhh mucho love...today i also got jason mraz and john mayor cds....and a new cd player to play em! yes'mmmmmms
dropped my retainer behind one of my dressers...was a whole production to get it out...found some cool stuff behind there..lost earrings...a necklace...all that good stuff!
i love everyone...if your down feel better!
I'll leave you with my buddy nick from fire island...
nick: yesterday my friend asked me who id rather have sex with, christina aguilara or britney spears, i said ricky martin
nick: does that make me gay?
poll: is he gay or no?
WHOAAAA
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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Lizzy
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2003 20 September :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: AAR "One more sad song"
Howdy
Half-day was too long ago so might as well start with...yesterday...it was fun...as always i love white days! English was great as usual...just looking at nakie men in the ap art book is too much fun for our own good :) The football game went really well...the dance was so much fun, everyone liked it, and i like being ghetto lol. Ghetto with fake eyelashes...(a bit ironic). Football games, some of the people, and the "high" i get from performing well make eaglettes worth it. Today i went to bryan's..funness...<3 well gotsta do some hw and hopefully pull the mall trip tmrw togetha! lata gata..(christiniiiii)
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 19 September :: 10.30pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: sooooomeday well know
lmfao
today was an okie day, yearbook was deal-able. ms rowles was all blehhhhhhh but its otay. shes like. "NO ONE LEAVES THE BACK ROOM WITH LAST YEARS YEARBOOK UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE." . then ms snooty editor comes out with it in her arms and ms rowles says nothing. great. lol. economics was fun we just talked and stuff lol, came up with halloween & twin day ideas. ( so cute ) . english.. man i LOVE that class.. the teacher is so awesome . and its an easy class. and all my buddies are in it !!!!! :-D natalia skipped and stayed in english with us today. we looked at nakie people in the art history book. muy comico. lol lizzy. math was .. math. yeah. lol.
after school me & rachie took the bus cause we didnt feel like nadar-ing . lol. she came over l8er and dan was supposed to but he was a poo and he didnt. we had SO much fun tho lol. we watched lots of funny stuff at ebuamsworld.com... if youre ever there looking for something funny.. the star wars kid ones and the period 101 one is FUNNY. lol. then we.... i dont remmeber. then we went online and ate and watched a walk to remember in french ( didnt even notice.. lol ) and we made FARTS ONLINE!!!! LMFAO . funniest fucking thing in the world. so many funny things happened tonite. love you rachie ! <3 .. hope everyone had fun at the game... tomorrow is a day of out with papa at stuarts and the at&t store. sunday were goin to the wellington mall for dresses... ( sam it was switched from sat. to sunday.. so lemme know if you can !!! you HAVE to come tho. lol ) love you guyyyyyyys night night <3
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 18 September :: 3.58pm
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii can driiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive
i drove the purty new car todee :) . stick shift = hard. lol.
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 17 September :: 9.00pm
::wants to rip ______'s head off. ::
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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Lizzy
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2003 17 September :: 7.37pm
:: Music: Dashboard cd
Don't complicate it by hesitating...
Well the wake yesterday was def. sad. It was nice seeing some people, and seeing the family relatively strong. The kids' speeches were really sweet. Oddly, going to the wake made me feel better about her death. I guess i believe that she is in a better place, although i do feel really bad for her family. It's gonna be a rough time for them for a loong while. <3
This morning on the bus we were siiinging...lol...from punk rock princess to "buying the brandsmart way!" Seriously, singing with your peeps wen people just stare at you is fun :) hehe. Yrbook we're finally finishing up senior surveys..but my lips are sealed on results! Econ we had a "pop quiz" which was so retarded. For that candidate for president i put "Paco taco" which i and other found hilarious. Then sunil told us all it was clark. Lmao...it wasn't...wat a dumbass. Then we played dots...(aw katherine, our old vancott game). Lunch, sammy talking to herself was hilarious..."Ya know my chapstick..its chapstick...but softer.." I look at sam, and i'm like who are you talking to? And she's like..ya mean no one's listening...and i'm like, nope, sorry! tehehe love u sammmamabobber. English is the greatest class, the people, the teacher, and i like english so its great. We danced (as usual), discussed our tastes in music w/ morone (ha), and just had a fun time as usual...Dance we made our own jazz dance which was kinda fun. Eaglettes was hot, and tiring. Dunt want to go tmrw..sigh. Well...gonna go...bye
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i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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christini
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2003 16 September :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: something corporate- punk rock princess
sad day...
today wasnt all that great. got a c on my chem progress report :-/ mommys gonna kill me if she finds out... ive been doing a lot worse in school than i usually do. :-/ . and rachel yours dont count cause theyre missing grades. lol.
anywho... after school i took sga pictures and then went home with ms radu and mom got me from there.. picked up dad.. came home.. showered.. and then liz's mom picked me up to go to the wake with them.. it was like, THE saddest thing in the world. the second i walked in and saw amy i started to cry. she is such a sweet girl and her family is amazing. they dont deserve tht kind of pain. no one does. no one deserves to die at the age of 13. there was a nice little service then a lot of sara's friends came up and talked about her.. it was so emotional. i only met her maybe 2 or 3 times... and i was so sad for her family. so.. yeah. i guess when stuff like this happens it really makes you think about life and how tomorrow it could very well all be over. when we least expect it... someone we love leaves us. and i just hope that it doesnt happen again. i saw a few people i knew there.. danny.. erin was there.. and at the end this girls like, christine, i havent seen you in so long, and i was like, who on earth is that, but then it hit me that it was amanda neilson ! we were like best friends in 3rd grade.. and i havent seen her since elementary school. it was good to see her.. but not on such an occasion. i dotn know, when people just die out of nowhere like this it really makes me sit and think, that we really dont have time to waste, and if you have stuff to say and people to say it to.. do it now.. cause tomorrow may be .. as much as we all hate to face it.. it may be too late.
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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