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2003 16 September :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Punk Rock Princess
You wonder if you should...
The last days have been full of drama. Sara's death and Eaglette drama have been occupying. The whole Sara thing saddens me not so much because i was close with her ( i wasn't) but i just feel soooo bad for her family. It's so creepy, on Sunday, leslie had called my mom and told her about a rumor about it, and then when my mom went to sleep that night she didn't know wat was true, and sara's mom came to her in her sleep and said "She's dead." How friken scary is that. I try to be my cheery self but when i'm not busy i think about it and get so upset. It scares me to think that she's floating around somewhere, alone, and she wants to go back to her family. It scares me to think how her family is going to go on without her. I'm going to the wake tonight. I feel bad about writing anything minimal here, like i'm disrespecting her death by writing something inconsequential. It was such a tragic accident...no one deserves to die so young and because of ONE choice. ONE choice can change your entire existence. I believe in fate as well, but why did God feel this should happen? I don't know. Talking about it helps, and also keeping busy. I also love hugs <3
As for eaglettes, a bunch of stuff went down, none of which i'm totally positive on the truths but whatever. I'm still looking forward to the "organized booty dance." Should be fun and really good! Everyone wants to try out for eaglettes next auditions which is amusing.
I'm doing well in my classes, all A's...score :) And i love all my friends and bryan and everyone. So yea, i'm okay, just if i'm sad just respect my feelings. <3 <3
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Lizzy
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2003 15 September :: 7.38pm
:: Mood: shaky
just found out amy's hennarichs sister, Sara, died in a tragic ATV accident. we were all close family friends.
rip...sara..<3
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christini
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2003 15 September :: 6.08pm
i dont feel like exposing my feelings to the world anymore. not that they were even up publicly, but thats not the point lol. only few support me and the way i feel :( . that, and i always forget to update. maybe when im not busy. <3
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christini
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2003 14 September :: 7.42pm
i hate my family. and their stupid culture. and my dads lateness. and obnoxiousness. and i hate ib. more specifically economics. i fucking hate that class. its so ....RRRRRRR. no other kid in all of palm beach county has to take that class till senior year. but no. ib just haaaaas to be different dont they.
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goobs827
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2003 14 September :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: perfect
It's been a week since I wrote last.
A fairly good first (full) week of school.
I like my teachers so far. I'm not in love with any of them or anything but they're good. Schoolwork has been pretty average...A lot of work but it's still not bad.
Soccer, still can't play but we're doing great this season! yeah girls!
As for my friends..I really don't know what to expect this year...
One of my friends I'm feeling really underappreciated by, and I feel like she's been really rude lately...One I feel has changed a lot... One I feel like says stuff to me she doesn't really mean...I donno, I hope this is all in my imagination or just a phase
The dance was Friday. I really did not want to go, but it turned out to be alright. It was hilarious just to people watch.
And I don't know, I just don't feel...anything at all really. Everything is so dull and repetitive. I know I said I don't like change, but I'm contradicting myself now, I want change, I want something different, something new. I just wish something big would happen...whether it be good or bad...
AND I WANT CHRISTMAS AHHHHH!
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christini
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2003 13 September :: 1.06am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: plain white tee's - lonely september
ehhhhhh...
yesterday was good. meet went well. we won. hw didnt really do... just talked to emy the rest of the night :) . today.... got a late start... yearbook was so funny with amy.. its getting into habit :) ... french wasnt TOO bad... spanish.. god shoot me. i cant stand that woman. she is so fucking obnoxious. chem was pretty damn boring too. shes cool.. but she thinks everything chem- related is hysterical. but. its not. lol. anywho.. then came swim.. it was alright.. then my dad was supposed to get me.. but he forgottttttttt... and hten he got me and we went to the sprint store to look for a plan and phones.. i think were getting em tomorro.. and then he wouildnt take me to wendys so i boycotted and wouldnt eat lol.. and i really didnt feel like going to the game.. i just wanted to stay home and talk to emy and sleep.. but rachie just HAD to guilt me into going.. like, so last minute, and it wasnt really all that fun anyways... but it was alright i guess. lizzy was a hot momma in her red jumpsuit looking shiznit lol, and sam in her elf outfit.. haha. but other than that.. not too much. got home... here i am. whoopdeefreakindoo.
its 1:15. late for Ibs, lol. sammy left me.. so im gonna go to sleep and go off into my perfect little dream land..... later gaters.
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Lizzy
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2003 11 September :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: coool
:: Music: Lonely September (tehehe)
I <3 white days!
Let's see...bus was hilarious...we were listening to that old song "Last dance, last chance" and we (i) was all hyper and dancing to it. Then mid-dance the stupid bus driver changes the station NOT COOL! I was havin fun! But anywaysss i learned Cookie and Cassie won...I didn't want cookie, but then again i dunt really care much lol. First hour was nice...i was doing the senior surveys as usual with jen which was funny cuz christini tied my shoe laces to my desk and i couldnt move and then she was tickling me...hehe...i was singing random songs cuz i just do that! Me being sick either brings me really down or really up! Today i was in hyperville. Econ i missed ya amy :( i did! But sunil was funny sleeping...christini and rach and i just giggled at random stuff most of the time. That 9-11 video was sad :( I always feel bad when i dunt think about national holidays or events. I'm selfish in doing that...barely giving a second thought to something really important in our nation's history...sigh :/
Lunch was fun...i'm a grandmommy now! lol. English is amusing as usual...vanessa and sameen moved to our english..welcome! I put on sammy's blue eye shadow which turned out to be pretty damn cool :) me gusta! Today was mrs. nelson's last day :( sighness...I liked mrs.nelson but i heard the new teach is really good. Dance was jazz...NO TAP! poo! After school i worked off demerits which wasnt bad..then went home with katherine...fun..singing...well lata!
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Lizzy
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2003 10 September :: 9.10pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Simple Plan "Perfect"
Happy birthday Bryan! (christina!)
Sigh tuesday was a fun day, today wasn't. FCAT is annoying. So yesterday...I was just hanging with a bunch of people in econ...English was fun; nipples, stroking christini, teaching peter dances...fun stuff...i love that class..its just the four of us plus a bunch of other people that make it fun! Dance was okay...ballet is yuckeroo but tap is funnish. Bus i talked to some freshies and adam played a trick on me and i got mad! Today rachie braided my hair (prettyiful)..got compliments :) Its my babbbyyy's birthday :) yay! Happy b-day bryan....and christina too :) Stats was semi-fun...we played "four in a line" aka the ghetto version of connect 4..lmao!! I was a champion for awhile, then made a dumb mistake. Then i borrowed rich's belt and practiced the booty dance...fun stuff yo. Spanish was sleepifying...man, i dunt know wat it is about that class she like casts a spell for me to fall asleep? It happens every day . weirdness. i'm making up words hahafalalala...chem was sickening...well i just felt poopy...and i had to count beans...well that wasnt bad i suppose. Dance was hottttt but then we did the booty dance, fun stuff again yo. Drove allison home, got boston market, didnt really have hw good stuff :) i guess i'm not in such a bad mood after all. hmmm LOVE TO BRYAN!
EDIT: http://www.xtr.nildram.co.uk/badger.swf
(thank u bryan...use sound)
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christini
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2003 10 September :: 7.53pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: so yesterday.. lol
just keep swimming...
... feeling a litte better i guess . not dwelling. taking life as it comes and not trying to fuck with it. TRYING . we shall see how this trying works for me. past experience makes it not look too good. but. maybe. anywho.. math test tomorrow / ... :/ eek. and swim meet !!! my first one !!! im excited actually....its all the way up on southern blvd tho. so.. yea. well see.
i didnt get to see him tonight :( ..... i was looking forward to it allll week.
i sold one ad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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christini
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2003 9 September :: 9.18pm
:: Music: something corporate - astronaut
la la la
weekend : eh , then good, then awesome, then eh. ( awesome = bus ride . lol )
yesteerday : eh . got to a late start. yearbook was full of retarted surveys ( fav. restaurant - i hope, alive garden, hey at least they know what AUDIs are lol liz ) . french bleh. had a fire drill. :) . spanish i wanna fucking kill that woman.. she is so obnoooooooxious. i swear shes never not perky. chem was boring as hell. actually did my french hw in there lol. that bad. swim was a little tough.. then lots of hw.
today : standardized test thru 3rd per. MISSED ECONOMICS !!!! :-D . ghetto school gave us wooden slabs as desks in auditorium. gay. lunch i saw my sissy hannah :) english was funny as hell... math was alright. made up chem test after school.. not toooo bad. ( i hope ) and then i went to swim. people are over. obnoxious and loud.
i think i feel a little better. starting to accept everything a little more. maybe its just today. :-/ but who knows with me . lol
later gaters
I GET TO MISS FRENCH TOMORROW !!! :-D
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Lizzy
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2003 8 September :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Konstantine
It's symmetric...boogie woogie woogie
Well mondays keep on coming whether we want em or not! Last night i had a great time with bryan and his b-day dinner thingie <3 During the morning bus i still had my lovely stiff neck so rachel and i had lovely convos without me ever looking at her :) hehe. Stats was amusing as usual...we kept dealing with the word symmetric so rose was like "it's symmetric!" (like "it's electric") and it is quite amusing to me :) Spanish and chem were boooring-o man. Those have got to be my worst classes. Dance practice was fun, we learned this new dance i call it "bootylicious." It should be quiteeee interesting to perform...its like booty dancing in an organized sequence...fun fun. I came home and have been busy doing w/e since. Well i agree with the consenus, school sucks but friends make it great :) mwah!
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christini
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2003 7 September :: 10.16pm
:: ecstatic happiness / confusion / sadness / blank mind / worried ::
... dont know what to think or feel any more.
the drama mama is sick of all her drama.
i'd dance 1000 steps for you...
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goobs827
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2003 7 September :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: pensive
so a lot has happened since last i wrote
first of all school...which came as quite a shocker. It was so unreal. It didn't feel like I was in school, or it did but it felt like there was no summer. Idk but it was weird as hell. Everything with school is fine. Nothing has changed. No one has changed. Nothing is different. I guess thats okay for me since im not the greatest handler of change. But besides that I think it'll be a really good year. I really have to put aside some feelings i have for certain people. It's hard but I don't want to be one of these people who dislikes someone for no reason.
Yesterday I had to get up at freakin 8 o clock to the soccer game that I couldnt play in. It was a lot of fun chattin on the sidelines and on the bus though lol. So I'm out of soccer for at least another week probably 2 or 3 more weeks. i fucked up my back really badly. Now I have to do this painful physical therapy and wear this uncomfortable belt everywhere i go. ugh i hate it. but i hate soccer more so i guess its not the worst thing in the world. hehe.
I'm really excited that football has started and the Giants won today. I'm not sure about the Dolphins though. I'll have to check into that. The Yanks won too!!! Hopefully they'll spank Detroit this week and stretch that lead against the Sox.
Wow, I sound like a sportscaster idiot. But oh well, i really love those 2 sports.
And as usual nothing too exciting going on in my life! No Drama! Sorry if I dissapointed anyone reading. I'm sure I did. I'd be bored as hell too. hehe. I guess my no-drama lifestyle is pretty good though. Things could be worse...
Peace Gabi
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christini
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2003 7 September :: 7.26pm
Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.
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Lizzy
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2003 6 September :: 8.00am
:: Mood: sleeepy
:: Music: Sadie Hawkin's Dance
So yesterday...
Yesterday was an adventure! I got my cool ribbon in the morning :) First hour, mrs. rowles was really upset because a standarized test was just scheduled on our picture day, which in turn, means we have to cancel picture day, at least for now, which is mucho chaotic. :(
Econ...mr.epstein is a bit one-sided. He doesn't listen to me! grrr. Christini and rach were tormenting me and christini poked me in the butt and i got all flustered and started laughing and got me in trouble with el profesor. lol. English...i was a bit tired...then the rain/thunder/lightning started freaking me out cuz i thought i would fall off the bleachers cuz they were wet and i just kinda had a dramatic (not totally serious) panic/hyper attack that continued throughout dance class too. I wish the tap pace could be picken up a bit, but i'm in a much lower level tap class. After school we had practice and then got all made up and "our hair did" and everything which was *exciting.* I looked like a clown but it was all good. The football game was def. eventful....rain, power outages...ay caramba! Stand routines were fun even with the rainy bleachers. Our feet were sooo soaked! The dance went really well, at least for me. I had a blast despite the not-the-greatest circumstances. At 3rd quarter i found a bunch of people, amy, heather, BRYAN, nick w (i finally met the bloke), logan, christina, danielle, brianna w/e and it was fun hanging for a bit. After the game was through my mom drove bryan and i home. It was a long day, but turned out really great. Despite the fact that i'm really tired and have to do a car wash this morning...eek! So anyway, sam, rich, michael i'm sry i couldnt really see you cuz i'm blind, but u guys did pretty well...cant wait to see the marching next week!
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