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the best of whats around

:: 2003 27 April :: 11.31am
:: Mood: sleepy/relaxed
:: Music: "Heaven...must be missing an angel..."

Jess's par-tay! ow ow!!!
Hey well i just got back from jess's party which was really fun. Yesterday Amy picked me up from my day of procrastination akak not doing anything. We were hoping we were the 1st ones but we weren't. Anywayz first we all talked for awhile (There was 10 people there at 1 point- amy, jess b, me, katherine, cynthia, lindsay, ashley m, amy t, kelsey, jess s). Mostly I hung out with katherine and amy which was really nice, like old times :) We played blurt (lol we were last cuz of that stupidddd challenge) ate and watched the ring hehe. Then we went to the park and played on the seesaw, played fake basketball, almost got thrown in the pool etc lol. After we got home we watched drumline which made me wish i knew how to play an instrument. hehe. We also played "pin the sticker" on the clown. Amy purposely put hers like really high hehe. For the rest of the night (till like 4:30 or so) we talked and pigged out. It was a really fun night, then this morning we ate and talked some more. It was nice seeing old people, meeting new people and just kickin pack with my cool chicas :) luv u guys!! well now I gotta do history reading for eternity...oh fun...byebye

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 25 April :: 11.28pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: lalala

lala.. .. tonite was fun.. i went to andreas, we went to pick up adancito :) lol .. and her daddy took us to get tickets to see that movie. uh whats it called. identity. there u go. but they wouldnt let us get em so we were like ok w/e well just sneak in later.. so we went across the street to mission bay to eat at wings plus. NOBODY go there. lol. 1) the hostess stuck us in the kids room in the corner lol 2)she asked if we wanted frikken kids menus when she was our age.. 3) after like, 15 minutes, we didnt have utensils, drinks, nothing, no service.. at all. so we just got up and left.. and we walked to fridays.. lol.. once we got a table our waitress SEEMED nice.. but then after adam was wacking his glass up n down to get more she looked kinda pissed lol and then we found paper in my soup and she looked quite disturbed lol shes like "oh i can assure u whatever it is, our kitchens are sanitary!!" yeah.. cuz im sure everyone likes paper in their soup. lol. so then after that we walked over to shadowwood n got tickets for Anger Management.. and walked over to borders cuz we had like another hour till the movie.. and we just hung out there.. fun fun.. then it started lke 9:30 .. it was ehh. adam sandlers movies started out so fucking funny.. and theyve gotten worse every new movie.. this one was ... not that good.. but ehh i dont know we left i guess 1/2 or 3/4 way through at like .. 11? cuz adams mommy was gonna get us and we didnt really like it anyways.. she was kinda pissed off lol.. anywho, i was gonna sleep at ange's but she wasnt feeling too hot so i guess im gonna go over there manana. bio and purses.. i remember me n her n adam used to do everything together.. i miss hangin out with them! it was fun.. like old times.. k .. well im kinda tired.. didnt really get to talk to my baby tonight.. :( ...maybe tomorrow i hope so.. i was with him today last week!! :( .. (i miss himmmmm)... ::sigh:: .. k.. time for bed.. buenas noches.

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 25 April :: 6.53pm
:: Mood: tired/ a lil sad
:: Music: Pink

Instead of making me better...keep making me ill...
Hello...i find that whenever I'm alone/ don't have plans I become depressed. That's kind've weird, cuz throughout my whole life I have been such a keep-to=myself person and used to never really make plans cuz I enjoyed being alone. Guess not anymore!

Some drama's been going on with different people, some myself. I have no clue how some of its gonna end up (the one's not involving me...but good luck i suppose) Yesterday something kinda bad happened but luckily it was resolved. I love u bry :) thanks for yesterday...Also, a relationship or two has sprung up in the lil ib community, good luck :)

As usual, classes and school is quite boring, man the next month is gonna be so not fun. Tests took up a portion of today :( Also, bryan and i had fun in lang lol. sorry i'm just smarter than u!! (well in caged bird anyway) Bus was interesting today, Adam and I were debating. He believes that in an ideal society, woman should be "in the home and bedroom" and we pretty much debated the whole time. I enjoyed it, even tho debate as a class can be yucky I seem to have become a lot more opionated and logical. I'm very vocal about my opinions these days, dunno if that is good or bad. Well as usual, cheer up to all my sad lil amigas. I luv u

7 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 25 April :: 4.31pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: sum 41- in too deep

awesome day :) .. i think, lol. spanish mr lona brought us donuts! hehe they were yummy in my tummy.. french was gay as usual.. english was so fucking funny lol... adam and josh tried out their "new styles" with their shorts rolled up to like, their fucking crotches, it was so gross, but then so funny lol, adam held his up with suspenders .. i almost like pissed my pants the first time i saw him.. then josh went up to mr mcmanus like that and mr mcmanus was like, staring, and like uhhhhhhhh, lol, we were all questioning his sexuality today.... english is usually pretty funny lol.. then in math we had a quiz.. but it was so easy, like the first math thing, that one, i didnt cheat on, didnt have to, aaaaaand i finished in like 5 minutes and did the bonus too.. im really happy about that lol i know. im a dork. and i actually did my hw in class lol.. that was like, the 5th hw ive done this year for math.. so.. yeah school went well today.. OH i forgot lol Sammy brought in the apples and peanut butter lmao when she pulled it out i couldnt stop laughing. . i duno why tho.. i guess we were just such dorks about it at her house that now whenever i see peanut butter im gonna laugh lol... anywho.. i was supposed to be goign to church tonight but mom said were not.. so im gonna go see a movie or something with andrea.. duno wat yet tho.. and tomorrow i have to study for bio :( but im goin to her house n were gonna make our sexy purses too.. so it should be fun! we havent hung out in like, months.. so it should be fun.. then i gotta go to church for midnight mass.. i hope i dont like fall asleep.. that wouldnt be good...
oh yeah.. things are superdeedooper again with emy :) its like whenever the tiniest things wrong with us, i get all depressed, but when things are good, :) tehehe. <- which is where i am now.. :) i looove him

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 24 April :: 6.30pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: The Ataris- In this diary

today was gooood.......1/2 day! .. rach missed the bus so she caught a ride with me n michael.. spanish was... translations and free time..history was kinda fun, sticking cheese in lawrences hair lmao ange he didnt notice .. bio was easy today.. PE was ok.. i guess? .. i duno nothing really eventful at school... i had a nice chat with adam on the bus :) i miss those. we determined that once we make his velcro shirt over the summer were gonna get started on my novel.. my life story as a romanian lol.. itll be .. interesting..very drama-filled tho so itll be good :) heh. it was a fun bus ride today.. like there were maybe 15 people there instead of like, what, 60 ? lol it was nice.. we talked a lot... good convo! .. so i went home with sammy and we discoverd a new awesome food (apples with peanut butter = yummmmmy ) lol dont forget to bring the jar to school tomorrow lol... so then me n her walked over to boca falls and we went into their little gym/weight room thingy and were working out for like an hour.. oh yeah.. and then we walked home.. we were being silly :) .. love u hunny! .. then we hung out a little n mommy came to get me n here i am.. joy.
i dont know why but ive been like depressed this week. i think it has something to do with emy but im not really sure what it is. i dont know. whats wrong with me!! i just feel like we hit a cold spot or osmething, like he hasnt called me in 3 weeks :( and ive called him a few times and he wasnt home.. so his mom said she'd have him call me back.. but he never did.. i miss talking to him :( .. i feel like maybe things arent as good as they could be with us, maybe its just cuz im having an off week, i dont know, but it just bothers me some of the stuff he says.. maybe i take things too personally... idk.. i dont like to think..it gets me all depressed like this :( oh well... gotta go study for math quiz manana....... :( joy. at least we finally get our mother fucking donuts in spanish!!!!!

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 23 April :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: ehhhh
:: Music: the ataris- in this diary

i guess when it comes down to it.. being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up.. these are the best times of our lives.. the only thing that matters is just following ur heart.. and eventually ull finally get it right..

.. best fucking song ever..gonna see it live too:) .. warped tour..yayness..

so.. eh this weeks been a "keep-to-myself" kind of week..havent really let many people in on my life.... like, everything everyones been doing has been pissing me off this week.. u know u have those weeks, like there freaking awesome, and then, like POW a shitty week comes along. i mean nothings happend.. its just been...bleh... but tomorrow me and sammy are going to the beach.. so that should help :) ..

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 23 April :: 4.50pm
:: Mood: happy

Oooooo....pass it along!
Hehe...the bus was fun today, all of us in a group singing, talking etc. lol. ticklefests!!! Yup so the last few days have been pretty uneventful...netty ur "ear" thing is so disgusting!!! never repeat it again, por favor...Today we had a sub in mcmanus and bry and i were having fun in the comp lab, talking and cuddling. Next week is eaglette's tryouts...we'll see how that goes. I'm excited for the half day and jess's party this wknd...hehe...funny surprises will await u...lala got a LOTTA hw the next month and a half. man, so not looking forward to los examanes!! I cant wait till we're seniors and can go to prom...fun fun...dance has actually been okay recently, the gurl i dunt like wasn't there and we were talking about our washington trips, and this gurls who's in my class was like yea on my washington trip there was this guy that had pimples and was hairy and we sent him a note saying how he needed a haircut and acne remover..i was like aww thats so mean! Dance gurls can be so snobby....I got a new comp and it should be up soon thats cool, but i gotta transfer all my files..ay caramba...lalala well i'm hyper and happy so its all good :) yipper skipperz....

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 21 April :: 10.18pm

:) my life is so freaking awesommmmmmmme

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 21 April :: 5.25pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: "U-G-L-Y"

EXPLODING GRANDMAS!
Hey hey. Today was okay. This morning I burst into 1st hour as usual lol christini, i didn't even lock my locker...and yea, perros really are stupid..oh well! Math we took a test..eek...who knows how i did...after i was hyper and hitting bryan like usual after math tests...(lol i luv u baby) in bio it was really funny. I had once read in a book how this gurl couldn't get a microwave cuz she lived with her grandmother who had a pacemaker, becuz the grandma would explode. So i asked if that really could happen and even tho it wasn't THAT funny jeanette and i were crackin up for a million yrs after...lol....In lang mr. STUPID wouldn't let me listen to headphones, but whatcha gonna do. After school christini amy and i went to the yrbook meeting. That was okay, I was assigned drama pics and "eagles for excellence." Yrbook should be a fun easy class...i hope i'm in it with my gurliez! :) So thats my vida...

1 step | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 20 April :: 2.28pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: The Ataris- In this Diary

lalala.. procrastinating... as usual... today got up.. went to church.. fam. stayed for lunch.. michael drove him with me.. i ate.. somewhat.. i guses. watched a little tv.. and here i am.. procrastinating.. eesh. math hw, test, eng. hw, reading, french hw & test.. wow todays gonna be fun.. ::gag:: .. anywho i guess i better go get started.. happy easter everyone.. mines not till next week tho..

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 19 April :: 10.59pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Some weirdo country song

I'ma busy lizzy!
Hola everyone. Before I begin my lovely entry I just wanted to say....all of my depressed friends....FEEL BETTER!!!

Anywayz, the last few days I've been on the move. Yesterday I hung out with Bryan most of the day. We were gonna go to this lunch place called Bennigans, cuz his mom got him a gift certificate there. However, we soon discovered that there was indeed no Bennigans in boca, so we ditched that idea. Bryan and I then went to Einstein's bagels where we talked about scenes in the cruel intentions movies...hehe, the people around us were probably uh...very amused. Then we strolled over to Borders and had a good time there looking at books and such. After we went back to his house and just relaxed. Thanks 4 a great time bry :) After Bryan's, my mom and I went back to borders and got some books, then went to Best Buy and i finally got my cd player! yes!!! And I got john mayer and New found glory cds- :)

Today I awoke early and went to my cuzin's hotel. I hung out in the lobby a bit, doing hw and listening to music be4 heading up to my cuzin's room. Later we went to this arcade place which had this really fun dancing game where u r directed where to put ur feet with arrows, something called like dormix?, and anyway it was so fun! My cuzin and I did the dance thing for like an hour, unfortunetly it was pretty popular and everyone else wanted to use it too! After we worked up a sweat from that we jumped in the pool. Later we showered and then went to a farewell dinner (my aunt, uncle, and cuzins r leaving). The dinner was pretty good, but after I think I got like, food poisoning. Poor me!! Tonite I talked with bryan and katherine about some stuff (not together)...feel better u two!! So yea, even tho I had a pretty good wknd, I still am sick, food poisoned, and PMSing....fun....lol. And tomorrow I have a lotta hw to do!!! Oh joy...not...love you all :) (cept the annoying anonymous person!!!)

5 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 19 April :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: sad/pissed
:: Music: Lifehouse- Everything

i cant fucking believe this..
i was just sitting around thinking about emy and how much i missed him, and he came on, and i was so happy, and he told me all this stuff how his parents are being so fucking gay, like he scared me so much, theyre fucking not letting him do anything cuz of "school" but wtf he has fucking straight a's what the hell more do they want.. he was so upset, and that plus the fact that i probly wont get to talk to him much anymore.. much less see him.. all that crammed together made me fucking burst into tears, adn i cant stop crying , its not fucking fair, lots of couples get to see eachother every fucking day and they take it for granted so much and now im probly gonna get to see him even less, its not fucking fair, why cant he live 5 minutes away.. if he did id be ther every fucking day, i wouldnt wanna spend my time anywhere else, and even living like 30 min away or w/e, i could still be out there every weekend.. but his fucking parents have to be so freaking gay, its not fair, just cause they fucked up their own lives and arent happy doesnt mean they have to ruin his :( .. i really hope they'll get over the "lets ruin our sons live" phase.. and realize what theyre doing to him.. rrrr i hate this.. i miss him so much :( i cant fucking stop crying... i need him here :(

2 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 19 April :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: chevelle- send the pain below

lalalala
christini is bored....should start hw... but knowing me......nah...why not wait till sunday nighT! lol.. soo.. today was supposed to be Rapids day...but i didnt talk to lizzy...sammy couldnt go cuz her mommy "didnt want us all the way out there alone" or something, and she had to do dress shopping, and my mommy wanted a big group.. and it woulda just been me n rach n jessica anyways...,so... w/e, i know i woulda been the third wheel anywho so i guess it worked out better in a way? but i still wanna go to rapids.. one day . lol. so sammy asked me if i wanted to just go shopping with her nher mommy instead so i did..seeing as how i wanted to go to the mall anywho! .. i got some cute stuff.. 2 pairs of pants.. my ADORABLE bag.. a shirt.. and my free makeup! lol.. i really wanted that belt too.. but my daddy woulda shot me in the head if i came home with more shit.. he still hasnt seen my purchases.. lol.. but now that i look in my closet, i have a fuckload of clothes, i just tend to wear some more than others.. and i think i need to stop the shopping.. its like a sickness...lol..my moms like always tellng me how i have to wear dresses to church but i only own like, 2, one doesnt fit anymore cuz i lost a lot of weight since i last wore it (u can tell that was a while back....lo.l) and ones like christmas-looking, idk, im like if u want me to fucking wear dresses why dont u get me some lol, m,e and sammy tried to get me into the skirt look..but they just dont look right on me.. :sigh: lol.. anywho.. then we went n dropped off sammys mommys friend, and we went to ross! lol.. me and sammy tried on stuff in the mens section... literally..both their clothes AND in the section itself lol.. got some funny looks..tehehe lol. love u girl! .. we found these slicker pants that we wanted to get someone for their bday or something lmao they were so fucking funny.. then the mens underwear.. lol.. ghetto-waer... and of course.. the NIGHTGOWNS..man.. wow i dont know how some of these designers came up with their stuff lol.. so after that we went to wendys.. and as we were driving home.. we see chris with his friend lol.. sheesh.. sammy wanted to get out of the car but her mommy wouldnt let hjer... but i dont think he noticed us anywho.. so then we went back to sammys and hung out there.. and then she had to babysit so i came home, and cleaned my room, and now im bored lol. .. im sure ill find SOMETHNG to do ... hehe. lol i duno. bored/hyper. later doodies! ::silly face::

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

christini

:: 2003 18 April :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Something Corporate- I wanna save you

:0) teeheehee saw my baby today :) ... all warm n fuzzy inside !!! :) big smile.. :)))).. lol .. soo.. OMG FUCKING OOMPA LOOMPAS ARE ON JACKASS!!!!! AHHHH Lol hehe addeed em to the film.. anywho...today was undecided.. i really wanted to see emy, but he was busy or something so i was supposed to go to wellington with valerie..but i didnt get in touch with her.. then beach with rach.. but there were lotsa clouds n i got the vibe she didnt really wanna hang out with me.. then mall with sammy but she couldnt.. and then EMY signs on and i was like yaaaay get to do what i originally wanted!! so michael and his friends drove me there.. man his friends are gay.. wow lol.. but its all good cuz i saw my baby:) i wuv him so much!! teehehee.. all giddy.. i love u emy:)

i'd dance 1000 steps for you...

Lizzy

:: 2003 18 April :: 11.40am
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Weezer "Island in the sun"

On the 3rd night of passover....
Well hello everyone. I'm sick, sick sick sick. I have a cough and a sore throat and a hurting tushie and a froggie voice and a runny nose. Fun fun. Today I'm going out to lunch with bryan and then back to his house and then probly dinner with the fam. Last night after christini's, my fam came over for passover. We ate tradional jewish food unlike the other night. It was okay, but I was sick and not really as social as can be. I helped my cuzin make a woohu, its really stupid tho, its a "joke woohu." The ladies of my family last night were discussing boobs...that was interesting lol. Why is that never a dull topic? Anyway as I wheeze away and no one's online to talk, i might possibly, emphasive, possibly do hw. Toodles!

13 steps | i'd dance 1000 steps for you...