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2003 10 June :: 10.00am
:: Mood: calm
im up-fucking-dating doug!
wow...i guess i havent updated in awhile...
a lot has happened...
i came to a conclusion about something, then that conclusion got totally wiped out by a party that we had two nights ago...stupid conclusion wiping out party....grrr
School's now out! weee! it makes me very happy, i think i pulled out with a 4 point this year, but im not completely sure, i guess i'll just wait for my grade card within the next few days. im kinda bummed that schools out because i wont see everyone, but so far everyday during break ive seen everybody so im not to worried....
sara's bday was the second, so we threw her a surprise party sunday night (that was the conclusion wiping out party) she was surprised, and i think everyone had a lot of fun, this party became another potato gun party...what party doesnt?
ian's bday is today...he's finally 16...maybe he'll get his licence soon so i dont have to hear the phrase "hey you wanna hook me up with a ride home?" or "can i have a ride home?" or "you know you wanna give me a ride".yea ian's my buddy, you cant help but love that kid
i got my hair cut...its short now man, this is the shortest ive had it since i was 8. its a little past my chin, i think everyone likes it, but it doesnt really matter if they like it, because i like it and thats all i care about. hess is the only one that said he didnt like it, but thats hess, what can you do about it? he ate dog treats the last time he was out here i mean what does that tell you about what goes on in his head?
umm track banquet was last night, i got my second year letter...plus the little surprise that i have summer sessions mondays wednesdays and fridays at 8am throughout the entire summer....grrr...actually it should be fun, it'll be nice to not have a 9 month break from throwing...i know im a nerd
well i guess thats all....was this good enough of an update for you doug??
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2003 26 May :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: im ok
wow its been awhile....
lets see..a lot has happened....
my parents left me for a weekend so i had a party out here, everyone came, and everyone had fun, that was a really really fun night...ended a little weird, but we wont go into that.
Schools been going fine, teachers dont seem to realise that its the end of the year, we keep getting more crap to do but eh, such is life. it'll all be over in 2 weeks.
track is now over, i ended the season horribly, but its ok, i had a good year, i improved a lot, and i'll work at it throughout the summer so i can come back next year and the league wont know what hit them.
ive been hanging out with friends a lot lately, and that has been great. i have felt so much better lately, and i dont really care about what i used to, im learning to be more carefree and its improved my life sooo much
i went to cedar point saturday.. so much fun, that new ride is sick. it is so crazy, so much fun...
i got my OGT scores....94.1 in reading, and 90.7 in math, not to shabby
well thats all
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2003 16 May :: 11.17pm
:: Mood: crappy
so yea...havent updated in awhile, no biggie though, no one ever reads or comments on this, so no one has missed it
yea so today was nlls...i threw a 28'4'', im ranked 7th in the league, frankly its horrible, and the coaches arent happy, im not happy, so im basically a big disappointment...
metcalf nelson and daron came up to see us...they all kind of flock together in a group...very annoying
ok now im going into vent mode, so i caution you, its ok to stop reading now...
ok, so metcalf, well i liked him, maybe i still do, not really sure, ive been really confused lately. mainly because of this, he is the biggest jerk ever when we're around people. if i even say something all i ever get out of it is some smart ass remark and a 'you're the stupidest person ever' look. this then makes me feel like shit, i shouldnt have to feel like shit, i dont deserve to feel like shit. so this basically has been what ive been dealing with for the past few weeks, so you can only imagine where my self-esteem is, i mean its pretty low, so low, that im starting to get to the point that i feel like ive become some sort of permanent annoyance for people, and i feel i should just leave everyone alone, and not talk to anyone. i think i should just leave ohio for an x amount of time, and i bet everyone would be fine, if not better. i mean does anyone actually benefit from me being around?
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2003 3 May :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: sooo happy
i saw xmen today. Holy shit, loved it!! they so set it up for a trilogy and the next movie needs to come out now! i cannot wait to see it, it was really good. i went to see it with mike and some of his friends and jack, we are all like really big fans of the comics and the cartoon, and we were so happy to see the movie, and so pissed because now we have to wait for the next one. it had the biggest cliffhanger ever, even though i already know what happens with the next story line...ahh..im so gonna marry like half of the xmen haha
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2003 25 April :: 11.07pm
:: Mood: pissed off
grr i hate people, lets get one thing straight, i do not love him, i do not have uncontrollable lust for him, i do not dream of marrying him, i have a crush on him, i like him, all teenagers go through this kind of thing! its normal! and over time it goes away! but noo lets make a big ass deal about it because its me, yea that makes me feel great, boy oh boy i feel loved
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