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angel_bob

:: 2005 29 June :: 6.44pm

Stuff...skip down and look at the picture(s)!
I'm sick and lonely and my brother has been on the computer all day.

I finally got online, hopped on the messenger and what did I see?

Every single person that was actually online was "away". Minus Joe "cell phone" f0x0rz.

Sob.



Katie dyed her hair! It's sexy hot!

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Here's a random picture of Nick and Ben that either Katie or I took at Ben's house. This was before they killed us. My man is the cute frustrated one in the background who wants to be a ninja turtle. That other one is Ben. Ha. I less than three you, Ben.

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Yeah. That's it.


I love you all.

P.S. You know I'm sick when I don't use proper grammar or spell things correctly. And I don't care.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 29 June :: 12.55pm

Yay for last-minute babysitting jobs!

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Angel_Bob

:: 2005 28 June :: 1.42pm

My sister and I got these bears from IKEA when we were in Chicago.

Mine is blue.

Being the dorks that we are, we gave them very geeky names.

Mine is named Bjarni Herjolfsson.

Hannah's is named Ingvar after the guy who made IKEA.

Yeah, we rock.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 28 June :: 1.30pm

I found out which Residence Hall I'm in.

Garneau. It's in The Valleys. So I'll have fun walking to classes.

I'm so excited! Now all I have to do is find out who my roommate is.

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angel_bob

:: 2005 27 June :: 10.53pm

I am sick.

I feel weak and am constantly out of it.

I have an uber sore throat.

It started Friday night.

Now my ear hurts. I want to cry, it hurts bad.

I'm trying sleep a lot so I can get better fast.

I hope none of you get sick.

I'm going to go get water and drugs.

I love you all.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 27 June :: 12.50pm

A Rammstein update

Rammstein's new album is most likely going to be called Reise, Reise (vol. 2). It will most likely be made up of 8 songs that didn't make it onto Reise, Reise and 3 new songs that Rammstein just recorded recently in Berlin.

Their newest song debuted in Berlin. It's called "Benzin" (Gasoline/Petrol) and is hard and fast and seems to be in the same vein as "Amerika", referring to the current political climate with lines like "ich brauche Öle für Gasolin" (I need oil for gasoline). Though with lines like "Keine Frau, nur Vaseline" (No woman, just Vaseline), it's obviously not too serious.

As usual, I'm geeked beyond geeked because this is my favoritest band. I know most of you won't get a rip, but Tracey will (whenever she has the time to read this).

Look forward to future Rammstein updates.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2005 26 June :: 11.03pm

And I quote:
"that is sex in a box thingie thing"

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kthpkc

:: 2005 26 June :: 9.53pm

I just finished watching Hotel Rwanda.

It was really good and made me want to cry half a kajillion times.

I'm disgusted on how America, instead of helping by bringing in troops, discussed whether it was a genocide or just acts of genocide.

I'm also disgusted at the French and other parts of the UN.

I'm ashamed, ashamed of mankind. Ashamed of all the anger and hatred.

Tribal grudges...

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angel_bob

:: 2005 26 June :: 2.29pm

If my name was Kyle, I would seriously not explore this site.
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angel_bob

:: 2005 25 June :: 6.47pm
:: Mood: upset

I know it's hard to believe but I bombed the interview. I know you think I didn't and blah blah but you don't know.

Seriously. You don't know.

I did.

The first thing my mom said was "You shouldn't have told her about school." My dad said the same thing. I hate it. I know. I know. I'm sorry I told the truth. I messed up and I don't need you telling me.

At least when I cried in front of my mom, she didn't tell me to stop being a baby like my dad did.

I made the mistake of telling the truth. Unlike every other employee at Compulit, including Nick, I did not lie.

She wanted people who can work for longer than three months because those three months are training.

I told the truth. No, I can't work for at least three months. I have school in August and there's no way I can balance school and a full time job with mandatory overtime.

Oh, also, I don't have my driver's license. I can get to work but I don't have the ID you want.

I told the truth.

Why? I don't know. I could've just as easily lied to her face like everyone else working there at 9 something an hour but I didn't.

I hate lying and I felt guilty as hell.

She didn't want to take the risk. I didn't even get to fill out the application, much less go into the two hour long testing process.

Because I suck and I told the truth.

And I feel awful about it.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2005 25 June :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: Snow Patrol - Wow

I've been paralyzed with indecision the past week or so. Picking a movie, making dinner plans, antagonizing over how to "enjoy" my free time... it's all become a grudge match the past few days. I don't understand; I'm not afraid of making a decision and living with its consequences, but when I become stuck in these ruts, I can honestly identify two polarized yet equally reasonable courses of action.

I'm also struggling with the NY thing. Not actually going there (though maybe I should concerned considering the two outstanding problems plauging me lately have been my ability to make decisions/act upon them and my ability to micro-manage my life and the world around me... two traits that will have to be running on all cylinders if I want to survive out there). Anyway, I'm frustrated because the transition is affecting every other facet or my life, either directly or indirectly. It affects how I react, how I plan, etc. and goes a long way to explain my almost obsessive tendency to take advantage of every moment of any free time I get my hands on. I crave direction, structure, purpose, and it's my confidence in finding those qualities in NY that gets me geeked to get out there. It's not that I'm in a rush to leave, and I want to take advantage of the little time I have left here... but being stuck in this professional limbo that I've found myself in since I graduated has taken its toll.

I just keep looking for those little moments to hang onto, because I know soon enough I'm going to be too distracted to even notice them.

By the way, congrats to Leeder; he just landed a job with an advertising firm out in Cali. Between the two of us, we now have the coasts covered. WE RULE!

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kthpkc

:: 2005 25 June :: 9.20am

I am a crazy fool, if I do say so myself.

Didn't get to sleep until after 4 a.m. Blasted excitement genes, whenever I'm looking forward to something (or not looking forward to something) I can't sleep.

I've got an Ed smiley on my hand, it looks cute and keeps on grinning that awesome grin at me.

Real smiley faces creep me out.

JAFAX!!!

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kthpkc

:: 2005 24 June :: 10.00pm
:: Mood: blah

Mom and I just dyed my hair.


It smells like orangey-cherry kool-aide.

My fingers are all orange, they look awesome. I feel like walking around, wiggling them everywhere and laughing maniacally. Especially since Lindsey Blackmore is having her open house today, so there are tons of people in our backyards.

Mmmm, my fingers taste like sour kool-aide now.

This is pretty much a pointless entry, but I feel like updating so nyah.

I'm bored, even though I spent most of my day with Lil' Ben.

Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored.

Numb by Linkin Park is great to listen to when you're feeling depressed. Just to let you all know.

Moo.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2005 24 June :: 3.19pm

Bombed the interview because Catholic guilt kicked in and I told the truth.

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angel_bob

:: 2005 24 June :: 11.11am

I have a job interview today at 1:30. I'm nervous.

It's at Compulit. Nick got a job there and his first day was last night.

Oh and I'd have to work third shift with Nick if I want a ride.

My mom says there's no reason I won't get the job. I'm an uber fast typist and I can maneuver on the computer fast enough that she has no idea what I'm doing.

Wish me luck.

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