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2004 14 June :: 7.19 pm
Wow...RockRave SUCKED!!! I am never going to one of those again. We didnt even stay the entire time. GOD it was horrible. The stage was about as big as half of the back of a semi-truck, it was out in the open and there were two sets of bleachers out that were about a quarter the size as full bleachers, there wasnt anybody our age there...all there was were a buncha like 40 year old fat men walking around with their shirts off and wearing low rise pants. it was disgusting. Anyway...point is...dont ever go to RockRave!!!
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2004 9 June :: 3.05 pm
What a boring day. But YAY i won my boxers on ebay!! wahoo!! Im staying on for a while to keep fighting for tonys "Free Tibet" shirt (yay we get to share!!) Then tomorrow I am gonna have to get on to wait for my "Simple Life" DVD, and then the day after i need to get on to get my "RIAA" shirt...fun fun. only 3 days till the concert...yay!! There are gonna be a buncha whores in tiny shirts and underwear walking around all over, and a buncha stoners freaking out because of pretty colors...but hopefully the music is good.
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2004 8 June :: 6.44 pm
We finally started cleaning the basement today. I dont think anybody really thought we were ever gonna start, but im glad we did. we didnt really get much done because we didnt have much help. 4 people working isnt much. oh well, we have all summer. all i really am concerned about is getting our room done. im looking forward to that. but getting the basement all cleaned is something i want to get done by the end of the summer. we will be having a garage sale when its all cleaned, but im kinda worried about that because we are so far from town, i dont think alot of people are going to stop, and if they do...who knows if t hey will buy anything.
Me, Tony, Sydney, and maybe David and James are going to go to the RockRave this saturday, that should be ffun. i dont really know what its gonna be like though because its at some kind of dance club and there is bands and then some rave stuff. im keeping my drinks with me thats for sure. (by drinks i mean soda, just so everyone knows) im looking forward to it though, its gonna be all night long...i hope i can stay awake.
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2004 4 June :: 7.07 pm
I cant believe its summer already. it doesnt feel like it at all. I think ive got a little bit of plans for next week. Sydney is gonna come over Monday when we hopefully start cleaning out the basement. yay!! yea, so thats about all...
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2004 27 May :: 11.42 pm
My Best Friend
I, like Andrea, also remember the first day we met. But unlike Andrea, I remember more about the little things. Things like when we were running late to detention and started running down the hall, i tryed to push her and i ended up falling. I remember the little samples of wallpaper that she just had to stick all over the bathroom stalls when we were skipping. I remember spending the night at her house, we were putting on fake nails, and her brother fell asleep. Too bad for him...he woke up with fake toenails! Or when we made eachother pass out, and when i did it to Andrea, she started humping the pillows. I remember when Fournier said we couldnt go to the field trip the next day because we were talking, so we conned my next door neighbor into letting us come over when school was supposed to start and then take us to the mall. That same day, we went to a chinese restaraunt and there was this tall gumpy chinese guy cleaning tables and we couldnt help but laugh. One of the more memorable ones was when we were reading the instruction labels on the condom in science class. "wait until penis is erect" was the sentance that got us rolling. All those times when we tryed to get a buzz. I was spending the night at her house and we wanted a fruit and alcohol drink...so we squeezed oranges with our hands to drain the juice into the cup..that sisnt work, so we raided her dads canned fruit cupboard. We found a bunch of canned peaches and started dunping juice into the cup. Just as we got it filled up, a huge peach fell in and splashed it all over...damn peach. Or that time with Casey, ask Andrea what its like to wake up in your own vomit!! i think the worst one was when Chelsea was spending the night and i was talking to Tony on the phone, i was checking my maiil and got one from andrea...telling me she was moving. I started crying and hyperventalating, and tony was on the phone trying to help me calm down. But something pops into my mind when i think about our current situation. Andrea nad Alex. well, andrea was in love with this kid...and i hated him. i knew he actually wasnt good for her because i have talked to him alone before. He never remembered her name, he was all over other girls when she wasnt around, he would tell her he loved her, and then go make out with some strange girl with big boobs and open legs, he took her virginity and went behind her back and did stuff with any girl who walked by. and all i heard when i mentioned her was "andrea who?" "whats that girls name again?" "oh yea, that chic"...THAT is not someone who loves you. but she was happy. but i think it was because she didnt see what was going on. But i never tried to make her feel bad for being with him, or tryed to imply that he was a horrible person or harass him, i just let her be happy. because even though he was bad for her (unlike tony for me) i beleived her. because best friends are supposed to believe eachother because best friends shouldnt lie. but she doesnt believe me when i say im happy and safe. Are you my best friend andrea? it doesnt seem like you want to be anymore, and if your going to let all this ruin our friendship its pretty stupid. I still want to be best friends. ive spent nights crying on tony's shoulder because i feel like you dont want to be friends anymore, i feel like you are making new best friends to get over me, i feel like im just the old best friend in the old town and the old school with the old memories, and its not good to feel like that. i hurt. Andrea, you know i wouldnt lie to you, and you know im not stupid...so beleive me...i AM happy. i love tony and he loves me. he doesnt do anything bad to me. that night i called you, i wasnt crying, i was pissed off. but tony would never hurt me. yea, he threatened too, but he never would, he didnt know what to do so he figured that would make me get up so we could talk, which is what we needed to do. tony and i had communication problems, which resulted in all our problems. but now we talk things out...we sit and work out our problems and things are great now. Ok, i am sooo happy right now and things are perfect....and i dont want them to get screwed up because of all this crap with you. But i dont think you should really be worried about me and tony, because things are great with us, i think you should be worried about me and you, because THAT is the relationship that is going down the drain right now because you cant believe me when i say im happy and things are great and because you hate tony for some reason. but its up to you to work things out. if you decide not to work things out, then always remember me, because ill always remember you.
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2004 25 May :: 12.46 am
Ok everybody listen to me....all this shit about tony and the stairs thing needs to stop. Tony didnt do anything to me. Tony didnt throw me down the stairs so you can stop with the "tony the stair boy" jokes and tony isnt going to hunt you guys down and throw you down the staris either so you can stop the "tony's around, better stay away from the stairs" jokes too. Im gonna fill you guys in....
Tony DID NOT throw me down the stairs....and i guess the rumor of him throwing me down the stairs (not true) has turned into tony punching me and then throwing me from the top step, which is complete bull shit! tony would NEVER punch me and he woulf NEVER throw me from the top of the stairs..so just stop. And you people knew tony way before i even came into the picture. your supposed to be his friend. if you guys really knew him you would know that tony wouldnt hurt a fly, let alone a girl he is in love with. you guys just need to grow up and get over the fact that nothing happened. i know you guys, for some reason, love to think tony always does things wrong, and hurts me all the time, but its not true. unless giving me everything i want and need and treating me like a queen is abuse.....and if it is then he abuses the shit out of me....because all tony has ever done for me is take care of me and do things for me and help me with things. tony doesnt beat me or abuse me or anything like that... i just figured you all should know, since everyone seems to have tony pinned out to be 'the abuser' now. he doesnt abuse me, so dont worry about it, just everyone drop it and be mature people for a while. Oh, and Andrea, i left a comment pretty much explaining the same thing below....
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2004 18 May :: 8.59 pm
ANDREAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
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2004 17 May :: 8.02 pm
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2004 17 May :: 4.25 pm
....ouch....
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2004 15 May :: 2.24 pm
HA!!! i win Andrea!!!! :P
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2004 14 May :: 10.26 am
Hmmm....so much on my mind. But nothing I can say. I'm going to the mall today. Hopefully i'll have almost 50$ that will be cool. i have no clue what im going to buy, theres nothing i want. but im sure ill find something. maybe another pair of earrings. i think i like earrings alot. maybe a new pair of shoes. hmmm....anybody want me to buy them anything?? (dont get too excited people, im going right after school so i wont be able to see what you want until after i get back...HA!) well, my eyes are having problems staying open, i think im gonna take nap until class is over.
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2004 11 May :: 9.49 pm
WOW!!! its storming baaaad out.... TONY come home! im worried about you!!! :'( sniff sniff...... i hope you are ok. i love you.
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2004 11 May :: 10.30 am
AHHHHHH!!!!! I've decided what I am going to beg and beg and beg for for some kind of present...i want a Chihuahua SOOOOOOOO bad!!!! i just need to potty train it!! i want onnnneee!!!!!!! Either that or a Pomeranian or mini pomeranian....*whimper*
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2004 7 May :: 10.55 pm
..nothing to say, but then, nothing to do... so im here. Bens coming tomorrow, i dont know if i said that in the last entry i wrote today...oh well.
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2004 7 May :: 4.19 pm
YAY! Ben is coming home tomorrow!! WOOH!! im so happy.. well, Andrea, i guess this is goodbye as far as woohu goes, tomorrows the last day. see you in e-mail! heh, well thats really all i wanted to say.
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