You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me.

:: 2012 4 November :: 12.42pm

Big challenges right now, but fire strengthens steel.

3 kids | you worry too much

rayray

:: 2012 31 October :: 12.38am

Can't sleep.. Not sure if it's because I don't feel good, or because my mind won't shut off.. 7 Years later and I still can't believe we are together.. Pretty sure neither one of us thought it would last this long.. We sure press each others buttons, and annoy the hell out of each other, we aren't perfect, and we both might be a little on the bipolar side.. But I am glad that I said yes to going on a date with him. I can't picture anyone else I would want to go to bed next to each night..

:: 2012 26 October :: 3.31am
:: Mood: disappointed

"In August 2012, she (Wonder Woman) and Superman have begun a romantic relationship, which, according to Chief Creative Officer and Justice League writer Geoff Johns, will be the new status quo..."

What a load of shit.

:: 2012 25 October :: 5.21am

Update
I�m doing well. I'm in school once again. This time I'm getting my one year certificate for accounting and my bs to be decided at a later date. I got a nice promotion at work. I am now a night auditor and front desk manager. Never thought I would enjoy pushing papers and crunching numbers as much as I do. My mom was an accountant thought so perhaps it just runs in the family.

I'm on top of life right now and it's great.

I'm sick of this town though. I'm jumping ship as soon as I can. There is nothing left for me here. I'm going to save up a little money, find a job in Kalamazoo and move back. It�s rather exciting for me to think about. I miss Kalamazoo and I know it holds more opportunity for me than this shit hole. I'll be by family and friends, and a little closer to GR which makes me happy. I just need to have a job secured before I make my move.

In two days I will officially be the owner of a new car :) It�s been two years since I had my license or a car so I'm pretty geeked.

This guy I was seeing turned out to be a total boner so that is no more. Lol oh well, I feel better single so I won't complain any.

I feel more confident than I have in years.

:: 2012 17 October :: 7.53pm

box wine and frozen pizza, vidya games. that's a good way to fucked up

6 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 12 October :: 10.35am

fix it

:: 2012 4 October :: 6.48am

Cock Nozzle.

:: 2012 3 October :: 5.18pm

The liquor is calling the shots bud.

:: 2012 30 September :: 7.48pm

This is where I would write some self congratulatory bullshit. Oh wait, this isn't facebook!

8 kids | you worry too much

rayray

:: 2012 16 September :: 10.38pm

It melts my heart, and brings tears to my eyes, every time Mike prays for my brother when he does Reagans bed time prayers with her.

:: 2012 16 September :: 12.15am

Still can't believe I'm pregnant. Again....

:: 2012 15 September :: 9.13pm

I would just rather abide by the code of hammurab.

rayray

:: 2012 17 August :: 6.21am

My kid won't nap. And some people might think that, that is no big deal. But you've probably Never met Reagan. She is a major crab without a nap. She is sleep deprived and has been since she was about 4 months old. Her dad is no help with that. He contradicts everything I say or do.. She hasn't napped since Tuesday. And that wasn't a very long nap. Maybe a 20 mile drive. Wednesday, she fought it for 4 hours, and screamed bloody murder for 2.5 hours. I am seriously going insane. She doesn't ever let me do anything. Other than watch cartoons with her. I'm to the point where I'm ready to send her to day care just so I don't have to deal with nap time... But I would feel super Shitty about dumping her off on someone else when she wont go to sleep on her own.

And complaining and being this frustrated with her makes me feel like a Shitty mom and a Shitty person. Which just makes me cry along with her.

6 kids | you worry too much

jayzulla

:: 2012 14 August :: 2.01am

Hello woohu, how are you?

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 6 August :: 11.22am

Comfort kills dreams so we have to stay hungry, or perhaps stay greedy, to keep moving in that direction.

liz	:: 2012 26 July :: 8.11pm I'm so homesick today. 1 kid \| you worry too much

:: 2012 11 July :: 12.48am

I wish....

I wasn't me
I didn't look like me especially.

Just want to feel pretty and sexy once in my life.

5 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 2 July :: 10.38am

So I've learned that when I'm suspicious about someone's motives I am usually correct.

4 kids | you worry too much

liz	:: 2012 1 June :: 1.25pm I imagine it would be more fiscally responsible to send me a noticea notice than to put a warrant of levy on my wshit. you worry too much

liz	:: 2012 1 June :: 1.25pm I imagine it would be more fiscally responsible to send me a noticea notice than to put a warrant of levy on my wshit. you worry too much

liz

:: 2012 1 June :: 1.22pm

So first off I recognize my delinquency in that matter but with multiple student loans through multiple companies they can slip through thecracks. Thank you state of Michigan for not telling me I'm behind but instead just garnishing 25% of my income. Seriously. Fuck off

2 kids | you worry too much

liz	:: 2012 31 May :: 5.47pm What the fuck is going on. 4 kids \| you worry too much

:: 2012 29 May :: 10.33am

I have a notion, a feeling that something big is about to happen, something is going to change and something is going to come to fruitition out of nowhere.

liz

:: 2012 23 May :: 9.50pm

I seriously cannot find a person to cover my shift on Friday. This frustrates me because I feel like if one of my coworkers needed a day off to go to their friends visitation service that I would cover their shift in a heartbeat. The one Guy said that he has people coming in from out of town and I'm like seriously have a fucking heart. Generally I tell my boss that I'm not coming in but he is on vacation. I just want to be with you guys. It seems to be the only thing that helps this hurt subside. There is a small chance that I can make it but I wont know until Friday morning.

5 kids | you worry too much

liz

:: 2012 22 May :: 7.04pm

I remember the day he became my friend. For years I would see him at parties and he would call me Justin's sister. That night at the Sparta Beer Tent he spilled his beer down the front of my shirt and I said Bitch if you're going to spill your beer on me you'd best learn my name. Years of random hanging out and bdubs trips. Then I left Andy Clute and he became a person who I could call to cry to. A friend whom I could depend on for anything. A random Stony cruise (with me driving because he always scared the shit out of me behind the wheel). The only person who I would allow to fuck with my radio knowing that he would inevitabley turn to my across the universe soundtrack because it was the only thing we agreed on. I will miss you Andy. If I have said it once I have said it a million times. You will always be my favorite Andy.

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.21pm

I'm cheating on you!

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 19 May :: 11.32am

Look out, we got a badass over here

:: 2012 26 April :: 10.36am

One lab accident short of being a super villain.

10 kids | you worry too much

:: 2012 21 April :: 5.48pm

2nd time away from home
Well, the baby is with Grandma and Grandpa O. She is probably having a blast.. but I'm kinda sad.. and lonely. hahaha. figures.