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shannonw55

:: 2005 30 January :: 2.24pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Bright Eyes - The Calendar Hung Itself

This isn't working...
and neither is my floppy disk. Meh.

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LoupGarou

:: 2005 28 January :: 6.42am
:: Mood: tired

Dum dum duuuum
Just a real quick entry before school for the sake of simply updating and nothing more. Decided to say howdy. Life's been fine I guess. Well, there's some sad news and stuff but I'll talk about that when I get the chance to create a real entry.

You know, nobody is really online in the morning. Tis kinda fonny.

"Mama.. I just killed a man. Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead. Mama, life had just begun, but now I've gone and thrown it all away. Mama, ooo, I didn't mean to make you cry. If I'm not back again this time tomorrow, carry on, carry on, cuz nothing really matters."
--Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen

Ah yes that is a cool song. Kinda sad once you think about it, ne?

Juuuuuuuulia might start going out with one of Ryan's best friends, Ryan (woah no way!) or just "Miller". Teehee that would be funny. She' buggin me to go to the mixer dance thing and bring ryan and ryan and I don't really wanna go. Oh well we shall see, we shall see, ne?

I understood the math assignment in class yesterday! I've been having trouble feeling like I understand things in the math class, but I understood the thing we did yesterday and I'm so happy!

Well, time to get into the car and head right back off to schoolio, foolio.

Ta hu wa'ii la na ta'hu wa'ii la! Enu he'i la pa heini'o alohala! O'otutu ii lu'a, ii'na'o a la, a'ahu a'hi a na halai!

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shannonw55

:: 2005 27 January :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Coldplay - We Never Change

Dashboard Confessional

"Anyone, Anyone"

I'm not sure of anyone, anyone
But I've got plans
I'm not asking for everything but sure I could use a hand

Get a little anxious
Sometimes you'll be gone and I'll be left behind
Get a little nervous
Sometimes it'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines
Get a little lost look
And some staring from the corner of my eye
Never really mastered disinterest

I can't see how
The way that you leave me alone makes us close
I must be out of touch
I won't ask you
To give up on the things that seem to keep you gone
But I can be gone too

Feel a little sorry
Sometimes you're not here when I am writing
Feels a little awkward
Sometimes you won't talk but we're not fighting
You hold on to your secrets
And I'm not privy to what is on your mind
But I can't help but feel tired
So tired, so tired, so tired

So tired

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shannonw55

:: 2005 21 January :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Sheryl Crow - If It Makes You Happy

Have you ever had a dream where you can't move your legs and you have to drag yourself places with your arms? ... o_0 ...

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shannonw55

:: 2005 11 January :: 5.29pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Coldplay - Parachutes/High Speed

Mm.. I'm sleepy.

So yeah.. Ear infections/sinus infections suck. And they've got me on these super strong pils since the first ones didn't work and it's killing me. It's got all these crazy side effects like depression, confusion, nightmares, and a bad taste in your mouth. lol I mean.. for something for ear infections... I think that's sorta weird. Now I'm gonna be way behind in drama and everybody is gonna be pissed.. But.. too bad because I stuck it out after 4th hour and came back.. I get some credit for that, man. lol So yeah.. Maybe you won't see me a couple more times this week.. I don't know. I hope I'll get better.

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LoupGarou

:: 2005 1 January :: 8.40pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Aerials - System of a Down

Disneyland and shtuff
HOWDY Y'ALL! I just came back from my favorite place on earth next to Walt Disney World. Disneyland! WEeeeee! *dorkish grin*
Twas mucho fun and mucho crowded.
*GASPUS!* you know what Michael Eisner is doing now?! MULAN II! He can't keep doing this to Disney! I sob. Sob I do. *sobs*
No more sequels! Not unless they be damn good ones! Walt didnt' believe in sequels you know!
New Years in Disneyland was of course packed with people. After the fireworks we had to seek shelter in a photo shop on Main Street and then in an outside eating area for a restaraunt.
We ate in the Blue Bayou, the restaraunt in the Pirates of the Caribbean building. Twas very nice. that one guy that played Harry Osbourne in Spiderman 1 and 2 was there. He walked out with a cast member while we were waiting to get in. I don't think many people noticed him except my mom and me. Well I'm sure they noticed him elsewhere but I meant at least at the restaraunt as he was walking out.
There were a bunch of Japanese tourists there while as well and they were so cute! There was this one group of two guys and I think a girl on mainstreet that looked maybe in their early 20s and they were taking a picture with the castle in the background and when they took the picture they held two fingers up in the "v" for victory sign thingy. It was cool to see because it's the typical Japanese picture thing! ^.^ And it could possible be because I'm just a weird freak lol. My reaction: "*jumping up and down and speaking in excited whispers* lookit lookit! They did the finger thingymabob Japanese cool thingy! view it! They did the finger thingy!"
My parents looked at me as if I was insane, and even my sister talked to me as if I was having problems.
Twas a vunderful trip indeed. We went to the new Hollywood Tower of Terror. Twas mucho fun! I liked the work they put into theming it better in the Florida one, but then again they had less land to work with over here. Twas still very fun.
What pisses me off is when they have those really unenthusiatsic cast members (employees) that are really boring and out of it.
Methinks it would be fun to work at Disneyland because you get the chance to act as well as earn money for it. Well, at least if you are working for themed rides.


Anyway, Christmas was lurvley! Lots of Lurvely-ness!
I went and saw Finding Neverland with my family! Highly recommended movie! I lurve it muchly! Actually I think it's become one of my favorites. I saw it a second time with Ryan and Javier. I wouldnt mind seeing it a third time! Anyone wanna take me? :D

Hmm where was i?

I've gotta stop chewing my nails.

Well anyway, I guess that's all I'll write about right now. Happy New Year to everyone! Kinda hard to believe that 2004 is over and 2005 has started. Sad to think of it, actually. Another year gone by.
And another one ahead.

Oh Lord, help us.

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eddy

:: 2004 29 December :: 2.40am

*sigh* Life sucks......said so many times, so many different ways by so many different people but at least 70% of the time, ultimately true.

What would you do if you lived your life with someone who is seemingly perfect...They have just about everything they need and more. What's more is that they don't get it themselves. It all comes from other people. They have all the money they can ever need, while you sit there an watch them gain all the newest clothes and things and you get hand me downs and garage sale stuff most of the time. If you happen to get new things, it's never very much. They have the way paved for them nearly in gold. You have to scrape for money in the future just so you can go to school and have a fighting chance at at least the Middle class life. I've kinda lost my train of thoughts, all my words are jumbled in my head and they don't like coming out without a struggle. I hoping this journal thing for writing my emotions down and all will help that......

Christmas was good. I had a great time. I didn't get the graphire that i was really hoping for, but i'm really happy with what i did get. Christmas time is great......great smells and memories. The good kind, when you were a little kid and so ignorant and naivé..

Good Times....

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shannonw55

:: 2004 27 December :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Duncan Shiek - November

Dream
So I had a really weird dream. One so weird I don't understand how my unconscious brain was creative enough to think it up.
I'm in this large place... heaven? or just a big building...? There were a lot of other people. I think only other girls though. We were all... angels? I think? We had to pick up a cross and a bible verse that we liked or just a bible verse. We were supposed to get in line, have someone nail the cross to your back, hang the bible verse on your back also, and have the priest read the verse to the... church? Maybe it was supposed to be a blessing thing, I dunno. But anyway, I was afraid to nail the cross to my back, because obviously, this would hurt. But if you didn't do so, it would be a big disrespect to Jesus or God. But I ended up taking the easy way out, which was frowned upon by the other girls/angels or whoever they were. I took a plastic thing and had it nailed to that instead and wore it, so that the cross would hang on my back and not harm me. But the verse was still read by the priest. That was the end. I woke up feeling really... bad. Weird, eh?

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shannonw55

:: 2004 22 December :: 8.10pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Coldplay - Warning Sign

How can you compare a relationship to a job...IN A GOOD WAY? ugg.. people are stupid.. Ok no more of him..
So how's your Christmas Vacation going? Mine is pretty good. But we didn't get a Christmas tree.. lol So yeah. I wanna hang out with ppl some more this week so if ya wanna hang out or something then comment. Well everybody have a Merry Christmas!

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eddy

:: 2004 21 December :: 11.55am

Funnyish Quote of the day:

"Well I dont really have a fish, but if I had it would be dead."
The Picture

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shannonw55

:: 2004 19 December :: 2.35pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: nothing! because the speakers don't work..aaarrgg!

Guys are just fucking morons.

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shannonw55

:: 2004 13 December :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Green Day - Good Riddance

So hopefully I'll be using this journal a lot more now. All my upperclassman friends can add me. lol Does sophmore count as upperclassman? Did I even spell that right? Blah I dunno. So hmm.. update of my life... I'm in high school now. I'm a big kid. I... am having a much better year than I was in 8th grade. I don't have much to write right now. But I'll update cha later on more interesting things later, eh?

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LoupGarou

:: 2004 10 December :: 6.23pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Rock No Gyakusuu - Miyavi

Okeedokie! Tis Friday! And tomorrow is the Winter Ball! Oh joy in my freaking heart. I want to go, but the whole fancy dress thing is kinda weird for me. I would like to be seen in public as little as possible.

Today was today. Talked a bunch about the Odyssey in English. She assigned each group a god to draw a picture of and write a bit of info on. I wanted Hermes really badly, so she was nice and put him in. Then though, there weren't enough important gods assigned to the groups. Apollo, Dionysus, and I forget who else were left behind unintentionally. When she discovered that there were more gods then there were groups, or at least that the important gods had been somewhat neglected, she said, "We have to take a few off. So I'm going to take off... Hermes"
"NO! Not Hermes!" said I!
She said that she was sorry and that Dionysus and the other dude were more important than Hermes. But then someone spoke up and said that they would take on another one, then another group said they would do the same, and then a third group. They saved Hermes for me!
I was thinking: "Aww. Thanks guys! You saved Hermes for me!"


Twas very cool. Then I felt kinda bad because we didn't take on two gods. But it was very nice of them. I was with Diana in my pair, and the thing about us is that we both like to draw, and it's hard for us to decide what to make hermes look like. We brainstormed the way he would look for a while before we even started attempting anything.

After school I had about an hour to spare, so I went with Erin, Darya, and Kiley down to San Jose State and raided their Jamaba Juice. Stupid people don't accept the gift cards. As we were waiting to cross the street they started talking about that movie "Bowling for Columbine."
"That's a good movie"
"yeah it is"
"I haven't seen it. I really want to."
Michael Moore makes me sick. That fat bastard can go drown in a sea of donuts for all I care. He should spare us all and stop making those movies of his.
But yush. Just a little annoyance of mine.

We got back and I sat outside of Manley Hall (teehee. Fonny name). Nicola came by and said that she was going to email Mr. McCaw, our drama teacher and play directorwith some questions she had. Now, just to catch up, I tried out for the spring musical and got called back. However, the cast list isn't supposed to be posted until monday or tuesday. So I asked Nicola jokingly if she'd ask Mr. McCaw if I got a part in the play because I wanted to know.
The play we are doing by the way, is Joseph and the amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat.
A little bit later I went into the lobby and was headed to the library to see what erin and darya were doing in there, when Mr. McCaw came in and called my name.
"Nicola just sent me an email saying that you wanted to know if you got a part in the play."
"Oh yeah," I said and smiled sheepishly. I didn't really expect him to tell me anyway.
But instead he said "Come here." So I went over with him kinda near the beginning of the hallway that leads off to the computer labs in Manley Hall.
I notice he glanced around a bit. "I'm not going to have the cast list posted until probably Tuesday with the way this is going because there are a lot of people to cast. Now, I've gotten your permission slip from your parents, and I haven't received any objections from any of your teachers, so things are looking okay. You can't tell anyone, but you're Joseph."

I was so happy! I mean, when you think about it, I am a freshman, and got the lead of the spring musical, which is the biggest dramatic production of the year. I'm so freaking happy. It's a really big accomplishment for me.

However, I have said that i would not tell anyone at school until the cast list is posted, so Marilyn, you can't mention this to anyone if the cast list isnt posted on Monday.

Yush I am so very happy. I will do a dance of happiness.

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eddy

:: 2004 29 November :: 7.12am

Woo, Friday was mine and Justin's first year anniversary, We went to Max and Erma's next to Rivertown and then saw Christmas with the Kranks at the Cinemark in the mall afterward. He got me a heart-shaped 10k gold necklace with diamonds in it and a stuffed polar bear. It's really soft ^^ Turkey day went good, went to my aunts and ate a little, then went to Justins and had some more. It was good. : )

Best phrase of the week:

talking about penis'------- "It just sends all this estrogen up to my brain..."

What a hoot. lol

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eddy

:: 2004 23 November :: 4.29pm

Romance Movie Quiz

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Friggan awesome, i love that movie, thats that Cary Elwes guy i talked about a while back. There isnt any "Snookums" or "Pookie Pie" in my relationship though, thats just wierd.

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