To be, or not to be,--that is the question:-- Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them?--To die,--to sleep,-- No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heartache, and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to,--'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die,--to sleep;-- To sleep! perchance to dream:--ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come, When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despis'd love, the law's delay, The insolence of office, and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would these fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of something after death,-- The undiscover'd country, from whose bourn No traveller returns,--puzzles the will, And makes us rather bear those ills we have Than fly to others that we know not of? Thus conscience does make cowards of us all; And thus the native hue of resolution Is sicklied o'er with the pale cast of thought; And enterprises of great pith and moment, With this regard, their currents turn awry, And lose the name of action.--Soft you now! The fair Ophelia!--Nymph, in thy orisons Be all my sins remember'd."

 

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 September :: 7.42pm
:: Mood: complacent

You don't know the first thing about love, because you don't understand compromise.
Where is this love? I can't see it, I can't touch it. I can't feel it. I can hear it. I can hear some words, but I can't do anything with your easy words.

joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 September :: 6.57pm
:: Music: The Moldy Peaches- NYC is a Grave Yard

cutest thing ever.
so one o f the organizations on campus put mugs at our doors that say you've been mugged on them. i think it is hilarious.

by anychance... do you think that maybe icecream cones are made of some hybrid edible version of like paper and styrofoam?

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 September :: 4.56pm

i was looking at dennis' profile interests and i realized.... i turned him into a whore.

aside from that i didn't realize my lab class started at 3:05, i thought it started at 4:05 so i saw at 3:05 that i was supposed to be there and ran to class, but i was locked out and the teacher looked scary so i didn't knock. and i missed my lab class. can you say fucked?

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 September :: 2.41pm

sex is essential. i crave it like a lioness in heat and my boyfriend is still in texas. and i probably won't see him until christmas. masterbation gets old after a while. i need some sex. send me sex dammit!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 September :: 9.59am

so right now i am supposed to be in intro to political thought... but i think i am going to drop that class, and take something interesting. don't get me wrong... i love politics, but the teacher blows. and thus i am skipping, along with sam and jackie.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 September :: 9.51pm

and then he decided not to talk to me...

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unbleachedblond

:: 2005 11 September :: 6.10pm

the lions have actually made it to the second half still in the lead. proof that there is a god.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 September :: 11.45am

in the end maybe i am just a masochist. i am when it comes to sports, so why would it not be the same for a relationship. charlie, you are such a dear and what you said really helped. also i realized that all it probably comes down to is i love him, and i am afraid that he will never love me back. this is hard on both of us but most likely harder on him because i make it that way. neither of us asked for this to happen, but it did. it was an intervention, i just hope that we can help each other before we destroy ourselves.

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kitty2004

:: 2005 10 September :: 9.59pm
:: Music: the beat of my own drum

Well my brother got married today!! hip hip horray. congrats to the newly weds...
love to all
Kat

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 10 September :: 3.53pm
:: Mood: useless
:: Music: Laura Love- Punctured and hissing

mike and i are fighting. i have cried for at least 10 minutes everyday since wednesday, at least. i feel like a stupid child and like mike is some hardened old man. everything between us is so different now. since i got to school it feels as though i am just a nuisance. that is why i cried today. i don't think i am even going to see him before christmas. the thought kills me. it makes me cry everytime i think about it. and there isn't a damn thing i can do. i feel like he wants me to just go away and the thought of us being apart just kills.

it's worse when everyone around me is going home to see their boyfriends and their families. i thought i could handle this. why is it different? it isn't worth my while to go home, but i don't have anything to keep me here. and there isn't anywhere to go either. maybe it's just because i haven't found any friends but it just feels like high school. i hated high school. i am sick of being alone. i am sick of feeling like nobody wants me around.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 9 September :: 9.39pm

orange juice is soo gross. i need something to do. someone should drive 5 hours and visit my sorry ass. i am so bored. something needs to happen. i think next year i am going to transfer to a different school. somewhere closer to mike, then i can get a part time job and just live with him. who knows. that's the ideal thing i suppose. idk. we will see, time will tell.

why is orange juice so gross???

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 9 September :: 7.47pm
:: Music: Blink 182- Stay together for the kids

question of the night... should i go and work out? my roomie is at a cross country meet until like 10 or 11 and the other girls i talk to are at a party, so once again i am in my room... by my lonesome. uh yeah. so i can do homework or go to the tarc.

maybe i will do french and then go to the tarc. maybe. or i could just go get some fucking pizza.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 8 September :: 9.17pm

i finally talked to mike. i feel alot better now. i am really tired tho. i hate 8am classes everyday. but tomorrow is biology and french. i love french!

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 8 September :: 6.23pm

i wish someone would call that isn't my parents. i am so incredibly bored. i miss my phone. i have lost contact with the world. i haven't talked to mike for 4 days. i hate it. i need to have my phone!!!!

aside from that, my CSS teacher reminds me of Reed, but not bald. and my
Political Theory teacher is really boring. it's horrid to sit in his class for 2 hours and listen to him. My other teachers are great... well i don't know the guy that teaches my bio lab. but my actual teacher for that class is so cool.

also there is this kid who is in 3 of my classes named Sam, he is a football player, italian, also a Poli Sci major and he has a gorgeous chicago accent. he reminds me of the gotti boys. *drools* i kid. but seriously, there are so many great boys and they are all so fucking hot! it isn't fair. i swear, if i don't hear from mike by saturday i am going to do something stupid. as well as be extremely fucking pissed.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 7 September :: 11.27pm

#1 thing i hate... not being able to talk to mike. i really wish that he would call or something because i miss him so much

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