He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 27 March :: 3.23pm

this has been the longest day ever!!!

happy easter!!!!!!!

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sandatthebeach

:: 2005 26 March :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: restless

peeled clementines
I have to pee...thought I'd share :-D.

I don't update much anymore...in either here or my Xanga. Frankly I don't really want people to know much about my personal life anymore. If you do...ask and you may recieve an answer. Possibly.

Anywho...I got bored so I'm here. I figured I'll post a random entry because I read all the other ones and I sound whiney. It's my whining journal hence the lack of updates. I think I post one entry in here like every other month. Hehe.

Hm...I got talk to the Pa-trice today which was well needed...I think for the both of us.

Yeah that's all I got...Oh yeah and it's Spring Break now. 'Tis well needed as well.

Always, Sandy

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 26 March :: 12.34am
:: Music: Uninvited-Alanis Morrisette

woo day!
UNINVITED
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat hard telling
To watch them burn me shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight

I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.

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sweetyas

:: 2005 25 March :: 10.48am
:: Mood: sad

Rejection
I hate college rejection. The letter comes in and you know whats in there. Then the college is like you applied, you're just not good enough. But they take so long to say that that it makes you sad and depressed. We had a lot of really good applicants, your application was good. But there were better people took a whole page. I dont deal with rejection well, especially if my dad is involved. He can be a jackass. He doesnt understand the process he just thinks if you get in your going there if not your not. And its like dad i got into the freaking college but not the special program. I dont want to be a pharmacist really. I'd rather be a doctor.

One more thing. I think its amazing how junior and senior year you know what to do in school. Well for me. Like seriously its weird. I'm getting A's trying at the same level as fresh and sopho year. Its weird. Well thats all.

Qui suis-je?

Yasamin

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.27pm

holy night...

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sandatthebeach

:: 2005 23 March :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: distressed

Sour Patch Kids
Hey look I'm posting...gasp indeed.

I'm sorry to anyone I've been a bitch to. I've been being a bitch to a lot of people lately. TOM paid me a visit....it wasn't a very good visit this month....

I've changed so much and I'm not too certain if it was all for the better...I mean...I'm more confident in myself now (don't worry...I don't have a big head...at least I don't think I do) and I'm more outgoing and shit like that....but...shrugs...I don't know. I've lost sight of my priorities. I'm sick of just about everything. This Spring Break is greatly needed. I hate school.

I'm just going to come off and say I'm uber sorry to Patrice and Jorie because I've been kinda neglecting you guys. ::Sigh:: I've been distracted and I've been neglecting a lot of people...but espeically you guys...and it sucks because I used to talk to you two the most out of anyone. I'm sorry.

It feels like Friday...why isn't it Friday? I'm tired but I can't go to bed yet. Damn ACTs. Took the post-test tonight. I hate sitting for 3 hours straight (well I guess with a 3 minute break in between).

But on the plus side there's no rehearsal tomorrow which means Spring Break starts as soon as that bell rings at 3:15. Then I'm leaving that school. I'm so sick and tired of it. Why am I not a senior?

Dammit...I'm complaining. I'll stop before I start whining about more nonsense like the coldness of the weather and shit like that.

Always, Sandy

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sweetyas

:: 2005 23 March :: 5.51pm

The Annual Book Review
Yasamin has read two books recently. APPLAUSE APPLAUSE.

Fade is book one by robert cormier. Interesting ending that just pisses you off. I dont like hte way the author tried to make it "fun". If you have read a book by cormier i suggest reading it, if not then do not read it and read another book by him first.


The Five People You Meet in Heaven. Very good book. i totally liked it. I totally love the idea of heaven in that book. i would be so happy if it was really like that. Its really a suprise ending. Its weird cuz im reading a book in french about sorta the same thing but its different.
DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANT ONE THING RUINED SORTA.
In the five you learn why your life was the way it was in french they go back and fix their deaths.

So Yasamin is finished.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 23 March :: 4.24pm

no matter what i do, they will not fire me! i hate chuck e. cheese! oh well...i work when i want. she told me to keep sunday quiet because she told everyone it was her fault.

it sucks.....i try to get in trouble and cant....i hate that.

in other news, see friends only. it's too...girl orientated for anyone else who might read it.

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toki

:: 2005 23 March :: 10.23am

I don't want to update my journal. But I am. Woo hoo. Isn't this exciting?

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mudpiegrl

:: 2005 22 March :: 9.10pm
:: Music: Sally's song

I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

i figured i'd make a fifth journal entry today...lol...being sick is boring.

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