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2004 7 December :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: Headachish
:: Music: kiss fm (jayz w/linkin park thats what i call good music)
TODAY
Today was shit, i was in such a bad mood cuz of my biology test. Let me be honest man i hate that class right now. But i mean how do you. expect me to act when i get four tests back in three classes, it wasnt pretty. So i sorta told susie that shes a horrible person adn she cant complain if she causes her own personal problems. She smokes, like half of our school, and she was complaining about her bf over smoking adn what not andi just got really mad and was like you know what susie you cant complain about him you smoke too, adn you cant complain about anything to do with him because you chose to go out with him. I feel really bad for saying it but i mean its true.
I think im too honest with some people and i guess thats a really bad thing. I mean people appreciate honesty but they hate you when you are honest wtih them. I mean its little things that peopel get mad about and im sorry but u get mad if i lie adn you get mad if im too honest people just really suck monkey butt.
Question du jour:
Should i go to college here in illinois (stay at home) or go to Purdu?
If i go here i have to stay at home, continue to live with my parents adn what not. I save a lot of money like about ten thousand dollars per year. But the girl at work told me i need to go to purdue because i need to find out who i am and i cant do that if i continue to live with my parents. Plus if i get to leave i get freedom. I need that, imagine my curfew will still be about ten o'clock when im in college. I dont want to be a townie. I dont want to be here next year but...i dont know. Its so confusing. GRRRR. Money vs. freedom. maybe. Family Vs. Freedom.
sweetyas
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2004 5 December :: 3.03pm
The two most common elements in the universe are hydrogen...and stupidity.
-Harlan Ellison
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2004 5 December :: 4.00am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: 90.1
1.) Copy and paste this into your journal:
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2.) (Eliminate the asterisks)
3.) See what color you are
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woo funness...
today i went to caribou with patrice...
my plan for today was
1) buy slippers for mum for xmas
2) go to caribou, get coffee, work on paper
3) babysit
but patrice called as i pulled into target and i picked her up from her three hour "break" and i got slippers and we spent an hour in caribou, then i babysat...the paper worked itself out of it...
we talked about a lot...im glad too...
i know im going to be in trouble for this one, but she has this connection that i miss having. i had/have it with jen, but its rare i talk to her. same with sandy. and patrice. but it felt good today just to spill, and listen to her spill. with everyone else, its either one or the other, or just laughs and games. i could talk to patrice forever though. so many late nights.
babysitting was soo fun. the girls were the next door neighbours of the first people i babysat since i moved here in seventh grade. they recommend me. yay. ive never babysat just one child. two is the lowest and its gone up to five, which isnt as much as jen...but still never just one. there were two girls, both very imaginative and active. three and five and a half ( i remember when you were "five and a quarter", it was so exciting; life gets boring when you get old). they were fun. the parents were surprised that i made them clean up. they said i might possibly be the best babysitter they've ever had.
ama go sleep now.
g'night.
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2004 29 November :: 9.13pm
:: Music: Love Will Keep Us Alive- The Eagles
So Mr. Mann talked about the difference between guys and girls today.
He said that girls have so many connections in their brains...they think of every possibility and every consequence to things...guys can only concentrate on one thing at a time. His impression of a guy's mind at work was "me watch tv. She talk to me, me look away from tv and listen. Tv still on. Me watch tv. Me get up and get chips now." it was so funny!
Then he gave the guys advice saying, if you take on thing away from this class, let this be it.
He said when a girl is talking and complaining about stuff like her mom or friends or something, all a guy should do is listen. He says every guys first response is to solve things for the girl like "well why dont you try talking to her?" but he said all a girl wants is someone to listen to them,they can solve things on their own. He said guys always look for an immediate solution to things but in this case, all they should say is "Hmm, I'm really sorry thats a tough situation." Or something along those lines. It was so funny... and amazingly pretty true.
Any guys out there....listen to that.
~Jackie
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2004 27 November :: 2.13am
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Gabbie's watchign Mean Girls
Oh Wow.
You know what I realized today? I don't even know what it was that I realized, but something clicked in my mind.
Off topic...but do you think I overdramatize things to make them seem worse then they are?
-Patrice
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2004 16 November :: 8.23pm
Jackie,
Your life patterns have reached a new stability and you feel good about what you've done with your situation. This isn't the time to cry over what has been lost. What is done is in the past tense and cannot be changed. Instead of looking back, it's now time to use your current strength to allow yourself to live fully in the present without looking too far ahead.
Wow my horoscopes have been pretty good lately! :)
Adios
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2004 15 November :: 10.45pm
Jackie,
Although you may not feel like a rock of stability, there is a powerful peace in knowing that you can be free enough from tradition to embrace your future. It may seem as if you are walking a tightrope between the new and the old, but you make it look so easy that others will respect the path you've taken. Take a deep breath, don't look down and keep moving forward.
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2004 14 November :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: bored
so im going through my away messages...
Andrew Warhola was born into a blue-collar family in Pittsburgh. He grew up, moved away to New York, became a graphic artist, and pretty much gave birth to the Pop Art movement. He made a name for himself painting Campbell's soup cans. He might be best known as being the guy who predicted: "In the future everybody will be world-famous for 15 minutes."
Would you like to meet this hot guy? Click HERE.
There are so many, many bad things in the world, but for some weird visceral reason, cannibalism is considered just about the worst. Depending on your point of view, it rises above even such criminal abominations as pedophilia, Rape and Genocide, but in the final analysis, it's what's for dinner.
Then again, we live in a culture in which people would run vomiting to the bathroom if they saw what went into making their McDonald's hamburgers, in which a cow is brutally killed with blunt-force trauma, its innards are outered, and then the whole thing is ground up into a mealy paste, intestines, feces, bones and all.
For more on this fascinating topic, click HERE.
...his insistence of removing portions of patients' bowels that he thought aided in spreading disease (due to rotten food overstaying their welcome within a body) and an amusing procedure wherein yogurt was given to both ends of the digestive system simultaneously.
His Cornflake idea, one of several "health foods" he developed over time, was taken by his brother Will and formed the base of the Kellogg's cereal empire. Dr. Kellogg wanted nothing to do with this bastardization of his invention and naturally went bazoo when the Kellogg's company started sugar-coating the flakes. A lawsuit ensued and the two brothers never spoke again. For some reason, neither the Kellogg's Cereal Company or the historical keepers of the name of Dr. Kellogg like to mention this.
~for more info on this appetizing topic, click HERE.
Dr. Jack Kevorkian, the Suicide doctor, should be getting more attention from the mainstream media. Instead, he rots in a prison cell, his only crime was to end the suffering of those who wanted to die. Perhaps he should not have flaunted his methods by videotaping the process and distributing the result.
Think of love as air...it surrounds you, but unless it blows in your face, or destroys soemthing close to you, like your house, or your friend, or you head, You dont know its there...and despite all the evidence we can produce in our minds to prove it non-existent, it is there.
In 1914, veteran conman Henri Landru hatched his all-time greatest "get rich quick" scheme. He placed a singles ad in the Paris newspapers.
He planned to seduce a wealthy respondent, con her out of her fortune, and kill her. It worked like a charm, and proved to be extremely lucrative. Over five years, Landru received more than 300 inquiries from interested women, out of which he pursued ten.
All told, the enterprise necessitated the deaths of 10 women, a young boy, and two dogs. He used poison to kill them. Then he cut up the bodies with a handsaw, incinerated the pieces in his stove, and dumped the ashes in his garden.
Landru's story later became the basis for a number of films, including Charlie Chaplin's 1947 dark comedy Monsieur Verdoux.
Want more on this lovely "widower"? click HERE.
"There was a machine designed for shredding plastic," she told the group." Men were dropped into it, and we were made to watch. Sometimes they went in head first and died quickly. Sometimes they went in feet first and died screaming. It was horrible. I saw thirty people die like this. Their remains would be placed in plastic bags and we were told they would be used as fish food. On one occasion, I saw Quesay (a son of Saddam) personally supervise these murders."
For more on this wonderful way to die, click HERE.
There was a mother who had a little boy who was very loveable and she worshipped him above everything. It happened that he became ill and died and she could not be comforted and wept day and night. Soon afterwards wehn the child had been buried it appeared in the places where it had played; and if the mother wept it wept also and when the morning came it disappeared. However the mother would not stop crying it came one night in the little white shroud in which it had been laid in its grave and with its wreath of flowers round its head and stood on the bed at her feet and said "Mother do stop crying or I shall never fall asleep in my coffin for my shroud will not dry because of all thy tears" The mother wept no more. The next night the child came. "Look, my shroud is dry" He then slept peacefully in his grave.
its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing...its snowing... make a song and sing it when it snows...bounce around your house waking everyone up!
If you so must leave, %n, then i wish you chocolate-covered, candy-coated, cotton candy flavoured, bubblegummy sweet dreams!
dont cry, heres why:
~1 beautiful people dont cry
~2 its only for emotional show
~3 it wont make things better
~4 it might dehydrate you
~5 it only makes your cheeks wet anyway
"A hidden truth is more dangerous than a spoken lie." ~Frounfelter~
What makes the Walt Disney World theme park so interesting is not so much the park itself, with many extensions of the original plans of Disneyland and its incredible popularity as a destination spot, but all the amazing aspects of the Reedy Creek Improvement District, the government set up by Disney (which continues to this day) that was originally intended to govern EPCOT (the Experimental Prototype Community of Tomorrow) and give it the ability to live out Disney's dream of a perfect society.
Hm...continuing your deep thoughts, yes....
so...hello
~look outside....is it:
~snowing?
~raining?
~dark?
~light?
doesn't matter.
~the time is %t...
~kinda sux that time rules our lives, eh?
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2004 13 November :: 4.39am
| Global Personality Test Results | Stability (37%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness (60%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion (58%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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2004 13 November :: 1.56am
:: Mood: thoughtless
| Outgoing (E) 72.22% Withdrawn (I) 27.78%
Imaginative (N) 51.22% Realistic (S) 48.78%
Emotional (F) 52.63% Intellectual (T) 47.37%
Improvised (P) 57.89% Organized (J) 42.11%
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| Global Personality Test Results | Stability (67%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness (45%) medium which suggests you are moderately organized, hard working, and reliable while still remaining flexible, efficient, and fun.
Extraversion (68%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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