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2004 12 November :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: bored
so not much is happening now...erm...yup
later
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2004 12 November :: 2.22am
Jackie,
Events are happening in your life that signal the changes you've been anticipating. This is a time of spiritual and emotional renewal. You know that the ending is as important as the new beginning, and now you must be prepared to let go of that which is holding you back. Don't worry. You're not going to lose in the long run. You simply have to make room for what the currents are now carrying toward you.
Oh man... I was so just thinking about that today! Wooo for horoscopes!
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2004 8 November :: 7.25pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Shrek II music in my head
sick, again
so now i want the soundtrack to shrek II.
im sick again.......how odd...ear infection i think. i think i can sense it and the doctors dont see it until its actually an infection. i wish they'd see it the first time.
i also wish the nurse at school would be nice and let me in just to check my ears. no. "you need a pass."
so my throat hurts and my ears and it hurts...
um all is well....im sooo excited to see the noo noo...he's coming on thanksgiving. i have to work tmro and wednesday.
i have a trig test tmro and have to pick my author for contemp fiction.
i think ill do E.L. Doctorow. he wrote ragtime which im supposed to read anyway. if not ill see if i can do gregory mcquire, but i think he's just a novelist. if i can do neither, ill pick one from the list. i have an idea because of stories we've read in class already.
::shrugs::
im liking the lazy week, although im slacking off more...oh, bad jorie. it's okie cuz once things start up again, ill do more homwork. :).
makes no sense eh?
now off to do forty five minutes of trig and read two more chapters of ragtime....
adios to all!!!
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2004 6 November :: 4.34pm
:: Mood: cranky
I love Rock 'n' Roll
Hey look I'm finally here. Hoorah.
I've been preoccupied so apologies for the lack of update.
Saw Molly Sleeps and some weird band last night. They were....yeah. Molly Sleeps was, of course, rockin' awesome.
Alright, I'm gonna come off and say this. I'm PMS-ey so I don't give a fuck. The egos need to stop now. They're fucking pissing me off. Theatre's no longer fun because everyone's trying to out-do everyone else. Why do you think I cared so little about Dracula. Oh I know, because maybe everyone single in the cast was so egotistical. Every single person. I lost respect for nearly half the people in the cast. Everyone but Kenny, Reid, Zak, Steph and Vlada. I've come to respect them a lot more because they were so humble. Everyone else is just so urgh. Everyone is so goddamn egotistical. And it really sucks because everyone there is going to do the musical and it's gonna be hell trying to work with people who think they're the best thing out there. But what can I do? Not a whole lot other than to suck it up. By the way, people need to learn to do that too. Just suck it up and move on. I'm so sick and tired of this. Choir pisses me off too because it's so freakin segretated: the egotistical theatre freaks and everyone else. The theatre freaks consisting of about a whole 2 people and everyone who follows them. Just gr...ok?
I'm sorry for my venting, but I haven't' vented in long time and I really needed to. People just need to get off their high chairs and come back to reality. YOU'RE NOT THE FUCKING BEST OUT THERE SO STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE!
Sorry. But I know more than half the school agrees with me here.
Always, Sandy
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2004 4 November :: 12.17pm
:: Mood: distracted
:: Music: dryer ::woosh,woosh, clank::
aw...i love the soothing sounds of the dryer...as sarcastic as that sounds, im being sincere. it used to annoy me and wake me up but now its calming.
i miss home sometimes.
the shows over now. its sad. i miss it, despite how incredibly hectic it was. yay set go up in a week....set come down in a day. i agree with patrice...this show was awesome especially backstage.
i hopped over the running crew, helped fill a rat with his intestines and other bloodiness, crushed on a guy for the first in a long time, havenized with costumes, took notes on the third day of the show, ate candy, ate blood, took in the show for one of my last at vhhs, enjoyed myself, super-stressed (which ultimately cleaned me) and over-all loved the show.
i should be writing my paper now but im really distracted. neil called and left a message with i miss you exactly a month ago (17 minutes since it became the fourth) and played "i miss you" on his guitar. i sent him a sweetest day card that said "if you ever forget that im stuck on you" on the outside and "then here's a reminder" with a magnet that says i love you on the inside. then he sent a card that arrived on our seventeenth month (1 nov) that said a bunch of stuff like "when i cant hug you, wehn i cant share with you, when i cant talk to you..." and beside every one he wrote "kiss you" and on the inside said simply "i miss you". the next day i got a potted miniture rose and they are so pretty and i can keep them alive. i sent him red cupcakes the same day in the shape of a heart with a letter. so right now neil and i are doing fine.
right now is fun because i sort of still have a tad of a crush on zak which is weird. it was more during the show when i saw him a lot because for some reason in the dark his long powerful cape and height and fangs and it was overwhelming. i liked it. i miss it too. (Note to self: add to list) neil needs fangs and a long black flowy cape but an attitude like i have soemthing to do im not trying to show off cuz he would try to show off instead of just be hot about it.
okie i should be done. i need to be cuz the more i think about it, the more i want the picture in my head.
i need to finish this paper.
g'night all
sweet dreams.
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2004 3 November :: 11.30pm
:: Music: Eminem
Nada
I havent updated in a while, sorry. There really hasnt been much in my life. Such a boring life i lead. I'm screwed for school. thats always a plus. So i still hate my dad. Oh i have a story to tell, i know excitment.
So my dad comes home right and he and my mom are just being asses right, and i say something like yea whatever. And my dad turns around and says a religious quote "if you even say hmmm (the evil one) to your parents then you'll go to hell" and hten he continued to say "even an evil look can get you to hell" So i stood there and i was like really just wanna ask him why should i try, why is it thta everything in religion has to be so negative, why is it if you do this you'll go to hell, why can't it be like live a good life and go to heaven. I think i lost my faith. I truely do. Im so confused. I love my religion in its purest form, i believe it. But people like my father make it poop. Islam is such a beautiful religion, you can tell by the name (it means peace) but shit heads like my dad find ways to make this religion so difficult. You do this you go to hell. You don't do this you go to hell. You never go to heaven, just hell. Arg. I don't want to go to hell, i dont want to go to limbo, i want to go to heaven. I really do try. i ended the whole patrick thing cuz you know what i htought it was morally wrong. i dont know i hate this stupid religion what not, i do prefer if the world was filled with clones, i like to know all the facts. ARG. I dont like this.
Au revoir, je sais ce n'est pas très interassante mais il est important a moi. La vie est très difficle mais VIVE.
Yasamin
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2004 3 November :: 10.04pm
Funny times
SneakySeaMonkey (8:25:05 PM): why are some guys so...urgh?
personofthasun00 (8:25:11 PM): well ya see
personofthasun00 (8:25:26 PM): it all started when we 'guys' decided to be complete jerks
personofthasun00 (8:25:31 PM): it was at this convention that we had
personofthasun00 (8:25:34 PM): in jersey
personofthasun00 (8:25:49 PM): and their were delagates from all over the world
SneakySeaMonkey (8:25:55 PM): were u there?
personofthasun00 (8:26:51 PM): and they decided from then on all guys would be ugh
SneakySeaMonkey (8:27:10 PM): well you should have another meeting
personofthasun00 (8:27:12 PM): no it was way before my time
SneakySeaMonkey (8:27:15 PM): tell them theyre wrong
SneakySeaMonkey (8:27:17 PM): oo ok
personofthasun00 (8:28:42 PM): its not up to me
SneakySeaMonkey (8:29:29 PM): :-P
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Haha. Thanks to Hul..the world makes sense
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2004 2 November :: 11.50pm
Holy shit...
My stomach is twisting in all sorts of knots.
::Bangs head on the desk::
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2004 1 November :: 4.59pm
Thanks goes out to Patrice... Missing Trig today was fun :)
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2004 31 October :: 11.19am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Superman(It's Not Easy)
Finding Neverland. November 12. Woo hoo!
That's my exciting news of the day.
This week has been insane, but yesterday was awesome. It was just a full day of theatre stuff with theatre people(most of which just rock my socks off) Very little drama from my side of the smoothie. It feels good. To be doing play stuff but not to have much stress because everything's done and you just do what you've done for three nights. You allow yourself to have fun. Which is a good thing.
I've found out...that alot of times you have to allow yourself to have fun. It's not too hard. Sometimes it can be, but there's always going to be something on your mind. You can't let it effect something that has a chance to be a good thing. I don't know, I don't care as much about the bad stuff as I did last year. I realize that I'm a senior. And that this year will be my last with many people and the last in many of these situations. Why make everything crappy because a few things are going on?
That whole speel will be misinterpretted and someone will be mad that I'm telling people to just forget about their problems. Which I'm not. I'm just saying don't let them decide your life. ::nods:: If that makes sense.
Strike is going to be interesting today. Most of the set has to stay together. And we're just sticking props in a box that says "Box O' Dracula". Haha. Woo slacking off. I can see us not makign it to theatre fest and having to clean it up again, but it'll be much later when I actually might have some motivation. Hm. Patrice with motivation? That is just insanity.
I'm glad the play is over. At the same time, I'm not. It was definitly a stressful show. Mucho stressful. At the same time, it was a blast. I'm going to miss it. This is maybe my second or third favorite show. After Les Mis and Joseph. In some kind of order. This show was just fun after all the stress. And there were actually nice actors too. Which is fun. The running crew was awesome. O man. If I get time, I'm writing backstage stories here. Just because I want to remember them. yeah. Just everyone backstage was awesome. Fun times. Let me tell you.
Yeah, the cast party was actually fun last night. Except when the speeches went on hour late and I was home uber uber late. But it doesn't matter that much. Didn't get in trouble.
Oh, and benny boy(if you read this), I meant to tell you... I made sure to kill mucho babies at the party. I think the count was at 17. Hm. Not bad if I say so myself.
I'm allowing my brain to turn to mush for another half hour. When I come back I have a whole outline to bullshit. Woo hoo. I'm hoping it'll take me an hour at the most. ::crosses fingers:: Maybe then I'll convince my sister to trick or treat with me for a little bit. That'd be fun. It'd be really sad if there wsa no way to celebrate halloween tonight. I would cry. I love halloween. It sucks having responsibility. Pooooooooo.
Ok peoples. Time to shower. I smell.
Je T'aime,
Patrice
(I love that. I wish I spoke french.)
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