He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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Toki

:: 2004 3 September :: 6.03pm

I've updated this more in the past two days then the rest of the month. Weird.

I have so much I want to say.

Why can't you read my mind?
-Patrice

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


toki

:: 2004 3 September :: 9.22am
:: Mood: hyper

Random Thoughts From First Period
Supa-Fly.

Peace out yo.

Pibb Extra is the Godliest of all Godly drinks.

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Toki

:: 2004 3 September :: 1.19am
:: Mood: accomplished

I drove today. For the first time in a year and a half. Only almost caused one accident. I am amazing. :-)

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sweetyas

:: 2004 2 September :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: I like that...

Random
I am currently a soccer mom in training. yes i take my two younger brothers to soccer practice and heres the schedule:
taha monday
weseem and taha wed.
weseem thursday

my life is so sad

Omg i had this randomly awesome thought and i totally forgot it hold on let me think....shit i cant think of it. ARG...it was the reason im updating my journal.

Whatever adios amigas.

Yasamin

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Toki

:: 2004 2 September :: 8.14pm
:: Music: Elton John

And Jesus
He wants to go to Venus
Leave Levon far behind

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Toki

:: 2004 2 September :: 12.22am
:: Mood: Not
:: Music: Brick- Ben Folds Five

I'm a sad pathetic person. Don't ask me why.

You know when you feel like you have millions of things to write, but all you can get out is..umm...Yeah.

Yeah.

-Patrice

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Toki

:: 2004 31 August :: 1.22am
:: Mood: Rebelious

Next summer I'm getting a tattoo. Don't know what. Nothing too big. A small one. But I'm doing it.

Who's with me?

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sweetyas

:: 2004 31 August :: 12.35am
:: Mood: blank

Notes adn talks
My brother was like strangly hyper today and forced to stay at home so we talked, i made fun of him. I honestly miss when we used to be able to talk cuz its sorta weird but at times hes not a complete jack ass, i know amazing. Anyway.

Couldnt finish h/w i failed miserably...omg did i tell u, the first take home quiz of the year in bio i lost, yea man, i was so pissed off. I drove all the way home adn didnt find it, i think mr. bomgaars thinks im a complete idiot. Yea it sucks.

I read two notes that i wrote last year, adn they made me tear up. I can't believe im such a sad adn desperate person. one was written for me adn the other one i wrote intending to give to patrice. The incredibly sad part about the two notes is that they are 100% accurate. Like my predictions so came true, that made me even sadder than teh fact that i wrote a note to myself. So my goal is to stop teh process of what the notes said woudl happen. Yea, um makes no sense to u but i wont tell u what was written in the notes b/c one was for me self adn the other one i guess was sorta for me cuz i knew i woudl never give ti to patrice.

Creative writing is going ok, i havent had to share anything in class yet, so thats all good.

Adios amigas

remember life only sucks for a few hours after that it gets fun and then starts to suck again....but the fun part is so worth it. :)

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 30 August :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: confused

first, i must tell you, neil and i got in a sort of fight. more like i was yelling at him.

i wont get into it.

but then i couldnt sleep...first cuz i was crying...and cuz i always feel bad for yelling at him...

then i had a dream.

::gets out notebook:: i wrote it down in study hall.

I was with jackie, patrice, jill, sandy and the same guys as a few entries before. We went to dinner and afterwards, visited another school and listened to their band/orchestra play. They were actually really really horrible, but we thought they were okie...maybe it was some circumstance we knew that i didnt actually know. we went to the parking lot and the girls got in the car but the guys decided it was nice and stayed out there so we got out too. we started looking at the stars and they were shooting...but not just straight across.

"Do shooting stars change direction?" I asked, as if no one else could see them (my dream is beginning to sound narrative-like).

After a while, they got boring and we all trotted down to the dock. Two signs saying 'play dog #1' and the corresponding number two on the higher level of the dock. i took the first one out on a leash...he was a happy playful dog. then he started to get growly and i got more cautious. he randomly ran and jumped in the water (we're on a dock, remember) and we were like, "hey we should pull him back"...but it was really casual...until we saw the tail fin of a dolphin (beluga whale; white, small) and the dog tried to bite it. We kicked it into high gear, attempting to pull the dog out of the water. Eventually succeeding, the dog approached me, glaring at me and circled me, growling. i got scared and pulled my arms and legs into my hoodie and woke up shaking uncontrollably at five thirty five in the morning in the same position i was hiding from the dog. i couldnt go back to sleep for a while. i was afraid to close my eyes becasue the dog was going to get me, which, of course, i know is dumb, but my subconscious would catch me everytime i got halfway rested.


yea....thats all really i wanted to say.

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sweetyas

:: 2004 29 August :: 2.29pm

oh btw yasmine is the 521 most popular name. OH YEA!

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