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2004 12 August :: 1.26am
:: Mood: amused
Thing stolen from jackie\'s journal
Nose:yasaminj
Elbow:yasamin
Tongue: agree with jackie ewww
Chin:uassamijn
Feet:yuassdminm
eyes close with one finger:yasanub
mouse:6aqswaqmjin
wrist:yasami8n
i was close to typing it with a mouse!
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2004 12 August :: 1.13am
:: Mood: shocked
Yes I AM SHOCKED
Actually im in one of those moods that i cant take anything seriously! Yesterday me, lisa, and jessica had another movie party it wasnt bad and we rated the movies from best to worst:
Peter Pan (sewing and thumbling hehehe)
League of extordinary gentlemen
13 going to 30
The Company (had to have some deep meaning but we just couldnt get it man eating moutain there has to be something behind it, maybe it was the giant cones!)
Gigli (there was a deep message which we understood but it cant be that clear)
That was fun, i hope lisa didnt get into trouble.
I gots me senior pics which didnt turn out horrible, one of would even allow ppl to think im sexy (as me co-worker said ). Do you guys remember the guy i had a crush on from work well he was like you should look liek that everyday and i was like so i look like shit, thanks...it was fun messing with his head. OH...we had a new girl at work today (i was gonna tell a story but its not work writing it into words). Shes ok i feel bad cuz i dont know how much she knows and so i think i treated her like an idiot unintenionally (sp)
Patrice has the week off...we should do something i havent talked to you in ages.
i have to call jorie
i have to call noor
i have to call susie and susan
and i have to read two books by tomorrow
OH SHIT i have to start my bio stuff grrr.
well i want to do the first 3 things on me list so that'll be fun but the rest i dont hink ill do.
Oh who wants to see princess diaries?? Tell me cuz lisa saw it without me. (patrice your the only one who reads this journal so you better say yes).
Yasamin
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2004 10 August :: 11.39am
my hands are freaking out again. It hurts like hell. My parents think I have arthritis.(sp) Yeah. I'm an old lady. O.o;;
Listening to Hilary Duff. Somebody want to kill me? Lol.
Ok. Back to Thoreau and my endless dorkiness.
Later days.
-Patrice
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2004 10 August :: 1.26am
:: Mood: like a dumbass
I haven't felt this stupid in awhile....I almost made it through the entire summer without feeling quite so stupid......finding out a piece of information can really make you crumble, yeah? Yes.
I'm gonna go crawl in my hole now.
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2004 10 August :: 12.58am
:: Mood: i feel like an idiot
I want to crawl up in a hole and just die...ok i take taht back.....crawl up in a hole and scream and pull all my hair out until i am no longer able to produce sound and I am bald.....I want to hide forever right now. I feel like such a dumbass.
I'm sorry everyone for what I've become. I need to go "reflect".
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2004 10 August :: 12.06am
I spilled salsa all over my pants today. Not good. I smell like Chipotle. :-\ So off to change the pants.
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2004 9 August :: 10.40pm
:: Music: breaking benjamen
went to the race today...mushrooms back...my dad was 13/16 with his team of three, my bro 14/16 when i left...jens babysitting.....cathy's here.....neils in gurnee with the rest of the world.....cathy's here and were gonna go for a walk cuz my mum's being super-bitch again.
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2004 8 August :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: Done with this
:-\
Ok. I just want to say. I probably won't have many real updates anytime soon. Well, not any emotionful ones. I think I'll stick with the surveys and random entries.
This journal, as much of a blessing as it can be, it has brought me down ten times as much.
I'm trying this not writing thing. See what happens.
I can't keep focusing on my emotions and stuff right now. I'm not trying to avoid reality or any of that shit.
It's good to talk about problems, but focusing solely on that is bad. ::nods::
I love all you guys. ::hugs::
Ok..Shower time.
-Patrice
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2004 8 August :: 11.19am
:: Mood: itchy
purple post it notes
And I'm back dudes. Miss me? I've been slacking with the journaling a lot. ::Shrugs::
So let me tell you...I just finished the best two weeks of my summer....tiring yes...but awesome nonetheless. Let's just say I have so much more confidence for our upcoming musical...and I mean I'm more determined to get an actual part rather than just resorting to the chorus (I gave up thinking that I even had a chance at the other roles because...let's just say I'm not the world's greatest actor..I'm sorry...ACTRESS lol). These past two weeks have been so beneficial...I've learned a great deal...I'm sad that it had to end so soon. :-(
I had my recital on Friday...it was so sweet. That's probably the most fun I've had during a performance. This recital was a bit different...rather than having individuals stand up on stage, sing their song, then sit back down...we all had select scenes we had to perform from different musicals that were assigned to us beginning of the week (yes, that's right...we all learned a new song and had to memorize a monologue in 4 days because we weren't given our songs/monologues until Tuesday). We also had a radio drama that we performed....we basically all stood up on stage with music stands in front of us and read through a script....with commercials because afterall it was a RADIO drama.
So yes, that was my week...I've learned a great deal and I've improved not only vocally, but socially along with my stage presence. I say socially because I learned that I'm capable of making new friends outside of many circle of friends. You see, I'm not the most outgoing person when you first meet me unless I'm with several of my friends....but I've learned to step up and say "Hello" which is a pretty big deal to me. :)
Alright, enough of me rambling...I have to go to church...oh joy. <-- the period (.) was intended to express my lack of excitement.
Always, Sandy
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2004 7 August :: 10.51pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Prayer- Disturbed
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I really needed that scream.
Im starting to realize its pretty near impossible to be happy.
I don't try to make others unhappy...i hope you all realize that.
I never make decesions with out thinking about how it will affect others.
Sometimes you just have to do something for yourself though don't you?
But when you make decisions in hopes of making yourself happy...the misery of others can destroy you alone.
I am sorry that I am not exactly the person you are looking for.
I am sorry I cause drama...because I am definitely the only one who does it you know?
I am sorry that you may think I only think about myself.
I'm sorry I am going crazy and that I am dragging you down with me.
I am sorry I am falling apart and taking it out on you.
You never should've met me. It only brought pain.
I am so sorry for everything.
No sarcasm there.
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