He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

home | profile | guestbook


A temporary catatonic Madman

recent entries | past entries


toki

:: 2004 16 July :: 7.08am
:: Mood: Alive

Don't worry guys. I didn't go online last night, but I am still alive. Ha. I knew you were freaking out. Not really.

Yeah, summer school...we made cinnamin rolls. Yuuuum. Then Jill took me home. Then came back. Then we visted the Pants and annoyed him until I had to go run to work.

Work was hell. I did get to go home a half hour early. So I went home, scarfed down food and decided to maybe get some sleep.

Now its 7:11 and I have to find pants to wear to schoool. The Jillian will be here soon. Ks? ks. Bye.
-Patrice.

PS- I wanna comment on people's journals. But Im too lazy. so just on big HII! To everyone.

Oh, and I want to go to VH thing. :-( I only have saturday off though. Poo. I know. Ah well. Ok I'm done. Adios.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 15 July :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: 106.7 ::drip, drip:: The Fish

holy awesome concert
so last night was the concert and it was awesome...

incubus always is!!!!!!!!

there was a like ten minute drum solo featureing brandon on bongos and i think his name is ben (new bassist) and of course jose. and after they came back out i agree with the kids we met at denny's (that'll be later) but it was kinda disappointing.

of course the lights were awesome, and they played a different version of drive which was awesome...and they played "pistola" and then a whole mess of morning view and then some science!!! woo science...not enough make yourself tho...it was sad!!!

i wish a few more from

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


toki

:: 2004 15 July :: 12.26am
:: Mood: None
:: Music: None

Strike and Spare..:-)
Well. I'm gonna give you a brief overview of the day. Without sharing any feelings. I might just start exploding. Ok?

So I went to school. Picked stocks opposite of Jills. We're competing. She earned more money then I did.

I went home next. Sat around, missed Johhny Depp A-Z. Jackie came and picked me up. I wrapped Q's present in the car.

We got to Q's house, we called him, he told us his house number. We went inside. Pirates was going on. I ate cauliflower and sat there. Then Q gave us cake. And lotsa lotsa good food. (BTW..HAPPY BIRTHDAY Q! Hope you had fun..)

Then Wender called me about bowling. I asked Jackie if she wanted to go. She said "maybe". Then she left. Corey showed up. Reid and Q and Corey were watching the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Sandy and I just kinda sat.

We went to get Sandy's car. We drove to Jackie's, she went with Corey. We drove to Q's. Got Q and Reid. Drove too far down 45. Had to call Wender to help us.

We got to the bowling place, Sandy and I joined the first game. Because we had to leave early. We bowled. I sucked. Everyone else did good. Second time around, I got a spare and a strike. (One moment of reaction..WOOO! NEVER GOTTEN A STRIKE BEFORE!)

Went home. Talked to Sandy in the car. Found out Bush's amendment to the constitution regarding gay marriages was rejected. (More YAY!..No, I'm not gay. I just think that taking away a basic freedom like who to marry is against what this country was built on)

So I'm home now. Writing all this. School tmorrow. Then work at 5:45. Till 10:45. It's a shorter day.

Ok bye.
-Patrice

2 people are in a Solitary Shell | Are you in a Solitary Shell?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 14 July :: 3.36am
:: Mood: moody

Texas
I apologize for my previous entry. I've been thinking again...something I often do when I can't fall asleep. I'll stop whining now....since there really isn't anything to whine about.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 14 July :: 3.32am
:: Mood: discontent

plastic clip
I wish emotions were easier to control.

I wish that I could choose my emotions.

I even wish I stopped loving sometimes.

I wish to be loved sometimes.

Wow...I sound like such a needy person. Disregard anything I said above.

He chose to ignore me again tonight...now I'm just annoyed. He needs to make up his mind. Are you going to talk to me or are you just going to continue ignoring until your next girlfriend dumps you? I hate you. But not really. You don't even have to love me back...just acknowledge the fact that I am still here....

Screw it.

Always, Sandy

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 13 July :: 6.55pm
:: Mood: content

compact mirror
Watching major flirts flirt insanely is really obnoxious. Thought I'd say that. Thank you for your time.

Always, Sandy

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


toki

:: 2004 13 July :: 12.28am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me

Just Another Day.
Just another fun filled day of school and work. Ate lunch with people. Then was home for about 20 minutes, went to work.

Then on break I stopped by Petsmart and pet the cats and hung out with the fish. Good times.

Was $12 under. I feel stupid. I hate working sometimes. Oh well. It's life.

-patrice

1 people are in a Solitary Shell | Are you in a Solitary Shell?


sweetyas

:: 2004 12 July :: 11.59pm
:: Mood: content

Fun
i havent had any real fun in a long time because i dunno. SO the other day me lisa and jessica went to the mall and ate lunch then i dropped tehm off to their works. then they came over after work (melanie came with) and we hung out in my house it was alot of fun. we watched peter pan and talked.

sunday was mel's b-day adn we dropped cookies off at her house.

i got used to work it isnt as bad anymore, i just sorta accepted my role in teh pharmacy (delivery ringerer up).

~yasamin

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


sandatthebeach

:: 2004 12 July :: 12.24am
:: Mood: pissed off

glass rocks
Bah on a stick! Ok??? Just fuck it all...and no regrets (yay).

Fucking hell. That's it...no more boys for me ever. EVER. GAH!

People should stop fliriting. Flirting is bad. I don't like it. Ok, I hate it when other people flirt.

Whatever....screw it all.

Are you in a Solitary Shell?


toki

:: 2004 11 July :: 3.26pm

I don't feel good. I feel sick right now. I have to go to work soon.

I ate way too much for lunch. I thought I was more hungry I guess. Blech.

1 people are in a Solitary Shell | Are you in a Solitary Shell?

Woohu.com | Random Journal