He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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sweetyas

:: 2004 25 May :: 10.50pm

People
im not sure if this will even post but i wanna yell anyway. So people really suck, they are fucking jackasses. I dunno im just getting fed up with people. I mean noor shes all like avoiding me because I didnt take her to work on friday so she can pick up HER check, im sry get a ride from your mom. Its just really bugging me, shes my "best friend" um, yea i dont think this is a healthy friendship. And melanie, come on mel cant u tell when im pissed off and about to throw a freaking tantrum. Walk up to me on my horrible freaking day, and say "im getting a ride home with jessica" well guess what mel mabye i really wanted to talk to you, cuz i never go to a bathroom in school and cry. I never do that, and i needed to talk to someone and guess what you ditched me. im sry i couldnt drive you to school this morning, did you really wanna get in a fight with my brother as he was yelling at me. I know my brother he woulda been like so you wait for melanie not me, and than call u bitch or somehting in front of your face, i just really didnt feel like putting you through that, im his sister im used to it, ur my friend you dont have to deal with that shit.

you guys its really hard to stand on a line. You dont want to go to either side, but you cant stand there forever, and people keep pushing at me and im gonna fall off. i hate people.

on a better note, theatre thing tomorrow, i get out of the house. ANd i get to help jackie with her physics project, its gonna be fun. i hope we get it done in time so jackie doesnt have to finish it off by herself. it'll be ok. Im excited this weekend im going to 2 grad parties, and my lil brothers b-day party. And school is almost over. :)

~YaSaMiN~

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toki

:: 2004 25 May :: 9.55pm
:: Mood: exanimate
:: Music: Spice Girls..Lol.

Ummm...
Ahhhhh!

I got CD's today for my 90's project. Fun BSB memories. Makes me want to call up Allie Lebenson and see if she remembers me. Memory lane..it can be fun. I guess.

I have to study algebra. I shuld be doing that now. But no, I'm not. why? I'm an idiot.

Dudes, I miss me. I don't know who I am anymore. That can't be good. I'm jsut afraid if I do meet myself, I'll scare myself too much. I hate myself.

I guess it's a part of being young and such.

Patrice wants to run away.

hmm..I guess my other journal explains more why. This isn't really a bare-it-all journal. Too public. I don't know, this one's like walking naked on a stage with 3 billion people watching you. The other one is a smaller ceremony. Feels a little safer. If that makes sense.

Umm..ok..Bye.
-Patrice

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sandatthebeach

:: 2004 25 May :: 9.07pm

haha so i've been added. cool. i guess andy didn't figure out how to delete all the names until he got my money or soemthing.....awesome. so i still have my journal. pretty sweet.

i haven't posted any entries in livejournal yet.....so i guess it's all good now :-)

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toki

:: 2004 24 May :: 11.01pm
:: Mood: I don't know
:: Music: Beatles

So I got the job. Don't know exactly how I feel about that yet.

You know when you have a picture in your mind and you want to immortalize it so badly, but you know any attempt to draw it would fail miserably? Yeah...That's why photography is so great. Lol.

Came up with a sweet idea for my history project. I don't know if I've made you take this, but it's a 90's pop culture quiz. And I'm doing pop culture...so I'll do some questions from that...then a guess that song type dealie...where I play one song from each year and they have to guess. It'll be cool hopefully.

I haven't taken my singular in a few days. Might explain my lack of breath in the class of gym today. Yeah, gym was fun today. It had to be the best part of the day I think. Because Mondays usually just all-around suck.

I ahve to memorize all the stupid chem stuff for tomorrow. I'm screwed. Oh well.. I want to read my new book. But I think that's going to have to wait a little bit. ::yaaawwwn:: Good night.

-Patrice

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toki

:: 2004 24 May :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: scared

:-\
Got a job interview today. In ten minutes. :'( I'm scaaareeed. Yeah. Ahhhh. Help me. Please?

Um ok...wish Patrice luck...I hope she doesn't die.

-Patrice

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sweetyas

:: 2004 24 May :: 12.04am
:: Mood: content

Fire, AHHHHHHHH!
That was my eventful weekend. IT was entertaining because, ok heres the story. I was work and all the sudden the fire alarm goes off, so im standing there. my brain goes, hmmm arent we supposed to evacuate the building or something. But everyone around me is just working, and im like ok. The funniest part was a customer walked into the store and waS like hmm, is there a fire or somehting, i was liek im not sure. It turned out someone put a pizza in there for like 100 minutes, not hte brightest crayon in the box. There was a lot of smoke but i guess no real fire. The store didnt get fined this time. You know school brainwashed us all, FIRE GET OUT OF THE BUILDING, i guess in the real world ur supposed to die at the place u work????

DoNt YoU lOvE tHe ReAl WoRlD

I was really bored and i actually read all the comments andy got about closing down teh journals, it was interesting. i feel bad for people whose journals are being closed down cuz the money didnt get there in time. Hey jorie, if your reading this what was the answer to your question, cuz i wanna know but he (Andy) never posted an answer to that question so i wasnt sure what the answer is so yea.

STUDY UR ASSEs OFF (ok nm, i wont study so im not exactly a good person to listen to)

Yasamin

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toki

:: 2004 23 May :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Disney Shtuff

I Love My Kitty..<3
Tehehe, My kitty is sooo cute. If you haven't met her, you suck.

So yesterday..went bowling. Got a whole 60 points. Yay for sucking. Hey, I beat Jorie atleast. By 1 point. Oh well, it was fun. Then it was back to Jackie's for a fun night of Houdini and Hitler medical shows. Insanity. I actually find those things interesting. Isn't that sad?

So I stayed at the Jackie's house... we watched Now And Then...Mwahaha..passed on my insanity. Stayed up until 5ish...which is insane.

I had some crazy dreams. One...I was in this old apartment researching for my set design and Hul kept calling me and wanting me to make sure his set design was good...but I kept saying I couldn't see it, because I can't see things over the phone. So then he was all "Oh, I can fix that!" And then I was in his set and it was really cool, but then he wouldn't let me out.

Other dream: Phelan took our theatre class to a kind of zoo type place, but it was full of monuments...tombstones and big huge stone statues. So we were walking around tombstones and Jill kept tripping me and I got mad. Then we went to this tall stone thing, I don't know how we got up...but the only way to get down was these stone steps that were all crumbly. And I didn't want to go down them because I was scared, but everyone else went. Then Chris and Wender ran back up and yelled at me for being a chicken. Then they tried to push me down the stairs, but it didn't work. Yeah...then we were at the top of this other staircase and everyone else was standing by the stairs, but I was scared and was off to the side just watching them. Then, yeah.

Hmmm...means I need to stop thinking about theatre tech. ::nods:: Lol.

So Barnes and Noble today...the Weggie scared the crap outta me.

Do you know who had a crazy life? Roman Polanski. Just insanity.

Umm..okie..showertime. Night.
-Patrice

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 4.25pm





You Are a Boy Shorts Bikini!


You're a sexy girl - but not the type that likes to let it all hang out.

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"Love 'em and Leave 'em" is your motto. And your break ups tend to be a clean break.

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You Are An Intro-Extrovert!


Sometimes you're social - sometimes you're shy

You've got a bit of an Introvert / Extrovert split going on

You enjoy all sorts of situations. Parties, small groups, and alone time.

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You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!


You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first

And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide

Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know

He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree



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i also got that i was barefoot, meaning natural and such for the shoes one

and i was a some coffee that means im a girly girl

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 3.16pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: right now, pachabel






Guys Like That You're Sensitive


And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!




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You Are a Natural Beauty!


You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...

One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup

That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though

You have style, but for you, style is effortless




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Your Style is Classy


You've got class, and you know how to put together a guy catching outfit

You're more likely to shop at Bloomie's than bebe

For you style is looking like a million bucks…

And you're always do with your fantastic yet feminine wardrobe



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Your Lip Gloss Flavor Is: Watermelon


You tend to approach life as a fun game - being playful at every turn.


You're a flirt with flair, and your the type most likely to surprise your date.


But you're popularity doesn't stop with guys... you've got a great group of girlfriends too!


You're fresh, aggressive, and more than a little sassy. The tangy taste of watermelon goes great on your lips.



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You Are A Woman!


Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.

You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.

You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.

This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!




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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 23 May :: 2.48pm
:: Mood: confused

yea...i dont even know what to write...im bored and neils a jerk and the sun is shining (the tank is clean...::gasp:: the tank is clean!)

yea...adios

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