He seemed no different from the rest Just a healthy normal boy His mama always did her best And he was daddy's pride and joy He learned to walk and talk on time But never cared much to be held and steadily he would decline Into his solitary shell As a boy he was considered somewhat odd Kept to himself most of the time He would daydream in and out of his own world but in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A temporary catatonic Madman on occasion When will he break out Of his solitary shell He struggled to get through his day He was helplessly behind He poured himself onto the page Writing for hours at a time As a man he was a danger to himself Fearful and sad most of the time He was drifting in and out of sanity But in every other way he was fine He's a Monday morning lunatic Disturbed from time to time Lost within himself In his solitary shell A momentary maniac With casual delusions When will he be let out Of his solitary shell

 

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Toki

:: 2004 12 May :: 9.24pm

BTW....As most of you know...I'm really not this weepy/dramatic. That's what this journal is for...to rid myself of all the weepiness...so as true as everything I write here is...I'm not gonna just be like this all the time...if that makes sense...okies..well bye..
-patrice

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Toki

:: 2004 12 May :: 8.53pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: Reflection

Wow...You know when you read something so amazingly great and it's just...wow. I don't know. Just wow.

Call me a loser, because I am. But it was a fanfiction...Harry Potter to be exact...but wow. I wish I had the ability to write like that.

To top it off, the end of it...the last chapter...was written right after the author's best friend died in a car crash. The day after the funeral. Just wow.

If anything happened to any of you, I don't know what i'd do with myself.

All of you...not just the ones that you think I'm thinking about.

I may seem dependant, but I guess we all are in a way.

You guys mean the world to me.

I love you all so much, more then I could ever say.

You've made my happy days happy and made my life so much better. I don't know where I'd be without all you.

Don't ever leave me, ok? I'll miss you too much.

-patrice

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Toki

:: 2004 11 May :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: Tired

My teeth hurt. Really insanely bad. It feels like they're about to be ripped out of my head. I HATE BRACES!!! >.<

Hmm.. In other news...I haven't written in here for a long time. I don't like that.

So this year I've had the longest birthday ever. Well, with my family. It finally ended yesterday with a card my mom forgot to give me. I don't know, it's kinda cool. Birthdays should be 4 days long all the time. It should be a law.

I need a tutor for algebra...any volunteers?? :-( The idiot needs a tutor...yep. Ms. Stone called me down today to tell me that I'm an idiot and need extra help and maybe shouldn't take trig next year.

I really don't like the sisters. They're jerks. They're saying how I looked really "crappy" at turnabout and how I looked like I just woke up and stuck my head in a microwave. Thanks guys. I love you too.

La ti da.

Did you know Gabbie wears thongs? O.O A little too much info for us all, but she kinda just shouted it out to the world. thought I should corrupt others.

Anyone have a gun??? oh...wait...never the mind. The sisters and the friend left...phew I am safe.

What is wrong with the world these days? Have morals just gone out the window?

I feel like an old lady, lol.

-Patrice

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sweetyas

:: 2004 10 May :: 6.30pm
:: Music: B96

pARENTS
so yea my dad took away my car, and im really pissed off. I really do hate my dad, im not kidding, hes such a jackass. Two weeks ago he left the house, hed come home eat and then leave, i like for 3 out of 7 days i didnt see him at all. Then he decides to come back, ok whatever, but when he comes back he doesnt have the fucking right to just spend it yelling at us and making us clean the house. And then the next week he takes away my car. Thanks dad. When my dad left i guess i was the one everything went to in a way. My mom would talk to my grandma (my mom and dad got in a fight and he left the house) and then my grandma woudl talk to me. My brothers didnt talk about it, i think Taha and Yasser said soemthing to me about it ONCE and that was all. i really do hate my dad, hes such a jackass, id hate to have to marry a guy like that, i would just explode. Hes so fucking sexist, im not kidding. The world has to fucking revolve aroudn him too, hes gonna take some test to be an official pharmacist (one test) and he complains about it and my grandma has this theory that hes extremely bitchy because of that well no. Are you kidding me? i took the ACT (that test determines ur fucking future) PSAE, had an AP test, and tests in school to keep my grades up, omg. Ok thats all i have to say about my dad.

~*~Yasamin~*~

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toki

:: 2004 9 May :: 5.35pm

So...I'm bored. And I decide to go to the libertyville band site. And grrrr...they have the pictures from theirs tupid bahama cruise that we were supposed to go on. :'(

It made me sad. And they played pirates and chicago there..those poo heads. I just want to say that we were ten times better.

It's not fair. It's really not. I want to leave this stupid place with people who aren't my family. Theatre fest was so mcuh fun for that reason. And blah.

I hate trumpets. -.-

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toki

:: 2004 7 May :: 12.29am

Grrrrrr..... >.<

Okie, night!

You're all awesome, btw. :-)

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 May :: 1.24am

this one's about PMS...

its good too...and read the other one in the entry previous to this.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 6 May :: 1.18am

hey

my email sent me this

its interesting...

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 May :: 7.21pm

So i noticed something while i was eating my toast today right after school.

1> the bread never has two bubbles exactly the same size, sort of like we dont have the same fingerprints, eye patterns, or voice waves.




2> if you cut the bread, splitting one bubble perfectly in half, the rest of the bubbles will never line up evenly, not to mention the fact that the bubble are not circles anyway.




3> every bubble has its own expansion, some moving into other bubbles, making one, others idling singley, but happily.



so what does this mean?



attempt to figure it out before scrolling down.






1> we can't expect to achieve the same things, no matter how hard we try. one person may be good at sports (perfect split) but suck at soemthing else (not so perfect). but there are different degrees of splits...




2> sort of the same, but one piece of bread will have more talent than the other side. sometimes, there isnt even a tad included in the other side that is in the one.






3> we all have our comfort zones, and its not just a space issue. its more of how we mingle, including how often we mingle...





yes...that is it.




mmm...peanut butter...mmm...cinnamon!

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 5 May :: 7.13pm
:: Mood: frustrated

so im going to write three entries, because i really have a lot to say, one of which will be private because, yes i dont want you to read.

yes

~*~YOU~*~


YOU, who complains that you're lonely, then whine about your friends. YOU who want love, but mope so no one can talk to you. YOU want success, but you spend more time crying than trying to achieve the goal. YOU, wanting attention, but shying from it when it is offered to you. So what do YOU want? I'm getting so incredibly frustrated, listening to you whine about what you dont have, and what you wish you had. Live your damn life because it's all thats real. if you continue, you'll be ninety and whining about how you missed out because you spent your life complaining.

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