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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 25 August :: 10.24am

You could have sex with two people in the backseat of Nick's car.

Not that you'd want to.




So Nick has his car now. It's pretty sweet. And very loud.

It's red, it's German, and we're calling it the Red Baron from now on.

I'm thinking we need to put Snoopy on it somewhere.

I don't know. That was it. I just had to talk about how awesome Nick's car is. I'm tired.

I love you all.

P.S. Jeremy Lister is my new obsession. His songs are smurfing BEAUTIFUL.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 24 August :: 12.03pm

Scripts. From what I hear. I'm geeked.
(Jersey's story goes: jersey, reflected, durga)

(The conversation between the two guys at the restaurant goes: parasites, eyes)

(I can't think anymore, this is too much for one day. I'll finish tomorrow.)



jersey

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yes_or_no

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our_hoodlums

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parasites

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pqi

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durga

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guilty

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nervous

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tuna

eyes

walkaway girl

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 24 August :: 11.23am

The axons went hot! And are going!
Apparently, having your arm and leg go numb and having diffuculty breathing are just normal things that occur when you get one of your lungs removed. And you should only be worried if it lasts longer than an hour.

So he's okay. Gott sei Dank!



To my fellow beekeepers, the axons went hot at 6:07 a.m. this morning. Check out the new black box message if you want but go here. Actually, the site crashing with a major overload of all the Halo 2 geeks so wait a while.

The contact sites got grouped into sections, each with a title and a "loading bar" of sorts with 0/2 by it. If two people show up at any of the locations, one at one and another at another one, the title will turn into a link. The link is a .wav from what I can assume is Halo 2. something.

What happens at the contact site? A phone will ring. A recording will ask you for "her name, and your name" The answer is "OPERATOR" and the location's code name. The code name is the title above the section your location is in. [they're sometimes asking for her NAME and sometimes her NICKNAME. NAME: Melissa NICKNAME: Operator.]

Right now, jersey and yes_or_no are up. But the site is down. I'm listening to them on repeat. jersey, yes_or_no.

Someone will have the scripts up soon.

[edit]
Site's up. Off and on. Just keep trying.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 24 August :: 12.40am

Shit.

Nick's grandfather got rushed to the hospital maybe no more than an hour ago.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 24 August :: 12.22am

Wide awake and physical at 6:06 tomorrow morning.

Or today. Or whatever.

We need to go to Ann Arbor. 324 S. Main St. I don't even know if that's an address. Maybe there's a pay phone.

It doesn't matter. The axons go hot tomorrow at around 324 S. Main St. 10:59. Oh my gosh. I just realized that we assumed it was PM. It's AM! 10:59 in the morning!

Smurf!


It doesn't matter. It'll be online. It doesn't matter.

Are you crying?


goose

:: 2004 24 August :: 12.14am

11/12 days til i see spencer
not sure when he's coming but he's coming back for labor day! :) im excited, i already took off work....hehehe i went out today...not sure it was alright i still feel an abscense, i like staying at home by myself then my saddness doesnt rub off on others and just make people mad and uncomfortable i hate that. so i really dont want to do it so if i decline your offer to hang out im sorry, its probably for the better of you becuase if your stuck home doing nothing there's at least potential to have fun and do cool things by yourself as i have discovered...yes that is my story bye

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 23 August :: 12.31am
:: Mood: bouncy

So random that I don't even know what I'm saying
I'm sorry. I was just scared and worried about you.

I started cleaning my room in-between phone calls.

Then Ben called and I put as many books in my purse as could fit.

Then I cleaned out my backpack.

I found a ring I thought I lost. I love rings.

I have four or five plastic bags full of trash from my room and backpack.

I don't like being bored and I don't like not having anything to do. And I hate when my room is messy. So I blasted my The Smiths CD, attempted to sing and cleaned everything.

Plus it's sort of a stress relief thingy.

I'll probably organize it more tomorrow.

Then I'll learn how to do laundry.

I want to learn how to cook.

Before Nick called me today, I was translating a particularly difficult passage of Le Petit Prince.

I found some notes I took on Le Petit Prince. The notes were in English but every time I mention the prince I called him "le prince".

Every single time. "The king yelled at le prince for yawning."

I'm a weirdo.

My neck hurts. My left boob hurts. My back hurts.

Nick's ungrounded and I haven't seen him in over a week.

I want to start a family. My biological clock has kicked in and it's screaming, "BABY!!! I WANT A BABY!! GIVE ME A BABY, YOU FREAK!" And it won't listen when I say I've got a few more years before that'll happen. Like 10.

I like dresses.

For once, I don't need a new backpack this year.

Haagen Dazs is heaven on a spoon. If you want to make a girl happy, buy her chocolate Haagen Dazs ice cream.

Bananas Foster is really good. Like orgasmically so.

I have a foon.

I think those are all the random thoughts running through my head right now.

I love you all.

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mudpiegrl

:: 2004 22 August :: 11.24pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: radio

im talking to the sandy kim and sort of the goli and just talked to the hul-ay!

today i did allstate, as well as yesterday......

PEE-POLE:
angela ames and laura mohs from LHS are in and laura's fun to talk to.

katlin is from resurrection hs in chicago...going to be a junior i believe...i dont know shes cool though.

carmel kid is obviously from carmel, but not jessica harling...he's cool....i understand why carmel's plays arent all that great...in the first place, the plays arent exactly moving around plays so much as im gonna stand....and talk....and not only that....the director thinks her work is incredibly talented making people stand and talk for blocking because "it looks natural". and of course, being a catholic school, funding is not abundant, but even when they have it, they spend it on dumb things....i dont remember examples but anyways....carmel kid is cool

sublime kid...i havent talked to him much but him and his friend.....sublime kid's real name is AJ...they're really funny...they're from naperville

jeremy...hes the first person i talked to that i hadnt known before! he's a sweetheart. he's a real tall black guy (no, im not racist)...and he's awesome...he's from a little town down south i believe...but no southern accent. he's funny too. his school only has about four hundred people in it. oh and he has really soft hair!

the cool bryan....look at this! an actor! we had to do interviewish things...which wasnt that bad, cept it was at nine on the first day...we would have rather gone home but anyway...i talked to him and i dont remember where he goes but he has really really cool hair, like jeremy's but not so soft. but he spells his name with a Y so he's cooler than the brian....which i dont really knwo but eh.

drew and woody (bruce): holy....i dont know...southerners. they're friends from the same school....in rockford....straight west of here (north of chicago)...but yea. and they dont accept my suggestions or anything and it pisses me off! but eh. they're okie i guess.....they dont do a whole lot of talking to me but i got put in a group with just them so ::shrugs::...oh well we're done with our piece so yea. oh and its funny cuz drew calls a hammer a "beater".

jeramiah...wow...thats such an awesome name i love it. there's soemthing sweet, and cool...like calm and relaxing... about it. i dont know...he looks like mushroom...only his hair isnt so shiny, he's skinnier and.....no, no, hes just about as cute.

cool kid with the beard (ben) is a senior just as most people are. his eyes are such a pretty shade of green/hazel...i dont know (i love brown eyes). he has a full beard but its not that long...well okie it is...its not system long...lol. and he has long curly hair...all dirty dirty blonde. but his eyes arent just pretty. they have an attractively kind quality about them...like you could cry on his shoulder really easily and know he cares. that kind of kind. but he's really quiet and funny when he talks. dont remember where hes from either.

pietro...i think thats it...i dont know...its a cool name tho...wonder what nationality it is....anyway..at first i didnt talk to him much cuz usually its relaly hard to talk to deaf people....but its fairly easy....only a few words are difficult to understand...and i had a long convo with him...he's cool....hes just a normal kid...oh god that sounds horrible.....i know i know....but laura (a deaf girl at VHHS) and the one in crew.... they're harder to get along with......mostly cuz they dont talk....i dont know....he's treated well at his school...he was talking about people there. he lives in naperville.

matt...hes the tech director...one of them...he's really easy going and extremely positive but its awesome cuz he tells you what he means and if he doesnt like it, he helps you fix it rather than just being like grr you did it wrong. i had him for my interview and he kept saying fantastic!...he still does that with various encouraging words.

bob is the other TD. hes real rough.....like hes in his seventies and you can tell hes had years of experience. he has good suggestions but hes gonna be an ass closer to the show...you can tell.

anne...we're moving into people i dont like, which thankfully, the list currently has two people on it....anyway...shes not really that bad...shes real hyper but that isnt the thing....shes a cheerleader...or bred that way...she has cheer shorts and ive never actually heard someone say SHUT UP! like they do in princess diaries...but apparently, it happens. shes a valley girl...yea....thats all...and she cant remember my name for shit...and pretends she knows......

casey kid...okie.....just like casey skeens....the way he walks...and talks....and he does the whole shaking hands thing too....he has an ego...and hes like casey. hes also henry ford.

oh and theres this kid that looks like little mike from LHS....and his name's mike...but hes not him. little mike is still popping amps at LHS....as laura told me today.



FOOD
yea its really not that great.

salad: of course yummy, fresh...salad dressing has no spoons!!!

veggie salad: fresh veggies with vinagerette...yummy as well.

pasta: weird ass noodles, ketchup and water sauce, uncooked meatballs.

sandwiches: the meat doesnt like you if you make your own, or if you get the prewrapped, the bread is so tough you have to rip at it with your teeth.

fruit: need i say how yummy little bananas are after craving food? and the valencia (new word for you all-means orange) oranges were yummy and perfect juicy for the ride home and apples are fun for chats after cleaning.



BUILDING
this is what we're there for right...lol

well, the majority of the large pieces are built.

towers: there are six, box on top, box on bottom, flats in between...at least twelve feet tall.

staircases: large and small, they got built....but holy stairs on the big ones! they are gigantic.taller than any at VHHS yet.

platforms: the girl has issues....cuz the rest of her group is guys and dont listen to her common sense, not to mention the fact that shes never built set before. everything has so much detail in wood...would be easier in foam but wood is easier to transport without getting ruined.

gates: these are cool....angela's on them though, along with jeremy....but i dont wanna tell her cuz shes irritating as it is with her i know everything attitude.

bleachers: finally, the project im on. difficult to figure out from the plans, seeing as they're incredibly vague (that how you spell it?) but like a picnic bench....only four of them in stair shape. but we got it to be amazingly stable....which matt was enthusiastic about!

i guess thats it... hm....yes i suppose....its okie...about the same as i thought...im just bummed about not being able to hang out with everyone at theatre fest.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 22 August :: 5.28pm

Hop on the bandwagon.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 22 August :: 4.58pm

Who said we wanted Charlie back?

I like them how they are.

Separate entities.

Ben and Nick.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 21 August :: 11.41pm

Icons are done
Twenty-five.

25.

Icons over at hoshi-ko.

Twenty-three of those were made today.

I think I'm done with icons for a long time.

Go check them out and tell me what you think. Take any you want.

I love you all.

Are you crying?


goose

:: 2004 21 August :: 11.26pm

i need to get out of my house as much as possible because so many things about this house just remind me of him and then i cry, i pulled in my driveway and remember last night where we hugged eachother and cried, he wouldnt leave until i stopped. i walked into my house and saw the porch where i hugged him for the last time in a while at 6:30 in the morning. i go inside and to my room...i go downstairs and cant take it anymore i cry because i remember last night at 11:50 where we just held eachother and cried and now im writing this after working a 12 hour shift, where i was ok and now i want to die.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 20 August :: 11.10pm

Gary Hall Jr. is such a stupid, cocky American that I just want to stab him.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 20 August :: 8.16pm

Mockingly derisive, that's sardonic
Watch the Halo 2 trailer. The one that is playing in theaters.

Watch the end of it. Look under the XBOX logo. Where it says www.xbox.com.

Watch it. Tell me what you see.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 20 August :: 7.46pm
:: Mood: happy

I'm sitting here watching a Monk marathon, curled up in the recliner with the dog.

Some commercial comes on for a movie. Garden State.

I hear drink up baby doll, are you in or are you out and I freak out.

I shouted "oh my gosh!" and sat straight up in the chair. The dog jumped over to the couch and proceeded to chew on her leg like I didn't scare her half to death.

For the rest of the movie preview, I just stared at the screen singing the song. So let go, jump in, oh well what you waiting for, it's alright cuz there's beauty in the breakdown

I liked the end of the preview. They listed four artists on the soundtrack and Frou Frou was up there. First or second at least. But Frou Frou only has one song on the CD.

I love seeing the music I like pop up in random places.

I love Frou Frou.

I love you all.

Are you crying?


Angel_Bob

:: 2004 20 August :: 1.05pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Penetration (live)

How many ways can you say
Need a fix? Of the Pedro the Lion kind? Of the live Pedro kind?

Go here. When the login window pops up, login as friend with the password enemy.

And you'll get live Pedro the Lion mp3s. Right now I'm listening to my favorite song.

We already missed these songs. Which blows because the 1976 one is one of my favorites and I only missed it by a day. Anger rays!
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You get these ones this week:
Indian Summer
Nothing
Slow & Steady Wins The Race
Penetration
I Do
Transcontinental
When They Really Get to Know You, They Will Run

Starting the 27th, you'll get these songs:
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Transcontinental and Slow and Steady got cut short. Which is frustrating. I'll go back and download them again to see if they just messed up or if Pedro doesn't know how to make mp3s. I Do got cut off too. I'm full of anger. Yarr. In fact, I'm beginning to think all of them get cut off. That they're all sample things.

But well worth it.

Take some Pedro, call me in the morning.

I love you all.

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goose

:: 2004 20 August :: 12.18am

1 day
tomorrow is my last day with spencer before he leaves

saturday i get to open to close...12 hour shift, that has to be illegal right? guess not, i wish
then sunday open to 530 gggggggggreat! I WANT TO DIE!!!


im so sad and so mad at the same time i wish life didnt have to be like this. im considering quitting work...im going to start looking for a new job its just changed so much, for the bad.


im sad now

Are you crying?


Angel_Bob

:: 2004 19 August :: 8.01pm

A purely music entry
GASP!


Benton Falls. At the intersection.

Saturday, September 25 – FURTHER SEEMS FOREVER wsg. Brandtson + The Kicks + Moments In Grace
All Ages welcome. $12 in advance. 5:30 pm doors, 6 pm show.
***TICKETS AVAILABLE AT ALL TICKETMASTER OUTLETS***


Socialburn has a new site which means they aren't dying. They'll be in Chicago on October 2nd. Sadly it's one of those 21+ shows because the venue is probably a bar. Which blows.


Eisley
9.20.04 - Chicago, IL. The Metro


The Cranberries should be out with a new CD later this year or early next.


Vanessa Carlton's new CD comes out on October 19th.


Armor for Sleep isn't coming anywhere near here anytime soon. Although, Alex, if you want to, they'll be in Spokane on November 9th at some place called Fat Tuesdays.


Switchfoot is coming to Chicago on October 21st and Detroit on the 22nd.




This year looks like a great year in music. If only I had a plethora of moneys or could drive. Hopefully, I can get a job during school and I'll be driving by the end of the year.

Cross your fingers.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 19 August :: 3.08pm

My dad was apparently rear-ended on the highway sometime today. Hopefully he didn't total it because that's the car I'm supposed to get.

I'm such a stupid selfish teenager. I'm glad he's okay, I hope the other person is alright.

Meinen Scheduleenzenfenthen

1: French 4 - Dudka [hopefully she doesn't get pregnant again and we're forced to go through five hundred teachers again]

2: Contemporary Lit - Feeley [I'm thinking of switching into AP Lit because Mr. Watson teaches it and he RAWKS and I might want an AP class that I'll be able to live through. Plus, Mr. Watson flattered me and that as much as convinced me to take it.]

3: Intro Algebra 2 - Hess...summat [I don't know, I think Jackie said he was cool.]

4: Physics Concepts - Vanderwhatever his name is [I'm only taking Physics concepts because it's supposed to have less math and more theories. Plus it'll be easy and it's my senior year, I want easy. Oh, and they go to Cedar Point.]

5: Japanese 2 - Wessely-sensei [I can't wait! This class, anime club and the fact that it's my senior year will make the whole year worth it.]

6: Psych Uno - Phillips [Easy peasy, puddin' pie. Plus I can't wait to hear all of those weird psychology theories.]



Oh, I think I have first lunch.



I can't wait for this year. Senior year, when you're expected to slack off. But then again, it'd be nice if this summer lasted a little longer. Or if Nick went to Rockford instead.

My sister is blowing bubbles in her milk.

No, I didn't know that in bullfighting they killed the bulls. I thought they just danced around until it was tired and then sent it home. The bull, after a long day at work, relaxed by its bull fire with its bull cigar and pretty wife. Then when the bull children were tucked in and sound asleep, he made little bull babies.

I now realize that's incredibly silly. Bulls don't smoke cigars, they're more cigarette animals.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 19 August :: 12.44am

I've decided that I want a job. Need a job.

People have their 18th birthdays coming up and I can't just not get them anything.

So, my point is, any tips?

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 18 August :: 5.21pm

My sister is volunteering at the equestrian center and having her therapy there.

Rock.

I think that's it. I'm hungry.

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 18 August :: 1.18am

Grizounded
I very well maybe be grounded. And probably will be.

After semi-shouting/talking it over with my mom and crying, she said she'll "mull it over".

That doesn't mean much more than "I can't think of how to punish you so I'll get back to you tomorrow"

My sister has a pretty bracelet thingy. It rocks. And it's magnetic.

I've had a day filled with magnets.

Hope everyone and everything is alright. I don't feel like writing about my day or anything. I'm really tired and today went on forever.

Save the planet, kill a car.

I love you all.

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goose

:: 2004 18 August :: 12.39am

4 days
I wish i could say im swimming in happiness but i definatly am not. not only am i extremely about spencer, and others leaving but i just got in a fight with spencer and im kinda sour towards a few...for...reasons.

its hitting me i want to die, but i know being sad isnt helping him, so im trying im trying soooooooo hard to be happy im sure this is hard for him and i dont want to make it harder, im excited and i help him get ready and buy him things he needs to go to school. i hope it helps.

Are you crying?


mudpiegrl

:: 2004 17 August :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: some radio station

neil
contrary to most other entries about neil, this one is positive.

first, allow me to begin by saying i woke up this morning to a warm, gentle kiss on my forehead.

i opened my eyes to him, who recently, ive been feeling a deeper love for. love is hard to describe, its just this feeling in your heart and you know it. but now its stronger and i like it.

i liked waking up and making breakfast with him. i hope that he is my future because he makes me feel so good. when i cry about my mum or my friends, he holds me and rocks me, comforting me. and when im mad at him, he explains himself and apologizes and no matter what we're disagreeing on, we agree at the end...because we know how to get across what we're trying to say rather than just hoping it'll go away and letting it build up.

i dont want to be too hopeful though. it feels like we have forever when he's leaving only FIVE days from now.

i didnt realise it was so close.

oh, sinking feeling.



oh thats not good. i thought it was further away. in the summer, everything seems so floaty...and dates dont matter...


i think ill go see him...i dont know...

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 16 August :: 11.51pm

Steven King is much better as a columnist than an author.
"Riding that high horse has to be uncomfortable, especially with that stick up your butt."

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 16 August :: 10.11pm

When Americans win gold medals, they just sort of mouth the words to the national anthem. The Australians bellow theirs.
Anime club was pretty okay. We watched Cowboy Bebop which I'd seen some of. Katie and I were just clutching to each other during the final episode.

Why, Spike-kun, why?

I apologize to anyone who tried to call me. We were watching anime in Jacques' basement and the phone was being fickle. Reception. No reception. Calling. Cut off your call, loser.

So I have two voicemails but I don't know how to work it. Eheh...

Anyway. My sister had her physical today so she can play tennis this year. Guess what? She has scoliosis. Hee. Miss Perfect Posture has scoliosis. She'll get an x-ray on Friday to see how bad it is and she'll have to be in physical therapy and do some exercise every day for the rest of her life.

It's sort of weird. My dad had scoliosis so my mom knew one of us would get it. I have bad posture so she thought it'd be me. Silly.

I don't know what I'm rambling about.

I swore today. For the first time in a long while. I felt really bad about it. Even though I was quoting a song, I still felt bad.

I love you all.

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goose

:: 2004 16 August :: 1.21am

5 days
its starting to hit me that this is actually happening...it started with kyle and he left and now its all happening. 5 days. 5...5!


god dammit


did just spend the weekend with him went to michigan with him to the samsons house...they hate me, or at least they think i hate them which i dont but thats because im shy, you all know that. gah. i dont hate them. theyre very nice people. i wish i could spend more time with them because some of them seem very fun. except that kid that never stops talking...lol but he was cute. he's like what 8?


jorie and neils party was amazing. i had a great time. took lots of pictures made cool viedos.


i decided im going to make a cd of all the videos i've taken this summer, im making one for Hul too anyone else want one?

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 15 August :: 10.42pm

When is everyone going to orientation on Tuesday?

I was thinking later.

Probably around eleven.

Does anyone want to hang out after orientation? We'll be true blue seniors then. I've been really bored and I crave social contact.


Tomorrow we have an anime club get together thing. I really wish I could drive because I don't want to stay there forever. I want to hang out with people but a room full of geeks just wears on you.

We'll be at Jacques' house. I love his house.

Someone call me then. During anime club. I'll have an excuse to leave. Oh, phone! I'll have the cell phone! 560-6279...call me, please.

I really don't want to stay there forever. We're supposedly watching an entire series but I don't really feel like it. That might take 13 hours. Please don't keep me there. Please don't make me stay. Call me! Anyone!

I love you all.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 15 August :: 3.47pm

Last night
Last night was one of the best nights in my entire life so far.

At around 8, Jackie called and said she was bored, so we were all going to hang out around 8:30.

Around 9, I asked Jackie if she could give me a ride because my mom didn't want to take me and I didn't want my dad to drive. And I didn't want to drive.

Kyle and Brett had a roaring bonfire going when Jackie, Katie and I showed up. We hung out around the fire, eating stale marshmallows with Brett and Kyle occasionally throwing boards (and cabinet doors) into it.

After a few camp songs from Kyle, we went inside and made pasta. At around 10.

Katie went home around 10:30. Kyle, Brett and I played Tenshu until they left at 11:30ish.

Ben showed up around who knows when. Jackie, Ben and I played Soul Calibur 2 until we tired of it and Jackie went to take me home while Ben went to drive home.

Here's where it gets really fun.

Ben, on his way over to Jackie's, helped Jackie's brother out of the sand. There's construction on Jackie's road with sand on one half of the road and dirt/gravel stuff on the other.

Irony struck as we pulled out of Jackie's road.

Ben was stuck in the sand. Really really stuck.

After trying to get him out, we decided to call Nick, since he has his dad's truck, so he could help pull Ben out.

I must have called his house ten or fifteen times before his sister picked up and said he never came home from work. Ben had the brilliant idea that Nick might have stopped by his house. I called Ben's house and his sister said Nick went to eDEN.

I told Jackie that I didn't know eDEN's phone number but that it was on their website. Jackie called her brother and had him look up the phone number.

I called eDEN and got a hold of Nick.

Eventually, Nick came (almost got stuck in the sand himself) and pulled Ben out.

We hung around for a while talking then decided spontaneously to go over to Meijer's. At 3:30 or 4 in the morning.

It was fun. Really fun.

We sat around in Jackie's car listening to music until Nick decided he was tired, I was tired and took me home.

I got home at around 4:40 or 4:50. I didn't really get yelled at. I accidentally woke up my mom and she just asked why I was home so late.

w00t. I'm waiting for her to talk to me about it. I really need a curfew. The lack of one frustrates me.

Last night rocked. I felt like a true teenager. It was kind of weird but immensely fun.

I love you all.

P.S. Have you seen those crappy Rockford commercials? I could make a better one for goodness sake.

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Angel_Bob

:: 2004 14 August :: 6.57pm
:: Music: Bad Dreams by Flaming June

My daddy is home
My dad came home from the hospital today.

Here's where I get to go into a long explanation that I don't feel like going into.

Yesterday my mom told me that they were going to give him some lung test thingy because they didn't think he had blood clots after all.

Here's where I get to rant.

I don't like doctors. I don't like scientists. I can't even believe I wanted to be a scientist person.

If they can't prove how something got to be where it is or how it is what it is, they prove how it isn't. They disprove what they proved in the first place.

So since the doctor people couldn't find how the blood clots got in his lungs, the proved that the blood clots weren't even there.

HA!

So my dad will just be going on this new diet and taking things carefully and slowly. They're keeping an eye on him.

And he's home.

Thanks for all the prayers and thoughts and well-wishes.

Really, right now, I'm worried that something is wrong and the doctors are just being stupid.

On a higher note, Hannah and I were watching the men's swimming Olympic pre-final things and we were rooting for the guys with cool names.

I am not making these names up.

Thijs van Valkengoed

Oleg Lisogor

We really liked Thijs (pronounced "tace" apparently) and it wasn't until we looked up the meaning of his name that we found out it wasn't just because of his awesome name.

Thijs means "God's gift to woman" or just "God's gift".

Which strikes me as hilarious.

Oleg means something about being holy or blessed or something.

Nothing can beat Thijs. I think I might name my kid Thijs if I can ever get it into my head that it's not pronounced "thid-jis" but "tace".

I love you all.

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