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2005 28 March :: 1.44am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: perlita, the dog whining
so i like all these names. i'm either a hippie or a roman.
December Tenth month
Halcyonia Calm; bird who calms wind and waves
Nox; Nyx Goddess of the night
Kalila Beloved
Arista Best
Jeremiah Sent by God
Mordecai Warrior
Isis Goddess of the stars
Sidra Star born
Elias The Lord is my God
Aziza Precious
Athena Goddess of wisdom & war
October Eighth month
Avariella Small, strong woman
Arachna Spider woman
Khaos Confusion
Crimson Red
Desdemona Of the devil
Ichabod Departed glory
Indigo Indian (from dye)/colour (blue-gray purple)
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2005 28 March :: 1.06am
if you got ten dollars to one of these stores, which would you pick:
sears
bath and body works
sam goody
starbucks
old navy
okie...i can just borrow cds from the library because im not dying for anything...so probably not sam goody.
starbucks is good but i hate the people there...although that would be more quantity for the same amount of money.
bath and body works is good...i think its between that and old navy
i just hate how the sears card looks. i dont know what i would buy there... i dont think i like that store too much
maybe tomorrow ill go see if i can find anything i might like...
oh i want a dress this spring. a cute one. all springy. i can wear it to the banquet and maybe another for graduation. oh...i want a dress really badly for some reason.
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2005 28 March :: 12.48am
Lithaladhwen: For those who backlog chat.... apparently dragons could breathe fire because THEY ATE PLATINUM. Or something. And then there was fire. And hydrogen and stuff. The guy behind Animal Planet's Dragons special said so. That's how it wa
Lithaladhwen: s done.
Lithaladhwen: There's a chat transcript to prove it beyond any shadow of a doubt.
DeathRaySpleen: ...you're aware this was about 24 hours ago, right?
Lithaladhwen: The special?
Lithaladhwen: Yes.
Lithaladhwen: My parents watched it, but I am only now able to see the light. And the importance of platinum.
Lithaladhwen: Brian thinks they may have gone extinct because they ran out of platinum. ^_^
Lithaladhwen: That's why it's rare now.
Lithaladhwen: Dragons ate it.
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2005 27 March :: 3.44pm
:: Mood: creative
i have recently been overcome with strange creativity that has not graced me in a good year or so.
i suddenly have ideas for pictures and stories accompanying gradious images in my head. for nearly everything, except my columbia essay of course. although, im sure if i sat down and said...hurry the fuck up and do this, i would succeed.
alright...easter dinner at the neighbours house. then to work woo. this is like late lunch for me. lol...
happy easter again!
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2005 27 March :: 3.23pm
this has been the longest day ever!!!
happy easter!!!!!!!
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2005 27 March :: 2.23pm
I suck.
Really.
I drove my family home from eating brunch this morning.
And almost killed them all.
My mom was trying to be all light about it ("You kept control of the car, that's a good thing") but she was scared to death. I was scared to death. Everyone in the car was.
The sad thing is, I was doing fantastic up until that point. My parents even said so.
I just want my license.
I'm not feeling that great.
I love you all.
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2005 26 March :: 11.17pm
Recent news.... sorry I haven't updated.
First of all... remember how my roomate moved out at the beginning of the year because she 'wanted a room to herself'? Turns out she thought I was a lesbian.
Awesome. Fucking brilliant and awesome. But at the same time.... why am I always the last to know? First, no one told me I was pregnant (my mother thought I was because strep throat was not the obvious answer... pregnancy was), and now this??
Also, the girls in the room directly below mine were singing all fancy-like. They were being jokingly operatic and it was cool. I replied and we had a sort of bizarre duel. This escalated beyond their Disney medlies and ended in me singing Der Holle Rache (the aria of The Queen of the Night in Die Zauberflote).
If any of you have heard that song... you know what happened.
Yeah. It was a lot like that.
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2005 26 March :: 12.34am
:: Music: Uninvited-Alanis Morrisette
woo day!
UNINVITED
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot-blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat hard telling
To watch them burn me shepherd
But you you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Like any uncharted territory
I must seem greatly intriguing
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before
But this is not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
I don't think you unworthy
I need a moment to deliberate.
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2005 25 March :: 11.06pm
"I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff---I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I'd do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all."
I want to be the catcher in the rye, too.
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2005 25 March :: 10.57pm
Goddam money. It always ends up making you blue as hell.
I finished The Catcher in the Rye. It took me less than a day.
I really love that book. I'm going to read it again tonight before I go to bed.
I love Holden. I want to marry him and take care of him.
I love you all.
"Don't tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody"
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2005 25 March :: 3.55pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Mess With Your Mind by Everyday Sunday
It's grand that after a book like A Farewell to Arms, we're reading The Catcher in the Rye. It makes me like AP Lit a little bit. Except I know we're not going to talk about this book half as much as we talked about Hemingway's.
You'd like it. It's not phony at all.
It's hilarious.
The book is so awesome. It's not anything you have to struggle with either.
You should see how Holden talks about people! It's awesome.
I love Holden Caulfield. Boy! He's grand.
I love you all.
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2005 23 March :: 10.55pm
:: Music: Katamari Damacy OST
Oh yeah. *points to self* That's right.
PROFESSIONAL ASSASSIN: You're a pro. A soldier of
death. You have a job to do, and you do it.
Killing is your business, and business is good.
Which Type of Assassin Are You? (With Anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
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2005 23 March :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: meh
My goal for the rest of the year (all 1 and a half months of it) is to get kicked out of Mr. Watson's AP Lit class.
I'm really beginning to despise both the man and the class.
Plus, I've never been in trouble for anything at school.
I might as well aim high.
I love you all.
P.S. I'm in one of those moods where I'm really tempted to delete everything in this journal and rip up every word I've written.
P.P.S. And slice up my arm but that's not going to happen.
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2005 23 March :: 4.24pm
no matter what i do, they will not fire me! i hate chuck e. cheese! oh well...i work when i want. she told me to keep sunday quiet because she told everyone it was her fault.
it sucks.....i try to get in trouble and cant....i hate that.
in other news, see friends only. it's too...girl orientated for anyone else who might read it.
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2005 23 March :: 10.25am
ah yes, so i ahve now been ":pushed out" or maybe shoved... People that i talked to, even at the beginning of this semester, even a few weeks ago are all of a sudden too good to talk to me because they have joined thier new click-y thing that i am not a part of...they get pretty annoying about it too. life is sucking right now. but i have no problem with solitude...this weekend should be fun. maybe ill get over myself and get over my depression problem and have some fire therapy, all this will be better in spring. Thats a fact.
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2005 22 March :: 9.10pm
:: Music: Sally's song
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one
i figured i'd make a fifth journal entry today...lol...being sick is boring.
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2005 22 March :: 7.28pm
NOTE: Woohu journal kids should sign in because most of my entries are friends only. That is all.
i found this thing on a random woohu journal. i will now answer it.
Instructions: write ten [very personal] statements intended to different people. never tell which one is for who.
1. you were a perfect friend. until you forgot me.
2. if only you had never gone.
3. such a long friendship should continue on in the future. im sad that it has had a lag.
4. i'll miss you after this year. i'll search for you if i lose you.
5. i dont know what i did. you'll never tell me because that's how you are.
6. sorry if i hurt you.
7. i wish you would just love me. i'll never be that good.
8. i'm sorry it's been so long. i hate her too.
9. i'm glad we stopped being friends. you are despicable.
10. i wonder how'd be if it never ended.
i read them and they are so clear. hopefully they are more vague to everyone else.
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2005 22 March :: 6.42pm
You Are a Sensitive Kisser
For you, kissing is a way to connect
And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy
It may take you a while to kiss someone...
But when you do, it's total fireworks
What's Your Kissing Style? Take This Quiz :-)
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i took this one twice......i dont agree but meh.
mmm mango........
Your Inner Muse is Thalia
You are most like this playful muse of comedy.
Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.
You make people laugh until their sides split.
And you're always up for some play time!
What Muse Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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funny, i knew that the muse for dance is terpsichore...:)
they're all greek...well.....muse....okie....clayton moment.
Men See You As Playful
Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!
How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)
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interesting....very interesting....look she's wearing orange! i like orange.
heh...wrong....ill try again...
woo..i fail....no one fits....ill stick with this....
You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
What Kind of Chocolate Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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Your Ideal Hairstyle: Subtle Layers
What Hairstyle Is Right For You? Take This Quiz :-)
who? and too bad im horrible at poetry
You Are Boyish Sexy
You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.
What Kind of Sexy Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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oh...its turning more wrong lately...im starting to be such a girl......:(
Your Passion is Red!
You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!
What Color is Your Passion? Take This Quiz :-)
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You Are the Girl Next Door!
You're caring, warm, and the girl that nice guys want to marry.
Uncomplicated and simple, you've got an easy going attitude guys love.
But this doesn't mean you're dull - far from it!
You're a great conversationalist, and you're an expert at living the good life.
What Kind of Girl Are You? Take This Quiz :-)
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that's nice...now what famous pinup am i? lol
who?
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2005 22 March :: 1.31pm
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: Chevelle-An Evening with El Diablo
sick day!
today i stayed home cuz yesterday i wasn't feeling well at all. i think now that it might have been two weeks of not so much sleep and then the four hours......cuz sometimes if i stay up to late i get a similar feeling. but dont tell my mum that.....she already thinks im doing too much. anyway, at 7 o'clock this morning i was so dizzy that i could hardly get to my mum's bed.
but i am home now. it's fun. lol. i want to go rent the notebook. i had a sudden urge to watch it. just when pictures from a movie pop in your head. like that.
this is really a nonsense entry becuase i have two pages of a story to write and a collage to make and im procrastinating. i cant go downstairs cuz the cleaning ladies are here and i dont feel like getting dressed...at all.
it's pretty out.
okie....ama go mill about for a bit.
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2005 20 March :: 10.21pm
I've decided to stop making excuses.
"Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
with open arms and open eyes."
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2005 19 March :: 11.23pm
The diamond cannot be polished without friction, nor the man perfected without trials. ~Chinese Proverb~
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2005 19 March :: 3.23pm
Sore wa... himitsu desu.
Brian and I talk about my icon
He thinks my icon is.... something. All I know is I enjoy it and he hasn't told me to stop using it. =^.^=
Arch mage144: How would you feel if I did something like that with a picture of you?
Lithaladhwen: Depends.
Lithaladhwen: which picture would you use?
Arch mage144: ...I don't know, this is hypothetical. One that looks good.
Lithaladhwen: Would I be topless?
Arch mage144: I wouldn't share those photos.
Lithaladhwen: As long as you couldn't see anything.... and the photo was flattering... Hell I'd probably use it.
Arch mage144: *thud*
Lithaladhwen: *sparkle*
Arch mage144: You sparkle alright.
Lithaladhwen: If I had a digital camera.....
Lithaladhwen: you'd see.
Arch mage144: ...
Lithaladhwen: I would make such icons..........
Arch mage144: ...is that all you'd do with it?
Lithaladhwen: What I'd do with the camera...
Lithaladhwen: is...
Lithaladhwen: a secret.
Arch mage144: *thud*
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2005 19 March :: 1.17pm
I had a conversation with my Korean cab driver today about how capitalist societies like America leave poor people behind. Also about teen pregnancy, but mainly about the cost of education being overlooked in favor of faulty economic plans.
I ranted about the Establishment with a cabbie. ^_^
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2005 18 March :: 4.16pm
Well, done with my interview now.
I don't know hot it went; I can never tell. We got along fine, but then I can get along with anyone if I really try.
So...
I guess I'll find out at the middle/end of May when I have my final interview. (This is probably why they won't hire me. My interview process is not as smooth and sexy and we would all like. They insist it's no problem, however, so I'll go with that.)
Board RP continues! I'm still excited!
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2005 18 March :: 12.55am
Yay! My career as a board RPer begins!
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2005 17 March :: 10.11pm
I love you all, you know that right?
You all are totally awesome.
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2005 17 March :: 12.59am
:: Music: cold, shaky, confused
HABANERA
L'Amour est un oiseau rebelle
Que nul ne peut apprivoiser
Et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle,
S'il lui convient de refuser.
Rien n'y fait, menace ou prière,
L'un parle bien, l'autre se tait;
Et c'est l'autre que je préfère
Il n'a rien dit; mais il me tient.
L'Amour est un oiseau rebelle
L'Amour
Que nul ne peut apprivoiser
L'Amour
Et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle
L'Amour
S'il lui convient de refuser
L'Amour
L'Amour est enfant de Bohême,
Il n'a jamais, jamais connu de loi,
Si tu ne m'aime pas, je t'aime,
Si je t'aime, prend garde à toi!
(Prends garde à toi)
Si tu ne m'aime pas si tu ne m'aimes pas je t'aime
(Prends garde à toi)
Mais si je t'aime si je t'aime prends garde à toi!
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2005 17 March :: 12.00am
YOU PEOPLE NEED TO USE WOOHU CHAT!!!!
THE CHAT IS LONELY!!
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2005 16 March :: 7.03pm
I love this man. (I'm on a Smiths/Morrissey stint)
In October 2004, Morrissey released a politically charged statement urging American voters to vote against George W. Bush for President. Morrissey's statement was: "With all my heart I urge people to vote against George Bush. Jon Stewart would be ideal, but John Kerry is the logical and sane move. It does not need to be said yet again, but Bush has single-handedly turned the United States into the most neurotic and terror-obsessed country on the planet. For non-Americans, the United States is suddenly not a very nice place to visit because US immigration officers — under the rules of Bush — now conduct themselves with all the charm and unanswerable indignation of Hitler's SS. Please bring sanity and intelligence back to the United States. Don't forget to vote. Vote for John Kerry and get rid of George Bush!"
Don't read this part.
Read more..
I love you all.
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