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2004 19 November :: 5.00pm
:: Mood: Pretty good.
:: Music: Crossfade- Cold
Turns out teh Dana got an A in Language Arts :D ...So, in general, my grades aren't too shabby.
Yes, I know. You're all wondering "What the Hell... when did Dana start worrying about grades?" I'm really not too sure myself.
In Mrs. Yeoman's class today, we were sewing... I sewed my fingers together. They kind of hurt now, because I ripped the string out, but it was cool. Sang the Silent Night solo in chorus. I used to have my heart set on the Firefly Darkness solo, but I'm kind of diggin' the Silent Night one now... It's in German. (: Mr. Riel says he wants me to keep practicing putting out more sound. I think I might get this. Mr. Horrell will be at our next concert, so he can hear me sing. (That is, if I get it.)
For once, I am confident about myself.
I might go to the football game tonite. I'm only going if Andrew's going, though. I miss that fucker.
All in all, today was actually good. All is right in the world.
...Except for things with Bob, but let's not mention him right now.
Forever Optimistic *COUGH*,
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2004 18 November :: 12.03pm
okay, so right now i'm in art class and it sux some major ass. this lady is the devil. i just ate lunch and i'm really tired. after school i'm doin some more of my community service hours. except this time i'm not going w/ courtney. i'm going to catch the vo. i just yelled at this kid for touching my feet. it was glorious. he like freaked out 'oh my god! i'm so sry!' lol.
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2004 18 November :: 5.47am
well lately i've been trying to put everything behing me and ignore whats been going on. now its all catching up and i can't handle it. i need to get the fuck out of here.
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2004 17 November :: 8.39pm
Today just hasn't been my day.
Got my progress reports. Did pretty well. Got an F in Science, though...
Got rejected...
Someone who means the world to me has started smoking regularly....
I've just been so exhausted. Sleep loss has been at an all-time high.
I used to think this wasn't anything serious, but I might need to go see someone about it... I have really bad anxiety. I get so nervous, and I'm not even sure what about... At night, it's like I'm afraid to sleep or something... I don't know what it is... But I need it to stop.
I feel sick.
My train of thoughts is everywhere. Please excuse if this is somewhat hard to follow.
I know these dumb little kid relationships are stupid, but I'm tired of feeling so alone...
I wish life would throw shit at me in somewhat more frequent patterns, spreading it out, instead of throwing it all at once.
I wish things would even out.
I'm sick of always being such a fucking pessimist, but it's something I can't help. I've tried to look at the brighter side, but the darker side always overpowers it.
You don't have to tell me how much better I have it than other people. I know that. I can't help the way I think. It's something I've tried to change, but failed.
I wish I weren't such a fuck up.
..I wish I could exceed in something.
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2004 17 November :: 1.28pm
today i had to write a poem and it had to be over 50 words. and i go to a christian school, right. well my poem ended up being sac-religious and not even on purpose. it was crazy. i think i have to write it over. here:
"jesus was there
he was eating a melon
so was everyone else
even Ferdinand Magellan
this was a dream
a dream about heaven
and guess what
there was a seven-eleven"
i didnt include the first 3 paragraphs cuz they're dumb
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2004 14 November :: 10.26pm
*EDIT* November 15, 2004. 4:10pm.
-Added a picture of me to my profile.
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If I don't start getting a decent night's rest, this will happen to someone.
That'll be me on the right...
I'm just kind of bored right now. And not able to sleep.
Anyways, I think I'm done for now.
Your Lord and Master,
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2004 14 November :: 11.49am
:: Mood: Sleepy.
:: Music: Vanilla Ice CD ^.^
So yesterday.
Keely called me... Asking for Kimberly. -_-;
I ended up going to her house, although she probably would have preferred Kimberly being there. BUT IF SHE WOULD'VE I DON'T CARE. BECAUSE I AM SUPER OPTIMIST WOMAN. >:D
We hung out for a little bit, then Rhianna came over and we went on a walk... Went to Rhianna's house for a while, and then to the golf course. Then when we were going back to the Lane household, we tackled Aisha and made her lip bleed. XD Brennen was over at Nick's, and he saw us and ran and did a little James Bond rolly thing, ran across the street, hugged me, then ran back. Keely and Rhianna put Aisha's little Hello Kitty pillow thing in a tree. ^.^ We were going to call the Fire Dept. saying "MY KITTY IS STUCK IN A TREE!" but decided not to.
Aisha ate a Chimmy Chonga. (I think that's what it's called.) Tito the burrito.
Then we went to an Avalon player's meeting. We watched them do an epic battle scene. It was great. XD Jimmeh was yelling at everyone. He was getting into it the most. I saw Lucas, Ragazzo, Matt, Jesus, Beef, and some other people I have seen around. Funny thing is, only 3 of those people actually know me. Nick looked like a hooker in his little feathery jacket thing ^.^ Aisha and I played with some random kitties that were running around... And we kept singing the Ninja Rap. [Everytime I see Jimmy Johnson, the song 'Pretty Woman' plays in my head XD]
Then I came home, and Katy came! ^.^ We ate pizza, and then Calvin came and we went over to Tommy's to hear him play. Unfortunately, we were like 2 and a half hours late, and no one else showed up, so no show for us.... Soooooo- we went and got money and went to the mall where I got THE BEST OF VANILLA ICE, HALO 2 and POCKYY!!!! Oh joy ^____^. <3 When we were in Sam Goody's getting the CD, the people made a big scene about it. It was so funny. They were like "HEY, WHERE'S THE VANILLA ICE CDS?!" "What?" "THESE KIDS WANT SOME VANILLA ICE! WHERE IS IT?!" =] I walked around the mall yelling about how I couldn't wait to pop in my Vanilla Ice CD!
...Then we came home. Katy and Calvin stayed the night, and Carly fell off the massage table. XD "DID YOU GET THAT MASSAGE TABLE OUT!?!?" "No... but I thought about it." XD!!
Then Katy left this morning. And Calvin's still here. And I was bored, so here I am. Updating.
Sayonoura!
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2004 13 November :: 4.22pm
okay, so yesterday i went to the greek fest. it was alright. and then i spent the night at corks. i wanted to stay another night, but, guess wat? nope, i'm not allowed to. i have to come home, just so i can clean some more for these god damn lazy ppl i live with. fuck them, they aren't family. i'm there slave. carly understands. thats just about the only person who can see wats really going on.
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2004 13 November :: 12.06am
:: Mood: Sleepy.
:: Music: Vanilla Ice- Ninja Rap.
I am sitting here. I am as bored as I could possibly be...
I just played some Fable. It's not all that great, but it's just at the beginning, so it might get better. I'm gonna get Halo 2, hopefully. ^.^ Yay.
Today was just one of those days. But I don't know, hopefully things will get better.
I might try to get some sleep in a bit.. I just had nothing to do, so I figured I'd update again.
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2004 12 November :: 5.23pm
Today was not a good day.
But what else is new?
Mrs. Johnson gave me a fucking 54 on my project. I did better than that, fucking bitch. I hate her so much. So, so much...
I've been so tired. I hate this shit. I hate it all so much.
I might fail this year, it's really looking like it.
I hate being stupid.
I hate how people take my forgiveness for granted. I hate how I can let big problems just slide. I hate being ditched.
I feel as if everyone has forgotten about me. I got all these promises about how High School wouldn't tear us apart... But it's happening as I predicted. It's all falling to peices right before my eyes.
I'm tired of the lies. I no longer want to be forgotten; just a shadow in the past.
Please don't forget me. I'm scared of being alone.
I'm scared...
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2004 12 November :: 6.18am
fcuk taht siht.
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2004 11 November :: 8.34pm
i deleted that entry from the fifth. yea. well NEways. i talked to carly for an hour today. i've concluded that something needs to happen around here. and i've changed like five times in the past two years and it always ends up doing the same god damn thing. i move out, get in a fight, move to the other house. and it happens over and over and over again. right now i can't really take it anymore. so, somethings going to give, very soon, i can sense it. o well.
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2004 11 November :: 7.55pm
I hate this year so much. My grades have once again fallen, and the family issues are rising again. I don't have much to lose. I feel my sanity slowly slipping away from me.
I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of being dumb.
I'm sick of being ignored.
I'm sick of being lied to.
I'm sick of being alone...
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2004 10 November :: 7.25pm
if some one called me occasionally i wouldn't feel like a worthless piece of shit. maybe someone really doesn't care. well i'm going to go. bye
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2004 8 November :: 4.21pm
:: Music: career suicide(kittie)
ooh-oh
yesterday i talked to austin on the phone for like 2 and a half hours. and i had like 14 people over. i dont know why though. then i watched tv for a little while. i think im gonna get brett volume 1 of that 70s show. dudebro thats what I wanted for my b-day, but oh well.
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2004 7 November :: 8.58pm
:: Mood: swamped
:: Music: o-zone-dragostea din tei
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Hallo, salut, sunt eu, un haiduc
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea
Hallo, hallo, sunt eu Picasso
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum
Hallo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea
Hallo, hallo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Mai-ia-hii
Mai-ia-huu
Mai-ia-haa
Mai-ia-ha ha
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma iei
Nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai
-yawn- omg, i've been swamped alllllll effing day with this gay-ass german report. nowhere near finished, it's 9 pm, and it's due tomorrow. heh. i'm such a procrasinator. um..yeah. well, just wanted to let you all know i'm still aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiive...;) but i'm gonna go now so i can finish. oh yeah--check out the song i'm listening to, it's AWESOME! hehe!
http://ouai59.free.fr/ozone.mp3
oh yeah. i was just talking to dan about my most occurring crushes. ahem.
i tend to like guys named john and nick. occasionally i get a crush on someone named joe/joey. =P
i tend to like guys with long blonde skater/surfer dude hair.
..yeah. and it's REALLY weird about the names i fall for; because as we all know, nick's brothers are jon and joe. hehe, creepy..um, anyhoo. time to go now. <3 yaaaaaaaaa.
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2004 6 November :: 10.17pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: the sweet tapping of my keyboard
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 36.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions
And then, after several more turns, the music began to play again, brisk from it's fresh winding, and merry.
((That was from Tuck Everlasting. =D))
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2004 6 November :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: sleepy
yet another survey...
x] The Basics [x]
Name ::: Corinne
Middle name ::: LeAnn
Last name ::: ......
Age ::: 14
Birthday::: August 20, 1990
Location ::: Maryland
Height ::: 5'4"
Eye color ::: Hazel--More Brown in Winter, more Green in Summer
Hair color ::: Dark Brown
Siblings? ::: Stepsister-21, Stepbrother-20
[x] Favorites [x]
Food ::: Anything Italian/German
Movie ::: Mean Girls/The Nightmare Before Christmas
Group/Band ::: Too many...but mainly Avenged Sevenfold, Story of the Year, Yellowcard, Dashboard Confessional
TV Show ::: MAD TV
Animal ::: Giraffes!
Color ::: Orange
Place to be ::: Anywhere with Nick <3
Store ::: American Eagle/Pacific Sunwear/Aeropostale
Shoe Brand ::: DVS, Vans, & Etnies
Word ::: Dude
Phrase ::: Umm..
Famous Guy ::: Joaquin Pheonix & Johnny Depp
Famous Girl ::: Renee Zellweger
Boy Name ::: Joey/Nick/Jo(h)n
Girl Name ::: Summer/Amelia/Autumn ((I'm weird o_O))
Pet Name ::: Jinxie!
Car/Truck ::: Jeep Wrangler
Music ::: Any type of Rock
Candy ::: SMARTIES! And Tootsie Rolls..
Gum ::: Juicy Fruit Grapermelon
Number::: 12
Lyrics ::: Vindicated
Website ::: Neopets, Woohu
Drink ::: DR PEPPER!
Alcoholic Drink ::: Kahlua ((ONLY in Dirty Bananas--DB's are my FAVORITE!)), Peach Schnapps
Scent ::: Campfire
Season ::: Fall
[x] Music [x] -Pick a song title for the artist
Something Corporate ::: I don't know any..
Yellowcard ::: Breathing
Green Day ::: AMERICAN IDIOT
J-lo ::: Jenny From the Block?
Bowling for Soup ::: 1985
Missy Elliott ::: I don't know
Chingy ::: Holiday Inn...or however his ghetto-fabulous black ass spells it
Outkast ::: ROSES!
John Mayer ::: EW, I don't listen to him
Britney Spears ::: Toxic
Christina Aguilera ::: Beautiful
Thursday ::: Signals Over the Air
Aerosmith ::: I don't know
Bob Marley ::: Don't know
Taking Back Sunday ::: Decade Under the Influence
Sean Paul ::: Like Glue? Is that even his song? x_X -Doesn't listen-
Ludacris ::: I don't know
The Beach Boys ::: Surfin' USA
Led Zeppelin ::: I don't know
Santana ::: I don't know
Kelly Osbourne ::: Um, Papa Don't Preach?
Ozzy ::: CrAzY tRaIn!
[x] Have your ever [x]
Met anyone famous ::: -Inhale- LESS THAN JAKE, FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND, THE USED, LINKIN PARK, and some other bands that were on the Projekt Revolution tour -Exhale-
If so who? ::: I just told yooooou.
Kissed someone of the same sex? ::: Me mommy? Not like THAT...but like...you know how mommy's give goodbye kisses/goonight kisses XD
Hated someone of the same sex? ::: Hell Yah
Sang in the shower ::: Yeah
Talked to a complete stranger ::: Why not?
Prank called someone ::: Sheesh, yeh
Snuck out ::: Yeah
Lied to your Parents ::: Yes
Done drugs [ if so what one(s)] ::: No
Drank Alcohol ::: Yes
Snuck into the movies ::: Yes
Gotten kicked out of the movies ::: Numerous times
Stole something *tisk*tisk* ::: Yes
Beat someone up ::: Yes
Watched Porn ::: No
Ran Away ::: Yes
Gotten Arrested ::: No
Been on TV ::: Yes
Been in the Newspaper ::: Yes
Shot a gun ::: Yes
Graffiti'd something ::: No
Made out in the rain ::: No
Had sex or done sexual things in a public place ::: No
Snuck people over your house ::: No
Stage dived ::: I've moshed?
Been in a mosh pit ::: HELLLLLLLL YEAH
Eaten something non edible ::: Yeah
Been in the hospital ::: Yes
Been in the mental hospital ::: Not yet
Hit your parents ::: Yes
Written a song ::: Yeah
Stalked someone ::: HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! =D
Gone cow tipping ::: Yes
Made your own porno ( you freak ) ::: No
Skinny Dipped ::: No
[x] Random [x]
Do you have any fetishes ::: Not that I can think of
Fears ::: Shots/Needles/Syringes, Spiders
Who rocks your socks? ::: Nick, Mommy, Frank, Daddy, Tiff, Emily, Rose, Annette, Hannah, Claire, Jessy, Jon, Joe, You, :)
What makes your all warm and fuzzy inside ::: "Love"
What turns you on ::: NICK! o_o
What are you (bi, straight, lesbian, gay ..etc..) ::: Straight
Craziest thing you've done sober ::: Nothing ;o;
Craziest thing you've done drunk ::: It was non-sexual; but I went into CVS at 11pm and chased around some Puerto Rican kid vacuuming the store
Craziest thing you've done high ::: I've never truly been high
Do you sniff your fingers after you wipe your ass? ::: No
[x] The alphabet [x] -Put the first word that comes to mind for each letter
A::: Apple
B::: Bee
C::: Cat
D::: Dirty Banana
E::: Eat
F::: Freak
G::: Giraffe!
H::: Hot
I::: Ice
J::: Jambalaya ((that stuff's gross...))
K::: Killer
L::: Lake
M::: Mommy
N::: NICK
O::: Orange!
P::: Pencil
Q::: Queer
R::: Rain
S::: Squeel
T::: Talk
U::: Uninterested
V::: Vacuum
W::: Whatever
X::: Xylaphone
Y::: You
Z::: Zig-Zag
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2004 6 November :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: still sick
:: Music: mest /f/ benji madden of good charlotte-jaded (these years)
...oh yes. that layout date down there? subject to change. so don't get too excited/worked up, and don't rely your life on it. kay? kay.
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2004 6 November :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: mest /f/ benji madden of good charlotte-jaded (these years)
ugh. i have a side splitting headache. ;o;
...would someone mind telling me what's up with this whole benji madden-tony lovato relationship? is it true or just a hoax? because last i checked, tony was engaged to his high-school sweetheart, and benji was..well, benji was still single. but a lot of people are telling me that tony got divorced and now benji and tony are..well...bi. not that i have a problem with it. in fact, i totally support their relationship if it is in fact true. now i'm -strongly- against gay/lesbian/bi marriage-relationships, but for some straaaaaaaaaange, weiiiiiiiiiiiird reason i'm happy for tony and benji. because hey. they're both hot and totally turn me on. HAHA.
...by the way. new layout coming on november 12th. i already have it made and ready to go, hehe! it's rather spiffy if you ask me...but i'm enjoying this current layout so i'm not going to take it off right away; after all, it's only been three days. pfth.
well...i'm gonna go call nick now...and then hit the hay...g'night. <3 y'allz.
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2004 6 November :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: dumbass
:: Music: switchfoot-dare you to move
OH YEAH. i completely forgot to say that NORTH WON! tehe. i got so wrapped up in nick. lol. yeah...it was 36-0, north.
next weekend: north v. fsk! friday @ 7. BE THERE!
i'll be there! and i'll be there with NICK! mwaha! because he's mine! lol!
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2004 6 November :: 3.45pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: sugarcult-she's the blade
omg. last night was the greatest night of my LIFE.
so. we were at the game. :D as you know, this'll be long since i tend to go into rather heavy description. anyhoo.
well, the game started and since it was the last game, line's were practically a mile long for the concession stands BEFORE kickoff. my mom decided to go ahead and get in line. well, i was with annette and we met hannah and kaitlyn there. we were all hanging out about four rows back/above were nick and his family were. umm. anyways. i turned around and nick's mom was behind us, and i was looking for my mom. his mom said that she just saw her. and finally i found my mom. and. um. next after that about five minutes later, jon smacked dead on this huge south player. i mean, this kid was like twice his size. jon didn't even fall down but the south kid did. haha! anyhoo, right when it happened we were all like "oooh" really loud. next, nick kept looking back and stuff. so nothing too interesting happened then until annette got in line for fries and i was with her. he was walking by and I GREW SOME BALLS ((LOL)) and talked! TEHE! i was like: "hi nick!" and he turned around and smiled, and said hey. awww. my lover cutie pie hehehe! um, anyways, next...all of us were walking around and this kid kept running by with a north sucks sign. he was obviously from south. hannah was saying she was gonna pop him one and kaitlyn was going to steal the sign. so we followed them and went to plot. MWAHA. um, yeah...anyways...so...kaitlyn was going to grab the sign and pass it to hannah and hannah was going to run and rip at the same time then stuff it in a trash can. i was going to either jump the retard or pour my water on him, and annette was going to help me distract him. it didn't work out, since kaitlyn's hand slipped when she tried to grab it. SIGH. it would've been fun, too, lol.
so we walked back up to the ambulance-parking area thingie and nick was pimpin it as usual. hannah and annette decided to be dumb and scream "HEY NICK HERE'S CORINNE!" i wanted to DIE. ugh. he put his hand down to his side and smiled/waved, and i just laughed and was like: "sorry, my friends are STUPID!" he kinda laughed and turned his head. then some dumbass becky barnhart was hanging all over him. ew. the stupid scum-hoe-whore-douche bag head.
so the next big thing and the highlight of my night was when we were leaving. karli, annette and i all were hanging out near the gate, and annette had silly string which i gave her to shoot at joe. at the last minute she chickened out, which was really uncool of her. LOL. anyways, nick came out and of COURSE i wanted to go hug him ((and touch his hair))...but i didn't, thank god. well we began to follow them and joe was like: "bye annette!" and she said bye, then NICK turned around and smiled really big and said "see you later corinne!" he was like, dragging his cousin and practically dropped her just to say bye to me. well i was in the mood to show off my funny side so annette and i jumped in the middle of the road to get to my car. we still had some left over silly string, and so we were running across the road and my SHOE came off! YES! MY BRAND NEW SHOE! i was screaming and nick looked over ((he was in the other crossing lane)) and POINTED! lord only knows what he said or what he could've said. but it was reaaaaaaaaaaally funny. so annette and i wound up in the parking lot near our car having a huge silly string fight, and then nick's grandfather was like: "nick are you driving home?!?" and nick was like: "yeah!" and........OMG HE'S SUCH A GOOD DRIVER I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HIM anyways, so we're fighting with silly string and nick gets in the car then starts driving. my mom said that the lights were on in the back and she could see joe looking out of the window BREAKING his neck, looking at annette. and mommy doesn't lie. so annette, I THINK JOE LIKES YOU! DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! PLEASE! I'VE ALREADY STARTED ON NICK! START ON JOE! GET HIM BEFORE THAT STUPID HOE STEPHANIE DOES! LOL!!! well anyhoo, we got held up in this long line of traffic, and guess who's at the front? NICK! aww, i was so sad and laughing at the same time! it was hilarious! he was going about 10 mph the whoooooooooole time home. he drove back to the school, and then it was over. :( waaaaaaaa! well anyways, annette came over and spent the night and then she dialed his number and let it ring twice. well, she threw the phone down and was like: "hehe i hung up after the second ring!" and when i looked at the phone, it was still on! thank god nobody could've been home since there was a party for the football team. well...now frank's having a party for his co-workers and yadda yadda yadda, so i'mma go now. love y'allz!
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2004 5 November :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: green day- american idiot ((the cd))
YAY! TONIGHT'S THE NORTH-SOUTH FOOTBALL GAME! we're so going to crush those losers. lol!
last night was the premiere of the oc! i was sooooooo happy. i've been waiting since the last second of last season's finale to see the new season. i'm really glad ryan came back. although we all KNEW he wouldn't leave to begin with. :D tehe! well. um. anyhoo. can NOT wait until next week. it's going to be great. i just hope that evil-looking but hot guy doesn't hurt ryan. D: -mourn-
aww. my mommy said that yesterday, nick was walking out and he looked at our car, and then my mom smiled and he freaked out then turned away really quick. i think she scares him. ): baaaaaaaad mommy.
anyhoo. so i came out of school today and i saw joe walk out. i was sad. ): 'cause, nick wasn't there. i mean COME ON. who wants to see joe besides annette?!? (: lol, just kidding. kidding. KIDDING! hehe. ummm, anyways, joe went and got into HIS car. aww. his mom decorated it all nice and neat with that special window paint. it was like. GO JON! GO BREEHL! BREEHL! #44! ((yeah, JON, the pimp daddy/hot tamale kid HEHE)) so i got into my car and my mom said that when nick walked by, he looked at the car out of the corner of his eye. and when he got into his car, she was looking through our back window. and she said he just kept staring at the door. and staring at the car. staring at the door. staring at the car. well i tell you what. nick is going to see me tonight at this big ass game. and he's MINE. :)!!
corinne <3's nick--don't forget it!
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2004 2 November :: 11.24pm
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:: Music: just the sweet, duo humming of the washer/dryer...
um. alright. i REALLY need comments on this one. i'm counting on you guys, okay? i need back up. xD
first off. is it so bad that i'm 14 years old and i'm all of a sudden dying to have a kid--a daughter, to be more specific?
ever since last week, something's hit me like a big freight train and has completely done something to me. normally the whole sex thing is like..."ew, whoa, not yet buddy" for me...but now i want a daughter? like, wtf is that??? now you think the sex thing is a big deal; waaaaaaaay before THAT issue came up i decided when i was like, 8 that i was never having kids. and then the family life video ruined me. lmao. i swore to never have kids. and i'd adopt some poor kid. yeah.
and now here i am, sitting. wanting to have a daughter of my own. crazy. it's scary. very scary. because. um. it just is. it might not seem that much of a deal to you, but oh, to me, it is. when you...were someone like me and swore to never have your own kid, and when you bitched and complained like i have all these years about how you hate kids and you're going to murder every one off the face of the earth--and then you turn around, wake up one morning, and BANG you want a kid, something's wrong.
needless to say i'm probably going to have a visit with the psychologist soon. i'd like to cry about my rather strange situation right now.
so let's change the subject. nick? yeeeeeeeeah. (: well. all is good i guess. awaiting a phone call that will never come. sigh. oh well, i guess...
whoooooohooo. tomorrow's the last freshman football game of the season. too bad it's the last but i'm glad there's one tomorrow so i have something to do after school. anyhoo. it starts at 3:15 pm and we get out at 3:30 pm so i'll be walking my way in ((behind nick lol)) around 3:35 pm...tehe! so you should go because the hubs are the best and i know that every single one of you wants to see me...haha. :D
friday; my dvs shoes come in ((HALLELUJAH!)) and -drum roll- THE NORTH-SOUTH GAME! LAST GAME OF THE REGULAR SEASON! AND THEN WE'RE GOING TO THE CHAMPIONSHIPS BABY! YEEEEEEEEEEAH! (:
--gonna be at the N-S game. you better effing be there beeotch because it's the best, most exciting, most IMPORTANT game of the season. i'll be there, with some type of red shirt, my wonderful nhhs colored football beads, my hoodie ((yay)), my friends, and my purse-that-is-supposed-to-be-white-but-isn't-anymore-sigh. mmkay then. 11:30pm, running on no sleep, school day, must wake up at 7:00am to take a shower...how uncool. well, better go get some sleep. kay. love you all. <3
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2004 2 November :: 11.19pm
98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't copy & paste this into your journal.
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