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2004 29 April :: 8.52 pm
COLT.. BRING ME TO THE CONCERT WITH YOU!!
LUCKY BITCH!!
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2004 29 April :: 4.14 pm
thank you soo much!
thank you soo much to all my wonderful friends who have been helping me through this bullshit. i dont know what i would do without you guys!!
mario - aaah!! i love you soo much! you're the coolest kid i swear. thanks for helpin me thru everything. come back from orlando.. now lol! xoxo
patrick - yikes! where to begin. ur fucking amazing. thanks for everything pat. god knows id be lost without you. love you!
kevin - hey tall shit! ur one goofy ass motherfucker. but i love you to pieces. thanks for always being soo sarcastic. - it puts a smile on my face. you're awesome!
carly - even tho we havent hung out in what seems like forever, thank you soo much for still sticking by my side during this shit. i love you very much.
whit - i know you're having some rough times now, but thank you for still helping me out when you needed advice too. im always gonna be there for you. and thanks so much for being there for me. bffl!
zach - oh man. you are awesome zach. thanks for sticking by me through this, and after me being a disappointment to you. you are always looking out for me and i thank you for that very much. bffl. i love you tons!!
jess - oh my goodness. you are like the only one at school who really cares about me and my situation. you know the whole story inside and out. and you're always comforting me and putting a smile on my face. you are so god.damn.awesome! j.dawg and d.unit = friends for life! thanks.. for everything
michelle - SHITTLEBITTLE! you're the freaking greatest. im so glad i have you in my life. your'e always trying to help me out and i love you to pieces. friends foreverr!
kari - oh man, i remember last yr when we didnt like each other. well all thats changed. i love you soo much girl and thanks for everything. you are the sweetest! love you mucho!
heather - even tho we havent chilled in god knows how long. you've still managed to stay thru. especially thru all the shit we've been thru. thanks for caring about me. and im always there for you too. xox
jen - history wouldn't be the same without you. thanks for giving me the best advice possible. it all helps. im always there for you!!
sorry other friends who have helped me through this. but i don't want to make this entry much longer. but a special thanks to maura jimmer colt brandon s brandon b melis tyler landis alex anais jenna
oh and i swear.. theres this kid that looks exactly like danny and rj mixed into one person. its CRAZY lol
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2004 27 April :: 8.08 pm
im soooo fuckin heated
FUCK YOU you shit talkin' psycho bitch
and FUCK YOU you lying skeeving asshole. you know what you did. dont deny it.
im too good for you. i dont deserve your shit. i wont be there for you to fall back on.
so fuck you. you dont deserve me. and one more word out of psycho-fuck and i swear.. somethings gonna happen.
mario was right the whole time.. and i wont stop going over there. she fucked up my first relationship.. but she sure as hell aint gonna fuck up my next one!
god damn im so fuckin heated..
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2004 26 April :: 7.40 pm
it is much easier to turn a friendship into love than love into friendship
-:- tha hardest thing 2 do in life iz watch tha one u love, loving sum1 else *especially if u no ur better for him* -:-
im goin 2 smile, n make u *ThiNk* im happy, im gonna laff so u dont c me *KrY*, im gonna let u go in style, n *eVeN iF iT KiLlZ mE*... im gonna *sMiLe
Love comes to those who still hope even though they`ve been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they`ve been betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they`ve been hurt before.
*love is when i say i like your shirt and you wear it everyday. : )
SoMeDaY uLL bE sOrRy, SoMeDaY wHeN uR fReE, MeMoRiEs wILL rEmInD u, tHaT u CoULdA bEeN wIt mE...
U'LL B OuT 1 NiTe ThInKiNg Of WaT U CoUlDa Had I'LL b OuT HaViNG FuN So...Oopz...DaT WaZ Ur Bad
Im A Str0nq qirl Wh0 Keepz Mi Shyt In Line Even Wit Tearz Streamin Down Mi Face I Still Manaqe To Say
[I m F i n e]
i want t0o be rememberd as the qiirL that alwayz' =] smiLed even with a
` b r 0 k e n < l 3 h e A r t
the 1 who alwAyz briightend every 1`s day evEn iif she * cOuldnt br!gHtEn hEr oWn
being with you makes me feel like i dont have to try so hard to be happy . . it just
h a p p e n 's* <33 =)
Because of you, I laugh a lil harder,Cry a lil less n smile alot more
when it comes down to you i dun kno wat to dOo kuz boii i'd drOp the whole world to be wit you <3
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2004 26 April :: 7.30 pm
:: Music: 3 days grace - just like you
FUCK HER
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were sitting beside me
Your were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were sitting beside me
Your were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were sitting beside me
Your were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
i fucking cant stand her. jesso knows why. she wins. i give up. im not strong enough.. i cant handle it.. im a weak person.. and im not good enough for anyone
my self esteem is so low, along with my self confidence. im tired of feeling lonely and like nobody wants me or loves me. i need a break from everything.
but yeah, sat was mucho fun. i killed a 1/2 bottle of parrot bay all by myself. landis and tyler were TORE. it was a fun night, and hot ass joey showed up! then sunday was a bbq at brandons pool. mucho fun!
but yeah, fuck that bitch times 10!
you hurt me more than I deserve… how can u be so cruel? I love you more than you deserve, how can I b such a fool?
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2004 24 April :: 5.41 pm
still hate her..
i'm becoming mean! score!. i cant stand her.. i really cant
1/2 day was fuun. whole weeks been fun. its great to have mario back!
she's a fuckin bitch. if u all only knew what she did to me this time.
so fuck her.. and fuck the person she has mind-fucked. they're not worth my fucking energy anymore!!
pool has been fun. went to a laate movie on thursday which was cool. movie sucked, but it was fun going with colt mario brandon and pat. we snuck in soo much food haha. then they brought home this big ass poster thing of the girl from the girl next door.. soo funny
i drank last night, and tonight i think we're going to play pool or something.. im broke... being broke sucks lol. but last night.. i drank a lot. and i wasn't even drunk, i didnt know i could hold my liquor that well. but yeah, im gonna get going cuz im taking my mom out to dinner then going back to grubbs. later!
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love to:: carly whit meg sarah zach heather shittlebittle karebear jen john steve ashers mel ange steph jesso mario pat kevin mike colt brandon s brandon b bob billy mikey mike jon frank erik jordan izzy sosa etc.. i love and miss u guys!
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2004 19 April :: 8.58 pm
i cannot believe she had the audacity to show up at my house..
i can't be mean. god help me, why cant i be mean?!
if we start talking she is going to walk all over me and i dont want to put myself in that situation.. and besides.. i still dont like her.
i cant believe she came to my house.. aaah!
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