so i think im finally back to my normal self now. after like 3 weeks i got over this whole thing, today on the way to work for example i heard an assload of songs that reminded me of her, but instead of breaking down in tears, i was filled with happiness, remembering all the good times we had together, and how much fun it was. i did send her an email a week or so ago that she really didnt like or want to read im sure, but im positive that it helped me to get where i am now, and the sooner i can be over her, the sooner she can be over me, hopefully, for her and ray's sake, she already is. im hope that we can be close friends still of course cuz she is a great person, and i would just like to say now that i will kill anyone who hurts her, well, maybe not kill but you get the picture. its a, have baseball bat, will travel sort of thing. anyways, peace out kiddies, im off to "work". and lizzy, come fuggin see me sometime lol, i miss you, cuz your uber cool\

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