Goodbye California. Hello Life.
Well this is it! the end of the line for california. my flight is 7am tomorrow! which is in 9 hours and 53 mins. I'm gonna get NO sleep tonight, i have to wake up at like 4am. yuck. well at least i'll be home early. today we went to hollywood one last time to look for some merchandise and then we visited my dad's friend who is a talent agent. we went to his office. he's cool, i got to look at a bunch of head shots and resumes and one of his clients stopped in. it was this girl, she was cute, very diva. well i had 2 big meals today. japanese lunch and then a steak and chicken dinner. at the japanese restaurant there was this HOT waitress. she was japanese but was very american-like. i'm not usually into asians but she was beautiful! well that was pretty much it for the day. we didnt do much. i had to pack. I want to say one thing about california. i think a lot of you have the wrong impression of my feelings about cali. I LOVE CALIFORNIA!! its the best state in the USA. i bitch about wanting to come home just because home isnt cali right now, you always want to go home when you are away from it. next year home will be cali so i wont be wanting to go back to FL because there wont be anything left there for me. all my friends will be at different universities and my house will be sold. Well let me now say goodbye to everything in california. Goodbye condo, goodbye crappy computer, goodbye LA theatre, goodbye groundlings, goodbye audrey, goodbye cool dance radio station, goodbye rental car, goodbye fav restaurants, goodbye 3rd street promenade, goodbye hollywood, goodbye movie stars, goodbye colleges, goodbye SAMOHI, goodbye jim, goodbye richard my tap teacher, goodbye beautiful girls that live in cali, and thats all that i can think of. OUCH!! i've had a bad headache like all day. i've been getting a lot of headaches lately. i wonder whats up in my brain. i hope its not broken. well thats all for tonight. next time i write i will be in florida. nighty night!

~Shout Outs~

California, My dad's friend the talent agent, cute diva actress, my headache

The end is near...
no bird this morning. instead A CAR!!! damn car. well we went to visit UCLA's theatre department today. that was an adventure. we had trouble finding the department on the large campus and then when we did we couldnt find the Chairman of the deparment. we met a few high school students who were taking a work shop there. there was a cute girl amongst the group that kinda gave me a look. that made me slightly happy, i love it when cute girls check me out. ok well we finally found A teacher, not the chairman but a teacher. SHE WAS A BITCH!! my dad was like "hi my name is arthur braun" and he extends his hand to shake it and she just stares at him with a blank face for a minute and then goes oh hi. wow i almost died laughing right there. then she sent us off because she was busy. fucker. well we got info on the department and it looks like they have the final say of whether or not you get accepted to the school WHICH WOULD KICK ASS!!! that would increase my chances of getting in by like a million! well after that we came home then i had tap tonight. my last class! it was fun, we did this whole routine we were learning, its sooooo hard but it looks really good. i wish everyone at home could have seen it, you may have been impressed. well thats the day. so i'm ready for some of the seniors to leave for college already! now i dont want all the seniors asking me if i mean them. if you think that you've annoyed me lately then you are included on this list. i just am tired of certain people affecting my life and being around, go away and leave me the fuck alone!! on the lighter side of seniors i talked to kiera tonight for the first time in a while! i missed her. (shes not on the list) i promissed i'd take her and ashley parrenti to the emu farm soon. that'll be mad fun, i love kiera...and ashley is hot. well only 1 day left in california. wow i cant wait to come home. i miss everyone! except the people i want to leave. well thats about it for tonight. i'm gonna go piss on the rug now. LATER

~Shout Outs~

Richard my tap teacher, the red baron (curse you)

the day started off with a bird cawing in my ear. damn bird. well i watched E.T. today at home, then right after that i watched Never Been Kissed, they were on the USA channel and i had nothing better to do. so that was the afternoon, then me and my dad went and ate at a chinese restaurant and then went to see SeaBiscuit. well let me talk about stuff before the movie started. the theatre was PACKED, so the previews start and guess what was one of the movies. Peter Pan. thats right, they are doing it again. not animated either, real people. ugh, when are they going to give it up, its such an overdone movie, how many peter pan movies are there????? its just the same shit over and over again, i mean it looks like a good movie but it can only be so good for a peter pan movie. whatever, maybe i'll see it and maybe i wont. ok so now to the movie itself. here is my professional opinion on it. the beginning is very slow, i found myself a little bored at the start of the movie because its all background info and historical facts about the depression and stuff. but once the movie really starts up it gets good. it has a GREAT climax in it, the whole theater was cheering, it was ruffus (heh that word is from never been kissed). well overall its a pretty good movie, its kinda long but Tobey Maguire was excellent. hats off to him. tomorrow i visit UCLA's theatre department. then i come home on wednesday!!! everyone excited? oh i'm flying home in first class on the airplane. hurray. my dad is a platinum frequent flyer so they give him free upgrades all the time, so he got us both upgraded. mad cool. oh if you are reading this because you read the comment in steph co's journal and thought this was something you HAD to read well then HAHA you got duped!! i just wanted to see if i could trick anyone. please comment if you were tricked. and if you werent then comment anyway! well that's all folks!

~Shout Outs~

The Cast of SeaBiscuit

good evening followers. well today was been quite a day. we went downtown today and went to china town to eat at this place but it was too full, but we looked at all the vendors and guess what i bought!!! another wicked cool weapon! its this chinese style dagger. it is gorgeous!! i've really started becoming a weapons collector lol. well after that we decided to eat at this french dip sandwich place and then we went to see Songs For A New World!! ok well let me tell you about this. we walk into the theatre, its a small black box theatre with NO STAGE. thats right, me and my dad didnt know where to sit!! it was set up like a cafe with tables and couches and a coffee bar, there was NO stage. lol we didnt know where good seats were. so we sat on a couch and then the actor would slip in and just sit among us acting as regular people and then the show starts and they come alive, singing around us and using the whole room as their stage. IT WAS AMAZING!!! brilliantly staged. ok the lead girl in the show was Miss Saigon in Miss Saigon on broadway and in the national tour!! all but 1 of the actors were equity and all had great credits to their names. wow the show was FUCKING INCREDIBLE!! i cant even describe how great it was! i bought a songs for a new world shirt and got it signed by the cast. ok so after that i came home and talked to my best friend in the world for like 4 hours on the phone! it was nice. changing topics now, i've recently found out some stuff over the past few days about someone i thought i knew, just gross things, gross and disrespectful things. like i've done my fair share of shit but nothing like this, i dont step over this boundary and it dissappoints me about this person because i thought they had more class then that but i guess not. so thats all for them. ok i'm ready to come home!! woohooo 3 days! tomorrow i see the movie Seabiscuit, i'm excited, it looks really good. ok well thats about all for tonight, I'M SICK OF FUCKING BULLSHIT WITH FUCKING IDIOTS!!!! ugh. goodnight fuckers

~Shout Outs~

The Cast and Crew of Songs For A New World, Jen Tepper

Good evening journal readers. well today was a very very busy day. my dad decided that today we would visit Cal State, so we went and the traffic wasnt bad so we were able to make it there. we get to the campus, its a HUGE campus and its a bit far from here so i wouldnt be able to commute if i went there, i'd have to get a place there. the campus is pretty nice, its no pepperdine, but still nice. We go into the theatre department and meet the chairman of the department, who is AWESOME! he is an amazing guy and i would love to work with him! he has such great ideas, and he has been doing theatre for years and years and he even used to direct television shows! he used to live in florida and he actually did a show at Florida Stage! i was like wow i've been there. and he has won a Carbonelle award! which is impressive! so we talk to him for a looooong while, he showed us around the theatres, They have 5 theatres there! the big one that seats about 1,140 people, the middle one that seats about 450, and then smaller ones. Its a greeeeat theatre department, the best i've seen so far. It blows pepperdine's department out of the water. i would love to go there and work with this guy but i have to figure out how i could do it since its so far away from here. oh well, next topic. so after that me and my dad got some japanese at one of our fav places in Little Tokyo. after that we lingered around, went to AFI (American Film Institute) and then we went to see a show tonight. It was called Don Juan in Chicago and was written by David Ives. Man it was good!! I really enjoyed it, there were a few acting problems that needed to be addressed but overall i was pleased with the performance. after that me and my dad were hungry so we went to this Korean restaurant nearby. wow we got into some trouble. we were the only white people in the joint and they started putting all these different things in front of us and we had no clue on what to do with them. heh, we figured it out though, not really my kind of place though. so that was the day. tomorrow i see Songs For A New World! I'M SO EXCITED!! that should be really good. nothing really emotional in this episode, i'm in a fine mood, anxious to get home though. 4 days left! Good night!

~Shout Outs~

Chairman of Cal State Theatre, The Cast and Crew of Don Juan in Chicago

Good evening. Well if you havent seen them yet, the journal awards are the entry before this one. So congrats to all the winners! ok so today was an active day. We left this morning to go visit Cal State Northridge but the traffic was terrible! So my dad's like wanna go look at Pepperdine? haaa so i say sure. (thats the college audrey is going to) its right near here, its in Malibu right on the coast, on a hill overlooking the beach. We get there and there is huge religous cross in the front of it (its a christian school) so i'm like uhhhh i dunno about this but we continued. The campus is AMAZING!! i've never seen such a beautiful place. oh man was it nice! right when i stepped in i was like wow i want to go here. so we get all the admissions information and we go to the theatre department and got a full tour by one of the guys who works in the department. wow its a nice dept. It has 3 theatres, a main big one that seats 450, a black box that seats around 100, and a small concert hall that seats around 75 i guess. its a great department. and the christianity isnt even really a problem, only about 17% of the students that go there are christian so its no big deal, they dont shove it in your face. so now pepperdine is on the top of my list of colleges. after that we ate at Yoshinoya, its a japanese fast-food place, its so good. ok then i came home did the journal awards and then we went to this one woman show tonight. It was called "Performed By Chinese girl, 5'7-1/2" It was nothing special. i didnt really like it, i didnt find it funny. She was trying to show off too many talents, she did stand up and then played the flute and then tap danced, it was just a jumble of stuff. she needed to focus on one thing, it was just too much. she needs some better jokes and better characterization for her characters too. eh it was weak. ok well thats just about all i've done today. Goodnight all!

~Shout Outs~

Pepperdine

The 2nd Annual Journal Awards
Good evening and welcome to the second annual journal awards!! I am your host, JB1863 and we have a lot in store for tonight! This event is being taped live in Santa Monica, California at 5pm PST, 8pm EST. Here is a little background on the journal awards. They are a monthly award ceremony for all those whom own a woohu journal. It is held on the 24th of every month and was started in June 2003. To be eligable for a journal award you must have a woohu journal and had to of updated within the last 2 weeks. Ok lets get on with the awards.

Most Updated Journal: ~Bread Crumbs~ - THElilsteph
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Best Titled Journal: // they paved paradise and put in a parking lot \\ - skittlicious
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Best Revival of a Journal: oUtLetT - manda5934
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Most Creative Name For Comments: // they paved paradise and put in a parking lot \\ - skittlicious
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Best Journal Picture: ~Bread Crumbs~ - THElilsteph
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Longest Running Journal: // they paved paradise and put in a parking lot \\ - skittlicious
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Best Journal Design: // they paved paradise and put in a parking lot \\ - skittlicious
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Congratulations to all of those who have won a journal award. If you are a winner please post your acceptance speech under the comments area. Stayed tuned later for the normal journal entry. Goodnight everyone!

good evening. yeah my mood says it all. i feel better today yes. i want to thank adam and nicole for the comment and i would like to address what the anonymous commenter said. I was being dramatic last night, no i am obviously not defeated by california, i just like to turn my life into a shakespearian tragedy. its not the end of the world because of whats happened. heh i'm pretty much over it today. i will be able to handle california very well, i wont be defeated by it, you are right anonymous, i am stronger then that. ok now shall i discuss the day? not much happened today. stayed home most of the day, my mom left today for tennessee. i was online most of the day but then this evening i went to see the movie Lucia Lucia. It was the pre-release screening of it. It is a small mexican film that was in english subtitles. it was decent. it had a very simple plot but they made it into something way to complicated. they expanded on ever sub plot in the movie. the movie was just too confusing. i understood it all but they were just throwing too much at us. ok well after that there was nothing. oh there was this woman in line for the movie today that had the voice of the Teen Girl Squad girls on www.homestarrunner.com it was maaaaad funny, i was tempted to ask her to say lines from TGS. heh well thats all. The Journal Awards are tomorrow!! everyone excited??? they are going to be a little late tomorrow since i'm going to see a show tomorrow...or maybe i'll post them before i leave, it shall be a surprise. Alright well thats all for tonight!

~Shout Outs~

Unfortunately, no one

yes well this is my second entry of the night. make sure you read the entry right before this one before you read this one or else you might be confused. well i was laying in bed but just couldnt sleep until i came on and got some stuff out. well tonight audrey told me she had an online journal, its a live journal, not my cup of tea but whatever and she asked if i had one too, well i lied and said no i dont. the hell if shes going to read this! especially after i read hers! i was eager to see if she wrote about me, and she did. this is what is said "Oh yeah, and this random guy came tonight and gave me roses??? Awww" Yeah. She definately isnt reading this journal, when for the past week every entry has had something to do with her. man i just want to go home, i feel like i've been defeated by cali. i'm not in my element here. yes i know i'm being rash saying i've been defeated because things didnt go quite as i'd hoped with audrey but whatever, i can do what i want, if you dont like it then stop reading. i just want to go back to where people think i'm cool and want to be around me. i read all of audrey's journal, i mean you can only expect that from me, i'm an obsessive person. she started it on June 6th, 2003, so i read all the entries since then, which really wasnt that many, only about 30 or so. she doesnt update nearly as much as me. she has more of a life then i do. well thats going to change this year, i'm going to get myself a life. but audrey's journal was very interesting, i felt like i got to know her a lot better afterwards and i still hope we keep in touch because shes still mad awesome and i'd like a friend when i come out here next year. oh well, i think she was my obsession for this year. every year i have one and i obtain them in the summer. ali, holly, audrey. except audrey will be the first one i didnt go out with. i want to go home, but i said that already. once i get back to boca i think i will be instantly recovered from this but until then i have nothing to do but rot in hell. I am not ready to conquer california, i have realized that. i need more training first, this year is my final year of training and then i'll be thrust back into this dangerous land. i will survive, for i have to, and i will win, i will win....

~Shout Outs~

No one

bad news guys....audrey has a boyfriend. he is 24, his name is bernie, he is in a shadowcast of rocky horror picture show and plays on a competitive laser tag team. booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. yeah me and audrey talked for a while tonight, shes fun, she's really cool though too, very creative and different. i just dont think she is as into me as i'm into her. i still wanna hang out with her though. Excerpt from the simpsons

Bart: You're crazy!!

Evil Bart: Perhaps we're all a little crazy...I know I am

hahhaha i love the simpsons. well 7 days left in california. i'm seeing a one woman show on thursday, a small artsy play friday, and songs for a new world on saturday. i cant wait! eeeh i'm in a bad mood. i think i just want to go home, i'm tired of this. maybe going home and being surrouded by my friends will make me forget about audrey and whatnot. i miss everyone. i cant wait for rapids day...yay :) well i dont really feel like talking anymore, journal awards in 2 days! night

~Shout Outs~

Audrey, Nicole, Steph co, Adam, Amanda Bruno

AUDREY EMAILED ME!!
Yes thats right!! Audrey has emailed me!! oh man i cant tell you how happy i am. i had a rough day today and then tonight i get the email and the day's troubles just drifted away. Now i can stop worrying about it and sitting here dwelling about why she hasnt contacted me. HURRAY!! I'M SO HAPPY!! ahhhhh ok thats enough about that, now let me tell you about the day. i got into a fight with my parents today because i want to build my own computer but take $300 out of my savings account which is for a laptop for college and my parents dont want me to do it but i need a new computer, so we got into a fight and then we almost got into a car accident and my dad blamed me, whatever. but after that i saw Pirates of the Carribean at the El Capitan theatre in Hollywood, ok heres some info about the theater - it was the place that premiered Pirates and thats where the cast saw it for the first time. the theater used to do live theater but changed to a movie theater so there is only 1 theater in there and it has a balcony. It is all decorated in the Pirates of the Carribean theme and get this...The props from the movie are downstairs for you to look at!!! it was soooo cool!! They had the costumes of the actors in a case to look at and all the props in display cases! It was sooo awesome. It was an amazing theater!! it was great. well also, across the street at the Chinese Theatre, they were premiering the new Tomb Raider movie, so they had the red carpet out and the spotlights up and they were getting ready, the premiere was tonight, so angelina jolie was there, i wanted to stay and see her but we couldnt. i had tap tonight, it was tiring but good. not much else to say. AUDREY EMAILED ME!! WOOHOOOO!!!! ok goodnight everyone!

~Shout Outs~

Audrey, The Cast of Pirates of the Carribean

=( the mood says it all. today we drove to my dad's friend's house to eat lunch with him and his girlfriend. it was a long drive over there, but the food was good and healthy and we stayed there for a while then we came home. audrey hasnt contacted me yet. i was pretty confident about her contacting me today but its worn off now. i've been online for the last like 5 hours just waiting and hoping she'll IM me. no i havent been sitting here for 5 hours just waiting, i have been chatting with people and talking on the phone, but i just keep my computer online just in case. i really hope she contacts me. everyone says she will but i dunno. i give her until thursday then i give up. i talked to a bunch of people on the phone today. I talked to steph co for a while which was nice since i havent heard her voice in a long time. we talked for a while but it made me happy. then i talked to JT which is always a pleasure, i love talking to her, she made me feel good too. after her was amanda bruno, i havent talked to her in a while and then finally nicole primato who i have not heard her voice in a while either so it was good to talk to all these people but it made me lonely and now everyone is asleep. its still early here but its late in FL. *sigh* Now its just you and me journal. WHY WON'T AUDREY CONTACT ME!! ugh its driving me nuts, and its only been a day since i gave her the flowers. me and nicole were talking today about how it sucks that we are both so obsessed with people that we hardly know. i mean it really really sucks, i barely know audrey and i act like i'm in love with her. she just caught my eye and never let go of it. she's just so intriguing and i'm in such awe of her. i just wish i had more of a chance to let her see my personality because i think i could definately win her over with that - i'm more confident with my personality then my looks. blech i feel like crap, i'm tired and my chest hurts. on the brighter side of life i've picked my monologues for districts. They are the monologue from Bash and The Red Baron monologue from You're A Good Man Charlie Brown. hurray for that. Oh i have an announcement!! The 2nd Anual Journal Awards are coming up! July 24th! get ready! If you want your journal to be considered please comment and tell me! The journal awards is a formal event so make sure to dress nicely for it! Good luck everyone. and thats all for tonight! Comment please! tell me that audrey will contact me!

~Shout Outs~

Audrey, Steph Co, Tepp, Amanda Bruno, Nicole Primato

ok wow. not sure how to describe the days events. oh man, i'm shaking right now. i just got home from the show. well before that lets start with the beginning of the day. We went to the theatre to pick up the tickets today and we went back into the directors office and half the cast was back there. audrey was sitting on the couch talking on the phone. she got up when we got there and she went into another room. we got our tickets, she came back out and we said bye and she smiled at us. man she is freaking gorgeous. well after that i was just waiting for the show. ok well i brought her 4 roses and attached the note and we get to the theatre for the show and she walks out and sees me and is like hey!! and i'm like hey! so then the show was amazing. i love that show! and i love that cast, they are really good! ok well at intermission i felt pretty confident about everything, it really seemed like everything was going to go well. so then the show ends i walk out to where the cast comes out to and wait. she comes out with the cast but i kind of wait behind people, she said hello to people blah blah blah. finally she sees me and is like hey did you like the show for the second time? and i'm like yeah it was great here i got you these. she was at a loss for words. she was like wow, oh my god, thank you. she gave me a hug and is like whats your name, i said justin and i told her to read the note and shes like i will will, and whatever then shes still in shock from the flowers (only her mother gave her flowers) and then someone else came to greet her and she turned her back to me, well i didnt know what to do so i just left, didnt say goodbye. i walked out freaking shaking, i was still really nervous. i guess i looked calm and cool in front of her, i tried to. so i really cant tell if it went good or bad. so could you all please comment saying if you think it went good or bad? honestly, you can all be anonymous, just tell me truthfully! now i just have to wait to see if she contacts me. its all in her hands now. man i hope she never reads this journal and all the things i've said about her, shes gonna think i'm a stalker maniac. i just get obsessive over people and i am very attracted to talent. i'm not really like this usually...oh well what can i say, i just hope she contacts me. i dunno, i'm in a weird mood right now. but i'm proud of myself for going through with this, i never do things like that, i'm rarely as awed by a girl as i am with her though. ok i've said enough. dont forget to comment. goodnight everyone.

~Shout Outs~

Audrey, JT, The Cast and Crew of You're A Good Man Charlie Brown

Wow what a day indeed! well i slept a little late, had a weird dream about someone that i never talk to. hmmm during the day not much happened actually. i finished my trashy romance novel and started on another one. then me and the fam went out, we went to the mall and ate, then had ice cream. i'm getting tired of hanging out with them day in and day out. i need some interaction with other people!! people my age!!! well i have the opportunity tomorrow because its CHARLIE BROWN DAY!!! 24 hours from now everything will be over and i'll be sitting here writing about how it went. i'm scared, are you? well this evening i went to see a play. It was called Buddy Buddette. It was an original play, the writer of it starred as the lead in it. It was an interesting show actually. Its very hard to explain. Its about a transexual superhero, kind of. And has a lot of strange supporting characters...2 rapists who were turned into women, a rape victim who hasnt been out of her house in 10 years, a serial killer, a man aspiring to be the disco king, and a group of naked people. yes they were completely naked onstage. and we had front row seats and its a small theatre. it was interesting. The acting was great though, most of them were equity actors so it was great. One of the girls in the show was the lead girl in the movie Amadeus. yeah it was a very weird show, i wish all of you had been there to see it, boy was it a sight to see. well that was all that i did today. i'm so nervous/excited for tomorrow, its been what i've been waiting for all week. its also judgement day. i'm mad excited to see You're A Good Man Charlie Brown again because I love that show so much and especially snoopy! i'm just nervous about giving audrey the flower and note. but i've planned it all out, taking in account every variable of what could happen so nothing could go wrong, right? if this doesnt work i will eat my hat. oh man, i'm so pathetic. i just picture this to work out so beautifully where she remembers me from last week and is so flattered by the rose and thinks i'm so sweet and then falls in love with me. damn my romantic side for hoping that will happen because when it doesnt i'm gonna be upset. hmmm i hope audrey doesnt ever read this journal, then she'll see how much i obsessed over this, man that could suck. ugh i'm getting tired of being out here, i wanna go home (after i see charlie brown and songs for a new world), i wanna get back to MY life, to the drama department, to all my friends. i wanna perform again, i have such a thirst for it, i can't stand not being onstage. even though i just finished a show i want to be in another one. well 20 hours until Charlie Brown, 11 days until i return home. maybe i'll go get some rest, i need to look my best tomorrow. feel free to leave some encouraging comments about audrey or about anything else. Goodnight everyone

~Shout Outs~

The Cast and Crew of Buddy Buddette

Good evening. Note my mood, i do feel that way actually, i didnt just put it because it is a cool word, if you dont know what it means webster decribes it as "foolishly impractical especially in the pursuit of ideals" for example don quixote (note the music for the night). well i'm not going to tell you why i feel this way, its a top secret project that i'm planning but i dont know if it will actually happen. ok well shall we discuss our days? ok i'll go first. well today was uneventful until about 5pm. But during all that dead air time i did do something. I made a one man barbershop quartet!! hahah yes!! you may be scratching your head right now asking yourself, what is that exactly. well what i did was i recorded myself singing all the parts of a song and then put them together and instand harmony! it sounds cool, its even cooler knowing that only person did all that! haha. well at 5pm i went to eat a japanese dinner, then i went to The Groundlings which is an improv & sketch comedy theatre! we went to see the all improv show tonight. it was MAD funny! guess who was one of the actors! Michael McDonald! You know, from MadTV, he does Stuart! he is there every year when i go, i love him! he is so good!!! he used to go to The Groundlings. (the groundlings is also an improv school) next year when i move to cali i'm going to enroll there and hopefully perform there in an improv show one day. a lot of the actors on SNL and MadTV and Who's Line Is It? went to The Groundlings. its an awesome place! Well today something that wasn't right was fixed with someone. we have come to an understanding which is really good, i'm so glad. Oh, I would like to welcome Amanda bruno back to the journal world! Welcome back! hurray. well tomorrow's schedule is kind of up in the air, so not really sure whats happening. but then saturday, i see YOU'RE A GOOD MAN CHARLIE BROWN!!! again!!! wooohooo!! i cant wait!! all week i've been excited about it! and its also judgement day when i give audrey the note. yikes, i hope it goes well. ok in health news, i have started to change my diet. i'm trying to get healthier. i'm gonna go get my blood pressure taken again soon to see if its worked. i dont feel like having a heart attack. although i was having some chest pains tonight, dont know what they are related to. i've had them before in the past, actually they arent that uncommon for me. oh well. ok thats about all for tonight. Goooooooodnight

~Shout Outs~

Michael McDonald, Amanda Bruno, Regina (I owe her one)