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2005 13 September :: 9.59am
so right now i am supposed to be in intro to political thought... but i think i am going to drop that class, and take something interesting. don't get me wrong... i love politics, but the teacher blows. and thus i am skipping, along with sam and jackie.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 11 September :: 9.51pm
and then he decided not to talk to me...
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2005 11 September :: 6.10pm
the lions have actually made it to the second half still in the lead. proof that there is a god.
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2005 11 September :: 11.45am
in the end maybe i am just a masochist. i am when it comes to sports, so why would it not be the same for a relationship. charlie, you are such a dear and what you said really helped. also i realized that all it probably comes down to is i love him, and i am afraid that he will never love me back. this is hard on both of us but most likely harder on him because i make it that way. neither of us asked for this to happen, but it did. it was an intervention, i just hope that we can help each other before we destroy ourselves.
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2005 11 September :: 12.36pm
United We Stand, Now and Forever
It are update time! I really don't have anything to say, really, I just know that it's been a while since I last posted. Life is going relativly well. Got some easy classes, got a broken car, still single, still broke. Pretty much the normal stuff. I think I'm gonna try to get a job at menards, because I heard they pay well. Going to shoot for the pool leagues tonight, Kiel couldn't go because a) he didn't pay attention to the start time, and b) he didn't go to work on friday, so he had to reschedule. Oh well, we'll get Chris or Amy to shoot in his place tonight. Although, he hasn't payed dues yet, and they're due tonight, so I dunno how that's gonna work. Lindsay said I need to apply at subway today, because she thinks someone is gonna get fired. Yippie. I could be a sandwich artist. Well, that's pretty much my life in a nutshell. Peace.
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2005 10 September :: 3.53pm
:: Mood: useless
:: Music: Laura Love- Punctured and hissing
mike and i are fighting. i have cried for at least 10 minutes everyday since wednesday, at least. i feel like a stupid child and like mike is some hardened old man. everything between us is so different now. since i got to school it feels as though i am just a nuisance. that is why i cried today. i don't think i am even going to see him before christmas. the thought kills me. it makes me cry everytime i think about it. and there isn't a damn thing i can do. i feel like he wants me to just go away and the thought of us being apart just kills.
it's worse when everyone around me is going home to see their boyfriends and their families. i thought i could handle this. why is it different? it isn't worth my while to go home, but i don't have anything to keep me here. and there isn't anywhere to go either. maybe it's just because i haven't found any friends but it just feels like high school. i hated high school. i am sick of being alone. i am sick of feeling like nobody wants me around.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 9 September :: 9.39pm
orange juice is soo gross. i need something to do. someone should drive 5 hours and visit my sorry ass. i am so bored. something needs to happen. i think next year i am going to transfer to a different school. somewhere closer to mike, then i can get a part time job and just live with him. who knows. that's the ideal thing i suppose. idk. we will see, time will tell.
why is orange juice so gross???
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joslyn_julia
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2005 9 September :: 7.47pm
:: Music: Blink 182- Stay together for the kids
question of the night... should i go and work out? my roomie is at a cross country meet until like 10 or 11 and the other girls i talk to are at a party, so once again i am in my room... by my lonesome. uh yeah. so i can do homework or go to the tarc.
maybe i will do french and then go to the tarc. maybe. or i could just go get some fucking pizza.
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joslyn_julia
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2005 8 September :: 9.17pm
i finally talked to mike. i feel alot better now. i am really tired tho. i hate 8am classes everyday. but tomorrow is biology and french. i love french!
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joslyn_julia
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2005 8 September :: 6.23pm
i wish someone would call that isn't my parents. i am so incredibly bored. i miss my phone. i have lost contact with the world. i haven't talked to mike for 4 days. i hate it. i need to have my phone!!!!
aside from that, my CSS teacher reminds me of Reed, but not bald. and my
Political Theory teacher is really boring. it's horrid to sit in his class for 2 hours and listen to him. My other teachers are great... well i don't know the guy that teaches my bio lab. but my actual teacher for that class is so cool.
also there is this kid who is in 3 of my classes named Sam, he is a football player, italian, also a Poli Sci major and he has a gorgeous chicago accent. he reminds me of the gotti boys. *drools* i kid. but seriously, there are so many great boys and they are all so fucking hot! it isn't fair. i swear, if i don't hear from mike by saturday i am going to do something stupid. as well as be extremely fucking pissed.
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2005 7 September :: 11.27pm
#1 thing i hate... not being able to talk to mike. i really wish that he would call or something because i miss him so much
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2005 7 September :: 2.50pm
okay. so we have wireless in the dorms, but it doesn't always work... so i wrote this really long entry about how everything is and then it disconnected. so i guess i can just say that school is good. i'm still a loner. and i miss mike more than ever. it makes me die inside.
other than that i haven't smoked for a day and a half so that's good. and my room mate is nice but idk. i don't feel right around any of these people, they are all too uptight.
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2005 7 September :: 11.52am
I'm a Straight Shooter!
I am now a member of MOZ Pool team, the Straight Shooters, along with Jake, Kiel, Carl, Steve, Chris, and Amy. Kiel has an edge, though...
He's good at pretending to be gay.
MOZ is a gay bar...
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2005 6 September :: 5.41pm
so college is okay. but my roommate just asked me to go eat at the caf. so i guess i will tell you all what is up later
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2005 3 September :: 11.49pm
Best. Resume. Ever.
NAME: George Martin
SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one
that will cooperate).
DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But
seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I
wouldn't be applying here in the first place.
DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle.
EDUCATION: Yes.
LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility.
PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth.
MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes.
REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.
HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any.
PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.
DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment.
MAY WE CONTACT YOUR CURRENT EMPLOYER?: If I had one, would I be here?
DO YOU HAVE ANY PHYSICAL CONDITIONS THAT WOULD PROHIBIT YOU FROM LIFTING UP TO 50 lbs.?: Of what?
DO YOU HAVE A CAR?: I think the more appropriate question here would be "Do you have a car that runs?"
HAVE YOU RECEIVED ANY SPECIAL AWARDS OR RECOGNITION?: I may already be a winner of the Publishers Clearing House Sweepstakes, so they tell me.
DO YOU SMOKE?: On the job - no! On my breaks - yes!
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE DOING IN FIVE YEARS?: Living in the Bahamas with a fabulously wealthy dumb sexy blonde supermodel who thinks I'm the greatest thing since sliced bread. Actually, I'd like to be doing that now.
NEAREST RELATIVE:...7 miles
DO YOU CERTIFY THAT THE ABOVE IS TRUE AND COMPLETE TO THE BEST OF YOUR KNOWLEDGE?: Oh yes, absolutely.
Best part of the whole story?
They hired him.
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