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2005 15 February :: 7.03 pm
ok, well, I got accepted to college. Go me! who knew I would actually do it?!
just kiddin'
man, what is up with my bad attitude tonight?
I just don't know.....and why am I talking to myself?
and why were you at school to bring all of these feelings up??! Now I thought I had it all figured out, but now I'm more confused than ever!
Darn You!
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2005 15 February :: 5.55 pm
HEY GUESS WHAT EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!? I HAVE BAD DAYS TOO!!!!!! WHAT A WAY TO SHOCK YOU ALL!!!!!!
please try to catch my sarcasm.
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2005 14 February :: 8.51 pm
school board meeting was, for a lack of any other word....BORING!!!!! But at least I got that over with! phew!! Time to move on!
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2005 14 February :: 12.19 pm
:: Mood: happy
Happy Valentines day!! I love you all!!! Especially you Jon!
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2005 13 February :: 10.30 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
Swirl was ....in a word..."wonderful." There is only one thing that could've made it better and that would be a dance with "HIM" the perfect one. But he had a date that wasn't me, but there is ONE more dance for me. Maybe then...
I'll be my normal optimistic self and hope, maybe I'll even request him to save me a dance...MAYBE I'll even go WITH him to the dance...oh if only all dreams came true! *smiles*
He was BY FAR THE BEST LOOKING GUY THERE THOUGH!! actually he ALWAYS is! hehe, that's what a crush will do for ya! My life is soo good! I couldn't wish for it to be different than it is right now.
Except it's so perfect now and I've made so many friends this year, and matured so much, I don't know if I want to leave now. Why did it have to take so long to get to this point? It should've always been like this.
Why did I waste time living like I didn't want to?
Everything is like it should be now. And I "think" I'm completely over Dan now, seeing how much Brianna likes him made me feel bad for being so stuck on him, I should've tried harder to forget. But anyways...it's still a hard concept to grasp, but I'm doing ok. Guys cause a lot of heartache but I don't know what I would do without all of the good things that they have brought to my life, and all of the memories that I will always have. I was blessed to have known and become close with the few guys that I have, they have all attributed something to my life, and I can't be mad at them for no longer being there, they can bring that same wonderfulness to someone else now. Before, I would've been mad and felt deserted, but now, I don't know..it's like I have something bigger to look forward too, like in that Rascal Flatts song "they were like northern stars, pointing me on my way...." well, now, I don't know exactly to where...but somewhere great. I guess I will have to thank them someday.
ok I have school tomorrow and I really need to go to bed, but I just don't think I can, I know I'm going to be up for a while, just thinking about how great this weekend was, it was the best school dance ever. I had a very eventful and busy weekend and I can't put it all down, but it was "wonderful" like I said before! ahahah, but anyway, I'm losing my train of thought now, so maybe I better go to bed!! ahaha
night all!! and maybe we will have a delay tomorrow or something, it's pretty bad outside! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
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2005 9 February :: 4.10 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Real Big ~ Mannie Fresh
ugh! This is the weirdest thing ever. Oh, I can't believe you and her. Hmmmm....it's not what I would have ever thought. I think you lied a lot, but if that blows your skirt up!
I am going to have the best time at Swirl!!! I can't wait!! and I love my dress and everything else that comes with formal dances!! it's gonna be awesome, and today we took our senior mock elections pictures and we all looked too cute!! the are really cool. Our senior spread is going to be awesome!! And Joel Gorski!! you have been so awesome this past week, you have no idea how many smiles you have put on my face when the last thing on my mind was laughing! Thanks so much!! I think everything is going to be alright, even though I don't have a clue what is going on!! it's ok, I'm sure I'll make it through I always do. But yeah, thanks again for everything! Ugh..seriously, he is so good lookin!! I can't hardly contain myself when I look at him!! which I do alot!!!!!!!! I wanna jump his bones!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahAHAHAH!! no not really!! hehe!
Anyway, econ isn't as bad as everyone said, maybe I'll be an accountant or something. I think I would like it, and the money wouldn't be that bad either!! I don't know what I wanna do, there are too many decisions and choices, and I really don't have enough time to do everything, I guess the first thing would be to get a realy job, but who's hiring now? I don't know, and because of my other job, I have no time to go out and get apps and stuff, ugh! It's very frustrating and puts a lot of stress on.
I'm so glad things are pretty much offically over, I wouldn't have been able to take much more of this, even though you still haven't been man enough to tell me, I used me overly smart brain and decided on my own to forget you, and everything. You haven't done one thing that you said you were going to, so I had nothing to rely on and nobody to really trust, and that's the first thing that you need in any kind of relationship, you let me down too many times. I was always waiting for you, and that is something that I don't want to do. If you ever feel the need to defend yourself or explain, you know how to reach me, but I'm not going out of my way for you anymore. BUT, I still would like the friendship, I can't just sever all ties, I'm not like that, and you should know that, even if you were scared you should still know me well enough to know that I wouldn't have blamed you or gotten mad at you, for anything. Try to understand where I'm coming from and do the right thing. And let me know if you received your present, that would be nice too.
Anyway, I have to work at 5, till I don't know when, so I guess I'll do my homework, something I'm afraid I can't skip.
TTYL
Jenna
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2005 8 February :: 8.30 pm
My dad and I just got done welding!! It was really fun, and he turned on the ready heater for me in the barn, it was so cute!! He told me that he did it just for me!! Gosh, I love that guy!! Anyway, we had a crack in the hay shoot of our bayler and we fixed it, but tomorrow night we have to grind it down a little, then it will be done!! And I have all of the Springhill pictures downloaded on the computer at school so I can start e-mailing them pretty quick, but the files are gonna be huge so I might have to make all of them smaller...if I can somehow find the time.
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2005 8 February :: 3.46 pm
oh my gosh!! I like him soo much!!!
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2005 6 February :: 4.59 pm
Springhill was...hmmm......the best thing that I have EVER done in high school...EVER!! I can't believe that I haven't been going all four years. Now that I'm a senior though, maybe it made it all worth it so I could have as much fun as I did this time. THIS time was perfect..and unique...it will never be the same again. I went SNOWBOARDING!! and it was awesome!! I actually made it down the hill.....once....but I fell about four times on my way down!!! I am so proud of our school!! Being the Broomball champions two years in a row!!!!!!! We ARE the Pasties!!!! and that will never change, I sure!!
Dani and I are STILL the euchre champs too!!! haha I Love you Lolly!!
I am so Sore !!! and Mr. Carr did so good too up on stage..he knows how to scratch for sure!!!!! GO MR. CARR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Springhill was lifechanging.
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2005 3 February :: 11.21 am
:: Mood: excited
20 DAYS UNTIL I LEAVE FOR CANCUN!!!!!!!!!
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2005 29 January :: 9.50 pm
ok, so Dani and I went to my uncle Jack's house tonight for his annual sledding party and it was a blast, but because he only planned it this morning, not the normal amount of people came, so just a heads up to EVERONE...the BIG party is the night of swirl, so instead of bowling or whatever, we're going SLEDDING at my uncles after the dance. hope you all can come, it's open to anybody.
oh, and I have to call you to have you tell me that you don't like me so I can move on, because without knowing, I can't even begin to think about anyone else. And I don't want to be stuck in this relationship without you, which is what is going on right now.
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2005 25 January :: 1.38 pm
ugh!! not even a flippin phone call.....gosh...I don't know why I'm still bothering....it's becoming a waste of time, and it has been for a while, only then I didn't realize that it was.
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2005 23 January :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: naughty
ashley told me 2
this isnt jenna, its me!!!! and i'm in love with ashley sonego and we r gonna get married and do it everyday. lol right ashley. once we get married and have kids we r going 2 start a family band and tour the countryside. and clothes are optional. right little one ;)
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2005 20 January :: 7.21 pm
:: Mood: depressed
I guess I'm done. Never again?
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2005 19 January :: 7.14 pm
ok, this all sucks...everything, you should call me and break it to me, so I don't have to torture myself waiting or wondering what you think or if you ever are going to acknowledge me again. And if you are going to write me that letter, you need to do it...too bad it's already a week past when you said I would get it.
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2005 18 January :: 2.08 pm
I don't think that you have any right to not let ME know what's going on!!! You should give me that courtsey!! at the very least!! ugh!!
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2005 17 January :: 6.50 pm
I'm on one of those moods, so you better not make me cry, or I might not stop.
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2005 17 January :: 4.53 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
YOU REALLY SUCK!!!
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2005 16 January :: 4.56 pm
Damn you. Do what you tell me your going to do, so I won't be setting myself up for disappointment anymore.
Football game at Dani's and playing cards, it's going to be waay fun, come if you wish.............
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