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So i decided to post this everywhere so if i ever print it off i will be able to find it....

Looking back at my life i finally started to realize what things ment and where they sat...heh...it only took 12-1 year to figure them out ey?

So all the way back into elementry days:

One day in the fourth grade i got a D in some class and got my TV taken away. That day i decided to focus more on school then looks. I remember conciously thinking that, that one was more importanat then the other...yeah..

Another fatefull day of the fourth grade I played Jurassic Park with Nick on the Metal Truck at Sunnyside, and then two days later Sailor Moon with Christie, Misty and a gaggle of other kids.

That was the year i fought we Leandra Walkingchild alll the time.

That same year i became a Peer Mediator, voted on by the class and supported by Kayla Posey, strange huh? Thats then only class elected office i will ever get in my life.

Daras mom died that year i think, i remeber thinking and asking about her when we were making the baskets for mothers day.

Dara and i made plans to go to Harvard together and share a dorm cause we were never going to part, life had other plans.

During that year i also went and read to my little brothers kindergarden class. I was and will be forever known as his big sister.

I dont remeber much from the rest of the year.

I remember in the 5th Grade:

At graduation this kid Conner was giving my little brother crud and i yelled at him.

Also Ashley Ashcraft came and drank soda with us, i never felt like i fit in but thats cool, i had more adventures then i can count.

Fifth grade was the year that i had Mr.Weir, he let us turn the class room into a rainforest and i taped rolled up peices of paper to the floor...

The sixth grade, wow thats a year for ya:

Mr.Smith, the best English teacher i think i will ever have.

I would race James Rusinski to class every day.

Wow, i also told Coyne Wiggins i had a crush on him, in the G wing, next the doors, i remeber cause it was really bright when i told him.

Worked my ass off in Vollyball on the B team...A team only stood for assholes...:)
I was a shark.

In the 7th grade Mrs.Corera showed me a free camp that i could apply for. I made it in and the rest is history.

I think this is also when i got really into dancing, i went to every dance. I loved it cause when i was dancing i wasnt me i was anyone else.

I had C lunch...it was weird but that started the roots of the clan.

I think thats when the movie partys started too... i cant remeber!!!!!

Edd Battleson and Charlie Manning hated me then.

Eighth grade:

Mrs.Thomas stopped me one day on the way out of her classroom to ask me to join the Science Olympiad team.

The fateful day i wore pink and the Twin Towers fell.

Pissing Magie off for the first time ever, im still really good at it.

Mrs.Nelsons son's accident.

Making the eights grade graduation poster and then watching "our leaders" try and take credit for it, look in the photo kids i got my hands on that poster.

Spending 1/2 of my year in the counselors office doing peer mediations.

The Hawaii trip:

Being truly amazed at nature for the first time in a long time.

Seeing my first cruise ship, it was hooge.

Getting lost between sushi and the hotel.

Kalacakua Bay

Forevering being cursed with clumsieness.

Waking up with Brice leaning on me, mouth wide and snoring...-_-

9th grade:

Being upped to Concert Orchestra my first year.

A science class with Roxanne

Being the only girl in my Intro to Tech.

"This never happened" and " You dont remember this" becomming part of my daily routeen.

Smoking my peers at swimming.

Mikki and the package that came with that.

10th Grade

Astronomy Club

Becomming a Junior Counselor

Housing the Edler sisters

Slicing my finger open to see when a knife felt like...(to this day there are still diagnol rivits in my fingers) I was prepping for suicide cause life was soooooo horrible. Drama queen.

Telling Ryan R. that i had a crush on him, i almost died.

Having to deal with the crazy chick in my art class and gym class

11th grade:
Kittpeak Trip

Orlando and NASA

Science Fairs

Spitzer Trip

Boston trip

The biology trip

A teacher finally saying something to Maggie about her insults...thankyou Mr. Deffe

Getting 2 Honorable Mentions on the math Competition and getting my dress taylored with Jessika there!

Football games

Dancing

REalizing that nothing was the same at 8th grade.

Drownding and streatching myself too thin.


12th grade

Camping

Philidelphia

San Diego

Vegas

Starting the Youth Council for Montana

Getting into photography alot...omg

Two words Carmal Macciato

Capuccino Boy

Alan and Jessika and Tyler...that was a fun night.

Warm summer nights

Waking up with the word assport on my face...-_-...i should not write on my hands...

Really wondering what was going to happen when i didnt have my safety net

And really wondering what i was gonna be like without all of the stimpulations i already have.

How was it going to be without all of the great and bad things of high school




There is so much more but my brain is dieing....and some of it im not really to typre down and marr the world with it forever. : )...yeah

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