howdy yall
lol
just finnally saying how school is after a week of annalyssis(?). anyways i am not particularly fond biology or bst. Mostly because i have boring techers and they are my first two classes. oh well. i am going to the football game @7 and hoping to see my angel there even though he isn't on the team :( oh well.
i get my hair permed in two days and i don't like lunch. ggrrr. jake is strange and scott (aka the ass hole who ripped out my heart and filled it's place w/ drano) is back in my school. yay... whatever nm else to say so i will see ya'll @ the game or on tuesday.

okay here is my schedual.
1.Bst Krusenga
2.Biology Armstong
3.SS Perspectives Gallery
A Lunch
4.Drama1 Harrison
5.Soph Comp/ lit Millard
6.Geomotry Neier


anyways i went to kevin's gig. i was rather depressed. there were to many hapy couples. But oh *NEWSFLASH Matt doesn't hate me... yeah. that made my day*cough cough* anyways, i saw scott and just about broke down at that becuase i think i still like him... or probly more so that there are feelings because he was my first kiss.
we never talked but there was an awkwardness between us. i pushed bowman off a chair. LOL not to be mean cuz we were sharing it. but only tanya and i thought it was funny.


HMMM..._*^*FLASHBACK*^*_ okay yesterday jessa, erin and i walked to rite aid. on the way i saw kyle and brandon( speaking of witch i think ryan is either sick or quit football) anyways yeah i looked like crap. grrr.i have a weekend to clear up my skin. and loose my 'love handles' anyways yeah that sucked. but i watched the rocky horror picture show and it is strange but very cool. yeah.

as for the concert i hate people my age and younger w/ some exceptions.:P yeah and the band would be beetter if they didn't do COVERS. *ech ech*
anyways love you and see ya'll monday
josie

i want a happy home. i worked for less than an hour and all i could hear was yelling. i got the choise of sucking it up or leaving. so well i left what else wasi supposed to do be treated like shit all day because my dad is in a bad mood; i think not. oh well at least now i know the truth. they both hate me. i will now crawl back in my hole away from them and teir bulshit of hating me and everything i do. oh well to hell with this place i am waiting for him to call and yell for leaving without delivering a coustomers job. oh well fuck him fuck that damn store fuck this fucking life i hate all of it. at least i know he won't be at my funneral.

; P
okay i have a new object of infatuation. LOL
his name is Res. maybe i already wrote this.. seems like deja voo oh well anyways he is in a band with benj rowe. The deafinates. very good. he goes to rockford. :( anyways he is in my grade so i have abackup crush yay. oh well screw ryan him and his friends are asswholes. ya later bugga.
love @lways,
josie

hey someone tell me where a great good will is ... i am going on a good will shopping spree this weekend!!!yay
oh and 1 week until i see 'my precious'LOL and school starts. yay
oh and PARTY!!!
love ya
josie

i am very distraut right now. I was supposed to go to the home town hero concert last night but couldn't because my ride fell out... again! then today we were supposed to goto th emovies and aren't because dee has no money. boo hoo.
god i hate this shit. oh here is something interesting...



what kitchen utensil are YOU?


ya anyways katie and erin want me to come over but i kind of just want to play my guitar. *tear* people suck. grrrrrrrrrr.

people can be so stupid. my mother agrivates me.
every day it's your too fat and you'll never make it in life. damn wench. grr. i will make it just to prove her wrong. seriously i want to gag her

people can be so stupid. my mother agrivates me.
every day it's your too fat and you'll never make it in life. damn wench. grr. i will make it just to prove her wrong. seriously i want to gag her

THE DAMNED BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i envy all you beautiful people who have hard lives but somehow are able to manage it.
mike i envy your enthusiasm and determination.
jessica i envy your carefree life although you and erin fight too damn much.
and that is all i can think of. oh i wrote another song. yay. on saturday i went back to the coffee shop and a guy hit on me it was amusing but he didn't fit my criteria so i told him i had a boyfriend. it was all good though. it makes me feel better about myself. -smile-
also i went shopping- i almost started crying because all of a sudden i just had a picture of my one love and it hurt to think of him. oh well 2 weeks until school starts. i quit band. A. it isn't on my schedual
&
B. i love all of the classes and teachers i got.
there fore i don't plan on changing things unless forced.
party hard
be happy i shall go sit in my papuasan chair now and hope to be enthused enough to draw or to write anotheer song.
love you forever,
joslyn julia

yo queiro tener sexo sucio con andre!

LOL
i met justin and andre today.
poor andre i hope you find your wallet.
and justin i hope you didn't get in trouble.
the epidemic concert was fun.
oh and go and buy a cream soda from four friends coffee shop.
oh and coffee is gross
oh well altogether i had an awesome time.
and i don't neccisarilly want to go to muskegon catholic but i do want to go to a privat school... preferibly with uniforms.

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yeah that's right i'm the sexy one. actually i got blue first but i like green better.
so how are yall
fine here rather bored but oh well
party on anyways tooodles
josi

i hate you people. you are so fucking dumb.
you think that you know the real me but you only know a fraction of a lie. you will never know the real my because my transpearency is to complex for your minds. although only the first sentence of this will make sense i will put it simple. i care for ryan... where as his feelings are unknown; i never expect anything from him because he is perplexed with confusion for everyone.
i hide myself from the world and not even my best friends know alot of things about me for i myself have lost the combination to reach my memories.
i quite often am depressed due to the stress of being alone but i still live. at pits in time i make bouts to kill myself but by the time i could do the deed i feel better or have decided someone may need me. if i couldn't express myself i would probly never lived long enough to know some of you.
that is the scoop and as much as i will let go for now.
i will only tell you this.. i do somethings for attention that 2 people in particular believe are uncalled for. i believ i am still expressing myself and it gives me hope. as for you two get over it. one of you isn't a virgin and the other acts like a ho all of the time when there is a guy around. although i may expose my self once in 6 months you make out with strangers wich is more than unnessicary to point fingers or call names.
none of you know me so don't say thing that you don't know anything about.

hi people. i am tired and bored for shit.
i saw austin powers 3 last night it was okay. i liked the flashback young dr. evil was hot. lol.
it was fun but my blind date wasn't that cute. jess was acting like a damn groupie ho and i swear darby is so wrapped around her finger i am supprized it hasn't cut of circulation. anways enough venting. i am learning to play my acoustic. it is all right but it is going to be hard remembering how to play the songs. grr. tired--blah.
charlie is being an ass hole saying that i am dirty.
fuck you people you have imense problems