Love me or leave me

:: 2006 20 August :: 8.16pm

this is great
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1994546325179027565&q=technical+virgin

:: 2006 17 August :: 1.50pm

shes here, im moved in, we have the internet, and its faster then anything should be.

like 16megabits per second fast

dont have a phone yet, but we got our furniture and stuff, except for the coffee tables and end tables.

we also got two lovebirds, named rae and awesomesauce after our rogues in WoW.(lovebirds are great at getting out of their cages, so naturally they are rogues, and they are small, so they MUST be gnomes) SHUT UP! it makes sense...

4 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 10 August :: 11.46am

So yeah, I just told beth i didn't want to take her home, and she threw a tempertantrum and was kicking her feet on the bed and everything, you guys should have seen it, it was fucking great.

2 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 2 August :: 3.07pm

wow, i got 9 emails today from various forums telling me happy birthday.
i think its funny they were all the same message too
it was pretty much
"Hello skife,

We at (forum name) would like to wish you a happy birthday today!"

1 find grace | Open your eyes

empath

:: 2006 30 July :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: complacent
:: Music: Johnny Cash

two more days.. until I am happy once more. I'm a little anxious. I can't believe it's been a month already. My summer has wasted away too quickly. Only twenty-some days until I "blow this joint" called Cedar Springs. I shall never return for more than days at a time. I doubt I'll miss a thing. I hope everything works out.. for me and everyone else.

liz	:: 2006 26 July :: 11.30pm WoW is gei. almost as gei as scales Open your eyes

13 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 25 July :: 2.39am

oh yay, now itching for no apparent reason AT ALL!
FUCKING SHIT

:: 2006 24 July :: 9.41pm

So yeah, I've decided i'm not happy with my live at all
beth makes me happy.
my job doesn't
the way i live doesn't
i wish i could go back 2 or 3 years and fix some shit i fucked up.
i feel all stressed out and i shouldn't be at all
i'm losing my mind right now.
6 days of work a week is a pain in the ass right now, its killing me.
help me

7 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 24 July :: 5.44am

up at 5am

why?

sunburrnnnnnN!!!!!

cant sleep if ya cant get comfortable

7 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 23 July :: 11.38pm

now w/ 100% more blisters >.>

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 23 July :: 8.51pm

couldn't break the t-maxx today.
10+ feet of air at about 30 feet long.
landed fine this was at full throttle too.

:: 2006 23 July :: 11.49am

fuck the sun
i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking sunburnt...shocking, i know.

i even had sun tan lotion on, or whatever that crap is, that apparently doesnt work for shiz.

anyways, our rafting trip yesterday was pretty awesome i guess, it ended up only being about 20-25 people instead of the 40 we had thought thanks to people bailing out at the last second. we started below the dam at croton hardy and went about 4 miles down river, and it seemed like it took forever! it started out nice and sunny, but before long it got cloudy. then, being michigan, after that it started to storm when we were almost done w/ the trip. at one point it was raining so hard that we all got off the river and took shelter ( the rain was FREEEEZING, and the wind didnt help either) to keep at least a little warm i took my tube and dumped all the water outta it and then held it above my head so me and my skinny / freezing cousin kerri could stand under it. after we all decided to start goin again we all just wanted to get the fuck off the river, but the river water was warmer then the air and it felt really nice after being so cold just standing there.

now here i sit at work, hoping that someone can come in so i can go home and not have to wear a shirt. me = super burnt /nod

1 find grace | Open your eyes

:: 2006 21 July :: 1.34am

fucking sweet

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6 find grace | Open your eyes

empath

:: 2006 16 July :: 10.46pm

I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings

A free bird leaps on the back of the wind
and floats downstream till the current ends
and dips his wing in the orange suns rays and dares to claim the sky.

But a bird that stalks down his narrow cage
can seldom see through his bars of rage
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

The free bird thinks of another breeze
and the trade winds soft through the sighing trees
and the fat worms waiting on a dawn-bright lawn and he names the sky his own.

But a caged bird stands on the grave of dreams
his shadow shouts on a nightmare scream
his wings are clipped and his feet are tied so he opens his throat to sing.

The caged bird sings with a fearful trill
of things unknown but longed for still
and his tune is heard on the distant hill
for the caged bird sings of freedom.

Maya Angelou