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skife

:: 2006 12 June :: 6.40pm

I need a transmission.
HA!

hate to say it but box was right, Tried to do a brakestand in the road, And it melted the clutches together, i dont have reverse or neutral anymore.

3 find grace | Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 12 June :: 6.10pm

Anyone ever hear anything from brad anymore?
I heard a rumor that he's moving back to michigan.

1 find grace | Open your eyes


liz

:: 2006 8 June :: 6.58pm

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day

1 find grace | Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 8 June :: 6.09am

i wanna go back to sleep.
ughhh.
tomorrow though, Huge paycheck.

Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 7 June :: 8.36pm



This is funny.

8 find grace | Open your eyes


empath

:: 2006 7 June :: 2.12am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Snow Patrol - Eyes Open

"You could be happy, and I won't know..."
- Snow Patrol

I really like this new cd. I really like this new laptop. I jinxed myself though. I am no longer blessed. However I only lasted two days on Matt's shit list, while Steve remained two months. hehe.

I really shouldn't be out this late, but hey, free internet is nice. plus delectible(sp.?) coffee drinks. mmm.

P.S. I feel like singing but I'm in public and no one else can hear my music, so they wouldn't understand.

Open your eyes


Tails

:: 2006 31 May :: 3.09am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: The Dresden Dolls - First Orgasm

Little bits And pieces of clouds.
Its been raining all day. on and off. then steady. now its raining.

I fucking love the rain it allows you to stop and think.
i went to the park alone and sat (not morely) a cop came up behind me and asked what i was doing out here.

Me: "trying to clear my head"
Cop: "troubling isnt it?"
Me: "yes it really is, especially when you cant decided on whats worth leaving and whats worthing taking"
Cop: "maybe i should just take your I.D. run it and let you sit"
Me: "that would be nice"
Cop: "ill be back"

(She runs my I.D. and all is well)

Me:"Thank you officer, Have a good night"
Cop: " you too matt, and remember something for me."
Me: "yes?"
Cop: "Whats left to lose?"

I stood stunned and in complete and utter awe at what just happen.
As she walked back to her car and took off all i could to what sit there and stare into the fucking trees as the rain picked up and fell warmer.
It was like i had been trapped in a fucked up movie.
it was perfect. It was honestly the answer i was looking for for so long.
But who was she? Why did she tell me that?
Why would she say that?
Why wouldnt she just be like get on out of here or something else rude and cop like?

Why did she tell me that profound truth?

Maybe she was sent to me from something or somewhere.

either way it was interesting and felt great to sit in the rain and think alone and clear my head of thoughts with a little assitance

BTW Becky, Run with the passing of the torch my dear. Run fast and dont stop.

3 find grace | Open your eyes


pjlmaster

:: 2006 30 May :: 3.46pm

"come on over...house is empty"

ZOMG!!!!!!!

RAWR!!!!

5 find grace | Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 29 May :: 10.55am

so yeah, this weekend was good except for the being sick part, sick always sucks.
I put in a shit load of hours last week, it was good to get some time off.
Jimi Called me, He's somwhere in oaklahoma, He says he's loving being in the army, said he's doing great and might be home on the 4th of july.
Box if you read this, give nate a call, he's having some issues with a fuel pump he just put in and needs some advice, i tried to help him the best i could.

I had a blast this weekend besides being sick.
I'm sorry ally that i couldn't make it to your wedding.
I hope jake baragrey gave you a hug for me. He called and i asked him to.
Good luck.

Anyways, Off to catch up on the internet

1 find grace | Open your eyes


liz

:: 2006 27 May :: 10.07pm

FUCK




thanks jessa
I heart you still
wish I could have seen our twins grow up
ill bet they arent as cute as clementine though.

1 find grace | Open your eyes


empath

:: 2006 27 May :: 2.04pm
:: Music: Muse

Update
I had a nice little vacation this week. It was meant to be for thinking and sorting everything out, but instead it just allowed me to forget about everything that matters. Not as productive, but much more enjoyable. I think I want to go to a different place every week or every other week, just for a couple days or so.

All of my plans for the fall have been a little fucked up thanks to my deadbeat brother (whom I love of course).
Also, I ran into an old friend yesterday and he's totally cool, so I may be seeing more of him in the near future. I'm so blessed. Really, I am.

Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 26 May :: 4.43pm

54 hours this week @ $12/hour.
i kick ass.

3 find grace | Open your eyes


liz

:: 2006 25 May :: 10.41pm

numa numa iei is like the coolest song ever.
cooler than everything
way better than walmart for sure

1 find grace | Open your eyes


skife

:: 2006 24 May :: 9.38pm

So yeah.

i'll have my 40 hours this week in by noon tomorrow morning.

yesterday i worked from 6:45 to 9:23.
yeah thats right, 6:45 A.M. till 9:23 P.M.
almost 15 hours.
I love the work though.

Open your eyes


liz

:: 2006 23 May :: 11.37pm

I hate my job so much.
Wal-mart is the worst place in the world and Ray and I have to decided to have a huge bonfire that will burn down all of Arkansas for it is the home of the two worst evils
Wal-Mart
and Bill Clinton

3 find grace | Open your eyes

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