A L I C I A

:: 2003 22 July :: 7.45pm
:: Mood: confused

i guess i was weaker than i thought... damnit.

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:: 2003 22 July :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: no music

wheeeeee
so um, mandy got a car...hehe

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:: 2003 21 July :: 1.25am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: mya // my love is like whoa

put me and solange together and you get ::wink wink::
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

not much has changed since last entry, i'm back home with my mom again <333 wheeee. tomorrow, or actually toady, heh, i start my thing at the JCC, I kinda regret saying ok now, but w/e it's something to do. Umm, Jenna and Jecca fun time <3 damn you two. Um on another note chaz is hott lol yea lol he is, enough said.

I'm out like a fat boy playin dodgeball, lol i shouldnt say that.

<3
mandyyy

p.s. ms doherty thank you for the i eat dirt icon.

:: 2003 20 July :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: tired

so im back from orlando.. it was alrite. we visited sum people.. then sat went to the beach w/ them. cocoa beach was not the best in the world. EXTREMELY crowded.. and the water was full of "particles" lol. and every now and then i would step on a squishy thing.. weird. i told my brother andhe sed it was probably a sting ray. AH! AHAH! lol. oh well i didnt know at the time. ignorance is bliss.. the waves were ok. we came home today and yup that was it. it was a 3 1/2 hr drive each way.. alotta thinking time. and i dunno. maybe im weaker than i thought when it comes to certain things. i will be tested though.. so we'll see i guess.
ummmmmmm.... yup thats about it. is the soccer game still on? if so, when? i really miss everyone!
warped tour this saturday... should be entertaining. mostly cause sam's going. haha christine.
bye

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:: 2003 18 July :: 10.56am
:: Mood: bleh
:: Music: maggie and the ferocious beast

so whats new... yesterday we went surfing yet again... the waves were nonexistant but we still had funn... then my parents decided that i was going to orlando today so that meant no show for me tonight. so... jess, nee, and i went to the one last night at pis. we saw sakary!!!!!! harr but he didnt entertain us with any female condoms or lube his time. lol.. BARBARA ANN IS NOT HOT! SHES OLD!!!!!!!!! haha... wow. so yeah i liked the 2nd band that we didnt find out the name of hah.. there were some pretty weird kids there.. lots of people with epilepsy hahahh wow. well it ws fun fun.. now i gotta go up to bama and see my love!! lol. ok
so today as i sed im going to orlando. woop. woop. no. i really didnt wanna go. so heres my choice on what i can do:
1) go to islands of adventure (always fun)
2) go to melbourne or cocoa beach and surf. (hmmm....) i dunno. this is one decision i cant make by myself help! lol
well see ya in a few days kids... much love

:: 2003 16 July :: 10.42pm
:: Mood: frustrated

jack sparrow <33333
hey guys.... today i cleaned (ick) then just hng aroun till my jessifer came over!!! it just felt like a normal playday to tell ya the truth. lol.. hopefully ill see her on friday at the show. (if this "ant skatepark" really exists) haha.. good times good times.. we saw pirates of the caribbean.. AWESOME movie!!!! everyone should def. go see it. johnny depp <333 and his braided beard <333 and his eyeliner <333 haha jess... well tomorrow im hoping that we'll go to the beach... we just need a ride home :-\ ehh... we'll see. (knocks on surfboard) hah. well its time for this kid to go to sleep. adios

:: 2003 16 July :: 11.25am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: I do love you // from coyote ugly

I dont know what to think, mixed emotions i guess
I've had a good weekend, and a good couple of past days, i'm just really confused right now. I'm sick of losing boys to my best friends, it's like the worst feeling i could ever have. I like this kid, yess everyone knows who i'm talking about, and i thought that i use to be able to say that we were "good friends" but now i dont know, there's no effort on his part, heh..maybe i'm crazy maybe it's in my head, but im sad, and i dont wanna be, summer has actually been ok, and now i'm gonna be sad? ::slaps face:: mandy, stop, it's just in your head...

...i hope so

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:: 2003 15 July :: 8.30pm
:: Mood: tired

so... today i went surfing yet again. stood up all the way today... woop woop. i <3 my board... umm.. yeah i had a few really bad collisions... damn longboard man!!!!! his board really needs to break in half. asshole. lol. and then one time i nosedived (what else is new haha) and got towed under then my fin came and smacked into my ass. now i dunno if any of you have ever had a fin crash into ur ass at high speed... but its not a fun thing to go through. ive got a huge bruise now. oh well.
hmm what else... jessie!! i see her tomorrow!! should be fun fun.. ive missed her soo much.
and uh... oh yeah. i think im over him. like seriously. i found other stuff to fill that void (mainly surfing lol) and now im actually happ being single. oh my god. did i just say that?? wow. see yas.

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:: 2003 14 July :: 12.05pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: little t and one track mike//shaniqua

Wooooooooo <3

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LAUREN <333.

:: 2003 14 July :: 11.42am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: matchbox 20//unwell

surveyyyy
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: ummm...oh wait, yeah.
02. Bought something: food
03. Gotten sick: nope
04. Sang: yes
05. Eaten: yeaaa
06. Been kissed: by jessica, and licked <3.
07. Felt stupid: nope
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: kinda
09. Met someone new: lots of people
10. Moved on: over what?
11. Talk to an ex: ummm, no.
12. Missed an ex: definitly not.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yepp
14. Had a serious talk: kinda
15. Missed someone: yesss
16. Hugged someone: yesss
17. Fought with your parents: yea
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: Yes...

Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: Jenna//jecca//maria//lauren//and peejalicious
02. Best guy friend: umm jon and stephen?
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope
04. If no, current dating partner: noo
05. Hobbies: nothing, nothing,nothing. sleeping <3.
06. Pager: no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: ?
08. What type automobile do you drive: not telling, it's soooo gross.
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: santa fe
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: umm friends
11. Where is the best hangout: 3plets house//paige//beach//anywhere im with jecca...
12. Do you have a job: no, i neeeeed one
13. Do you attend church: cpl times a year?
14. Do you like being around people: most people

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: peej
02. Do you argue the most with: paige
03. Do you always get along with: jecca
04. Is the most trustworthy: jenna//jecca//lauren//peeeeeeeeeeeeeej
05. Makes you laugh the most: jenna//jecca//definitly, peeeeeej.
06. Has been there through all the hard times: umm, peej, I dont know.
07. Has the coolest parents: jenna//jecca//peej//and 3plets <3.
08. Has the coolest siblings: 3plets
09. Is the most blunt: jenna
10. Is the smartest: jecca or peej

Personal:
01. Who is your role model: dont knoww
02. What is some of your pet peeves: umm, come back to me, too long.
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: haha, im the queen of that
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: lol, im mandy, yes.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): nope
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: lol yeaa
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: i dont know..
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship.
10. Want someone you don't have right now: yes
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: umm, not best guy friend, but a close one.
12. Do you want to get married: not now, but eventually.
13. Do you want kids: yeah
14. Do you believe in psychics: dont know
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: No
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my nose
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: no idea
18. Are you happy with you: not really
19. Are you happy with your life: not really
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: umm, i had more freedom, and i wasnt like cooped up.

[ Current Clothes ] dickies and a grey tank top
[ Current Mood ] excited for Lauren's bday
[ Current Music ] umm, dont know
[ Current Taste ] dunkaroos
[ Current Make-up ] black eye liner//mascara
[ Current Hair ] straightened, but in a pony tail
[ Current Annoyance ] umm, not telling you.
[ Current Smell ] nothing
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] sleeping//or going over lauren's
[ Current Desktop Picture ] rainbow thing with stars, its hott.
[ Current Book you're reading ] one flew over the cukoo's nest (sp?)
[ Current CD in CD Player ] a mix
[ DVD in player ] the smokers
[ Current Color Of Fingernails ] nothingg
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] blue purple thing
[ Current Refreshment ] gatorade
[ Current Worry ] that you're not mad, and that you get in ok. oh yeah, and that everything is ok btwn me and jon, and the third one is, what am i getting lauren for her bday?!

<3
mandyyy

:: 2003 13 July :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: oxygens gone

today i went surfing. woot. byebye.

:: 2003 12 July :: 11.21am
:: Mood: bored

im so boredddddddd i dont wanna sit here and do nothing today.... i want to surf but no one is online... i dunno if theyre not up yet or what. hm... christini??? u back yet?? lol someone pleaseeeeeeeeeee.... lol. ehh ill go now i guess. maybe i can go to the gym if no one wants t surf. see ya.