A L I C I A

A L I C I A

:: 2004 18 February :: 12.12am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: big yellow taxi // counting crows

I wanna see him roll his eyes at me, because I stole a french fry.
I just finished watching One Tree Hill (i taped it because I had to work.) Anyways, it definitly made me cry..but more than anything...it makes me want a friendship like Haley and Lukas have, its something i'm missing. I need a friendship like that in my life. hmm..

<3mandyy
x to the o.

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theintervoice

:: 2004 16 February :: 10.57pm
:: Music: Megalataomaniac - INCUBUS!

your no jesus
wats up guys and girls

alot has happpend since i last updated...but i will give a taste of the EXTREME

i totaled my car, R.I.P. Mazda Protege 5 i am so mad, i have to walk everywhere ahhhh

POWERLINE will be playing at rock the river with a new band member, his name is kyle he is replacing ricky. bu ricky will not be forgotten and thats for sure. we have been practicing alot. we might be main stage so we will have 30 minutes of playing time and we will be playing before Fallen from the Sky and Protagonist.

i got the new incubus CD, really good oh ya

Friday- Sam had a "party" and was soo bad at first but then transformed it into a beer fest. we seriously had over 60 beers packed in his fridge, and we all fucked up his one bedroom apartment, kyle threw up all over the floor and i stabbed jose with a knife by accident. and some gurl peed her pants, and some other gurl kept flashing her tits like it was a fuking topless parade, so funny.

Saturday- i worked in the morning and hung w/e at night

Sunday- i cant remember

Today- i went to the mall
to be continued

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theintervoice

:: 2004 16 February :: 10.57pm
:: Music: Megalataomaniac - INCUBUS!

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skittlicious

:: 2004 15 February :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: good one
:: Music: watching josey and the pussy cats

I'm a punk-rock prom queen, Brown paper magazine.
So let's review my Valentine's Day:

Woke up at 8, went bowling, bowled like crap. Then went to my work meeting from 11-12, instead of them re-training us, we gossiped for an hour 8-). Then met my dad at my house, and he picked me up, we went to Tamarac for my bowling lesson, which surprisingly was amazing. I learned some awesome new things, and my average is going up, wooo! Came home, rushed to get to work, and then got to work. I was talking to Candace, someone I work with, and I was feeling sad, then dun dun dnu, Lauren walked in with an amazing thing of balloons, it totally made me smile. I got cut at 8, came home, changed, did things around the house. Went to Krysta's for like .2 seconds, then went to Deerfield to say Happy Valentine's Day to m'loves. I miss Solange a lot, it was cool, i guess. Went to Roadhouse to see Jessica, and give her a flower. And omg, Mauricio was there! AND WITH A GIRL, I'm assuming it's the girlfriend that he claimed he didn't have, hahaha, busted. Went back to Krysta's to say goodbye to Tommy. Finally came home at like 10:45, and had a massive headache, called Jen (my ex-manager) to tell her i wasn't gonna come back up, cause my car wouldn't start, and just blah, stuff went wrong. So I watched TV, waiting for Lauren to call...she never did =(. Finally I called her, we're not doing anything tonight, dammit sad face x 200. So now I'm sitting here, I'm hungry and I'm sooooooo bored. Grr, this is like my 453590 update for today/yesterday sorry guys. If anyone has any ideas to keep be entertained, let me know ;]

<3mandyy

p.s. here are my lovely pictures of my balloons<3

[edit] I forgot to mention how I talked to Andrew, my valentine ;] <3

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skittlicious

:: 2004 12 February :: 3.23pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: suga suga how you get so flllyyy<33

A little bit of me just wanted to be beautiful.
Let's see, haven't updated in woohu, in a while. I kinda miss woohu, I should start balancing it btwn livejournal, we'll see.

Oh i just have to say, CHRISTINA DRUCKER gets the award for best woohu-er cause she's the only one who updates enough! <33

So nothing new in my life, I like my job, at first i did, than i hated it for like 2 weeks, but i like it now, a lot. I like the pay<3 and I like the ppl I work with, La and Steph<33.

I like a boy, but I'm not gonna worry about it like i normally do, ya know? And Saturday, I'm just gonna keep myself VERY busy, so this way I don't think about what's going on around me. THe only thing that sucks is that I'm working Saturday night, at a restaurant which means, couple after couple will be walking in :-(.

But maybe after, Lauren? Stripper anyone? lmfao, jk ;]

I'm off to straighten my hair for work.

<3mandyy
x to the o.

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skittlicious

:: 2004 9 February :: 11.50pm

I hate being sick, this sucks so much :-(

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skittlicious

:: 2004 8 February :: 4.48pm

Opinion's needed.
OKay, so in my room right now my bed is a twin soft waterbed meaning its a mattress with a zipper and then a waterbed inside. IT's cool, it's fun, i love it. ((same bed i've had basically my whole life)). My mom just bought herself a new bed, and she wants to give me her old one which is a queen waterbed. I think it might be better cause it's bigger/longer. But, I dunno how I feel about getting rid of my bed. What do ya'll think I should do?

<3mandyy

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skittlicious

:: 2004 5 February :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: backstreet boys<3

Maybe things aren't as bad as I make them be, maybe I should start looking past things.
Jackie said to me today, that maybe I'm over analyzing a situation. It made me realize, all I do is over-analyze. I think that's my problem. I think I just need to sit back, relax, and just go with the flow. Maybe that's my problem? I dont know, but I dont think listening to these "love songs" and all this other sad stuff around me can help my situation. I'm going to make a goal for myself, I'm gonna try hard too. I'm going to try and change, but for the better. I'm going to try and sit back and just let things take place, stop getting attached, and attempt to be a little more outgoing. I'm going to try and quit old, bad habits, and maybe I can take in some new good ones. So thank you for everyone who has caused my sadness, and thank you to those who have done nothing but help. I think I just needed a wake up call, and I think today I might have gotten one. Will see where this goes.

<3mandyy
x to the o.

p.s. Ryan, I didn't lie, I promise. I was installing this SAT prep thing, and once it was done my mom came in wanting to look at it. I'll tell you, I promise, I wasn't lying. =)

p.s.s. Jackie, thank you, for all my bullshit, Imma make it up to you, how about that parking lot driving on Saturday<333

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skittlicious

:: 2004 1 February :: 3.51pm
:: Music: skye sweetnam // billy s

I am her garden, her legacy.
Let's see what's new in my life:

*I miss my woohu journal, livejournal has just taken over my brain.
*I really like him, a lot.
*I love my new job, but miss the theatre people.
*I love getting paid $7.25, it's absolutely amazing.
*Im starting to love my shitty car
*I miss some people being in my life, a lot.
*Me and Paige bonded a lot on saturday, it was nice, really nice.
*I hate spending my money
*I really want him, hmm, this needs to happen, lmao.

okay, i'm off to work, woohoo, superbowl sunday, a bar filled with obnoxious people, woo, fucking hoo.

<3mandyy
x to the o.

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theintervoice

:: 2004 1 February :: 2.01am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: OuTkAsT

Lights Out on Division Street
Hey buds, wats up

umm i just got back from work

i made 7 dollas, but spent it on QUIZNOS, meat ball sub baby

heres my day bitches:

i woke up at 11:00 AfukinM

i then installed red bulbs on the back of my car
(tommorrow i'm installin the neons lights)

after that i went to the movies with Renee and Jackie, we saw The Butter Fly Effect....good movie

then i went home, and headed off to work

had fun, and Ricky, Alex, Gina, Michelle, Amy, and like 4 other people came by to visit me, they all then left

Me and Pat are gunna be playing a live show soon so i'll keep u guys u0pdated ON the arrival of powerline

other then that today was a good day but now i g2g i'm sneaking to go play guitars with pat

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skittlicious

:: 2004 29 January :: 1.47pm

I just had a very lovely lunch, sushi with Jenna and Mikey C. =)

Thanks Guys
<3mandyy

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skittlicious

:: 2004 25 January :: 1.08am

I think its safe to say boredom took over me

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rachel

:: 2004 24 January :: 4.40pm

goodbye woohu...

*for a while at least

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theintervoice

:: 2004 24 January :: 2.24am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: Vandura - Read these actions

going places...part two
yea i just got home from hanging out w/ pay david and joe, before that i was at work

i made 363 dollars on my paycheck like wat ugh!

tomorrow i open the store

um i got a new cell phone. for all my friends the number is 716-8371, i'm still anticipating a call from some who said wanted to chill but she wont call ;)

i was grounded for a week from my car recentlyand i have it back

when i got it back i hit a duck and it crashed on my windshield, and cracked it. i got it replaced tho

i got my report card, lol not good.

i'm out cuz i have to work tomorrow

-Peac-E
-Hamon

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skittlicious

:: 2004 23 January :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: i hate myself

feel for once what it's like to rebel now, I wanna break out now, let's go.
Dinner was nice with my dad, it was. My Mom is driving me nuts. I think she's more excited about my photo project then I am, I mean, yeah I'm happy for myself, but geeze, she needs to chill the fuck out. It's making me so discouraged. You know what one of the hardest things to do is? I'll tell you. So you become good friends with this guy, not best friends, or anything, just good friends. And then you realize that your falling for him, and your clueless on whether your feelings are mutual, but you would never dare to say anything, or act upon your feelings. He tells you about his girl problems and all the girls he likes and you do everything in your power to help him, and then..all you wanna do is do everything to stop him, but you can't. I hate being a girl, i hate being me, I hate everything. And ih ate my digital camera, all I wanna do is play with this one picture, and I dont know how the fuck to do it.

I wanna cry, that's all I want.

-mandyy

[[edit: contrary to populare belief, this isnt about ryan, sorry.]]

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