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2003 27 December :: 2.03am
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Thursday
the day after Christmas
hey wats up, wow its late and i'm tired
anyway i just got back from work...i got promoted today whooo shift manager fo sho
i made $15
today i woke up watched bad boys 2 and then terminator 3 and then i chilled with jose and we played drums and guitar in my room for like an hour then i left for work.
ahh my christmas was alright i didnt get anything special cuz i all i wanted for my b-day and christmas was a car and i got it, plus i got speeding tix to pay for so i got some money out of that so it was an alright christmas i went to midnight mass with ricky.
i didnt fuking open my presents until like 4 o'clock tho it was soo crazy i dont feel like typing it all out.
wow i need a girl to like hang out with....i feel kinda lonely when i'm hanign out with alex or ricky cuz they both have girlfriends that they are like in love with and all i have is an ex-girlfriend that keeps calling y friends and asking them to get me to call her, she bring nuthing but bad memories...someone talk to me
tomorrow- i'm gunna go to rickys house and burn some of his CD's that he gopt for christmas and then i;ll call geori to see wat she will be doin. i might hang ouyt with jeff and brian and edin and get drunk lol maybe
and then i'll go to work till then i'll c-ya
Peac-E
-Hamon
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2003 26 December :: 9.44pm
why must i go on an eating binge after every trip to the gym? gah so frustrating.
g' night all.
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2003 25 December :: 12.14pm
Merry Christmas<3.
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2003 24 December :: 8.55pm
:: Music: coach z- these people try to fade me
im so old school they tore down the building
jackie got me the most amazing gift ever: the "strongbad sings and other type hits" cd... <3 yes i KNOW you are all positively green right now :)
i think i have a chance with this guy
i think i have a chance with this guy
i want to go to france with this guy
i want to put a trance on this guy
yeah yeah
oh yeah
yeah yeah
really really really really really really really
yeah yeah yeah. :)
merry christmas
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2003 23 December :: 12.14am
...got this from "tosha"
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Midgets
02 | being lonely
03 | double jointed people
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Alex
02 | Ricky
03 | Pat and Jose
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | F.A.C.E.
02 | Music
03 | Fun
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Drama
02 | emotional girls
03 | CDs that skip
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | why people like good charlotte
02 | girls
03 | life
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | my hand (yes i type with one hand)
02 | CAT
03 | 2 litre coke
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | not masterbating
02 | Listening to Powerline
03 | Hating ICE CREAM!!
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Sky Dive
02 | play a live show
03 | smoke weed with jesus
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | surf
02 | skate
03 | Eat
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | random
02 | freaky
03 | always nostalgic
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | retarded
02 | girly (i'd be an ugly girl)
03 | built? that wat da girlies say :)
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | comprehend
02 | get an A in math
03 | like good charlotte
THREE BANDS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Powerline
02 | Taking Back Sunday
03 | sublime & Eve 6 & Moneen & Thursday
THREE BANDS OR MUSICIANS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Good Charlotte
02 | G.C.
03 | i fuking hate Good charlotte
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Eat My Shit
02 | Whoa
03 | Curiosity killed the Cat
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | not ICE CREAM
02 | TACO BELL
03 | paper
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | read
02 | how to put up christmas lights
03 | play every sublime song
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Chocolate milk
02 | Snapple (elements)
03 | High Life (Budweiser)
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | MEGA MAN
02 | Power Rangers
03 | Speed racer
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2003 22 December :: 1.34pm
:: Mood: horrible
:: Music: kelly clarkson // low
It's been a long time since I've had this pit in my stomache, but it's back, and it's not refillable this time
I dont think I've cried this hard, in a long long time, my throat hurts too
Today has just been the day from hell. I hate how everything is going good, but something always has to ruin it. I got home from a very nice weekend, and first thing my mom does is yell at me..and ground me. But the thing that pissed me off so much, I had plans today, that I told her about like 3 weeks ago, I had plans with Maria, for her bday. So this morning, I had to wake up and call Maria and tell her that I can't get together anymore. How much does that suck? God, I can't stand my mom. So I call my mom to try and negotiate..bad idea. All she did was yell some more, I swear she's on a permanent PMS. So my dad calls, and I'm crying, he's asking me what's wrong, I tell him, I cant stand my mom and eddie anymore, blah. He called my mom ;x...and called her a fucking btich, and hung up. I dont think that helped my situation, btu it made me smile. So my mom calls me, tells me to take a shower, clean my car, and be proactive? What the fuck does that mean? God I can't fucking stand her, everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong, ugh. I'm praying I'm not grounded for tomorrow because I was suppose to go bowling at 1, with some people from work..me, jess, mike, paige, and pat! Yeah, Pat is suppose to go, and now I can't go, shit.
So on a lighter note, Pat..mike's brother came into work, Friday night and Saturday night 8-)..he's a cutie. But just as I give my two week notice, he asks for a job, wtf is that? ugh, I'm gonna go shower, and be proactive..someone please volunteer to let me move in. I'm about to burst.
<3mandyy
x to the o.
"Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm throught with playing by the rules
Of someone elses game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap"--Defying Gravity
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2003 21 December :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: LB - "all the radio is dead""
The Fall Back
SLOWLY FALLING ASLEEP
today...i woke up around 1 in the afternoon i went to coldstones and visited ricky at work to make him feel better about working alone, then i went home and played guitar i tlaked to jose and we decided to have a practice but since patrick wasnt home we had to take jose's drum set to my house and we set it up in my room...then around 6:00 me and jose left to go ricvkys to help set up his christmas tree lights
tonight...then we went to loggers run park to chill with tommy and other kids, tommy hooked up a sound system in his car. then we started a fire and left for taco bell, we saw this arguement in the parking lot between this guy and woman they were screaming so loud. then i dropped off ricky then jose. then i came home amnd on my kitchen counter there was a nicely wrapped present...i asked my mom who the oresent was for and she told me to look at the card and it was to me ....from jessica. apparently her mom came to my house today and dropped it off while i was at rickys, all i can say was "wtf?" i opended it up and there was a shirt and boxers, equaled to about $42 of cloths wat a waste. i dunno what the hell is up, she still thinks were still togther ugh.
tomorrow...i dunno wats going on so if anyone wants to hang out holla!
i'm out
Peac-E
-Hamon
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2003 21 December :: 7.10pm
back pain....
AGH!!!!!
someone please come crack it.
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2003 21 December :: 1.47am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: Jay Z "excuse me miss"/YellowCard "Way Away"
Red Skies
Hey i just got home, and i'm reading other people journal entries
my moms yelling at me to go to bed so i'm gunna make this quik
Highlights:
i made $14 tonite
i put up my christmas lights
plan on having practice tomorrow for POWERLINE
Geori,Emi, D.M., and alicia stopped by to relieve me from insanity
Downers:
i got a $171 ticket
i was lonely at work until the girls cmae by :)
its cold
alex is leaving tomorrow
i need a girl to chill with
i'm going to bed.....i'll update later i'll tell you about the "Party"
Peac-E
-Hamon
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2003 20 December :: 11.06pm
why me?
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2003 19 December :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: upset
:: Music: simone and milo // get a clue
So maybe with this I was all talk, yeah I wanna, but I'll miss them..
This week has been good, so far. Lot's of 1/2 days, that's always nice. WEdnesday, me lauren and brian went to cici's than the reptile store and then we went to some dollar stores, i had fun. After that, me lauren and dan went to the tower at south county and just talked, it was nice, but then we got scared shitless, and we ran like little girls...even dan ;]. Wednesday, was grounded for the most part, but hung out with Paige and Giorgio for a little bit, then went back to the tower with lauren and dan. today, didnt do much, went out to lunch with lauren, and dan, and ryan hartman..oh jesus.
Me and my mom had a logn talk tonight, she's making me quit my job, i guess in a sense, i'm relieved, i've been wanting to for a while, but I never thought I would..I love the people I work with a lot, especailly, Jess, solange and mike. And I garauntee you, w/o the job..I'm not gonna talk to them..ever...this sucks so much. So now, my only goal is to pull together, and figure how to stand up to my 5 foot boss, but I can do this, its not like I'm quitting on bad terms, its just something I have to do.
I'm gonna go think some more.
<3mandyy
x to the o.
p.s. jenna, thank you for listening to me vent, xox<3
and i love my purse, so much, you are amazing!
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2003 19 December :: 12.37pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: roooooney
im sorry for handcuffing you to my bathtub
hey.. exams are done. woot woot.. today was the infamous veggie party... twas fun but im sorry celine couldnt come... it was originally our idea.. lol but i had fun :) lizzie.. i pretty much convinced my dad to let me go.. now i just gotta covince my mom and get them to drive both ways. yeah... likely. lol but its possible.
hmm.. i need to buy christmas presents...
but for now i shall read/rest. toodles.
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2003 17 December :: 12.28am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: no music
taking a chance
today we had out first exam, mine was french 3 mad hard
i went to alexs today and we went christmas shopping.
i broke up with jessica yesterday, i feel kinda bad but she kissed another guy so it was her fault.
ummm tomorrow i have my american history and eight training exam.
i made 12 bucks tonite.
tomorrow i work
i'm hopin G-baby can hook me up
and i feel bad for not writing more specific in here but i'm in a rish and i g2g i'll write bettder next time i promise...later
Peac-E 0ut
-Hamon
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2003 15 December :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: ::grr backwards::
e to the x to the a to the m to the s
suck.
tomorrow im taking spanish and ap. gov. spanish i just need a little review... on nota culturales, vocab, and a few tenses. gov:.. well i prefer not to talk abou that now.
this week is going to suck.. but the week after shall own.
hmm.. maybe ill go to the gym to clear my mind and whatnot.
oh yeh. we got schedules today.. im sociology. wtf?! that is definitely not driver's ed. *sigh* another trip to the ibo 'tis.
goodnight lovelies. don't study too hard ;)
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2003 14 December :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: soo confused
:: Music: alien ant farm // glow
I should have knocked on wood or something..
Ugh, I've been in such a good mood, all weekend, and then i write about it and what happens, everything goes wrong! I slept at Lauren's last night, and I got there at 11, thinking me, her and danielle were going out, man was i wrong..cause once again, danielle is a sell out :-(. So we slept, woke up this morning, and went to breakfast with Brian's parents, Michael and Tamara, they are amazing. I had fun, thanks La. I got home at 3:30..did nothing but get into more fights with Jackie, I dont get what's going on btwn us, but I just feel like things are getting worse? It's weird..
I left for work at 4:30, and got there, and met the new girl Brittany, she's cool, just loud. That weird kid Josh ws there again, I think he's in love with Samantha ;] but he kept bugging the shit out of me, so I made mike make him do things, I wanted to kill the kid! I left work at 8:15, after cleaning by myself, which was fine, and went to go find Lauren to cheer her up. She was all virgin mary like, cute. <3 haha. I talked to her for a bit, but I was scared of the people seeing me, so I fled the scene, and said goodbye to the llama, which I'm going to adopt. I got home, talked with my mom, she told me no plans for tomorrow, there goes my movie plans, and we're gonna get our xmas tree. I dont know, I just need to take my mind of things right now.
I feel so confused with so much, but one thing that's really getting me is religion...I think, that I mentally need something to believe in, and I dont even know where to begin. I have no knowledge of any kind of religion, judiaism which is mine, or even christianity, anything. I want to learn, I need something like that in my life...someone help me?
x to the o.
p.s. Lauren, I know that your hurting, and that things right now aren't the best they can be, but i think a break is what is needed. And maybe, after this break you two will realize how much you need each other, or maybe you'll realize that you two have just grown apart from each other. I love you, and I'm here if you need to talk, but everything happens for a reason, everything will come out in the end. xoxo.
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