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2006 13 August :: 1.14pm
Yesterday I had quite the eventful day.
Went to Grand Rapids twice, once by car, once by bike.
And I went to the drag strip with Wayne and Leon where we met up with Bowswer and then we went to the bar.
When we were at the bar, I kept making small peter jokes towards Wayne and we were putting ice cubes down the back of each others shirts, until he dumped a whole glass of water down the back of my shirt.
Didn't get home til about 4:30 this morning..
And today we are going riding again.. we're going to the stanton old fashion days.
Yep, thats my life..
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2006 11 August :: 9.53pm
So, the car is dead. For sure this time. Going shopping for a new one Monday. Yay! I hate that car with every ounce of my soul. But yay! to getting a new one, poo for not getting it until monday because right about now I have no way to get anywhere and by the sounds of it, people I want to hang out with probably arent up to coming to get me. So yes, that fucking sucks but...*shrugs* what can you do? hopefully I'll find something fun to do tomorrow, I cant imagine staying home all weekend...that would be a nightmare. I dont even like thinking about it. Just the thought pisses me off.
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2006 12 August :: 9.37am
I hate stressing about things.
Because then I sit here and my heart starts racing.
And I start thinking about everything that is wrong, and all the things that could be wrong, should be wrong, and about to go wrong or that I feel like I have done wrong.
But honestly, I've done nothing wrong, I don't think there's anything wrong, there's probably a lot of things that could be wrong, not sure what should be wrong and who knows whats about to go wrong.
He doesn't come to bed right when he gets home, which is weird because he always has, even if it was just to lay with me for a little bit.
This morning he left without saying anything (on the bike leaving all his stuff) and when I called him, he sounded like there was something wrong.
But of course when I ask him about it, he says nothing.
Which leaves me here, thinking there's something wrong.
And I won't know if there really is something wrong until he gets back, and who knows what time that will be.
And of course I'll stay here waiting until he does get back to find out.
Because I am who I am, and I always think that the moment I leave when something is wrong, he's going to pack up all his stuff and just leave me.
I had a dream last night that Courtney asked him out and he told her to give him to the rest of the day to answer. And when he came home he grabbed some of his stuff and made that phone call.
And being that when I dream, it's like i'm having an actual conversation, I'm scared.
It makes me feel like we're falling apart. Or maybe I'm just being stupid and paranoid.
EDIT:So I get out of the shower and he's back home. And he's pissed off yet jumping with joy, because he got a letter from an impound saying that they have his truck. So we get to go pick up his truck and whatsuch.. Finally. Now I can give back the suburban, and my brother will get off my back! yay.
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2006 9 August :: 4.58pm
Updating is fun.
Okay, so we set a date. I'm not going to post it because if you want to know you'll have to work very hard to track me down. Admit it, I'm a difficult person to get a hold of.
I also now have a cell phone. A phone that I am not allowed to use. My number is also secret. So your all going to have to work to find out my secrets.
More updates later, I hope.
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2006 10 August :: 2.57pm
If I didn't have my boyfriend by my side, I'd completely lose all control.
As of today, my unemployment is up.
Went to peoplelink today, I have to go back tomorrow for safety orientation.
Hopefully they can place me somewhere right away.
My bank account is overdrawn so much.
Makes me cry.
My mom and I aren't talking.
Laundry needs to be done.
We might be moving.
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2006 7 August :: 10.24pm
Okay. I feel a little better.
But I still hate you.
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2006 7 August :: 8.39pm
I fucking hate you all.
I quit.
No matter how hard I try, no one ever seems to like me. So I give up.
I've been dropped, stepped on, ignored, and mostly just plain forgotten.
Well, I can do that too.
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2006 7 August :: 7.29pm
Why do I care? It doesn't even matter.
I need to change this specific aspect of my being.
Who knows? It may produce better results.
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2006 7 August :: 11.51pm
The last few days I've been helpnig my dad side his house.
It sucks major ass.
Friday Carley and Hilary came over. And we had fun.
Saturday night Mike, Leon, Wayne and Bowser and I went to Howard City to some anniversary party. It was kind of boring but we had our own fun.
Yesterday I went to my grandma's for awhile, and then I went back to my dads. Then Mike came over there and we went and got something to eat and then went to his uncle Tim's then we went back to my dads and watched a movie..
Which then left me reformatting my computer, losing all my pictures (well over 500) and all my music files (well over 300).
Sucks major ass.
And that about sums it all up..
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2006 5 August :: 4.22am
Only one phrase can describe tonight.
Complete ego boost. =P
Definatley well needed, and well recieved =D
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2006 2 August :: 11.47pm
Talk about random things..
This is a text I got...
From: 63232
Beyonce Knowles was sued for 1.5 million dollars by a former business associate who claims she didn't compensate him financially on securing a business deal..
11:37pm 2-AUG-06
That and I love the movie The Good Girl.
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2006 2 August :: 1.37pm
Trying to sleep off a headache is like the hardest thing to do when you can't seem to cool off and you keep being mauled by your boyfriend in his sleep, which makes you sweat more because he's sweating. For some reason it's not very cool in this apartment.. my a/c is on.. but you can't tell..
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2006 31 July :: 1.12pm
Where to begin.
Friday I went to the drag strip with Mike, Jerry, Johnny, Cally, and Leon to watch Wayne and Busa Bob race. As well as all the others.
It was kind of boring. Woo watching people go down a straight track as fast as they can. Would have been better if there were more people racing.
Then we rode around downtown GR for awhile. When we were down by the Margarita grill, talking and trying to figure out where to go next, this drunk black guy walked up to Waynes bike, got on it, turned the key, put Wayne's helmet on and expected to just ride off with it. But Wayne ran over to his bike, took the key and the helmet off the guy and the guy just walked away. He deserved to get his ass beat.
I guess Lindsey and Courtney aren't friends anymore, all because Lindsey was talking to me, and realized that I'm not a bad person, that Courtney's just a dumb bitch.
Saturday Mike's daughter came over for a few hours. She was going to spend the night, but then she called her mom and was like will you come get me i want to come home. We still dont know why. It was her choice.
Yesterday Mike and I went to his Grandma's house becasue Stanley was being a douche bag and was in jail that morning. And so if Stanley screws up one more time, he's coming to stay with us until Will gets out of jail. The first time he pisses me off, he's gone.
And now I am sitting here watching Final Destination 3. I live a boring freaking life.
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2006 29 July :: 4.26pm
I am currently watching Footloose with Mike's daughter.
While he is out riding around on his bike.
I love how he calls me to tell me that he is going to spend time with his daughter today/night and she will be staying here and asks if i can go get her, and then when i get there he tells me that he's going to Ionia for a few hours..
Someone save me.
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2006 29 July :: 11.49am
:: Music: Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars
I smell a little disdain in your mind... but why so much towards me?
i just had to come on to thank gunny for putting the color codes up since i am lazy and like to have things in a place that i don't have to spend an hour to change my site.
aside from that, i wish that it was the end of next month already b/c i would really like to get back to camp carthage. i miss my friends, but am concerned about the roommate situation for the coming year. this will either be very good or incredibly aweful. only time will tell.
gah i need food, before my insides deside to eat them selves.
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2006 28 July :: 7.18am
Everything = A big cluster-fuck of chaos.
I made a kick ass CD last night.
Don't have a vehicle to listen to it in when I'm cruisin' around.
Just when I think that my boyfriend is too serious, he surprises me.
We were watching tv yesterday and out of the blue he asks one of the most random questions possible.
"Do you think midgets have midget cocks? 'cause if you think about it, if they were big then they'd trip on it or something."
I didn't have an answer for him because i was laughing to dang hard.
Also made me wonder why he was thinking about midgets and their penis'.
We've also become quite the gameshow junkies.
Quite pathetic if you ask me.
CSI and Any gameshow that is on when CSI isn't, make up our lives.
AhhhhhHHHHhhhhhhHHHHhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh...
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2006 24 July :: 10.59pm
I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was really, truly, unconditionally loved. I woke up, and I've had this elated feeling all day. Kind of wierd isn't it?
And, for a short while today, I was Superman. Just trust me on this one. You might know what I'm talking about in the near future.
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2006 24 July :: 10.00pm
So I'm sitting here at Mica's and we're looking for wedding music.
Today she listened to some of the classic songs, and she didn't like them. I too think the traditional stuff is just a little too stuffy for us. Does anyone have any good ideas on wedding music for the cermemony itself. We will be good on reception music, due to our unique and diverse musical taste.
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2006 24 July :: 12.10pm
If Mike and I got married, PJ FRENCH and I would be cousins by marriage. hehe
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2006 23 July :: 2.16pm
I have a new interest in Motorcycles.
Last night Mike and I were talking about how we could get 2500 bucks to buy a Kawasaki ZX6E Ninja. For ME! :)
That way I can learn to ride.
Last night was so much fun riding even though Courtney kept calling all the guys to come get her and no one would. They'd all say "we'll be there in a minute" and never go. They all new how I felt about her, because I voiced my opinion of her rather loudly at the beginning of the night when she tried to hang all over Mike. At the end of the night I was told I was much better company than her.
Yay. Im bored.
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2006 22 July :: 12.27am
So, I got rejected on that State Department exam thingy. Oh well. I thought it would be cool but I wasn't really counting on it.
On a happier note, I got a five out of five on my assignment for SS300. That's five percent because the prof works on a strict 100 point scale. I also got 21 out of 25 on my midterm. Not bad, expecially considering the calss average was a full letter grade worse (18 of 25). I guess that's all, now just one more job option closed.
Did I mention I was looking for a job? Oh yeah, I am, despite the fact I already have one. Want mine? Trust me, you don't want it.
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2006 20 July :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: Angry
:: Music: I loved her first - Heartland
Sometimes I wish I was a rock because then it'd actually hurt when I hit people..
In recent news, I can't stand my mother.
However, I suppose that isn't recent news now is it?
Another reason why I don't want to get married or have kids, and if I do get married, I am going to elope (sp?), is that I can't stand the tension between my parents. That and I'm always dragged into the middle of their fights.
He still loves her, but talks shit about her to keep from admiting it.
She's a lying self center alcoholic i can't live without pot/cigarettes tramp.
Yes, I just called my mother a tramp.
I have sent my resume to several places.
Still nothing.
There's probably enough gas in the burban to get to the gas station.
I won't have money for about a week.
I hate struggling.
But I'm not the only one in my family that is.
My dad seems to be the only one that is financially stable but lives like he's poor.
Even under all this stress and anger towards my mother, I am still incredibly happy.
After being torn apart and knocked down by my mother, I am still standing strong.
But under that layer of happiness, there's nothing but tears.
I hate emotions.
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2006 19 July :: 1.49pm
Nothing like being woke up from a nap to a big burly old man knocking on your door to tell you that you have to get out of your apartment ASAP because there's a natural gas leak in the building behind you.
When I got downstairs there were cops and fire trucks everywhere. And I could hear this really loud leaking noise (the gas leak).
Kind of scary. Now I have a headache and my stomach hurts.
But I have cable TV now.
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2006 18 July :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: Ecstatic
:: Music: Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry
I love rainy nights..
Last night the storm was amazing.
We kept losing power about every 15 minutes for like 5 minutes at a time from about the time the storm started til about 4 this morning.
After two hours of that, Mike and I just decided to leave the tv off and the lights and sit in candlelight playing games on our phones and talking.
We wrestled for like an hour too. I tried to prove that I had a little bit of strength in me. ha ha.
He got laid off... for a day.
So he went back to work today, but it was so nice spending the day with him yesterday.
I cooked lunch, and we had fun. We didn't argue until later when we both got home. I had a moment of crabbiness. Not sure why. But he went and got us some food before the storm hit. And things were fine again.
I still haven't decided how I am going to get my hair cut. Perhaps just a trim will suffice.
I need to quit being lazy, and get a job. ha ha.
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2006 18 July :: 12.53am
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